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Masterlists:
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Show & Tell
Sweet Seals For You, Always
EXPECTATIONS
Mike Driver
will byers stan first human second
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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Monterey Bay Aquarium
$LAYYYTER


Kiana Khansmith

Jar Jar Binks Fan Club
NASA
occasionally subtle
Fai_Ryy
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gracie abrams
I'd rather be in outer space đ¸
One Nice Bug Per Day
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Ahem
@mill-s hi unholy enchantress
oh. đłđ¤
hi my Unseelie Queen
@inkys-garden
can we be friends ? đđ˝đđ˝
Hi :) I am inky. Wbu?
Such a pretty name !!
Iâm your wife, enchanted to meet you đ¤
We both know it's a weird name.
TAYSWAY REFERENCE??
First of all, talk about my wifeyâs again like this once again and youâre dead
Second,
PLEASE DONT BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELLLSSEEEEE
PLEASE DONT HAVE SOMEBODY WAITING ON YOUUUUUU
can we be friends ? đđ˝đđ˝
Hi :) I am inky. Wbu?
Such a pretty name !!
Iâm your wife, enchanted to meet you đ¤
how does pinterest see you? search up:
~fashion
~pantone
~mood
~food
and put the first picture that shows up
mine:
tag ur moots!!!!
@batschistcrazy @julia-bonkers @girlbossblog444 @greengirllover @turnerside @ohmanareyoucereal69 +anyone who wants to join<333
Anyone can join
Open for anyone btw
Iâ
Anyone who wants to! But specifically @frogus @starrycardinal @elmo-f-tree and @synobun idk if any of you have pinterests but have at lmao
this feels right somehow
@the-crow-goddix-abode @copiasbabydaddy @softplacetorest whoever wants to do it! no pressure!!!
Sweesh meaball
Did we get the same guy for the fashion picture? Lmao.
@littlemissemeritus @madangel19 and anyone else whoâd like to participate :]
hello the outfit and the sylvia plath book?? obsessed?? also da vibes are very me :3 thank u for the tag!!
no pressure tags: @impvra, @konigceo, @ehlle, @maxyboii527, @honestlyhiswife, @littlemissclandestine, @ratchild666 and anyone else who wants to join !!
THANK YOU FOR THE TAG POOKIE x3
no pressure tags : @puff0o0 @ivyppoison @tulipsforvin
thanks for the tag layla :))
had to refresh a few times cause i kept getting a pair of shoes/1 singular clothing đ but it is sorta me
this was fun, encouraging my mutuals especially to do it but anyone else can participate as well.
I want to do this !!
The outfit is so pretty omg <333 also i kinda want to try that hello kitty noodleđ
Tagging (no pressure !): @eroxotckv @rainfallkai @maopll @rubia8 + anyone who wants to join !
TY for the tag đ
Tagging anyone who wants to join
...yeah I think this says a lot about me đđ
um. um. i'm sorry
@bakersgrief @sh0jun @silkkorchid @ynkfva @consumeroflemoans
@moonlit-tia @imafrealinrainbow478484 @lycemagee @floydsteeth + anyone who wants to join!!
ooooooooohh funky dunky ok
Honestly this seems about right
@mjoria @chandeliermichel @ludivineikewolf @verynormaluser @tako-cafe
Thank you for tagging me!!
Tagging (no pressure): @gekkouinnei @mill-s @leia-skywalker-organa @bubblexly @vioisgoinginsane @vivisvalley @aquagirl1978 @lorei-writes + anyone who wants to take part! âĄ
Thank you bby for always tagging me <3
hereâs what i got :3
~ tagging anyone who wanna do it !
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Remember the friend whom I showed your ikevil meme? Yeah. She likes Ellis now wahaha
Yaaaaaaaaayyy!! :D we caught anouther one!!!
Did she see The Card too??
@mill-s pspsps your guy
OHHHHHH HELP- đł
stoppp he so psycho-cutee đ¤§đ
guess ill stay in my lab forever with bad results now..
NOTHING WILL BREAK US APART, RIGHT?
a megumi drabble
"nothing will break us apart"
that's what you said.
That's what you've been telling him since he grew so attached to you and asked you to be his partner.
Yet, it was all just a lie. You were gone and he was left all alone.
It's probably been 3 days since he hasn't left his room and didn't plan to til a few more. The only times he opened his door was after Itadori put some food at the front and he knew no one was around.
Especially Gojo-sensei. That old man has been banging at his door at least 7 times a day and wouldn't leave him alone. When all of this was his fault.
Thinking of it, you were right. Nothing did break you apart, but someone did. And that someone was Gojo Satoru. He is the said strongest sorcerer in the world, yet he couldn't handle Megumi not talking to him anymore.
