Last Nights Mistakes and New Beginnings (Part 4-5)(Final)
(yandere!kazuha x pregnant!reader x scaramouche)
Did you know they call me the yappinator? Anyways iâve been meaning to finish it but iâve been busy w school but now i have the time so i will be yapping away more (posting a little more)đŁď¸ Get cozy bcs this is long asf!
Reader is bi-icon! (+ trauma) If imma be fr, the beginning is a little off bcs i wrote it weeks ago (im lazy and i will not fix itđĽś) ANYWAYS ILL STOP YAPPING! TY FOR READING đ¤ (if u dođĄ)
word count: Pretty fucking long â¤ď¸
proofread: HELL NO! đ fill in the gaps/mistakes for me plsđŤś
Arriving at the mall you think about making a break for it but these heels prevent you from doing so. With enough for the heel would surely snap though⌠Noted. Reaching for the door handle youâre stopped and pulled into a kiss. Itâs a little uncomfortable but you play it off with a smile, âDonât worry Kazu, Iâm not gonna run off~â âI know darling, but this is the start of our new life so allow me to take the lead. Donât worry your pretty mind about anything.â With that, he places one last peck onto your face. Once again, he is opening the door for you and you guiding you to the some shops. Immediately you notice his firm grip on your waist, and itâs uncomfortable. He said you would be buying clothes but you now realize he meant he was picking clothes FOR you. Youâre in the dressing room and he has you trying on all these cute coquette clothing. It feels a little uncomfortable but you try to get used to the feeling of the outfits. Some are loose, and some are tighter. In your mind, you already knew which ones you liked based on the texture, design, etc..
Whenever you came out to show off an outfit you felt like a real couple. Showing off your outfit and making comments, no matter what you wore he seemed to agree it looked good on you, even if you didnât think so. Something feels wrong about this but you canât help but smile when he looks at you so adoringly.
You guys go to about three more shops, all of them having a different theme. By the time you were done, it was mid-afternoon. Both of your feet were killing you⌠not to mention you were hungry⌠You both agree to stop and get something to eat.
You arrive at a very familiar restaurant⌠Werenât you just here? When was that though? If it was important surely youâd remember!
Scaramouche was frantic, to say the least. You werenât answering his messages⌠Has something happened? He needs to get to you asap, but how? What if youâve been removed from your home? If it came to it he could ask his mother to track you down, since she had that kind of power.
Knocking on the door heâs anxious, and hoping he would be met with a bright smile and worried hushing telling him that you were okay. After about a minute he knocks on your room window⌠No reply. Should he wait around? No, thatâll take too long. After some contemplation, he decides to reach out to his mom.
They have a long talk before she eventually caves. It feels like itâs been forever since sheâs seen her child and when he comes back heâs on an adventure trying to get his girlfriend back. She didnât think situations like that existed but heâs shown her the possibilities are endless. The way he talked about you so dearly gave her the impression you were a thing. Since sheâs such a good and caring mother, itâs the least she can do for her future daughter!
Maybe he shouldâve emphasized that you were just friends even though he wished for more
From what some super normal and not shady people told him, you were last seen at that restaurant you both had visited yesterday. Why were you there? That didnât matter right now! Furrowing his eyebrows he sat there and thought long and hard. How was he going to get to you? Kazuha would most likely be glued to your side so directly approaching was out of the question. Could he signal you to him from afar? No, that probably wonât work⌠Pounding his forehead slightly he couldnât form a good plan.
âYou seem troubled, Doll.â A sly finger guided itself through his short purple locks.
