i am what i am

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changkyun: santa claus took only one bite of the cookie and left. i don't remember if it was a cookie or not, but he took only one bite. i guess it wasn't his taste. (source: otokki4)

changkyun: this is my first christmas since becoming a dj, everyone merry christmas. tomorrow, we will become each other's habit, merry christmas~ (source: dududuhihi)

changkyun: when it comes to habits, everyone has something like habits in their lives. when you see a pattern that repeats, it becomes that person’s habit, but the process of it becoming a habit takes a very long time. it requires a planned and repetitive action, and when i tried to apply this habit to a person, i thought, ‘it would mean a lot if i became this person's habit.’ when i wrote the lyrics, i thought that a single word has a lot of power. (source: 3loverde1m)

changkyun: i want to keep having the desire to "want to do it." as time passes, i don't know when i'll have this desire again, and it might disappear with time, so i think that i should do it at the moment when i think, "i want to do it." and i think we're trying to limit ourselves too much with things like "we're old" and such. i think korean society in particular is trying to confine itself in a fence with small words like, "oh, now i'm too old and can't do that," so i want to keep thinking to myself, "i'm not old, i can keep doing it" until the end. (source: 3loverde1m)

changkyun: in my case, i think i get burnout because i put all my effort and passion into it. since you did your best, you don't have to be too scared about burnout. and i don't think there's any need to suppress any emotions that come up. i hope you continue to do well in the direction that you want. (source: dududuhihi)

changkyun: are you able to endure the waiting time well? if the waiting time is indefinitely long, it will be boring. but if you imagine what kind of scene will unfold when the thing you are waiting for happens, that time will be a little more enjoyable, right? (source: ScentLike_Laven)

changkyun: no, that’s not true. you’re probably being way too hard on yourself. no one else would’ve thought you looked bad. honestly, we’re our own worst critics—it probably wasn’t that bad at all. (source: boredMONBEBE)

changkyun: that's so pretty. you don't see stars like this in the city much these days. that desire to share beautiful things with someone is so touching. yes, it's definitely love. (source: boredMONBEBE)

changkyun: they say déjà vu happens when you've wished for something so strongly that you end up mistaking your imagination for reality. makes sense, right? when you really want something, you might dream about it and subconsciously wonder if it's already happened. then when it does, you feel that déjà vu moment. (source: boredMONBEBE)

changkyun: that's right, not everyone needs to be a shining star. but don't stars know that they're shining? that's why they're all stars. (source: ScentLike_Laven)