solis et lunae

i could write an entire manifesto about how i feel about weight and such on a social level. fatphobia is real and fat people DO get treated like shit but i also feel like some people overcompensate? like i don’t think discouraging fat people from losing weight if that’s truly what we want to do is great. i don’t know why it’s like the “progressive” position now to actively tell people to stay fat. and that there’s no point in even trying because we’ll probably just end up fat again anyway. real shit i’ve seen people say under the guise of being supportive of fat people btw. maybe i should be able to do what i want with my own body. maybe i know what size feels good for me based on my life experiences actually.

i’ve refrained from talking about certain things because i know that people on here would get mad at me for opening my mouth but i’m starting to give less of a fuck about this website and honestly, it feels kind of dogshit to have stuff in my life that i feel like i can’t even just casually post about because i’m worried about what others will think or whatever. all that to say i’m a fat bitch and i don’t like being fat and no one can convince me to enjoy the way being fat feels, especially skinny ppl on here who think they’re being good allies by telling fat ppl we should just stay fat. i just don’t really like anyone’s opinion on the subject honestly. no one can be normal and sane about this topic on either end.