âWhat do you want, Miko? Iâm busy and-â
âYou know itâs nice to run away then come running back when you need help. Your mother was on edge for weeks. Spending whatever free time she had looking for her poor child. Always looking for you despite her own needs.â
âDid you come to ask me whatâs wrong only to turn around and try to guilt trip me? You donât change, do you?â
Without saying anything she placed a bag next to him and then made her way to the door. Peeking through the bad he looked back to her fleeting figure before shouting out, âWait! What is this for? You really expect me to forgive you with this bag full of clothes?! Plus, this has girl stuff in it anyways-â âSilly Kuni! This is to help you get your girl back!â âExcuse me?!â Miko sighed while shrugging, âAnd you say your moms are no help! C'mon, you have to think outside the box, silly!â Taking the bag back she pulled out the cutest dress youâve ever seen along with tights and heels. âItâd be stupid to approach her directly. You have no idea what kind of mental state sheâs in, she may not trust any other man or claim sheâs fine with her captor.â Digging deeper into the bag she pulled out a long wig that happened to be the same shade as his own hair, âSo you have to coax her out as someone willing to understand and help her out of the situation!â Before he knew it he was all dolled up, shifting uncomfortably in the dress and trying to adjust his posture and his footing, constantly brushing his much longer locks back while puckering and rolling his lips that had a gloss applied to them. Would this really work?
âMiko, I donât think this is gonna work⌠I donât make a very convincing girlâŚ.â he awkwardly fussed with his bangs before glancing over at her. Miko held her phone up and with a click and a flash the very image of⌠whatever this was⌠saved onto her phone and probably being backed up to her cloud. âOh, you look just like your sister!â Placing her phone back in her bag she shooed him out of the car before, then rolled down the window offering a few words, courtesy of her never-ending-kindness! âJust be kind to her, her heart will surely realize who you are... Or donât! Maybe sheâll see through all of this!â Scaramouche could only grit his teeth as she motioned her hand at him. âIâll be waiting here so once she comes to her senses I wonât be far. Plus! Wouldnât want you to try and be all hero-like only to trip and fall in those cuttteee heels of yours!â
Spoonful after spoonful you swallowed whatever food had been shoved into your face. Were you even hungry? Not that it matters. At this point, youâve come to treat this as if it were a real date! Yet your heart doesnât skip a beat when he cups your face. A couple of people do glance over at you both awkwardly but that smile of yours tells them youâre just a young couple in love. It goes on like this for a few more minutes before beautiful swaying locks catch your eye, itâs true youâve been ignoring the faces of those whoâve been passing by, but this face is stunning. Your heart skips a beat when your eyes meet each other. Now something about all this feels familiar but you canât quite pin it down just yet. Kazuha notices how your attention is drawn away from him and he immediately pulls your chin towards him, âIs something the matter my love? You seem distracted.â He bluntly states as his eyebrows furrow slightly in frustration. âA-ah, no, I justâŚâ Perhaps you were scared or maybe still stunned by that girls beauty but you canât seem to form a coherent thought. He shifts around in his seat a little, ever so slightly moving his chair to block your view of the girl. With a short âahemâ you brush it off as just seeing someone you thought you recognized.
If you look past his intense gaze you can still kinda see her fussing with her long hair. A waiter shows her to her table that so happens to be next to yours. You bite your tongue to hide a giggle when you see her awkwardly try to walk in heels, maybe sheâs not used to them? Once she sits down itâs obvious sheâs not used to wearing such feminine clothes, the way she keeps lifting her feet off the ground and sliding them farther out, or how she pulls the hem of her dress down even though itâs past her knees. The way she covered her mouth and spoke in a quiet meek voice told you maybe she was shy. Kazuha glanced at you both, almost trying to understand the connection you guys had but signed in defeat, âIâm gonna use the restroom then pay for our food. Donât go anywhere.â And with that, he was gone but surely it wouldnât take him long to be back.
Scaramouche had to be quick about this. The least he could do is get you outside.
Trying to keep his ladylike demeanor he tried starting the conversation with something normal. Of course, this meant he would have to speak a little louder in order for you to hear in the louder environment. He would be lying to himself if he said he hadnât âpracticedâ his female voice.
âIsnât the food here the best?â
Taken aback by how cute she sounded you cover your mouth slightly. âShe even has a cute voice!â, you thought to yourself. Once again stunned you take a moment to respond.
âY-yeah!â your response is a little fast-paced but she just smiles in response. âHaha, you seem a little nervous, what, too stunned by my looks?â Even though he was supposed to be portraying a meek, innocent girl, he couldnât help but still be cocky. Itâs as if you were on autopilot with the way your response was the same yeahâŚ
Part of you felt like thatâs something he would say. Who was he again?
