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"Oh and who is this that I owe the pleasure?" you ask playfully as the colors of Felix began to fly it's way to the top of your castle in the form of slight pebbles. "Ahhh just a fellow passerby hoping for a chat with some of the royalty around here." He laughed "Any chance you could amuse me?" You quickly set down a rope ladder that you had secretly bribed one of the guards to get you in exchange for withholding some "information" about them from the king and queen. The ladder quickly trickled down the side of the wall and Felix was on his way up. When he made it to the top he quickly picked you up and twirled you around engulfing you in a hug. When he set you down you finally got a proper look of the handsome man in front of you. His blonde hair styled to perfection with his freckles perfectly places on his face as if the angel were creating the perfect painting with the positioning.

"My love oh how i've missed you." He said grabbing your hand and kissing your knuckles tenderly. You and Felix were not meant to be wed. When it comes to the royal life there were a lot of arrangements in what all prince and princesses were able to do, including courtship. With that, most of your interactions have to be in private or just a simple glance or grazing of the fingers when passing each other at a ball. It is a sad and hard life that you guys have to lead but with strength you persevere on because this is what the stars decided for you both.

"Im doing quite well now that your free my lovely little king. Please lay down and ill meet you in bed after I change into my nightclothes." You said this giving Felix a smile. He nodded swiftly as he sat down and you quickly went into the bathroom.

It was very clear to you that you were madly in love with Felix. Ever since the first time you saw him you knew it would never be anyone else. He added color and joy into your grey and boring life. It saddens you every night to think about how you are one day going to have to let this go. You were snapped out of your thoughts when you saw Felix leaning against your doorframe with concern laced in his eyes.

"Is everything okay my love? It usually does not take you this long getting ready for bed?" He said while walking up to you. You looked down unsure if explaining yourself would kill the ambiance and allow a dim in the bright atmosphere Felix created when he was walking into any room (even brighter when walking into yours). You turned to him leaning against your sink as he stood in front of you caressing your face.

"What are we going to do when we are to be wed? I do not know how I can go on here without you." you said in a hushed toned. Felix's eyes saddened at your words. "Darling we are going to figure out how to work this out. I promise I have already started negotiating with my father, please do not worry about such things." He said looking deep in your eyes while you leaned more into his touch. You guys exchanged a long bit of eye contact as you took in all his features. His rosy cheeks from the crisp air outside, how some strands of hair had slightly fallen in his face, and how he slight took in his pink plump bottom lip into his teeth. You looked back up from his mouuth seeing a light red blush creep up on his face.

"Y/N...may I kiss you?" Felix said in a soft and hushed tone. Kissing before marriage is one of the biggest royal sins there are. If anyone found out that Felix even muttered these words to you he could be in an immense amount of trouble. "I need to have you...all of you...I want to be engulfed by you, to touch you, to make you feel good...I want all of you...please honor my wishes" He said quietly staring at your eyes then your lips then quickly at your eyes again as if he could not hold himself back.

"Felix..." You said quietly pulling his closer but still not letting your lips touch. You ran your hand up and down his arm before letting it rest gently in the small of his neck, your lips so close to connecting. The tension was suffocating the room pushing you two closer and closer. He looked at you again waiting for your consent with eyes full of love and vulnerability.

"I love you" is what you said before bringing his face in to connect you guys lips into a kiss. The kiss was passionate. Felix kissed you like a man starved. You were his forbidden fruit and he now understands why you were forbidden because you were also...intoxicating. He pulled you closer bringing both of his hands under your legs prompting you to jump so he could carry you never disconnecting from the kiss. He guided you to your bed where he sat down and you straddled on top of him slightly disconnecting for a second to get some air and then immediately reconnecting your lips again. You both never knew or comprehended how addicting this action was...or was it because of the chemistry you bth shared? At the end of the day you both did not care because the world stopped when you kissed. The only thing left in the world was you and him and the feelings of hands roaming where they have never roamed before, the plush feeling of your lips perfectly in sync with each other, the jacket that Felix was wearing coming off and being thrown across the floor.

