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               LOSTAVRA’S FIRST FOLLOW FOREVER!

             ☾ — okay, okay. so i have not made one of these since my other blog, but let me tell you —- there’s so many people here that i enjoy plotting with or talking to via mun everyday. here this is, i suppose. and shout-outs to the people below!

to the MVPs that are the bomb.com 

@strawbxrryblxssxms: aka the best person to talk to & plot with!! // @92byxn: please stop leaving me ;; // @dvydrcm: literally quality that it hurts :’) // @mnsnus: let’s plot more, but also take care of yourself ;; // @nvpch: honestly the most easy-going person yet ;; // @momcnts: the best person to plot with tbh aka senpai :’) // @scarletxaya: highkey quality, y’all // @boraxquinn: the cutest mun & muse(s)!! // @asphxdel: honestly quality, i’m surprised you chose to plot with me — a trash can ;; // @aizstavis: i suck at replying, but i absolutely love you ;;

we’re plotting (or plotted), and you’re amazing!

@seovleseo // @crazyinlvv // @izbrane // @featherxjimin // @univcrsty // @instantlyiconic // @furyxandxfire // @jinaxh // @prvttyliars // @mxsicaldreams // @michikikomori // @mangominho // @pciscnpeach // @thevictoryofthepeople // @haosk // @sugapop-rp // @trulykihyun // @trulyxhyukron // @sinclvrs // @91cmh

the people i admire & hope to plot with

@@humminxbirds // @dancxtaem // @busanbunnie // @alxvensxoul // @svnandmccn // @nxcturnes // @justlysts // @seoulxsinners // @snhynwoo // @lilmeowgi // @huntersxhunted // @idolboyswag // @wooxshin10 // @soomatra

                ɪᴛ ᴅᴏᴇꜱɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴏꜰ ‘ᴇᴍ

                    ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟɪꜰᴛᴇᴅ ᴀ ꜰɪɴɢᴇʀ ꜰᴏʀ ᴘᴇᴛᴇʀ ᴘᴀʀᴋᴇʀ.

                           ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴡʜʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ɪᴛ.

                                  ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ɪᴛ ‘ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ.

“I wish it could always be like this.”

“You’re always there for me.”

“The stars are the only thing that makes sense.”

“There’s more out there, you just have to be patient.”

“It doesn’t all have to be existential dread.” 

“You’re so much different when we’re alone.”

“I like it when the worlds quiet.” 

“There’s a place for us somewhere.”

“They’ll name constellations after you one day.”

“Your hearts beating so fast.”

“They don’t know what they want.”

“You don’t know what you want.”

“That’s what they’re supposed to say.”

“We really don’t know what we’re doing.”

“I miss the old you.”

“Nostalgias a trap.”

“Aliens are out there.”

“Did you hear that?”

“I really want pizza right now, think it’s open?” 

“What time is it?”

“But why would they abduct cows?”

“We’ll all be dead soon enough anyways.” 

“I wish we didn’t have to sleep.”

“What do you believe in?”

“What happens after we die?”

“Seems like a silly thing to say, don’t you think?” 

“And what’s your excuse?”

“You’ll get it together soon.”

“Sometimes I feel like I’ll never have it together.”

“It’d be better if people weren’t so afraid of their feelings.”

“You keep quiet and we both lose.”

“I wish I could save this forever.”

“When did you realize you were in love with me?”

“The rooms spinning.”

“I loved you long before you knew.”

“I’m not afraid of death, I think it’ll be peaceful.”

“The Universe is too big for that.”

“Do you think we’ve met in other lives?” 

“I’d come back to haunt you.” 

“Would you come back to haunt me?”

“What’s alternate universe you doing right now?”

“Tell me a secret.”

“Why haven’t you told anyone?” 

“I wish we knew each other sooner.”

“You’re a game changer.” 

“I’m a game changer.”

“Don’t ignore fate.” 

“Ignorance isn’t bliss.”

“What, is that a conspiracy theory?”

So you went from capitalist to naturalist in just four years. That’s something. 

If you want to leave your name on something, fine. But stop putting it on other people’s headstones.

Yeah. “Ooh, ah,” that’s how it always starts. But then later there’s running and screaming.

Mommy’s very angry.

Hey, when the adult sees us once again with his baby, uh, isn’t he gonna be like, “You!”? You know, there may be some, uh, angry recognition.

I’ve worked around predators since I was 20 years old. Lions, jackals, hyenas…you.

Look. I love that you rode in here on a white horse. I really do. It’s very touching, very dramatic. I just need you to show up in a cab now and then, too.

Violence and technology? Not good bedfellows!

You were right and I was wrong. There! Did you ever expect to hear me say such a thing?

It’s our last chance at redemption.

Well, _____. Here to share a few campfire stories with my uncle?

