✨mini_rat127✨

I started playing behaving because it seemed nice, but there were some parts where I got sad because bad things happened to my favorite characters and some other characters that I liked died. After one of those events, I decided to watch Alien Stage because it seemed interesting and all I knew was that it was music, which I really like. It took me only one episode to realize how fucked I was. After finishing Weige, the episode where hyuna dies, I realized that my favorite character that was still alive died. To cope with her death I started playing Project Sekai since my sister used to play it and because "its a Hatsune Miku game, I won't be sad at all." I was so wrong. I read the Nightcord at 25 main story first because their description seemed interesting. I just see the opening scene of episode 1, I fucking knew I was fucked again. Like the fuck you mean it starts with how Kanade's mom is dead and how she blamed herself for her dad's hospitalization!?!? I started crying so much while reading every groups main stories and focus events. After a while, I started watching Oshi No Ko because it seem interesting because "wow they're idols!" I fucked up again. When I reached THAT scene of the first episode I knew I was gonna see how the characters i liked a lot get doomed again. A few months after finishing what the anime has so far, I started watching Tailpipe Original Sin. In that one I did already kinda expect what was going to happen, yet I still got shocked by what happens in episodes 1-3. I still haven't finished the anime but I'm scared because I swear I'm going to get more depressed and traumatized.

Its funny how I wanted to search for a fandom to cope with what happened with the past fandom several times just to end up worse than before.

Minori as one of my favorite scenes of the oshi no ko season 3 opening

I drew kohane as that one scene from Girls Band Cry

ICHISHIHO IN HEAT ABNORMAL 🔥💥🔥💥🔥💥🔥

I know they both have nothing to do with the song but I just wanted to draw my favorite ship with the concept.

I FINISHED THE DRAWING 💥💥💥