“well...all my friends and stuff are always talking about dating and stuff like that and i dont have any experience so i feel behind..” he rambled and looked away getting embarrassed.

“oh shush...you are just waiting for the right person. its probably better that way so your first kiss will actually be special.” you said with a reassuring smile. “you went end up like me having my first kiss in a broken down arcade during a birthday party in the 8th grade” hueningkai laughed as you squinted your eyes at the horrendous memory.

“oh shush...you are just waiting for the right person. its probably better that way so your first kiss will actually be special.” you said with a reassuring smile. “you went end up like me having my first kiss in a broken down arcade during a birthday party in the 8th grade” hueningkai laughed as you squinted your eyes at the horrendous memory.

“well i guess that's true...but how do you find the right person or know when its the right time? ah this involves so much thinking.” he said as he leaned forward and put his head on your shoulder causing you to blush. you looked down at the boy in front of you and smiled. so cute you thought to yourself.

“well, i guess you just know in the moment. it will come to you naturally and you’ll know if its right. a first kiss is supposed to feel like fireworks if done with “your person.” they wont judge you and will greet you with kindness and admiration...dont worry you will find that person real soon i promise.” you said quietly as he lifted his head to look up at you. you both were closer than you were before which caused your face to heat up as hueningkai didn’t move back to his initial position.

hueningkai studied your face. his eyes held an unreadable expression that caused anxiety to bubble within you.

“its you.” he said quietly almost as if it was an unspoken truth.

“huh?” you said just as quietly as he moved some of your hair out of your face and rested his hand on your cheek.

“i-i think you’re my person y/n.” he said more confidently as his face blushed. you looked at him in awe as you kept eye contact with him searching to see if there was a playful glint in the way he looked at you. but there was nothing. there was just a cute soften expression that was...honest.

“will you be my person too?” he said shyly as you inched closer to him, your noses almost touching.

“i thought you’d never ask.” you shyly replied as you softly grasped his face a brought him in for a kiss. at first you could tell he was shocked, but your heart melted as his hands wrapped around your waist and he relaxed into the kiss. you definitely felt fireworks during this kiss. you had kissed many guys before but nothing felt like this. even though it was just a simple kiss it felt so soft, welcoming, and innocent. you truly felt like you were kissing an angel. the fireworks you had described tremble throughout your body like they never had done before, and you knew hueningkai felt the same way. you pulled back and looked over at him to read his expression. the kiss was short, but sweet and surely expressed how you both felt about each other.

hueningkai was frozen for a second before he collapsed on top of you and pulled you into a hug. you giggled as he buried his face in your neck to try to hide his blush. he sat back up hovering over you with a smile before blushing even harder.

“i like you y/n and i liked that...what we just did...we should do that again” he said with a little squeal causing you to roll your eyes at his childish behavior.

“someone also needs to be in class” you retorted back causing him to smirk.

“says you....miss student council president.” he said walking closer to you and booping your nose with his finger. he reached in his backpack and gave you a water almost as if he was feeling pity for your exhausted state.

“thanks” you mumbled back blushing like crazy while drinking the water. ever since middle school you had a crush on yeonjun. he was so charming and cute which is why everyone loved him. you knew it would never happen so you just ignored it and focused on your studies since you wanted boys to be the least of your concern.

“class is over in 20 minutes you know....there's no point of going now..lets skip” he said with a smirk grabbing your hand and dragging you around the school.

your eyes grew big after you let the boy lead you forgetting that this was real.

“wait wait wait wait.” you said causing him to stop moving.

“you don't even know me. and what if we get in trouble!” you shouted. yeonjun came up to you and cover your lips with his fingers in a hushing motions.

