Hey..I donāt know whatās gonna happen, but this may well be the last post here.
While tumblr is not feeling so good you can find me on Furaffinity and Twitter.
Been pretty quiet and inactive, butā¦I guess thatās nothing new, right? Maybe Iām just going through that dumb phase that a lot of people seem to have at their early thirties where theyāre questioning everything theyāve done thus far and donāt really feel very confident about the futureā¦
Torn about a lot of things, likeā¦family, career, health⦠As this year comes to a close, so does (hopefully) this chapter in my life. I will leave this city and try to get a fresh start. That seems pretty scary, but I think itās necessary to free myself out of this stupor.
After christmas, Iāll rearrange my stuff a bit and work towards starting over.
This may be a let down to my commissioners, but I think itās for the best if I clear my existing queue. Since I have not taken any pay, I hope itās not too big a transgression. I made the really dumb rookie mistake of not limiting the amount of commissions Iād accept, thinking āoh if I donāt take payment, itās not gonna weigh on meā. Well..it did. Between contract work, a buncha personal stuff and being a lazy butt, it all kept fading into the background andā¦months pass.
Soā¦after christmas, Iāll be in touch with the people on my queue and ask them if theyād still want a commission, and I absolutely get it if theyāve had it with waiting for me to get my shit in order. Iāll get that sorted.
Andā¦man, thanks to everyone who stuck around and supported me forā¦man, how many years has it been? 6 years? damnā¦time fucking flies, doesnāt itā¦
Iām sorry I let you guys down.
But hey, hereās hoping 2019 will mark a new beginning.





