"Come on ~" he let that note float in the air for a few more seconds than necessary. "Megumi-chan you can't be mad at me forever"
Silence.
Megumi couldn't see his sensei, but he knew he was pouting right now.
"I bought you sweets~"
...Silence
"Well okay maybe i ate some of them but i let you some and this shows a lot of my gratitude you know that."
He was an idiot, Fushiguro thought "Leave me alone."
"Oh! So, he can talk, incredible!"
"Fuck off, go eat your sweets in your office."
"You can't stay mad at me forever!"
"Watch me."
Gojo Satoru knew he fucked up with that one. Maybe if he would have fought a bit longer with the higher up to not send you on that mission abroad. Alone. Maybe just maybe if he didnt agree so quickly to send you there thinking it was a two-person mission. Maybe Megumi could have come with you or anyone. It would have been safer.
And Megumi was so happy for you for being sent on that 2-month mission in Brazil. You were strong and could gain a lot of experiences there. Until it became one with no communications allowed. Until it became one that was supposed to last for 2 years.
He was pissed
And he didn't know how you felt.
He was worried.
He didn't know if you were okay.
He was heartbroken.
He never said I love you, and he didn't know if one day he will see you okay.
And behind that door, Gojo was as pissed as himself, as worried but about Megumi and as heartbroken as him.
How could he tell his boy that the love of his life was gone forever...
He remembered all too well how that felt when he lost his and he still wasn't over it.
HOW IS THE SKY FEELING TODAY ?
~a small gojo drabble
warning: none, a bit angsty
~1.1k
It was yet another rainy day. And as much as you loved the rain, it has ben 13days now of constant rain and it was getting too much.
You didnât understand, and no one was understanding why such weather was going over your head for about two weeks now. Even the meteorologistâs predictions didnât concorde. For them, it was sunny, but the sky was just crying over and over again.
And your heart was clenching.
Deep inside, you knew something was wrong. All this was the cause of a person or someone in an agonizing pain. It has to, it was the only explanation. And so, you decided it was your mission to solve it. And mostly to help this sad heart.
Thatâs how your journey began. You werenât the only one on the case, humans and sorcerers were searching for the cause of it all. Rummaging all places across the country, exercising every curse hiding. Places have never been clearer. But the sky was still crying. Over and over again.
26 days have past and on the 27th it was different. Outside, it wasnât rain you were seeing anymore, but snow. Little white pearls were falling from the sky this morning.
âThe sky is cold todayâ, you thought out loud.
âThe sky does not have feelings Y/n. Why do you keep thinking that every day?â That voice of her startled you and put you out of your thoughts.
âI donât know Shoko, I just feel it, itâs like a string is attached from my heart to the sky and I can feel everything.â
âThen find a solution, talk to it and keep the rain away, Iâm tired of it.â She retorted.
âItâs snowing today thoâ you opened the window and put your arm outn feeling the snowflakes land in your hand and immediately disappear. âItâs prettyâ And you were happy that since the grounds were so wet, snow couldnât stay just becoming another raindrop into a puddle.
Pure white snow just made you sick to your stomach now.
âLast time it snowed in Tokyo maybe the sky was cold but at least our hearts were warmâ It was very unlike Shoko to be sentimental like th- âIf it doesnât stop, we gonna drown and I deserve a more honourable death than that.â She sighed âShitty weather, shitty life. We just need to get the fuck out of here and let the sorcerer life behind us. We have enough money to live a century with all the compensations that we gotâ There she was, itâs like I almost missed her.
âIâll be going out. See if I can find something today.â
She hummed âGet me cigs on your way ack prettyâ.
âMâkay, love you.â
âYea yea, love ya. Now let me read in peace and stop with your weird string shit.â
Boy it was freezing outside. Even with your puffy jacket and his old scarf you were cold. The faint smell of him that still linger on it kept your heart a little bit warm but the strong smell of wood in his perfume was slowing leaving place to the one of humidity as you entered an abandoned building. The silence was often cut by the sound of a waterdrop and it was very dark inside.
Little noises were echoing inside this cold and empty place âCurses must have stay hidden inside.â You thought but as you try to feel cursed energy around you, you felt.. nothing. âWeird.â
Closing your eyes, concentrating, searching every little corner for curse energy you still found nothing. You frowned and started feeling every detail of this building without paying any mind to your surroundings that you missed the little creature coming towards you and slowly touching your ankle.
âAAAAAAHHH! Spiders I hate freaking spiders!â you screamed as you took a step back waving your hands in the air and closing your eyes. âAh. What a weak sorcerer you must be if you fear a little innocent spider like thisâ his words resonated in your head as you remembered one of your first encounters.
