lata

It feels so gross to feel so detached from everything lately. If my heart isn’t in it then why bother

Unfortunately the way to leave the house is just to do it. You gotta put on some bad eyeliner and go to the club alone and talk to no one and get too drunk and cry all the way home because you're so useless. And then you wake up the next day and realize, "Oh, I guess that wasn't so bad." Maybe you do it a few more times just to get the lesson to really stick. And then you're free. Then you can do anything.

omg i needed to read this 💕

extremely fucked up that the only way out is through

reading my own posts like ok girl get better

[ Text ID: I am doing my best to not become a museum / of myself. I am doing my best to breathe in and out. ]