My life is a fanfiction

I really was wild for even posting that in there for real because I was just in my feelings but hey playas fuck up and we move on and Ima act like I never did it. I hope no one asks me about it tomorrow but Ima be in the field so I want people to forget because I done deleted that shit like it never happened. Also somebody reacted to it with the eye rolling emoji so I think they felt like it was attention seeking to which it was but unintentionally. I wasn't even trying to get sympathy I was just reacting which I shouldn't have because it came off as such. I shouldn't even harbor on it but I'm literally stressing

Since don't nobody really follow me on here ima just ramble rq. So like my uncle who's not my blood uncle just passed and I just found out today and I found out they he was on our services. Whole time I knew he was sick but not with our services and I put 2 and 2 together. Then I just responded in our group which I should've just put a heart or whatever. I felt like it was attention seeking which others may too and I deleted it but it was up for a cool minute before I did. Now I'm feeling like people are judging me for being attention seeking which I wasn't I was just sad. I shouldn't have done it but people already seen it and I feel like it was attention seeking but maybe they don't. I just never put 2 and 2 together to realize that was my uncle, well, my aunt's ex. I do feel like I did too much in the moment being sad not realizing it was in the whole group, I was just reacting which made it seem like I was looking for attention. Idk but now I feel like people are gonna be like "why did she even say that?" Which is true, why tf did I even do that. Like wow. Hopefully everybody forgets by tomorrow since I deleted it. Maybe I should've just said family friend in which he was. But either way it's gone and I hope it's forgotten because I shouldn't have posted it fr. Maybe I'll say I didn't mean to post it in there so that way it can be like an accident and I deleted it