Mama, I'm comin' home

🦊 Jori Ott | Bi/Ace | Apagender | Jori's Blog ❤️ Nikolai

Really stupid but my own otp is tied to this discord server rn (that I'm trying to leave but can't bring myself to do it... Idk fomo probably) but they overshadow and make mine feel insignificant and it sorta gives me intrusive doomed thoughts abt my otp that I'm tryna stop!... ANYWAYS I too hope to post as you do and you inspire meee 🥰 so THANK YOU

it makes me really happy that you love hearing about them because i love talking about them! i love them and it makes me feel good when others engage with me about them. tbh most of the time i feel like im just yelling into an empty void and no one cares. ive been feeling like that especially lately so this is a nice pick me up! i also get insecure talking about nikolai because my characterization of him is most likely very different than most others.

i think if that discord is making you feel bad you should 100% leave. its a sucky feeling when you want to talk about something youre excited about and people just brush past it. its such a mood killer. you deserve to be in a space where you feel valued and if you dont feel valued being in that discord server, then its not worth it. my asks are always open if you wanna ramble! there are blogs like this one that also welcome people to ramble about their ocs and ships!