Haunted By My Mind

i haven't felt alive in a long time

— maybe I should stop telling people how I feel and just grin through it and die

Just tumblring the stress away

okay im gonna go smoke and pretend i enjoy being alive

u know what’s crazy? me

Nothing anyone can say can make it better, but damn people sure are good at saying things that make it worse.

No words, just feels. That’s Tumblr.

forced to say “it’s ok” instead of throwing a chair at them

they call me the guy whos afraid of everything because. what was that. whos there

being alive is like,, being so full of love and so full of loss at the same time. a lot to carry around either way.

*me waking up on a normal day* i should blow my brains out

i’ve run out of poetic ways to say i wish i was fucking dead