But as you opened your eyes, you werenât expecting to see..
âMeowâ
A cat?!
What was that kitten doing in a place like this. âhi youâ you said as you bended over, slowly approaching your hand to its face so it could sniff you and let you touch it. âWhat are you doing alone here?â
âMeowâ
He was little, probably 3 months old, yet so fluffy already or so it seems. Its white fur was now grey and brown covered in dust and mud, looked starved, wet and cold, and has its eyes closed.
âPoor baby look at youâ âMeowâ
It was answering every time as you talked to it more with a baby voice.
And when you finally look at it again, after taking it in your arms and petting his head you saw it.
Bright blue eyes.
So blue.
So bright.
Piercing right through your eyes.
But totally making your heart clench. Mesmerized by this little furball, bawling your eyes out in the middle of an empty building.
It meowed again, and again, looking at you before posing its paw on your jaw. The action made you stifle a laugh.
âIâm fine kitty, donât worryâ âMeowâ,
It was almost as you could feel worry in its voice.
âLetâs get your home hmâ you said smiling.
âAlmost though you died back there. Did you get my cigs? I donâ have any left.â Shoko tells you as you entered her office.
âNope. But I got this, look!â you exclaimed happily showing her the kitty sleeping peacefully in your arms.
âA cat, seriously Y/nâŚâ she facepalmed âArenât you allergic or something and thatâs why you didnât let G-â
âI donât care Sho,â you pout âit was lonely and cold, I couldn't just let it to die like this. And beside thatâs why you exist hm? You can heal m- sneezeâ
âThatâs not how it works.â
âPleeeeaseâ
âFine, I will try to make something for you when I have the time.â
You spent your evening making him take a bath, doing all you can to warm him up, feeding him and you both passed out cuddling on your bed.
You woke up by the sun hitting your face. Outside, was a a big blue sky and a sun shining as its brightness.
âAs blue as your eyes hmâ you said to your kitten who was peacefully sleeping between your boobies. You laughed at the sight.
âYou really are just like him yeaâ he purred as you start to pet his head.
From now on, the sky was only happy and warm.
I was feeling a bit gloomy about gojo today and thought of this, đ¤§
hope you will like it <3
@chandeliermichel saw it first, thank you love
-> Doctor's visit
Pairing: Zayne x reader
Tagging: @coxxxmo @rachoka @oni-girx @mill-s @chandeliermichel @tulipsaisle
Warning: You're going for a checkup after a long time, what does Zayne have to say?
Going to the doctor for your regular check ups was something you were used to, but right now, it was something you dreaded. You haven't been to the doctor for a while because of all the missions you took so here you were, sitting nervously in front of the doctor's office with your reports in your hands. You knew that the reports didn't find anything bad, but knowing your Doctor who is also your boyfriend, you could only hope he'd go easy on you with his scolding. You watched a patient walking out of his office and stood up from your seat, saying your last silent prayer before entering his office.
As you entered, you watched him typing on his laptop, his glasses perfectly sitting on his nose and his usual stern expression. Your heart fluttered at his sight after not seeing him for a while but you snapped back when he glanced at you briefly. "Look who decided to show up." He uttered while keeping his gaze on his laptop. Even though his voice was calm, you could tell that he was anything but that. "And here I thought that this wasn't of importance to you." He continued when you didn't say anything. He looked up at you and held his hand out to take your reports. You silently handed them over and watched him. You weren't sure what to say or how to respond because he seemed awfully calm when you expected him to scold you. Instead he just silently looked over your report and signed them. "Go sit on the bed so I can examine you." He said and stood up, walking towards it. You did as told and sat on the bed, looking at him and smiling awkwardly, hoping that this could ease the awkward tension you felt. He only looked at you with his usual emotionless expression, putting on his stethoscope. "Take deep breaths." He instructed and put the stethoscope against your chest, listening to your heartbeat quietly. You examined his face, taking in all of his facial features, from his sharp eyes to his soft lips, his pale skin and sharp features. "Y/n?" He asked, making you snap back. You looked at him puzzled and asked, "sorry, what was that?" He sighed and put the stethoscope down and leaned his face closer to yours. "I asked if you felt anything unusual lately. Tiredness, fatigue or any sort of pain perhaps?" He asked again and kept his eyes locked with yours. You were caught off guard by the way he leaned closer to you. Taking a breath to calm yourself, you answered, "No, not that I'd notice." You replied and looked back into his eyes. He stared at you quietly, making you wonder why when he leaned towards your ear. "Then what's making you so distracted?" He whispered, his breath hitting your ear, making you feel hot. You blushed and leaned back slightly to keep some distance. "Nothing." You replied and shifted a bit to sit more comfortably. Was he really not angry at you? You kept wondering but decided to just leave it at that, considering it a blessing. "Sorry, I was just thinking of something. But I'll focus now." You told him and shifted a little to sit comfortably. Zayne didn't say anything and nodded silently after a moment, putting on the stethoscope again. "Now, focus and take deep, slow breaths." He instructed and placed the drum against my chest again. You did as told and took a deep inhale.