âItâs a little stuffy in here, donât you agree? How about we get some fresh air?â The girl suggested so innocently that youâd completely âforgottenâ what Kazuha told you NOT to do. As if youâd been under a spell you followed a girl you didnât even know the name of out of the restaurant. Her name! You need her name! This canât be the last time you see each other you need her contact info! You reach to where you would normally keep your phone only for your attention to be stolen away by her.
She handed you her phone that had a picture of a very certain cat. Your heart fastens as you start to recall some things, you couldnât submit to someone who only half-loved you. No, you had to get home to your first baby. Tears threaten to spill as everything comes back faster than you can comprehend.
He didnât love you, no, he never did. If he did he wouldâve stayed the first night. He was just looking for something to sedate his own woes. You come to the realization that your delusions you made up to protect yourself were false. You havenât been in love for years like your mind had told you, you donât know what he really feels, you just filled in the blanks with lies your mind fed you. In reality, youâve probably only really known each other for a couple of days, during those 4 months you spent pregnant and alone your brain spun a story as if you were real lovers. Hating yourself could come later but for now, you need to get a grip and get out of here. Suddenly youâre caught up to speed and all it feels like youâre gonna vomit, your clothes feel tighter and you can feel your own skin, every pore feels open and you hate every second of it. What feels like hours is only a matter of seconds.
A hand is gently wipes your tears away,
âItâs time to go, Y/n.â
âI cant.. Iâm sacred. I-â
âDonât be. I'm here now, and Iâm not letting you go.â He looked so serious, although a little funny since he was still in his getup.
Reaching for your wrist he gently and slowly led you farther away from the establishment and closer to your getaway car.
Both of your steps got faster and faster. You didnât want to look back, no, you shouldnât.
A voice youâve come to hate shouts out to you. Ears pound loudly and your heart skips several beats when you hear fastened footsteps approaching. A wave of pain crashes onto you when your lower back aches in pain. You stop even though you donât want to and clutch your stomach in retaliation.
You have to move right now otherwise heâll catch up. Scaramouche turns back around for you and effortlessly picks you up and carries you to the car. When he turned to place you in the car heâs sure Kazuha has seen his face. Crap⌠Not like it mattered right now. He rushes to the other side of the car but is pulled back by a hand that is placed on his back, itâs cold and uncomfortable. Almost as if it triggered something in him he shouts and pushes him back into the ground.
Once Scaramouche is in the car Miko doesnât hesitate to slam on the gas pedal and get you both somewhere safe.
When you wake up youâre in a very comfy bed. Moving your legs a little you wince uncontrollably. Memories come flooding back and your eyes dart to where Scaramouche is sitting. A smile makes itself known on your face and you reach out to him. He melts into your touch but avoids looking at you. You know you messed up big time by not running away from Kazuha like you should have⌠But you were in a deranged state! Surely he wonât blame you completely. Breaking the silence you ask him whatâs wrong.
âI know we kinda just met but I hope you know I love youâŚâ he trailed off, still avoiding eye contact. âI always have⌠Itâs a shame you donât remember me. If you did then I guess you could technically say we didn't just meet.â
Huh? You two knew each other? Maybe heâs got the wrong person. Innocently you ask, âHave we met somewhere before? Iâm sorry but I donât seem to ever recall-â âJust take a good look at me and try to recall. We used to be playmates when we were little. Your parents were busy like mine so they would drop us off at that one daycare.â Your eyes squint as you take a good look at him, âAnd we went to school together for a little while- I tried stealing your pen-â Eyes widening you canât help but burst out laughing.
âItâs you! I- How could I forget? Oh my gosh, it seems work has made me forget my younger days!â Covering your mouth to hide a smile you canât help but laugh a little louder. His face seems upset but eventually melts into a smiling one along with you. For a couple of moments you both laugh and exchange playful banter. Everything in the world is right at that moment.
But once again, your mistakes will catch up with you.
After the laughing dies down he squeezes your hand and places a handle on your stomach. This causes you to shift uncomfortably but you try to play it off as a cramp.
