I'm meaner than my demons

No problem. Well, I guess some things never change. I get it, with everything that’s been going on. I should probably be glad I was a baby when she had Noah then.

Well, Josh doesn’t change, at least. He’s not a bad guy, though. Just scared of babies and bananas. Yeah, you definitely should be. Except when you were a baby, your dad was...well, actually, it was pretty cute but we can’t ever let him know I said that.

I can see you guys with a baby girl. You guys are gonna be great with her. Really? Hasn’t Josh seen her pregnant twice? Damien will just have to adjust to it. I think if my parents had another baby it would definitely be interesting but I’d be excited.

Thanks, kid. You sound like Hayley, she’s been giving me pep talks, too. Yeah, he has, and that’s what makes it so pathetic. He was in the room when Damien was born and all of it still scares him. Eh, I think he’s just freaked out over how Beca isn’t indestructible right now more than anything. The way he sees his mom is...something else. If your mom ever gets pregnant again, be prepared for your dad. He was the most annoying he’s ever been when it was you, but I doubt he’s shut that part of him off.

Hey. How’s my cousin?

Well, I’m the size of a planet, and I have no idea when that’s changing, so I think I’m being punished or something. But, Liv did all the spells she’s been doing for me and Beca both and said everything’s healthy so I guess I’m just waiting now. Oh, and the baby’s a girl. I haven’t told Dylan yet, but yeah. Unless you meant Beca’s baby. I think that one’s probably gonna get here first, Damien and Josh are both really weird and dumb about it, it’s pretty funny. So there’s that.

Hey, Becka.

I don’t know, I think after you have one you just wanna have more but, well, I wouldn’t know personally because of the fact I’ve never had my own child. What is it?

Yeah, that’s what Hayley keeps saying. I think she misses being pregnant, but she won’t say it. You’ll know someday, if you want to. It’s a girl. You’re the only person I’ve told.

Pregnancy will be over before you know it and then we’ll have a precious little Gilbert baby.

I don’t know how Beca’s done this three times, I’m barely managing the once. Liv did manage to figure out what it is, though, so...there’s that, at least.

Or we could just be lazy and watch Netflix together all night.

As long as I don’t have to move. Because let me tell you, not being able to see my feet isn’t great.

Or I could just lay here forever.

Okay, but I’m the size of a whale, so depriving your dear sister of that laziness is just unfair.

“Have you tried to eat some spicy food?”

“I’m scared to, Beca got sick from it the other day. Does it help?”

Hi.

What’s up?

Is everything okay?

Yeah, I think so. Morning sickness is just...really gross and I think being a vampire makes it worse.

Hey.

That’s a nice name. When will you find out if it’s a boy or girl? Yeah, Beca has a new brother too apparently. It’s just a little weird wondering if there are some out there we’ll never meet, but I digress. As long as you like your new sister that’s what’s important.

Do you have any ideas for a name we should talk about? It shouldn't be too long, I think, Beca can find out soon and apparently we aren't far apart, so... Yeah, I heard about that, Josh and Hope talk about him. It's more than just a little weird I think, but I try not to think about it. Brooklyn seems pretty cool though, just...confused by having family but I can't really blame her.

It’s amazing, I’m going to be an aunt, you’re going to be a mom. You’re going to be a really good mom.

I...thank you. You're the first person to say that. Honestly, I’m kinda freaking out.