Be Brave.

“Is it wrong to use someone to get over somebody else? his hands on my back and his body against mine wouldn’t be yours but by god it might be enough to forget you. he’s so nice and you’re so not and his eyes are brown but so are yours and you’re so broken and he’s a whole piece and I could fit with someone like that. we could be happy in the way that is mindless and never have deep conversations and never stay up till two talking but we could laugh and throw popcorn at each other and I could forget that I’m fighting not to die every night and I could forgot that I don’t always come out of the battle unscathed and it could be something that is fun and not something that is like you. it could be something that is good and not something like you.”