“well one, if you keep screaming like that we will get in trouble and two i dont have to know you because i want to get to know you.” he said with a wink as he went back to guiding you around the school.

at this point you continued and oblige; seeing no point in fighting. yeonjun brought you to your school’s garden and pulled up a stool for you to sit in. yeonjun then reached into his bag and gave you a honeybun to munch on assuming you were hungry since you rushed here. you took it with a defeated look and ate it happily which caused him to laugh. you talked for a while; simple introductions were giving and just a little small talk like as if you both were on a speed date.

“how did you know i was president?” you said quietly as yeonjun watered the flowers in the garden. even though he was a popular boy he also ran many clubs including, you guessed it the botanical garden club.

“well, why wouldn’t i? you have a big role in the school and you're hot so.” yeonjun said causing you to choke on the honeybun he had given you.

“w..what” you said quietly as he laughed looking over at you.

“you heard me” he said confidently.

you were about to respond when the bell for the next period rang. you stood up quickly and began to walk away, completely flustered by yeonjun’s actions.

“i um have to get to my next class cause you know school is important and education is great and you know the honeybun was great too and- im just gonna go see you a..around i guess bye” you rambled on causing you to run into multiple things while yeonjun laughed and sent you a quick wave.

“so he just said all that to you.” soobin, one of the members for student council said to you in disbelief. you shook your head quickly replaying what was happening over and over. he probably flirts with everyone but since you always found him attractive you were a little stunned by the actions. you and soobin sat down in the cafeteria for lunch. you, having a mental breakdown and him, laughing at your overdramatic nature.

“he probably does this with everyone though that's why im TRYING to ignore it but this is the first time a guy has talked to me like that since four years ago.” you mumbled loudly and put your head down on the table sighing.

“well its about to happen again.” soobin mumbled as you looked up to see yeonjun walking to you guys’ table.

“do you think if i stay completely still he wont see me?” you whispered to him causing him to laugh again.

“im not sure...im just glad i can live vicariously through you...wow God is good sometimes.” he said pulling out some papers for the council.

“hey y/n are you feeling better after your morning jog?” yeonjun said as you avoided eye contact with him. you were a little awkward to say the least.

“im fine thank you.” you sent him a sarcastic smile as he sat down next to you. your eyes widen at soobin in panic as he tried to hold in his laughter.

“is there something you need or...” you said quietly fidgeting with your fingers.

“oh? you dont want me around?” he said wiping fake tears.

“no its not that i want you to stay well i mean i don't have a problem- with you here i-i was just confused.” you rambled once again causing him to smile at you.

“lets hang out today like actually, not in the garden.” he said making eye contact with you.

“i think that's a GREAT idea!! y/n you have been saying how you wanted to go out more.” soobin said with a smirk causing you to kick his leg from under the table. he yelped in pain quieting down.

“you know what...sure” you said looking at yeonjun as his eyes twinkled at you.

“okay give me your phone.” he said putting his number in with the contact yeonjunnie before handing your phone back. “ill meet you after school” he said getting up and waving goodbye to you and soobin. soobin smirked at you saying how he had a feeling that this was gonna lead to something good.

and it did lead to something good. yeonjun had taken you to an arcade and it was a lot of fun. so you guys went out again, and again, and again. you started to really develop feelings for him but, you were sure it wouldn't work out because you guys are on totally different standings.

you were at home now sitting in your backyard with your feet in the pool. you sighed as you heard a knock on your backdoor and yeonjun came through. after three weeks of hanging out he had came over multiple times. your mom loved him already saying hes “the one.” you both did not really interact at school a lot just little conversation but nothing that would make people wonder.

yeonjun plopped next to you putting his feet in the pool as well as looking over at you. “what's wrong?” he said noticing your sad expression.

“its nothing..dont worry about it.” you said looking away from him. he caressed your face and made you look at him.

“no tell me y/n” he said looking at you with a look you have never seen before. it was hard to understand the look in his eye, it was like you were a prized possession to him.

