Determined

My inner voice tells me not to do something but yet the fool inside of me tells me to go ahead and do it because this just might change my life for the best. Little did I know disaster was waiting for me on the other side, waiting for me to walk through that door. I had one foot in and one foot out. My inner voice getting faint yet the deceptive condescending voice is getting louder and louder luring me just to set its hook as if I was a fish in a lake. What a mistake now I suffer in silence, I don’t want to move I don’t want to eat I feel sick and nauseous. I can believe I failed that miserably, I haven’t told anybody because I’m embarrassed of what they might say. I was tricked, I was bamboozled.