learning about elliptic integrals today

im going to comment on a youtube video today

during my initial coming to contact with communism/marxism/ML thought i was at some point confronted with the history of soviet deportations, and i could not for the life of me understand how you could possibly even try to rectify whatever happened. More importantly, I really could not understand how a structure capable of commanding ethnic cleansing/engineering from above (including my people) of such a wide scale could ever have anything to do with "workers rule" or an emancipatory movement. I think that was a pivotal moment for me lol

spent 13 hours in uni today oh this semester will be the end of me

i love being blessed with whatever mental illness makes me think about sex nonstop when im stressed out to my utmost physical limit, really love the extra torture

cleaned my apartment thoroughly, made ube ice cream with a friend and we drank lychee beer, lying in bed now watching another friend stream oblivion and studying for my exam 🪸