lauren

Whoa, whoa, whoa. What? What's happening? A hug. It's, uh, usually not something one does by themselves. Oh, I— wait, I do the same? Would you just get in here?

grace rocky save stars 🌌

so i can book a private consultation for £250 and see the surgeon i really want to see on may 6th and then i’ll probably try and get a loan out for the £5000 surgery itself. a few people have suggested crowdfunding the surgery but i just feel terrified and anxious by the whole process and i am the most fragile bean that i don’t think i could take people being mean about it etc.

but i don’t know what to do at this precise moment.

OBVIOUSLY i have the option to wait on the NHS waiting list again and as many of you know that i was on it for years last time and the likelihood of me getting surgery this side of 2027 on the list is slim.

so yeah!

i am going to leave my ko-fi below, because i’m ngl £250 is a shit tonne of money for me rn, and anything towards that initial consultation and not having to get a loan for that would be AMAZING. but also i know there are more pressing issues in the world that my endometriosis and i don’t expect anything of course.