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Man, fuck, seriously delayed reaction to that one "worst symptom" poll but fuck avolition. I feel like simultaneously a frustrated 13 year old kid not allowed autonomy & never given help or support so never able to grow the fuck up, and 90 year old for whom there is no point in having dreams and ambitions because I feel like I'm out of time and practically already dead and therefore not able to accomplish anything or change the situation in any way. It makes a year, two years, a decade, feel like the equivalent of five minutes, and like things have always been exactly the same as they are now and will always be exactly the same as they are now, like literally stuck in a time loop or insanity vortex alternate hell dimension, trapped in stasis where nothing can ever change and I'm incompetent and helpless to do anything. And everyone. fucking. invariably looks at you and thinks you're just pathetic and lazy.

adults disciplining children: i think i will communicate with this brand new human in the loudest, rudest, most obnoxious and socially off-putting way possible

adults disciplining children: i think i will behave in ways that are completely, radically unacceptable in literally any other scenario

adults disciplining children: welcome to earth! for the next ten years i will treat you in ways that i would not dare treat any other person. i do not treat other people this way because i know it is bad and wrong. hope you understand.

i was thinking awww, is just like YA novels 2 her . . . realized shes reading the LORE and nah man that shit is like . blood meridian for her. this is like . 190000 word NationStates snuff erotica to her

We should kill people

im a white person from michigan ofc i love eminem -.-

out in public looking tortured

Liveblogging this autopsy

This guy's fucking dead LOL

Um

i miss everyone