I will jealously defend it’s interests.

Careful. This suit cost more than your education.

Don’t worry. I’m not making the same mistakes again.

No, you’re making all new ones.

Uh, where you’re going is the only place in the world where the geese chase you!

Actually, it’ll put them at a very convenient biting height.

She doesn’t even have Sega. She’s such a troglodyte.

Cruel, but good word use.

What, like if you shot yourself in the foot? Don’t do that. You’d be dead before you realized you’d had an accident.

I love you. I just don’t need you right now.

What you need is a good anti-psychotic.

I’ll be back in five or six days.

No, you’ll be back in five or six pieces.

Then his problems are over. My point is, predators don’t hunt when they’re not hungry.

You seem like you have a shred of common sense, what the hell are you doing here?

No thank you. I believe I’ve spent enough time in the company of death.

You know, I have made a career out of waiting for you

It’s so important to your future that you not finish that sentence.

How many ____’s you think are on this island? ____!

Why don’t people listen to me? I use plain and simple English, I don’t have any accent that I’m aware of…

There’s a dinosaur in our backyard.

Oh, they get very angry when you run out of film.

Stories of mutilation and death. Were you paying attention?

Hey, you want some good parental advice? Don’t listen to me.

Do you see any family resemblance?

I’ll be right back. I give you my word.

But you *never* keep your word!

I’m taking the kid. If you really want to stop us, shoot us 

No, I’m not mad - I’m furious!

If you feel at all qualified, try turning the switch to “on.”

                                 LIKE. REBLOG. FOLLOW.

                                                   RULES. MUSES. WISHLIST.                                                      oc. literate. (non)selective.                                                                penned by L.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Literate. Original Character.  ↴ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Lingerie Retailer. Min Jaehwan. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀❝ I’m singing ‘til I’m screaming. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Dancing 'til I’m bleeding ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀A cruel reality. ❞

Trigger warnings apply! (abuse, cheating, illness, dying/death, hurt, angst, anger, verbal abuse, mental abuse, abandonment, yelling, and possessive behaviors)

“You’re such a piece of shit!”

“Like hell I’m mad!”

“Of course I’m pissed!”

“Did you really think I wasn’t going to find out?”

“Shut up. I don’t want to hear another word from your mouth.”

“I liked you better when you kept your mouth shut.”

“Be a good boy/girl and shut the fuck up.”

“I wish you were never born.”

“Get out!”

“Go away!”

“Do me a favor and go away!”

“I never want to see you again!”

“You have to the count of three to get away from me.”

“Don’t make me hurt you.”

“Who did this?!”

“Why did you do this?”

“Do you know what you’ve done?”

“Well you’ve really fucked up now.”

“I hate you!”

“I wish you’d just die already!”

“I hope you choke!”

“Don’t touch me!”

“Get away from me!”

“Who is she/he?”

“I know you’re cheated on me so don’t lie to my face.”

“Why did you cheat on me?!”

“How could you?!”

“I hope I never see you again!”

“You stole my girlfriend/boyfriend!”

“Are you hitting on her/him?”

“Will you stop staring at her/his ass.”

“What am I not good enough for you?!”

“I don’t love you anymore! Get that through your thick skull!”

“I’ve never loved you.”

“I only date you out of pity.”

“Yes I cheated. So what?”

“I think we should break up.”

“I want a divorce.”

“You were the worst thing that’s ever happened to me.”

“I should have married your best friend when I had the chance.”

“I guess you don’t love me anymore.”

“My (insert relative here) died.”

“I thought he/she loved me.”

“I thought you loved me.”

“I thought we were going to get married.”

“I can’t believe he/she left me….”

“I thought forever meant something.”

“When did you stop loving me?”

“Why can’t I get over this?”

“No one’s ever going to love me like they did.”

“I wish I was dead.”

“I don’t want to be in pain anymore.”

“This pain is becoming unbearable.”

“I feel like I can’t breathe.”

“I feel numb.”

“You promised me you wouldn’t do this.”

“You promised me that you wouldn’t break my heart.”

“I guess you couldn’t keep your promise.”

“You never loved me did you?”

“I miss you.”

“It’s been a long time…”

“Hey….have you missed me?”

“I guess you’re happier without me.”

“Don’t lie to me. I know you don’t care about me.”

“You’re going to leave me?”

“You’re leaving me?”

“You want a divorce….but I thought we were happy?”

“How long have you been unhappy?”

“Did I really make you that miserable?”

“I can’t believe he/she is finally gone.”

“I can’t believe he/she is dead.”

“Why do you let him/her hurt you?”

“Why did you hurt me?”

“He/She loves me. I promise it’s okay.”

“They’re hurting you. You need to leave them.”

“It’s okay, I promise I’ll always be there for you.”