“well im just scared...? i feel like i..“ you said pondering if you should tell him how you feel. how you feel about him.

“feel like what? you can tell me.” he said lovingly.

“i like you yeonjun. and i know you probably don't like me back because we are just so different and everyone would probably make fun of you because im not pop-“ you were stopped when yeonjun’s lips crashed into yours. you were shocked, eyes widened after he brought his other hand to hold your face but you felt yourself loving the kiss and closing your eyes. he kissed you softly, slowly and gently. it was delicate like he held back because he was afraid of hurting you.

he pulled away slowly opening his eyes and looking up at you. both of you guys feeling breathless after the kiss.

“i like you too y/n” he said looking at you. “i don't care about if you are popular or not or anything like that i think you are amazing” he said softly causing you to smile.

“and i want you to be mine. will you be mine?” he said looking up at you again and sliding a little bracelet on your hand. it was a simple chain with a small heart. you looked down at it smiling softly.

“yes i will.” you said happily as you brought him into a hug. he giggled to himself, yeonjun had not felt something like this in a long time. most of the people around him were superficial and only talked to him because he was popular but it was different with you. it felt real and he wanted to cherish that.

and with that you both started dating. you decided to keep it lowkey at school though, not wanting to disrupt the social hierarchy. yeonjun would meet you for lunch and sit with you and soobin and you guys would hang out after school either going out or at each other houses. you grew to really love yeonjun and couldn't imagine what would happen if he wasn't around.

you smiled to yourself thinking about everything that's been happening between you and yeonjun as you gathered your stuff from your locker between class changes. you felt someone come up next to you to see another well known boy at your school.

“hmm well, who knew miss president was cute.” he said to you while his friends behind him laughed. you gave an awkward smile and turned away hoping he’d just leave you alone.

“you hear me talking to you eh?” he said kind of forcefully as he closed your locker and came closer to you.

“um well thank you but i have a boyfriend so could you please..” you trailed off as he tucked some of your hair behind your ear.

“he doesn't need to know” he whispered as you began to feel uncomfortable. you then felt some arms wrap around your waist and pull you close to them. you could tell it was yeonjun by his smell and the way he held you .

“hey is there something you need.” yeonjun said protectively glaring at the boy. you had never seen him so angry before.

“chill its not like she's yours or anything we were just talking right baby.” he said trying to come closer but yeonjun put you behind him and pushed the guy away.

“well she doesn't wanna talk to you i can assure you that and she is mine so back off kay.” he said getting closer to the boy. a teacher came and broke it up. everyone around you guys were staring in shock. yeonjun stormed off grabbing your hand as he took you to an empty classroom.

“well everyone knows now” you said trying to lighten the mood as yeonjun let out a small laugh. he walked up to you and rested his forehead on yours.

“sorry for getting mad.” he mumbled. you smiled at him ruffling his hair.

“its okay thank you for protecting me my love.” you said looking up at him.

“your love?” he repeated back which you nodded at. you did love yeonjun. even though it only been a short period of time it was like he was your soul mate or your twin flame. everything made sense when he was around; he always made you happy.

yeonjun smiled back at you pulling you into a kiss which you quickly reacted to. this one was more intense. one his hands rested on the desk while the other one was on the small of your back. you melted in the kiss as it made you and yeonjun’s worries completely eradicate, you both only focusing on eachother. you held his face as he slipped his tongue into your mouth. your hand went into his hair causing him to hum. you pulled away slowly as he followed your lips for another kiss cause you to smile.

“okay okay yeonjun were in school.” you blushed pulling away as he kissed down your neck and felt him giggle into it.

“i love you too y/n” he said looking up at you causing you both to smile.

“im just really bored with...me you know? i want to do something exciting or fun but all i do is sit here doing homework.” you said with a dramatic sigh.

“you do alot of fun stuff y/n” he said back to you reaching to hold your hand. you rested your head on his shoulder.

