Momento Mori

I know I just kinda abandoned this blog. I’m really sorry. I love to write and I love getting people to love my stuff I just hate tumblr. I don’t know the general anime fandom is toxic for me and it’s kinda bad that eveytime I open my dash or even look at the people I followed and want to k1ll myself. I wish that were a joke.

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You are so brave and an inspiration to us all!

Let’s just go through the list:

Special interests or rapidly changing, overtaking interests

A compulsion to follow a routine, even if it doesn’t make sense (i.e not killing their nemesis when they have the chance because they don’t want the cat and mouse game to end)

Either an inability to have any “normal” conversation, or having charm in social situations but making no connection

Hallucinations

Dysmorphia (Baby Doll from Batman, anyone?)

Made fun of, abused, ignored, or neglected as a child due to differences

Trauma

Being in a system of two or more (usually in a Jekyll/Hyde fashion, unfortunately)

Stifled emotions or so many emotions they can hardly function in a mundane setting

Problems with empathy

A vendetta against the government (the same government that made medication that people need to live so damn expensive)

Issues with gender identity and sexuality

Wearing the same clothes over and over

Monologuing

A facade that they prefer over their own identity

Impulsivity

Talking with their hands

Monotone or overally expressive voices

Odd triggers or phobias

Preferring their own company or with one or two trusted people

Of course, it would be ridiculous to say that this was purposeful - making neurodivergent people villains 99% of the time - but it’s just something that I noticed.

A/n: Had this one in drafts for god knows how long but I'm actually really proud of it. We need more recovering yanderes.

genre: Head canon, fluff I think with only a tad ounce of angst if you squint.

Pairing: Deku, Bakugou, Shoto x reader.

TW: YANDERE!!! obsession, possessive behaviour, mention of kidnapping, mentions of manipulation, general toxic behaviour before recovering, intrusive violent thoughts, mental illness (Depression and anxiety)

Deku:

Out of everyone involved, he is the one that needs the most time to recover.

For most of his life knowing you, he had never considered even once that his infatuation wasn't natural.

And now you're telling him that there's something wrong with him?

Good luck with this guy. He's very stubborn.

When you first tell him this, he feels personally attacked and thinks you've stopped loving him.

He's not angry, more upset at himself because, in his mind, he has to be the best hero that you'll ever need.

If you leave him, it feels like he failed.

This baby is going to cry, and he is going to hold you in a vice grip. You are his thread holding him to reality, and he's not letting go.

Be there for him, talk to him calmly, and wait for him to get in a better mindset before discussing his obsession any further.

He doesn't agree with you on everything, but if it makes you happy, then he'll take little steps.

First was leaving doors unlocked; next was leaving the house together.

It takes over a year for him to recover, but you can tell he's trying.

He even went to therapy without any prompting whatsoever!

"Promise me you won't let go of my hand?"

"For the fifth time, Izuku, I promise not to let go."

There's an embarrassed pout on his lips as his scarred hand envelopes yours. You give his hand a reassuring squeeze in the hopes that it might calm him down a bit.

Your first day leaving the house together is a significant step in Izuku's recovery. You two had practised for this day for the past week, prepping him for the time he'd need to slowly let you be your own person.

Leaving with him was an excellent way to teach him to let go, as it allowed him freedom whilst also keeping Deku close by your side to calm his fear of abandonment. You were only walking a few blocks from the house down to the shops, and he was jittery as all hell. Can't really blame him; the guy's scared out of his mind at the thought of losing you.

The plan was to grab the groceries, a few drinks and then head home. Something simple that required minimal social interaction.

And yet, Deku is still enflamed with possessiveness and jealousy. You speak to the cashier, and he was glaring daggers into the poor workers head. People glanced at you for too long, and his index finger twitched, knowing that one flick could send the entire building down within seconds.

But he had to keep his composure, for you. He had to be better.

Bakugo:

He doesn't want to lash out at you, but you're really pulling his strings right now.

The great Dynamight? Sick and obsessed? Someone's got a screw loose.

Of course, he gaslights about it at the beginning…Until things started to get out of his control.

You weren't responding to him. You didn't want to eat, and you never slept. You spent a lot of time just staring out the window into the real world.

'Holy shit, what have I done? "is his first reaction.

He wanted you to be happy. That's why he kidnapped you.

How was he supposed to know that the same action would cause you to get so depressed you refused to even breathe the same air as him?

So he makes a deal.

You get to leave, come and go as you please. You can talk to whoever you want. Bakugo wouldn't follow you, and if you wanted space, he'd give it to you.

In return, you wouldn't speak to Deku again.

Ever.

You asked him, and he dodged the question like it was a bomb.

In reality, we all know why; Bakugo sees Deku as a threat to the relationship and him.

Deku, Almighty golden boy and successor. Bakugo felt like he didn't stand a chance against that. Not as a hero, and definitely not as a lover.

You had to force him into this one. Yes, he had agreed to get better, but there would always be some pushback with Bakugo.

Getting him to go see therapy required many arguments, bribing, cajoling, and then straight up putting your foot down and telling Him to go to therapy.

The entire ride there, he was just him grumbling in the backseat like an angry child. Once you got to the place, you had to wait a while before you could see his therapist.

"This is dumb." He complains, arms crossed, as he dramatically slouches against the chair.