“Who needs them anyways they were a jerk.”

“I promise you can do better.”

“You can do so much better than them.”

“They just missed out on an amazing person.”

“I told you they’d break your heart.”

“I told you I didn’t trust them.”

“I know you miss them but it’s time to move on.”

“I’m sorry for your loss.”

“You were way out of their league anyways.”

“It’s their loss.”

“I wish you would have listened to me.”

“You’re always getting yourself into trouble.”

“I’m not going to be your hero forever.”

“You need to grow up.”

“You need to let them go.”

“I’m moving to another country.”

“I don’t think we should be together. Long distance is going to be too hard for us.”

“You’re breaking up with me because you’re moving? Why can’t we make this work?”

“My parents have set me to marry someone else….I’m sorry but we can’t be together anymore.”

“My parents are making me marry some random person. Please you have to help me!”

“They’re never going to let us be together.”

“You need to leave them I’m tired of being your dirty secret.”

“Now just isn’t the right time to leave them. I promise we’ll be together soon.”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were married?”

“I can’t marry you….i’m already married.”

“I didn’t tell you I was married because I didn’t think that it mattered.”

“You won’t be my mistress/mister forever it’s only for a little while until the divorce is final.”

“I promise we’ll be together once my divorce is final.”

“I know you’re married but I still love you.”

“Leave him/her for me. I promise we’ll be happy.”

“How long are you going to hide me from everyone?”

“I know you want us to be official but I’m not ready to tell everyone we’re dating yet.”

“Are you okay?”

“You look really hurt.”

“I don’t think your arms supposed to bend that way.”

“We need to get you to the hospital!”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were sick?”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were dying?”

“I’m still in love with you.”

“I know you still love him/her.”

“I know you’re unhappy.”

“Why didn’t you tell me you were pregnant?”

“Why didn’t you tell me we had a kid together?”

“How could you keep the fact that I had a child hidden from me?”

“You weren’t ready to be a parent that’s why I never told you about our child.”

“I did tell you. You decided not to be apart of our lives.”

“I tried to tell you.”

“You wouldn’t answer my calls.”

“Why haven’t you been answering my calls?”

“Is she/he mine?”

“Are you pregnant?”

“I want you to get rid of it.”

“What do you mean there’s a possibility I couldn’t be the father?”

“I could be raising a kid that’s not mine?”

“Please don’t cry I didn’t mean it.”

“I promise it will never happen again.”

“Why didn’t you tell me you were allergic to cats?!”

“Why didn’t you tell me you were allergic?!”

“Please don’t die!”

“Please, you’re not allowed to leave me.”

“I can’t live without you!”

“Someone please help!”

“It was an accident I swear!”

“I was drunk! I didn’t mean to cheat on you!”

“I’m so sorry….things got out of hand and I cheated…Please forgive me.”

“I don’t expect you to forgive me.”

“I will never forgive you.”

“Why won’t you listen to me!?”

“I swear this isn’t what it looks like!”

“Okay so this is exactly what it looks like.”

“I never wanted to hurt you.”

“He/She made me do it. I had no choice.”

“You’ve made your choice!”

“I want the ring back.”

“I’ve come to get my stuff. Please don’t make this harder than it has to be.”

“I did love you…but there’s just nothing there anymore.”

“You only wanted me for sex didn’t you?”

“I can’t believe you used me like that!”

“I can’t believe I let them use me…”

“You sure you don’t want to break up? You seemed awful flirtatious with her/him.”

                   THE HEAD NEVER RULES THE HEART…

                                    and the lovers did feast and the birds flew away                                                       and i was so m a d at the coming of the day                                                            but i will leave the monsters all at bay                                                            and we can believe it’s better this way.

a storm is delaying our flight home and i’m afraid of thunder, please talk to me while we wait

we’re both in small claims court and i got into a huge fight with the person suing me but you stepped in to hold me back before security got there

i drove two hours to the closest video rental store that’s still operating and you were checking out the only copy of the movie i was after

i hit you with my car but luckily you’re okay, but we should still exchange information i guess

our friends that we came here with went off together and now we’re making awkward small talk

i was worried about buying something off of someone creepy from craigslist but oh no you’re hot

my friend talked me into playing a drunken game of spin the bottle even though we’re all adults and now we have to make out

we both decided to take a [yoga/fencing/cooking etc] class and we’re the only two assholes not taking it seriously and everyone else is giving us dirty looks but we keep grinning over at each other

my date just made a scene in public and got arrested and now i’m stranded in a city without a ride home

sharing a cab together

you’re trying to get me to sign a petition and i have no idea what you’re talking about

you’re drunk at this festival and dancing on the table and when you eventually fell i caught you

i tried to get a part time job at this place right by my house but they hired you instead and i have to see you every day when i go there now

blind date!