âWhen the Doctor came to relay your status he told me one bit of information that⌠you probably didnât want me to know.â
Oh shit. Oh shit- Your heart fastens and you try to muster out a response but it hitches in your throat. âI-I canexplain p-please let me-âYou fumble your words and tears pool up in your eyes.
With an affirmative squeeze to your hand he smiles softly, âItâs okay.â
âBut itâs not- I messed up and now-â You covered face with your hand, attempting to hide yourself away from him.
âAnd now- we can work this out, together. I promise I will do my best to be a good parent. If youâd just give me a chance- A chance to take care of you and your child. I would do anything to be with you once and for all. Please, Y/n, donât leave me again.â His hand came up to yours pressed against your face, and slowly removed it from you.
A part of you feels raw, and exposed, yet, this time itâs different. Part of your brain tells you to run from his affection but the other part feels so defeated that you just want to cry into his chest and beg him to stay with you. Lucky for you he was willing to stay with you. Even if you were going to have your kidnapper's baby. Leaning into him you cried out all your sorrows that had been bottled up for the past couple of months. All he could do was rub your back and listen to you cry your heart out.
It felt good to finally tell someone how you truly felt. How much has been troubling you? Although youâre sure if you were to tell this to a professional youâd been locked upâŚ.
After youâre done crying you wipe your tears and take a deep breath. Your chest and shoulders feel lighter. The whiplash of everything could hit you later, you couldnât care less right now. All you wanted to do was eat, stretch, and take a nap.
Scaramouche looked at you dead in the eye and you feared the worst. Was he joking? Did he actually hate you and never want to see you again? Did-
âGoddamit- I dropped my wigâŚâ
You stare at each other for a second before you burst out laughing. âThatâs a shame! You didnât look half bad in it~â you joked. âOh please- You were head over heels for me and you know it!â âAh, you got me there! Who knew youâd make such a fine girl! If only you could say the same about you know-Ow!â he punched your shoulder gently, but considering your current state it hurt more than he intended. âIâm sorry, Y/n- I-â He checked the area to see if it was bruised or anything but was immediately met with a flick to the forehead. âOw-!â âHaha, got you!â âYou little-â
Both of your bickering would soon die down as soon as his parents would enter the room. It was obvious how you both turned stiff as boards. Acting as if you werenât pulling each otherâs hair like you once had.
Ei placed some flowers on the bed stand and Miko would sit down on the bed with some sweets in hand. âItâs a pleasure to finally meet you, Miss Y/n.â Ei bowed politely, âIâm not sure if my son had mentioned us to you. If not itâs alright- But we are his parents.â Miko started feeding some cake with a fork as she nodded along. âIâm very happy to see you make my son happy. It used to worry me that my son would die alone-âshe feigned a tear falling from her eye. âMOM.â Blush spread across Scaramoucheâs face as he crossed his arms. âAh, excuse me, thatâs beside the point! What I mean to say is that you shouldnât worry about the wedding founding- Your new moms will buy you everything you will need-â âTHATS NOT ANY BETTER!â He exclaimed even redder. She smiled so innocently all while still looking a little confused. Miko finally chimed in, âWhat she means to say is that she supports you both no matter what. Even if you donât think she agrees with you,â she turned her head towards him, âshe believes you both will make the right choice. We hope you both can treat this as a new beginning. As I like to say, carpe diem!â âYou never say that.â Ei tilted her head with a soft smile. âWell, I do now!â
All four of you burst out laughing. You guys talk a little more before they leave for their business dinner. Once again you and Scara are alone.
âAre you really sure youâre okay with marrying a pregnant woman?â âOf course Iâm fine with it, since it being you and all.â Rubbing the back of his head he laid his head down on the bed, âAre YOU sure you wanna get married right away? Just because my mom mistook us for dating already doesnât mean we should skip that part⌠Plus, what if you donât like who I amâŚâ You pet his soft purple hair with a smile, âWell, as long as you promise not to be a complete asshole, then I suppose weâll be just fine!â âYou think Iâm an asshole?â âHaha, anywaysâŚ. What kind of wedding cake should we have? I was thinking of a [favorite flavor] cake! Ooohh and we can look at the different types of venues! Ah, I guess after that we need to plan a baby shower!â
Heâd completely tuned you out and just stared at you, lovingly. Your skin glowed perfectly from the artificial light, and that smile of yours was perfect. You no longer looked tired and stressed; instead, you looked happy and not so tired. He couldnât blame his ex-friend for falling for you. Although he feels a little jealous that heâs seen parts of you that now belong to his eyes only now.
