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You know what? It’s time. Formally unleashing my favorite Would You Rather question on the world.

Would You Rather:

Be a world famous tap dancer. Fame level of andrei bocceli. You make a million dollars a year, travel the world, and perform ~3-4 shows a week

OR

Have 5 rats that you can communicate with. You understand each other / they understand your native language, but others only hear squeaks. They live until they’re killed, but if one dies, you don’t get a replacement rat. They can live in your home with you OR they can live elsewhere and you can summon them whenever.

Tap Dancer or Rats?

Tap Dancer

Rats

Im not fun / im bald / results

Voting ended onAug 18, 2025

Please reblog for reach and for research purposes. I’d love to know your answers/reasoning in the tags if you’re willing to share.

Any clarifying questions are welcome in the comments.

Ok love u bye!

Ten years. Ten YEARS. Of being unreliable. And now a little bit of effort. An initiated plan she actually followed through on. “I wanted to cancel everything else today but not this.” Gold fucking star, babe, you hung out with your friend. I know I need to be able to let it go. I know I’m stuck with her no matter what. I should be glad it’s getting better.

But I’m so fucking mad for my young self. Someone who thought they found a deep, forever friend. Who meant what they said, who was honest. And just got excuse after excuse if she was lucky, more often straight up ignored.

Insane praise in person. “I love you so much, you’re like seriously one of my favorite people to be around, [x] and I talk about it all the time.” “I told him YEARS ago that he should’ve picked you. I hated that other girl.” “I knew the whole time even when you thought you were sneaky.” You fucking lie. You’ll say anything to make yourself look better in retrospect. Blame your memory, blame your diagnoses, anything but taking responsibility for making people you call your ‘friends’ feel like shit.

I just don’t fucking believe you. And maybe one day, if this keeps up, if you actually choose to grow and change, I will. But hopes a knife I don’t like to play with. Not again, and not for you.

disgustinggf

have you ever liked someone on Tumblr?

this isn't a dating app (yes)

#fucking brainworms #why do I do this to myself

Huge emotions today. Bigger than normal. Just constantly running from it all, trying to outrun the issue in hopes that it’ll go away. Looking pathetic in the process. And then I can’t even try to enjoy myself without being punched directly in the gut. Some warning may have been nice, but we don’t always get to be coddled, I suppose. I’ll just have consecutive breakdowns on the couch having what is effectively an out of body experience as a girl who is a version of me panics in the ways I’ve panicked, frozen in the ways I’ve frozen. To a soundtrack of some of my favorite artists. This is why I don’t fucking watch anything of substance anymore, because it just fucking hurts.

I’m so tired of this. If I feel I feel too much. If I don’t feel I’m a distracted mess. Where the hell is my center.

#personal #journal

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God I whiffed that so fucking hard. Tried so hard to be pleasant and nice and make him feel good about it that I made myself look fucking pathetic. Held zero ground. What the fuck, C.

That has to be it, that has to be the last time. Never again will you embarrass yourself like that. Jesus fucking Christ.

FUCK

#messages to kill yourself to #a million little times

And there it is. Worth the collision. Not worth the crash.

This is why I was so angry, this is what made me feel crazy. The high intensity into a vacuum

To feel that high into abandonment. Fuckin a.

THEN YOU SHOW BACK UP

Just to show that you still look. That you want who I’ve become. Say it in a funny way. Tell me it’s hot.

Bait. On. A. Hook.

And I fall for it every time.

Should’ve waited 24 hours.

Should’ve not even logged in.

I fucking knew better and I did it anyway and here we are 🙂‍↕️

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tenderlypressed

mineallmjne

Do you hold yourself back from reaching out?

Do you relive old conversations?

Do you hear my voice in your head?

Do you write about it?

Do you wonder what it would be like if we could’ve given it a real shot?

‘Just know that ghost thinks of you too ❤️’

I will throw myself off of a building

Imagine how much shit he scrolled through on both blogs that’s so fucking obviously about him

I cannot

I want to run right back to him

I’m even typing like him

Fuck me so heavily

I MISS GHOST this is so fucking annoying

Like. When he was around and accessible, it was terrible!!!!! He was so inconsistent and I always felt like I was on an island. But that last talk. I just wish it had been longer. I wish we’d covered more. I wish I’d let him back in. Especially now that the chaos has returned to a degree. Much, much smaller degree. Kind of. Post double bridge burn and double dip I’m mostly normal. I just miss ghost. And like a very obnoxious amount that is not going away. THIS IS SO ANNOYING

peachjuiceretriever

"so how did you two meet"

she messaged me on tumblr and we became obsessed with each other literally immediately and now we are bound by the red string of fate

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#I can’t let go that you kept that one picture #you ‘couldn’t help it’#and that you told me about it #that you described it to me #to me that ones yours #and you’re right #I look beautiful in it #and it’s so comfortable #like we could just be having a lovely day doing our own thing and I lean over to check in #I love that you think im not wearing makeup in it #you thought I might have color on my lips but that’s probably the only part of my face I didn’t touch #I look at it when I miss you #and try to see myself through your eyes #not how I thought you saw me #but what you finally laid out #I just wish you’d said it sooner.#how was I supposed to think you valued me when you never showed it?#ugh

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#it’s I miss ghost o’clock #it’s the end of the bridge in stay away #if I don’t stop it before I know it all the bad things never happened #you never lied or treated me bad #and if you did then you wish you hadn’t #I wanted to tell off wales today #which of course for me means #reach out and say… ????#I’m too nice for any of that #because what it really means is I miss him and I’m still hurt by his disappearance #but he’s still not reached out #so #this is all stupid #I know reaching out to him would ruin my life #I’d be obsessed and obsessive and weird #this is all so fucking stupid lol #none of this is even real

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