-/-HIATUS-\-

Yeah...  I know, I’ve got a lot of explaining to do.  I know I disappeared without warning and I’m sorry for that, and I’m especially sorry if I happened to worry anyone.  I didn’t die; I’m very much still alive and kicking.  Between work and life and motivation that’s already dead and in the ground, I just haven’t found myself willing to try to come back at all.  I do still remember that this blog exists, and frankly it eats me up that I can’t keep it going the way I used to.  I know I’ve probably let some people down, and I can’t apologize enough for that.

That being said...  I might be on the way to changing things.  Inspiration has been afoot, just not in a way that’s FNaF-related.  Over the past few days I’ve come up with a new OC--a monster OC for the Undertale universe named Neriall.  I’ve put a lot of thought into him and for reasons I can’t explain I have a whole wealth of ideas regarding him, so I think I’ve determined what my next venture should be.

For now, I’m officially putting this blog on hiatus, and it’s going to stay that way for an undetermined amount of time.  In the meantime, I will be creating a new blog for Neriall in the hopes that I can use it to get back into the habit of writing again.  Maybe this will be what I need to finally come back.

For those of you who still have faith in me, and have stuck with me all this time, I can’t express how much I’m thankful for you and how deeply I appreciate you.  I only hope that, in time, I can make up for everything I’ve left behind.

“I see.” 

He wasn’t all to surprised that the answer consisted of being on the sea, the fox was supposed to be a pirate, after all, it’d only make sense. Life outside of this hell-hole place… well, it was for those who had a free life to begin with. Not for the damned like the two animatronics. He looked up at the stained ceiling as he thought.

“If we get to finally die and just leave behind these rotting, fall-apart bodies, and we get a second chance at life away from all of this, I hope you get to have your life at sea.”

"̛A̩̮̱y͓͈̫è,̛ ̶t̸y̫͍̱̜̘p̬͓i̦̰͍̗͎̠c̤̙a̞̬͞l̴̖͎̥̝ ̘̥ͅo̡͖̣f̖͡ ̩̝͍̙͔̺a̸̤ ̺̣̯̩͈͡ͅͅp̙̠i͕ṛ̱͈͉͘a̠̜̣̯͓̲͡t͠e͠ t͚̬͖̳͖'̶͙̞̙̬ ̩̪̤̭ş͚̞͎̟̦a̴ͅỳ̦̤̭̞̪,̞͉̬ ͈͍͙̠̮̜ͅI͏̯͈̻͖͇̖ k̨n̳̗͓̰o̠w.̯̀ ̮̖̘̹̘ ͈̞̜̜̯̜Y̩̮͚̙͇͓̞e̸̤'͜ ͉̻̲̩̙̹ͅc͇͝a҉̠̜͙̪͇̮n̗̗̖'̙t̠ r̻̦̤̺éa̲͈̺l̡͉̹͇̞l̥̱̱̣͈y̱̟̙̗ ͙̪̝̟b̶̞̱̻̩̦l͎̙am̢͚͔͔̗ͅe̹ ͘m̷̟͎͕͕͉͇̲e̳,͔̼̮͎̬ ͍c̛͉̗͇̮̲̘̬aͅn͕̱͖ ̧̜y̧̺e̖̜͇͉͖͚͈'́?̭͇̤̪̺̰͠"͖̫

That little glimmer of hope, that fleeting optimism...  It’s completely wasted on the damned fox.  Whereas many years ago he may have been able to see that light...  By now, he’s more of less gone blind to it.  There’s no hope anymore.  Not for him, not for Spring...  Not for anyone that was still left here.  The only solace the withered captain could find was dreaming of everything burning someday, and taking his tortured soul with it.  Hell could only be more kind than this torturous existence.  All there was to be done now was wait.  No rescuing guards, no reading, no running...  Just standing around and wasting away.

With a wheezing grumble, Foxy turns to walk away, though his legs are quick to betray him, sending him staggering sideways and against the nearby wall to knock some empty boxes onto the floor.  Not in the least bit surprised, the fox simply stares down at the mess he’d just made and sighs, his tail giving a weak little flick to the left.

Full disclosure, I... kinda forgot this blog existed for a little while.  I can’t apologize enough for that.  Really, I can’t.  I’m sorry.  Even if I haven’t been active I’ve at least tried to be “around.”

I got a new job working closing shifts at a casino.  They’re giving me 40 hours a week and confusing hours, but needless to say I have very little free time anymore and my weekends as I know them are gone for the foreseeable future.

I’ll still maintain the way I’ve felt about things in the past.  I don’t want this blog to die.  In many ways it’s still very much a passion project of mine, and I don’t want that to go away so easily.  I just have don’t have much time or motivation to put effort into maintaining it for the time being.

That being said, I’m off work today and tomorrow.  Maybe something can come of this free time, or maybe not.  I’ll just have to see how I feel.

PLACE IN SOCIETY

FINANCIAL – wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty / self sustaining

MEDICAL – fit / moderate / sickly / disabled/ disadvantaged

CLASS OR CASTE – upper / middle / working / slave or servant / unsure (how exactly do you classify a pirate???)

EDUCATION – qualified / unqualified / studying.

CRIMINAL RECORD – yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / has aided / committed crimes but not been caught yet / none / in multiple countries / where all am i wanted again? (notorious for not having a coin to his name despite committing several, oftentimes high-profile robberies a la Robin Hood)

FAMILY

MARITAL STATUS – married, happily / married, unhappily / engaged / partnered / single / divorced / widow or widower / separated / it’s complicated

CHILDREN – has a child or children / no children / wants children / adopted a child

FAMILY – close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no sibling(s) / sibling(s) are deceased

AFFILIATION – orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parents / other

TRAITS & TENDENCIES

extroverted / introverted / in-between

disorganized / organized / in-between

close-minded / open-minded / in-between

disagreeable / agreeable / in-between

cautious / reckless / in-between / all

patient / impatient / in-between

outspoken / reserved / in-between

leader / follower / in-between

empathetic / apathetic / in-between

optimistic / pessimistic / in-between

traditional / modern / in-between

hard-working / lazy / in-between

cultured / uncultured / in-between

loyal / disloyal / unknown

faithful / unfaithful / unknown

BELIEFS

FAITH – monotheistic / polytheistic / atheist / agnostic / nontheist / unsure

BELIEF IN GHOSTS / SPIRITS – yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

BELIEF IN AFTERLIFE – yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

BELIEF IN REINCARNATION – yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

BELIEF IN ALIENS – yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

PHILOSOPHICAL – yes / no / sometimes

SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC INCLINATION

SEXUALITY – heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual / demisexual / greysexual / omnisexual

SEX – sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favorable

ROMANCE – romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favorable

SEXUALLY – adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious

POTENTIAL SEXUAL PARTNERS – male / female / agender / none / all / undetermined

POTENTIAL ROMANTIC PARTNERS – male / female / agender / none / all / undetermined

ABILITIES

COMBAT SKILLS – excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

CLOSE COMBAT SKILLS – excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

LITERACY SKILLS – excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

ARTISTIC SKILLS – excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

TECHNICAL SKILLS – excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

HABITS

DRINKING ALCOHOL – never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

SMOKING – trying to quit / never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

OTHER NARCOTICS – never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

MEDICINAL DRUGS – never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

INDULGENT FOOD – never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

SPLURGE SPENDING – never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

GAMBLING – never / sometimes / frequently / to excess