chaotic nihilist dorodere jirai joshi (lifestyle + subcul fashion)
yami fictionkin + oshi (plural, it's complicated) doubles/sourcemates may interact, i don't mind at all! ⋆｡°✩
fictionhearted: shenhe (genshin impact), daki (demon slayer)
twenty-five ✮ she/her (femme)
english (native) ✩ 中文 ✩ español ✩ português
panromantic asexual ✮ married
hikikomori due to mysophobia, anthrophobia, agoraphobia etc. etc.
i'm not diagnosed with anything because i avoid the medical system as best i can (although they tried to treat me for ocd)
recovery neutral (i'm personally anti-recovery for myself but i support pro-recovery for others too)
agnostic (but i am fascinated by others' worldviews, i have read the bible + the quran)
currently reading: malazan (deadhouse gates) currently watching: needy girl overdose, monogatari (final season) currently listening to: usedcvnt, puhf, femtanyl, dj sharpnel
favorites/"special interests": yugioh (kazuki takahashi), punishing: gray raven, art in general, metalheart, dj sharpnel, vocaloid, monogatari, madoka magica, cardcaptor sakura, pokemon (mystery dungeon), arch linux, coding, psychological horror, philosophy
✮ THIS BLOG IS SFW ✮ all my tw/nsfw stuff goes to my neocities
no dni, all jirais + those from the same fandoms are welcome
if i don't follow you back, it's probably because i don't see we have a lot in common so i'm not sure how to interact with you, but you are still welcome to reach out ☆
-- please read --
always feel free to talk to me if you need someone to listen, literally rant to me, yell at me, whatever you need just get it out of your system i'm here there were a lot of times in my past where i had no one to turn to, i want to make sure you know i am here for you, whoever you are (just be aware i am not always online/responsive, but i will eventually see your message if you leave one)
if i'm not responding that fast, i'm probably either a) actually trying to finish a task, b) overstimulated or having psychotic episodes and for your sake i need to be alone, or c) sleeping
or d) dead (but you would probably know)
-- please don't --
solicit to me (sexual services, pandering, etc.)
roleplay with me (just be yourself)
make suicide jokes to me (it's triggering)
tell me to see a therapist/psychologist/psychiatrist
use mysogynistic slurs related to prostitutes around me
otherwise i will probably block/strategically avoid you!
moots: @f0rever-devoted (first moot!) 𓆩♡𓆪 @bloody------snow 𓆩♡𓆪 @needybloggeroverloadd 𓆩♡𓆪 @destroyed-and-betrayed-323 𓆩♡𓆪 @iliamoriae 𓆩♡𓆪 @k4mi-noai 𓆩♡𓆪 @vanillabean5645 𓆩♡𓆪 @rottingcannibaby 𓆩♡𓆪 @lemon-v1ne 𓆩♡𓆪 @fangz2sweet 𓆩♡𓆪 @z-o-w-o 𓆩♡𓆪 @rain-candy-uu 𓆩♡𓆪 @yugicarniceria 𓆩♡𓆪 @decayed-dolly 𓆩♡𓆪 @unimiwa 𓆩♡𓆪 @parad-xical 𓆩♡𓆪 @shojohime 𓆩♡𓆪 @notsoberroid 𓆩♡𓆪 @ch0co-c0rn3t-lov3 𓆩♡𓆪 @r4z0rbl4dez 𓆩♡𓆪 @sbirn29 𓆩♡𓆪 @luuciferrrr 𓆩♡𓆪 @x-kangelkawaiii-x 𓆩♡𓆪 @burned-doll-weeping 𓆩♡𓆪 @magical-idol-tomo-chan 𓆩♡𓆪 @forsakenspectator