"We had a deal, Bakugo." You rolled your eyes at his mini tantrum. "I would keep away from Izuku and you'd -"

"Yeah, yeah. I'd try to get better." Bakugou kicks his feet up against the table that clearly had a 'do not rest your feet here please' sign on it. "Just don't like these stupid therapy weirdo's tryin' to get in my head."

"They're not trying to get in your head, babe." His lips tug ever so slightly at the pet name you had used. Something to remind him that you still cared even if he was kinda broken.

He was about to reply until the receptionist lady had cleared her throat.

"Mr Bakugo, Dr. Suzuki will see you now."

Shoto Todoroki:

He's a little bit paranoid this one.

He's under the impression that everyone out in the world is going to hurt you.

Shoto's known pain, he's known suffering, and he can't bear the idea that you might go through what he did.

So when you bring up that there might be something wrong with him and that you want to leave, he's surprisingly calm.

Of course, the answer was a no, but he was still charming and caring about it.

He holds your hands in his, looks at you with eyes filled with admiration and that slight hint of insanity, and tells you that if you leave the basement, he's placed you in that you could get hurt.

There are bad people in this world. He needs to protect you.

He's the most difficult to negotiate without of everyone.

If you want him to let you out and seek help, theirs only really one way.

Make him believe you're scared of him.

If you already are, congrats; he's putty in your hands.

Your fear reminds him of how he was when he was younger, under the flamed fist of his father.

And he is not his father.

After that, he will start to release you from his soft iron grip.

It's excruciatingly slow, but he's trying his best here.

"Are you sure you're going to be ok?" Shoto's voice was layered with concern, even when his face was stoically cold. He held your hand in his gently, fingers twisting against the metal band placed against your wrist. It was one of many birthday gifts he had gotten you. A guilt offering since you were unable to see your family and friends on your special day.

"I'll be fine Shoto, I promise to stay safe. I'll only be gone for a few minutes anyway."

"A lot can happen in a few minutes, Y/n."

"Shoto-" You tried to cut him off before he could begin to ramble but were moments too late.

"What if you get mugged and I'm not their to protect you? What if someone tries to follow you home? What if they get their hands on you-"

"Shoto, you're hand is cold." That managed to pause him for a moment, looking down at his hand that encased yours, seeing the clear blue frost slowly seeping from his fingers. He hadn't realised he had activated his quirk.

Oh god, what if he had hurt you? What if you didn't stop him, and the frost consumed you until you froze? What if he was using his left hand-

"Are you going to be ok without me?" You asked, watching him as his anxieties rumble through his skull.

"I…" He wanted to say no, if only to make you stay a bit longer. "I'll be fine. You should go now, while the stores are still open."

The faint smile on your lips was all that he could ask for. Nothing else mattered other than that smile. And as you walked out the door happily, he sat on the other side and waited for you to come back. Waiting for you to go back home to safety.

It’s scientific fact that a 13/14 year old human is biologically and mentally a child. This opinion, because it very much is one, is dangerous and perpetuates the sexualization of minors. Shippers like claiming and stating that R*n was “of age” when she became romantically involved with S*esshomaru, saying that both InuYasha and Y*shahime are historically accurate. They aren’t, and never claimed to be. Rumiko and the production crew of BOTH shows have repeatedly emphasized that the story is not, in any way, historically accurate.

One of the most obvious examples showing that a 14 years old is not considered an adult in both the manga and the anime is the moment when Miroku asks an 11 year old child named Koharu to marry him. Through circumstances Miroku leaves, and a few years later when Koharu is 14 (still a child) she finds Miroku and asks to marry him.

In both the manga and the anime Sango, Kagome, Shippo, and InuYasha react with extreme revulsion, and move away from Miroku in disgust. Sango and Kagome then run up to Miroku and blatantly yell at him for perpetuating such disgusting behavior, and Sango gets Miroku to admit that he was wrong, and that Koharu is a child.

It is important to note that Sango, InuYasha, and Shippo are all from the Feudal Era, and react with disgust and call out Miroku constantly for his lecherous and often pedophilic actions, none of which they excuse and strongly condemn.

Furthermore, Setsuna and Moroha were born and raised in the Feudal Era, and are referred and addressed to as children and young girls throughout the entirety of Yashahime. As are other children their age. So when shippers claim R*n is an adult when she was 14 at the twins birth, they basically negate the fact that her daughters are the same age in present time. They are literally saying that Rin can be an adult at 14 but her 14 year old daughters can’t. See the problem? Rin’s age doesn’t actually matter to shippers, it only matters when shippers try to defend their problematic ship when speaking with other people who disagree with them. Rin is and has been a child throughout the history of the InuYasha franchise, and she has been depicted and characterized as such.

The reason people continue to rightfully criticize and comment on this problematic ship is because it perpetuates and idealizes a pedophilic and abusive relationship between an adult and a minor. Fiction influences the audience that consumes it; why else do writers become writers? Animators become animators? Or people in the film industry do what they do? Fiction inspired them to get there, and it’s what keeps them there. We are influenced by entertainment media every day; cosplayers, fanartists, fanfiction writers—we make blogs dedicated to them, and learn lessons from our favorite stories and shows that we carry/implement throughout our entire life. Some stories even drastically influence/affect people to the point where it becomes their job or life passion.