"...Lotta things," he chuffed, expression softening just slightly. "Better question'd be wha' problems ain't I havin'."
And how to explain! How, indeed, to explain the politics of Red Hand operations, the regrets of deals he wished he'd never made, lives he regretted taking, the many more he ruined, the many others he had yet to ruin, secrets he'd stolen, betrayals, lies; How to confess, how to tell... but he'd never been any good with words, and no matter how much he wanted to, he had no tears to shed.
Lids hung heavy over stormy gray, and the frustrated fox settled back down in his seat, arms crossed tightly over his chest as exhaustion set in. He knew he needed to start small, that perhaps admitting to a small thing would be enough long enough for him to get some sleep, sort it through, unclench his jaw, relax-- But he didn't know how to do that. He never knew how to do that.
"I'm...Haven't slept in four days. Haven't eaten in jus as long. Dunno wha' day it is neither. Prolly late on deliveries fer those bastards again. I'm tired. I'm just-- tired."