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from a young age i knew i wanted to give up when things got hard

i hate it when people ask me to "explain my thought process" like hell if i know

"what's going on in that head of yours?" nothing i want to be a part of

you think that you're so alone in the world then you read literature from hundreds of years ago and you realize that other people have always felt this way

"it's just stress" oh thank god, it's just the silent killer that slowly kills you, perfectly harmless, no need to worry

Nothing is real. I am gorgeous. Nothing matters. No one cares. I wanna go shopping.

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

you've met me at a very "yeah i'm trying to work on that" time in my life

you can succeed without meeting all of your goals. not everything requires you to give 100%. do not push yourself too hard trying to get it done perfectly. perfection isn’t real.

[very clearly indulging the urge] im fighting the urge