Fingers tap up and down on the bed as if heâs contemplating something. You take notice and tap his shoulder, you ask if heâs listening. Suddenly he gets up- His soft lips are placed against your slightly chapped ones. Itâs warm. Your eyes widen in surprise as you slowly melt into the kiss.
Once he pulls away youâre both gasping for air. Out of embarrassment, he hides his face in your neck. Heâs embarrassed- you are too. âA-a little warning wouldâve been nice. I was talking yknow?â âShut up before I kiss you again..â You knew he was too embarrassed to do it again so you teased, âYeah, I think youâd like that-â Instead of another passionate kiss he instead peppered kisses all over your face. âI hate you.â âI love you, Scara.â
The wedding went amazing since his parents had done most of the planning (of course you both directed them) And your baby shower went just as well! Initially, you were both worried a certain someone would catch wind of it- and youâre sure he did. Thankfully the place was heavily guarded (, courtesy of Miko) and was also in a secluded area, along with there being a very strict guest list. You both already knew the gender so the part just consisted of fun baby shower games and many gifts from your friends and families.
You had been getting intensive therapy for the rest of your pregnancy. Those couple of months left you with deeper wounds than you had thought. Of course, you still have trouble with going out on your own and youâve completely dropped going out (since youâre a mother now ofc) When you do have to go out alone you wear your hair differently each time along with a mask and sunglasses. Whenever someone gets a little too close they happen to get stopped by someone. Your bad dreams usually consist of you trying to run away but your legs move slowly or trying to scream but nothing comes out, and other things youâd rather not discuss...
Your delivery went well and luckily you gave birth to a healthy baby boy. Ei and Miko informed you that you had a week to name him. On the fifth day, you and Scara decided on [name], since you both liked the name and agreed on it. When both of the families came to see him you got the chance to meet Scaraâs aunt and sister (who both happened to be named Makoto, although Scara called his sister Raiden since she was âscaryâ) The boy was blessed with your hair color (he has a red streak through it) but had his fathers eyes. At first, it scared you but with some affirming words from both sides of the family and your lover, youâve grown to love them.
Some of your friends and family didnât approve that Scara wasnât the father, some even berating you and calling you names. The name-calling mostly came from Scaraâs side of the family. Area
On your son's first birthday, he spoke his first words. âMama!â You nearly cried tears of joy when he said that. Scaramouche frowned and pinched the boy's cheeks gently with a huff. Much to his surprise the boy spoke again, âDaddy!â Now both of you were crying tears of joy. You swaddled your boy in the softest blankets before you both cuddled him off to sleep. Both not believing you had been blessed with such a joy.
Once your son has gotten a little older he learned how to say the catâs name, always gesturing his hands and babbling, âMeowmeow!â The now healthier cat would come to the boy and rub its head against your son accompanied by a purr.
Once he turned two years old you noticed how he started taking after his father, often mimicking him by making an angry face and huffing. All you could do was smile and kiss him while his father pouted behind you both. One time you had joked around with your young son by asking him, âWhat face does daddy make when heâs angryâ and your son crossed his arms with a scowl on his face. You burst out laughing while your husband messed with his hair pretending to be upset.
You went back to work while Scara was a stay-at-home husband. On stressful days you would come home, sore and tired, but the moment your eyes laid on Scaraâa resting figure along with your sons. Well, your heart simply melted into mush as you took about 30 pictures of them from all angles. You were convinced that all of the time you spent alone and suffering was worth it for this moment.
It felt like that person was a bad dream- but now, youâre wide awake and ready to face the future with your loving husband, and adorable son.
Gawdamn I donât stop yappingđ If you read all of this ty pookie!! there will be a $10 mil block of gold under your pillow when you wake up đđ I will be writing some hcs (maybe) and a scenario where u encounter kazuha w your kid soon!!! (i promise) Anyways iâm knocking tf out⌠BAI><!!