MoonChild🌙

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Hey are you O.K. ?  I understand over thinking at night into the early morning hours.  It’s an emotional roller coaster that can spiral into depression and loss of self worth.  I did it for years and didn’t realize how depressed I really was.  Just me, alone while my lover and best friend were together.  Then one night I simply got on my knees at my bed, which was the couch cause the TV would hypnotize me into sleep most of the time, and said a prayer to Jesus and got under the covers and went to sleep.  It helped me realize that there is nothing that I can do at 2 am, not even internet stalking, lol, kinda, that will help me feel better, except sleep.  Get some rest, tomorrow is a new day.  Besides, its better to be refreshed when I plot my revenge. If there is nothing you can do at 2 am why trouble yourself into a place that is going to hurt you mentally and physically.  Be good to yourself.  Say your prayers.  Let the tv take your mind off of stuff or find a friend or a stranger to talk to.  There is always someone out there that will listen and advise a troubled soul.  I am in a place now where I can be that some one, to some one, who needs some one to help them make it to tomorrow.  Now 2 am is a better time and place for me.  email me and I will respond.  [email protected] 1/08/2020.  Be patient I am only one person.