"I am like you."

ELEANOR GUTHRIE || She is the Sunlight.

“And if all the flowers faded away, and if all the storm clouds decided to stay..

Then you would find me each hour the same,

Cause she is tomorrow and I am today

Cause if right is leaving, I'd rather be wrong

She is the sunlight, the sun is gone...

And if loving her is is heartache for me

And if holding her means that I have to bleed

Then I am the martyr, love is to blame, cause she is the healing, and I am the pain...

She lives in a daydream, where I don't belong

And it will take this life of regret for my heart to learn to forget

Tomorrow will be as it always has been

VANE & ELEANOR || Leave Her, Johnny.

“I thought I heard the Old Man say "Leave her, Johnny, leave her" Tomorrow ye will get your pay And it's time for us to leave her

Leave her, Johnny, leave her Oh, leave her, Johnny, leave her For the voyage is long and the winds don't blow And it's time for us to leave her

Oh, the wind was foul and the sea ran high Leave her, Johnny, leave her She shipped it green and none went by And it's time for us to leave her

All Things Come To An An End, a Vane/Eleanor fanfiction. 

AU/Canon Divergence with a pregnant Eleanor at the end of Season 2.

“1716. Eleanor Guthrie is a prisoner in London and sentenced to death. Her trial was turned into a huge spectacle that dragged on for months. But hardly anyone knows that the real reason behind this is because British law prohibits the hanging of pregnant women, and Eleanor arrived in England carrying Charles Vane's child.”

CHARLES VANE IN EVERY EPISODES - XII.

ELEANOR GUTHRIE IN EVERY EPISODES - XII.

BLACK SAILS || Everything Burns.

“She sits in her corner Singing herself to sleep Wrapped in all of the promises That no one seems to keep She no longer cries to herself No tears left to wash away Just diaries of empty pages Feelings gone a stray But she will sing

'Till everything burns While everyone screams Burning their lies Burning my dreams All of this hate And all of this pain I'll burn it all down As my anger reigns 'Till everything burns

Walking through life unnoticed Knowing that no one cares Too consumed in their masquerade No one sees her there And still she sings'

Till everything burns While everyone screams Burning their lies Burning my dreams All of this hate And all of this pain I'll burn it all down As my anger reigns'

ELEANOR GUTHRIE|| Whispers.

“ It's the thing in your thighs when you're lonely at night Numb in your chest when you close the blinds Repose in time And you tell yourself you're fine But you sabotage the things you love the most Camouflage so you can feed the lie that you're composed...

This is the voice in your head that says "You do not want this" This is the ache that says "You do not want him" This is the glimmer of light that you're keeping alive when you tell yourself "Bet I could fuck him"

Why do you need love so badly? Bet it's because of her daddy Bet she was brutal and bratty Bet that she'll never be happy I bet that you're right And I'll show you in time But I sabotage the things I love the most Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed...

VANE & ELEANOR || Exile. 

“I can see you standing, honey With his arms around your body Laughin', but the joke's not funny at all And it took you five whole minutes To pack us up and leave me with it Holdin' all this love out here in the hall

I think I've seen this film before And I didn't like the ending You're not my homeland anymore So what am I defending now? You were my town Now I'm in exile, seein' you out I think I've seen this film before

I can see you starin', honey Like he's just your understudy Like you'd get your knuckles bloody for me Second, third, and hundredth chances Balancin' on breaking branches Those eyes add insult to injury

I think I've seen this film before And I didn't like the ending I'm not your problem anymore So who am I offending now? You were my crown Now I'm in exile, seein' you out I think I've seen this film before So I'm leavin' out the side door

So step right out, there is no amount Of crying I can do for you All this time We always walked a very thin line You didn't even hear me out (You didn't even hear me out) You never gave a warning sign (I gave so many signs)