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୧ ๑ ♬ ଓ⁾⁾ streamer!ellie and roommate!reader yall are in LOVE. Yall are just funny and cute and lovely together. Reader is black here, but you're free 🫰🏽 also, first headcanon here, kinda nervous lol. English is noooot my first language (u will notice...) this is super short too :O
streamer!ellie who gets bullied by her own fans constantly and is always in a mini discussion with one of them 😭 and you always correct her. "Els, you should not cuss out your fans."
streamer!ellie who can't help it. She gets stressed and curses a lot no matter what game she's playing.
streamer!ellie who made you two in Tomodachi Life, and when she called you over to show you your characters in the game, she had reached the stage where you had a baby, and your reaction went viral.
streamer!ellie who is suchhh a loser and her room is such a mess, and you clean it for her sometimes, and her fans always make fun of her because of that.
streamer!ellie who poses for edits in the middle of a live, and you're just there like 😐
streamer!ellie who left you alone while live so she could go to the bathroom, and when she came back, her fans told her to go away.
streamer!ellie who flirted with you one time and it was SO BAD she will never forget it.
streamer!ellie who makes you laugh so so so hard and she is proud of it
streamer!ellie who is always saying that you are her girlfriend and the chat just laughs.
streamer!ellie who talks about Joel and you sooo much it's annoying and cute at the same time.
streamer!ellie who is so weird and stupid in front of the camera and is always making such bad jokes it's stupid.
streamer!ellie who does everything you tell her to do when you guys are playing together. She even acts calmer when you're around, without all the curse words and 2 minutes of breathing in and out so she can calm herself down while playing. 😭l
cw: afab!reader x sevika, self harm, blood mentioned, angst, fluff, comfort. Vi version.
a/n: @colorfulcherryblossomtidalwave dw I did not forget my promise in making a Sevika version 🥹
The steam enrolled from the shower in waves like a predator’s canines engulfing down on its prey, dominating the bathroom. Droplets became tiny embarks on the surface of the glass, a minuscule mirror to the ones dripping a different hue of crimson down your body.
Sevika stood behind you, her grey eyes as foggy as the mist spreading across the room like untamed mold. You had long tried to put this conversation off, tear any of its contents down a shredder in hopes to avoid it.
But you knew Sevika. Apart from her body weighing like a tank her mind was a source of scrolls reserved only for you with intelligence reeking off her. The long sleeves. The patches of blood lingering on the mattress. The avoidance of showers together.
Sevika wasn’t blind, and she certainly wasn’t incompetent of putting two and two together, especially considering the unfortunate passage of the past.
She saw the way your jaw grinded against each other whenever the showers spray would knuckle down on the bleeding wounds like a judge’s scrutiny. She saw the way your body instinctively tried to use her own as a shield, even if only for a moment from the shower’s assault on you.
She was made from muscles and a statue that was just her—a strength that was currently your crutch in the midst of this all, but even in your most vulnerable state, both naked, stripped from any clothes that hid the gushes of echoed pain rolling down you, the exposure felt soo substantial, even for someone like Sevika who could handle a lot.
“I’m sorry you have to see this—I’m sorry i did this…” You choked out, looking up at Sevika’s eyes that hung low like clouds hugging the floor. “Are you mad at me?”
The question ticked like a bomb inside Sevika’s mind. The cuts on your skin were aggressively taunting her like a verdict for her failure of being there for you.
You didn’t know why you asked that. You always asked it whenever relapses occurred—the same dialogue, the same question, the same sigh, the same faux promise of never doing it again. It was routine to you. But it never heart less each time when someone else has to find out. That’s the only thing in that routinic mess that still got to you; the pain you brought in someone else because of the pain you sealed like an envelope inside of you.
“No, sweetheart.” Sevika’s hand came to rest on your bare hip, the skin smooth and soddened with water. “I’m just…frustrated you didn’t come to me. I’ve seen a lot in my life, doll, i can handle this. For you. For us.”
You sucked up a sharp, ragged breath. “I…i know that. I’m not saying you can’t handle it i…i just hate putting this on people.” You leaned into her touch by a fragment, just enough to rest your head above the curve of her shoulder.
“It’s embarrassing.” You mumbled, tilting your head away from the excess water growing in your eyes. “I feel so weak.”
“I know, doll.” Sevika said, head leaning down into the crook of your neck. “But you’re not weak, sweetheart. You just gotta come to me whenever you feel like doing this to yourself.”
You nodded weakly against her, her other hand trailing down your spine where the water met from the shower head above. She glanced at the angry lines kissing your skin, and only wished in those moments, she could’ve kissed them herself before the inevitable happened.
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I actually screamed when you followed me back. I was like “IS THIS FUCKING REAL”. I’m sorry but to me you’re like a celebrity LOL. People who write well for Sevika fanfics are like Gods and Goddesses for me. So when I saw you followed back, I told myself to get my shit together.
I REALLY REALLY LOVE HOW U WRITE. You write so amazing.
Alsoo, I’m thinking about posting my Sevika fics here tooo 🤔 I’m just not that confident yet.
THATS ALL. I WISH U ALL THE BEST. PLEASE KEEP IT UP 🤍🤍
AHHH THANK YOU SWEET 🥹 i love your kind words, but trust me, I’m just a loser who writes 😭 BUT ILYY and yes you should totally post your sevika fics here…I WANNA SEE THEM 2 THO THATS THE ONLY THING 🙏🙏 and also it’s okay to go at your own pace :) watching your account grow is one of the most cherishable things about this as well, and i was nervous as shit when I started as well. But I wish you all the best too my love 🫶
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Hihihi, so, this is random but I want your opinion 🙏🏻🙏🏻
I’ve been texting a girl here on tumblr, and like, obviously it’s not SOMETHING, because she has a blog and talks to other people and I’m actively looking for a relationship irl
But, she’s so sweet and Ihave a date tomorrow, so if it works out I’ll have to stop talking to her, I think she suspects I’m talking to someone because she made a “joke” about it.
