There’s a blooming in my chest

Releasing unfamiliar fragrances

Sweet and Floral

A large contrast to the usual

Rot and burning

I cut it open and look inside

Finding the source

My heart

I hold my heart in my hands

Blood running down

Staining my skin

It’s normally so cold

But now, it’s warm

My heart

It’s beating and warm

I squeeze it

Firm fingers

Tensed knuckles

I remember how this went before

The heat was too sudden

Too quick

My heart exploded into pieces

A fuse lit in an instant

A crater left in its place

It feels different this time

Not a ticking time bomb

Just an unfamiliar warmth

A gentle kindling underneath

I’m used to roaring fires

Sticks of dynamite

Bursting into flames

But this is simply…warm

I’m hesitant to hand it to you

But I do

I do with hope in my eyes

Seeing your hands cradle it

Has my chest feeling tight

After it’s felt empty for so long

A torn void now closing

Slowly but surely

Stitched up with soft thread

And kissed for good measure

I see you reach to cut yourself open

To show me your insides like I showed you mine

I stop you before you can

I don’t want you to bleed like me

I’d love to hold your heart in my hands

But not if it hurts you

I deserve worse

I’ve been through worse

I know how to take pain

And it’s a small price to show

Just how you’ve impacted me

You tell me you’ve been hurt before too

That you’ve come to seek the pain

You’re just like me, aren’t you?

Then how could I possibly stop you

From showing me

To see it with my own eyes

To know you love me just as much

As I love you

It brings a smile to my face

We’ve gutted ourselves for each other

We couldn’t be happier

Our most vulnerable pieces on display

I love every piece of you.

You love every piece of me.

This is fucked up and makes me sad and angry

Please go report them

And most importantly. REPORT THEM TO CYBERTIP, NOT JUST TUMBLR. obviously report the blogs to Tumblr to, but what they're doing is a SERIOUS AND SEVERE CRIME. Seeking, purchasing (cause from what I can tell, some might actually be spending money to get access to CSAM/CSEM), hold, and spread sexual content of minors is all illegal. Even if the blogs get taken down, the Cybertip Line will take it very seriously and do everything they can to deal with what's happening since what these users are doing is not only actively harming children, but encouraging more children to be harmed, both in and out of the radqueer community.

Again, everyone stay safe. This is genuinely worse than the gore spamming. This is genuinely illegal and predatory behavior they're commiting and it's all over petty internet arguments. Don't even entertain or talk to these people.

Spreading CSEM/CSAM automatically makes you a predator. It doesn't matter why you're doing it, or who it was of. Being radqueer does not change that, and the victim being an anti does not change that, not getting off to it yourself does not change that. If you think it's at all ok you're disgusting. There is no excuse to do that shit. Do not fucking interact with my blog or any side blogs we have if you support predation as a form of "retaliation".