MISERABLE

I don't like my mind right now

Not about to see your light

I don’t know what else to say or do to make you change your mind about us. I really am sorry about everything and I do regret letting go of you. I stay up late at night wondering wherther you are ok and in good health, how your day at work went, and so on. I miss doing everything with you like when we feed the peacocks at the park or when we would just cuddle at the park or all the times that we would ask for a “to go box” but we forget all about and leave it behind. I miss your jokes specially the one about staying up late reading manga just cause it told you to read the next chapter. Then there’s your version of “blinded by the light” and if I remember correctly it goes something like this, “blinded by the light woke up to take a deuce in the middle of the night”. I miss you singing along to the radio in the jeep. I wish we were holding fingers since we never held hands but it was cute and I miss that too. Thank you for your love that you had for me and for loving me even when I wasn’t lovable. I hope one day we can be together once more and for good. I miss you gorgeous goodnight.