instability

rocking the new shorts.

long time no talk tumblah just checkin is cos i cannot sleep so i may as well pretend the internet cares enough to listen.

ive started college and after a week in hospital for my physical health (seizures n other scary stuff) i’m tryin my best to sort it out. college is terrifying and overwhelming and i’m 80% sure next week i’m going to be asked to leave and return next year instead which is disappointing but not surprising.

im slowly but surely making my new flat home (tho i still am missing an over fridge wifi and proper mattress) which is cool. my weights not good and some may say i’ve relapsed with anorexia but i am not so sure. i am just stressed and painfully sober.