It's a state of mind

Alright, okay.

So apparently I needed to be almost 30 to learn how to achieve a g-spot orgasm.

Cuz I just did today.

Better late than never, I suppose.

And let me tell ya... it.has literally rocked my world. It was so different than any orgasm I've ever had... my life is changed forever 🙌🏼

I know I've been MIA on this blog since I've decided that I didn't want to share too much of my private relationship on here. However, I see that my posts still regularly get notes and my follower count is still up where it used to be so I figured I might just give you guys a little update on how things are going.

Yes, the Husky and I are still together and happy as ever. After nearly two years I still manage to make him hard in no more than four seconds just by talking dirty and teasing him (which, yes, I do take immense pride in). Or actually, this isn't exactly correct. I cannot still do that, it's rather that I have become so comfortable with myself and my sexuality that I can do that now.

I now am living out my sexuality with a vigor and confidence that I never thought I possessed and my sex life is so much better because of that. The Husky has stripped me of all shame and embarrassment and has taught me to turn off my head and simply enjoy myself.

Remember the time when I used to despise looking messy? When I hated feet so much I refused to touch someone else's? When I hated the sound of me gagging on a dick? When I was disgusted by drool and spit and having my face looking like a complete mess? When maintaining eye contact during sex or a blowjob was difficult for me? When dirty talk was hot via text but would never slip past my lips?

Yeah. Let's just say times have changed. You know those porn scenes where the girl looks literally cock-drunk and fucks and sucks so fervently that she seems to forget all about her surroundings? (You will most likely find this in scenes with Manuel Ferrara because damn, that guy can fuck!)

That's me now.

If you asked me how I would define my sex life now I would say liberated. Uninhibited. Unrestrained (pun not indended).

Two nights ago, when I sucked his cock (much like I've been doing every single night lately), the Husky said that I truly have perfected my oral skills (not surprising with all the practice I've gotten). The most rewarding moment is when he groans "That's my girl." This one sentence alone nearly makes me come undone right there.

The things he does to make me happy... my heart is bursting right about now.