And once she told me if I wanted to stop talking to please not just ghost her and to talk to her about it, but idk how to tell her we might have to stop talking because I don’t wanna make her feel bad..
Maybe I’m just overthinking it but I want your opinion!!!
HELLOOOOO,
Okay so, I personally think if the date goes well and you’re ready to move forward into that relationship in real life, as I have said in my other posts, be open and honest about it, because it really is important and saves a lot of misunderstandings and questioning at most. And given the fact she is encouraging you to talk to her and not ghost her should be an opportunity to step forward and do that, and I feel like she would be an understanding person if she’s sweet and is already wanting you to confide in her and talk about things :) definitely talk to her about it and don’t just randomly stop talking to her or ghost her. I feel like we overthink things sometimes and our brain tries to find all these ways to dodge honest conversations bc we think it’s gonna hurt the other person or hurt ourselves tremendously when sometimes that just isn’t the case, and if it is, at least you’re not blatantly lying about something and you’re coming from a good place of heart and intention for both yourself and her !! Alsooo I understand you may feel bad but sometimes once you get the message out you might feel a sense of relief? If you feel the need to stop talking entirely to her due to that date and moving on with someone irl that’s a completely valid reason and she should respect that, but I think you should also go forward and respect her not wanting to be ghosted and have a flat out conversation with her even if it is hard. If you ghost her she might feel hurt and have no clarity, which imo is worse then telling her about it where she can process it awhile having clarity about it 😖🙏 YOU’LL BE OKAY TWIN I HOPE THIS HELPED?
hey again, I'm that lass who asked to do drabble about sev with her tiny breasted lover. important detail is that lover has very prominent cleavage and a long neck. she's tall, as you may already have guessed. k byeee 🫶🫶
Thank you all for 600 followers🥹🙏 when I first made my first fanfic I was terrified and nervous as shit about posting it, but even one person saying they liked my writing was almost beyond comprehension in my mind. I’m glad I found my space in this corner of tumblr, and I’m so grateful for all of you. A lot of you have trusted me enough to confide in me if you needed to vent, and I’m so happy a lot of you can trust me like that, and I wish nothing but the best for all of you who support me !! I’m also so happy that I have met a lot of neurodivergent people who read my own fanfics. You guys make me feel safe and understood in a world that pushes to keep us at bay, and it makes me tear up when you guys feel seen through my fanfics. It’s all I really want on this platform, to make people feel seen throughout my more thorough works that hold depths as well as enjoy the things I write. The genuine joy I feel from getting an idea and actually writing it down, especially my longer works, and seeing the outcome just makes me so happy, and I’m glad I get to share it with so many other people. I’m constantly learning new things and evolving my hobbies, and I cherish you all for helping me evolve my writing into this :) you guys have made me more excited to write every day, and my writing is something I cherish deeply and find immense happiness in.
I know I might disappear occasionally from this app now and then but sometimes a break from social media is needed, not just for me but also for those reading my works, but that doesn’t mean I don’t miss all my mutuals I adore when I do take miniature breaks. I love you all dearly, and you guys help me remind myself why I write in the first place. 🫶
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What would you do if, hypothetically... your like 6 or 7 (ignore that. DO NOT make that joke i swear to god) month situationship used to say she'd never ever liked or fallen for someone the way she did with you, and alsohaha, you two had been FIGHTING over the little things and you used to try everything just to get her to talk to you about what was upsetting her, then she ghosted you on a random day and then, after 2 months of NOOOO contact at all she sent you a tiktok with the lyrics of a Giveon song talking about how she thinks about you all the time and how she's not happy? not that im going through that or anything... IMAGINE.... andl leik you don't like her anymore but you also don't know what to do... she makes you really confused yk
tell me about it sweetie ...
OKAY FIRSTLY,
The most important thing imo you said here was ‘you don’t like her anymore’ which I think you should just have an open and honest conversation with her !! I know how bad situationships can get and lord if I could resurrect mine from the dead I would…BUT THE GHOSTING ? I think she’s probably struggling with her own emotions and shutting your off from them, especially if she has fallen for you, maybe she doesn’t like being vulnerable? HOWEVER, that doesn’t mean you should get strung along, especially if you no longer like her. To me that’s a big sign that maybe it’s time to move on from it, and I think as tough as it is sometimes and as nervwrecking as it can be, open and honest communication is always the way to go, even towards ending things. You should probably start from the beginning in telling her how you felt from the start and definitely how she’s acting all the way up to now and how that’s made you feel I think…she needs to understand if she’s ghosting you there is no reciprocation and reciprocation is quite literally the point of a relationship (even if it is a situationship) and that it’s doing more harm then good even if she tries to avoid it. I don’t blame you for feeling confused at all, but I think you should make that point of she can’t ghost you and then come crawling back as if nothing happened. You TRIED to get her to open up, and sometimes people aren’t always ready and that’s okay BUT it doesn’t always mean you should be pulled on a string like this ml 🥹 in the end I think you should be open and honest with each other, and even if she’s not honest with you or opening up stuff at least she is aware of where you stand, most importantly !!
