It's Me...i Think... 🥀

If I could go back I’d change everything

So, a guy at my university residence committed suicide today... I didn’t know him but I knew of him. I feel so selfish for feeling upset. I didn’t know him. Do I have the right to even be sad?

One day someone who knows me will find this account and I’ll be back in hospital and I don’t even know if I’m upset by that thought?

Darling, don’t you understand I care way more about you than you’ll ever care about me and that kills me ever so slowly

My eyes light up when I see you... just for your face to remain cold and unhappy...

The world is cruel and everyone is out for themselves... you’re not important to anyone... sorry to break it to you...

One day I’ll have the courage and when that day comes the world will finally hear my voice

If they can’t respect the wishes you have, then how will they respect the friendship

You watched me leave... that’s when I knew I didn’t deserve the happiness you bought...

That’s what people do... they leave...

I’m crumbling and you just stood back and watch the pieces disintegrate