mirth and morose

i always end up hurting people, and whatmaked me sad is that i dont feel any guilt at all. i feel ashamed of what im acting towards people but at the same time i feellike its the right thing to do.

she may have a big confidence

but she has a lot of insecurites to hide.

she may look tough

but the truth is that she’s dying inside.

she may smile a lot

but baby, you don’t know how many times she hid her cries.

she’s may not be the girl you know

she’s a lot more inside

you might be surprised

or you might just realize

that she isn’t the one you’re looking for

but if you feel like you’re sure of her,

are you ready?

to love a girl

a girl like her

a girl who might hurt you a dozen of times

a girl who might have told a lot of lies

a girl who’s scared to be alone for life

but hey

of course she’ll never tell you this anyway

she’s very possesive--she doesn’t really show it

she cares too much--too much you might feel annoyed

she’s irritating, suffocating, it won’t be easy to handle her 

but i swear if she tells you “i love you”

she’s really mean it 

so let me ask you again,

are you ready?

to be with a girl who might be happy and sad

laughing and crying and shouting and yelling

and then suddenly hugging you?

she’s complicated

would you be patient?

because if you feel like you can’t,

then step away immediately 

for she’s falling for you

he isn’t the man of your dreams; he’s the man of your reality.

he isn’t the type that would buy chocolates and flowers just to impress you; you just get impressed in whatever he does.

he’s not the good guy; but he feels so right.

he would hurt you unnoticed; and he will make you smile a dozen times.

yes he isn’t perfect; but you just know that he’s worth it.

would you take the risk