The_unknown_girl

I’m sorry if I sound bitchy, but I am. I’m really mad…like really.. so my boyfriend dumped me about a month ago and said he didn’t like me anymore. Ok…cool whatever.. I cried for a whole weekend, but then not even a week later he asks my best friend out and she says yes!… he tells me that never actually liked me and was just using me to get closer to her.. “What the fuck.” I say to myself. That’s not even what hurt me.. what hurt me was the fact that she told me when I was dating him that I should break up with him because he was a bad person. She always liked me and just wanted me out of the way. I thought she was my best friend and I trusted her more than anyone. Well they breakup after one day! One fucking day but I could not get past the fact that she did that to me. Well we become friends again and a month later they start dating again and she didn’t even bother to tell me until today… I trusted her and loved her.

I'm scared to post on Facebook, or Instagram, and even twitter, because I don't want you to see it. I don't want you to know how much I miss you, because if you know you might not miss me back. I want you know that you lost something amazing. That I am worth more than a text message saying you don't love me anymore. I want you to realize how much you broke me, and that I can never be fixed nor will I try to fix myself, cause I know if I fix myself someone else will come along and break me again. So there you go, I am sorry for not being all that you wanted me to be. ~Sincerely, the broken soul of someone who loved you.