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‘Joy’s resume 2025’ open on the computer but it is 2026. I stopped being right for the times with my NDE in 2012, that show, The OA, deals heavily with the Near Death Experience; I don’t even know plain and simple. What am I still here to do on this planet what is the point of my survival? It was to be here for those in my family, but the majority have died and my brother has made a whole new one of his own with a wife and a baby. Matt is the male descendant, so of course he has the picture-perfect life I get to watch from the sidelines. I ran my fingers through my hair and the press on nails managed to rip out a nice little chunklet of 4 or 5 golden strands. What a refreshing start to the day. I hope for all of our sakes that you sense sarcasm. The honest truth is I have no idea what to do with my second go. I flubbed the first go, carelessly messing up what could have been. Needs must not venture down that rabbit hole. There are a few holes that should be avoided, like dating apps. A cesspool, a black void. Lettuce see what happens next!