~Moon~

All the flashbacks are here. 9 years passed by. I cant remember the last time I shedded tears because of what happened. Probably more than five years.

“That’s how you know you love someone, I guess, when you can’t experience anything without wishing the other person were there to see it, too.”

But whatever you choose to become, I hope it makes you genuinely happy.

If there's something I'm proud of, it is the fact that I helped building you—or maybe at least healing you. During those moments when you needed a hand to hold, I was there hugging you. And in those times when you want those tears to stop, I was there crying with you. We walked in those broken pieces together, even if I finally realized that it wouldn't take us to forever. Because I know, deep in myself, that you wouldn't feel miserable for eternity. That there will come a chance for you to heal another person just like the way I once loved you—maybe you'll even be better. And I'm proud of that, even if the only thing I can do now is to wish, that you will be there for me, too.

“I looked at everyone and wondered where they came from, and who they missed, and what they were sorry for.”

“Bad things are always going to happen in life. People will hurt you, but you can’t use that as an excuse to hurt someone back.”

“You know it’s love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you’re not part of their happiness.”

“It’s so difficult to describe depression to someone who’s never been there, because it’s not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it’s that cold absence of feeling— that really hollowed-out feeling.”

“It had been a long day, and I don’t mind saying that I cried a little bit. There is nothing wrong with crying at the end of a long day.”

“The marks humans leave are too often scars.”

But whatever you choose to become, I hope it makes you genuinely happy.

“Breathe. It’s okay. You’re going to be okay. Just breathe. Breathe, and remind yourself of all the times in the past you felt this scared. All of the times you felt this anxious and this overwhelmed. All of the times you felt this level of pain. And remind yourself how each time, you made it through. Life has thrown so much at you, and despite how difficult things have been, you’ve survived. Breathe and trust that you can survive this too. Trust that this struggle is part of the process. And trust that as long as you don’t give up and keep pushing forward, no matter how hopeless things seem, you will make it.”