Juliette

I love Lestat and I loved watching his performances but I also feel the lack of his past.

Because… well, I have a thing with this lonely miserable men who suffers through their existence. The biggest example is Remus Lupin. And yes, I love Wolfstar as well.

But my brain immediately creates an OFC (because I’m a woman) who saves these sad puppies.

That’s against my will and sometimes it’s sooo cringe but it’s impossible to resist.

I saw this wonderful Cadillac DeVille from the 60s a couple of days before and my boyfriend took one of my favourite photos of me for now.

Just want to show it here

The huge fan base of this show was a shock for me because gay shows don’t get THIS MUCH popular especially in my country, I guess.

But I understand why now! I’ve been growing up on two kinds of shows. The first one were queerbating shows that made me run and write fanfics. The second one was pure pain with breaking up, death, staying in the closet etc. And now I watch something old like “Maurice” or new ones like “Fellow Travellers” (I think about this show every month, it made me cry so much…), and I do this just to feel this teenage pain that I’ve had before once again :(

Look, we even have the same hair structure!

The problem is that I have some unfinished works and changing the focus is not a good thing for a writer who wants loyal readers.

chapter 15 of “blood on the freesia stalks” by @zillazumi

and I’m so impressed! I’ve never been in Charlisle fandom before and also English is not my first language so it was kinda hard to understand sometimes… but this tension and dynamics made me feel sooo good