“like what?? i have gone to like one party before in my life,,,i have never been on a real date,,,and the only kiss i have ever had was a peck on the cheek from felix in middle school!!” you argued causing jisung to laugh at the memory.

“those things dont make you boring y/n i promise” he said as you huffed and looked down at the ground

“but...we could change some things on that list.” he said quietly causing you to raise your head up and look at him.

“what do you mea-” you were cut off by jisungs hands carressing your face.

“we can have some excitement right now.” he said quietly bringing your face closer to his.

you and jisung had been friends for years but never were more than that. you always had a little crush on him but didnt ever expect this so in conclusion...your face was burning up.

“j-jisung” you said as he look down at your lips and back up at you. your heart was beating so fast as he waited for you to advance the kiss. you looked up at him one more times as his eyes glistened back at you. your body moved closer to him and you kissed him. he quickly took control kissing you back desperately as the lights in your room slowly changed colors. you wrapped your arms around his shoulder as he tilted his head to deepen the kiss. he wrapped his hands around your waist smiling to himself at what was happening. the kiss had so much feeling to it. you felt light and never thought you would be kissing your best friend like this. he bit your bottom lip to gain more access into your mouth which you oblidged. you began to play with his hair in during the kiss causing him to hum. you let jisung take control of everything as you just enjoyed the feeling of his lips on yours.

you pulled back slowly after running out of breath. jisung tried to follow your lips after causing you to blush harder.

“jisung i-“

“lets go on a date y/n” he said gaining back some consciousness after the kiss. he tucked some hair behind your ear looking at you lovingly.

“okay” you said quietly causing you both to smile.

“for your first time kissing someone like that youre not too bad by the way.” he said cheekily causing you to blush even more.

“jisung stopppp” you whined as he tackled you.

“okay okay...but lets stay like this a while.” he said bringing you in to sit on his lap as your head rested against his chest.

“me.” he said directly causing you to look up at him with wide eyes. your face began to heat up as he came closer to you and carrassed your cheek. “i could treat you better. i can make you happy and i can make you feel better than he can. let me show you” he whispered moving closer to me. the jealousy and protective nature your friend had began to show through leaving you in shock.

you gulped. your vision getting clouded by the boy in front of you. you were shocked my his blunt honesty. he was looking at your lips and back up to your eyes as if asking premission to kiss you. you nodded slowly as he quickly brought you in for a kiss. it was very passionate. you grabbed his shirt bringing him closer as his hands held onto your face. you knew yeonjun may have had a little crush on you but nothing like this. he sat down on the couch and brought you on his lap and kissed you more. he smiled into the kiss when he felt your hands wrap around his neck.

maybe you were blinded by your horrible boyfriend to see the amazing guy in front of you because this felt real. there were fireworks in your body were felt real. the electrifying touch felt real. you had never felt such overwhelming love in a kiss before.

running out of breath you back away and he quickly began to press kisses all over your face and neck. “let. me. take. care. of you.” he said between kissing before backing up and looking into your eyes like you were a prized possession.

you stared at eachother for a while, the pure emotion that you both had held back beginning to show through. “okay.” you said with a tear rolling down your face. you knew your boyfriend was cheating but you did not want to be real with yourself. but with yeonjun in front of you right now you finally felt yourself letting go.

“okay?” he said excitedly. you smiled nodded quickly and felt his lips crash back into yours. you both giggle into the kiss as he placed both hands on your face. the kiss was filled with something you havent felt in awhile. pure admiration is how you would describe it. it was light but very full. gentle as a droplet onna rose but showed everything that was being held back. he kisses all over your face and neck leaving you in such a feeling of euphoria.

you rested your head against his after your mini makeout session. “that was intense.” he said laughing a bit. you smiled looking away slightly embarrassed.

“i like you y/n” yeonjun said truthfully.

“i-i like you too.” you said smiling.