You close your eyes in the process to help you stay focused. You continued to focus on your breathing when you felt soft lips against yours. Your breath hitched as you realized that Zayne kissed you and tried to pull away only for him to keep you in place by holding the back of your head. "What are you doing-?" You tried to ask but he didn't reply and pulled you back again. "Your heart is racing.." He whispered in between the kiss and nipped at your lower lip, causing you to gasp which he took advantage of to deepen the kiss. As the kiss continued, you felt the drum pressing against your chest again. Zayne pulled away after a moment to let you catch your breath. You leaned against his chest, panting and blushing, wondering and confused at the sudden behaviour he was displaying. He lets you lean against him, gently caressing your back to help you calm down. When you were calm enough, he let go of you and started writing something down. "What was that for?" You finally asked, your brows furrowed. He only shrugged but you could swear you saw him smirking before he turned around. "I was just measuring your heartbeat." He replied as he sat back in front of his desk, typing at his laptop. "Your heartbeat was unusually high. I suggest you come again for another checkup. " He continued as glanced at me over his glasses. "We wouldn't want any inconvenience again, do we?"
A/n: I love Zayne
Reblogs and likes are appreciated. Lmk if you want to be tagged<3 (or want to talk about Zayne or lads cause I wanna appreciate-)
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okay but what if..
Hi. Ur favorite chev simp is here
Just my favorite is fine too ;)
(act like i answered this the second you sent it)
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Everyone wants a chance to talk to their favorite characters and here at Cafe DĂŠlight we make this wish of yours come true! Whether it's a romantic or platonic relationship, everything is welcomed here!
We follow one rule here and that is, every request must be answered so please dont hesitate.
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DEF NOT ACTIVE ANYMORE
Fandom - Tokyo Revengers
Characters - Mikey, Mitsuya, Baji, Kazutora, Chifuyu
Mikey :- He kisses you in the mornings when you two are still in the bed, barely awake.
When both of you are trying to detach your tangled limbs and try to get five more minutes.
Heâll place sloppy, feather light kisses on your lips looking through his bleary eyelids with a teasing smile as both of you open the day with all these positive vibes.
You two always had to place the alarm a half an hour before the needed time because of this morning ritual though
Chifuyu :- He kisses you during the lunch breaks when the pet shop is closed. Kisses you when you two pass by the storage.Â
Heâd duck into the narrow hallway leading to the locker rooms with his lunch, his bright blue eyes searching for you. If youâre already in the room, heâd sit beside you and steal a kiss before opening his lunch.
If you come after him, you know before you walk in he would be waiting with his welcome kiss.
Kazutora and Baji prohibited you from kissing in front of customers. So, chifuyu would kiss when no oneâs looking, in the corners where itâs only you and him.Â
Baji :- Baji kisses you when you two are flopped on the couch, playing video games.
Heâd grab your arm and would press his lips against yours, while playing the game with his other hand.
At first, it was a dirty trick to win the games because he never seemed to have the chance with you but then it turned out to be purely instinct that when youâre playing with your friends they had to scream for you two to stop making out and just play the game.
When you two are alone though, the video game will be long abandoned as you both start savouring each other and enjoying the warmth rather than playing the game.
Kazutora: He kisses you in the comfort of your home after a long day. You two would both sip coffee watching at the cars down the road from the balcony telling everything that happened that day.
He would set the cup down and tug on your elbow. When you turn, you always know his soft lips are waiting to comfort you from all the hard work and the challenges of your life.
Youâd be safe in his arms as you kiss him until both of you have forgotten the rest of the world
Mitsuya :- Mitsuya kisses you in the kitchen when itâs you and him cooking for his sister.
Heâd come to get something from the drawers and place a soft kiss on your cheek before turning back to his work.
A few minutes later he would be back again trying to grab something again and you would turn and brush your lips against him.
Cooking was something special for both of you. A special time you two shared with each other filled with kisses and love.Â
I'm planning to do a part 2 of this! If you guys have any specific character in mind feel free to request me <33
*leaves a đś cutely*
if the note thingie is done you can skip mine dw OEHDIWJ
hihi eurie! I'm so sorry for getting to yours late </3
Your seatmate is: Hiyori Tomoe! (And the unit you're helping to produce is: eden! Which is Hiyori's unit <3)
I assigned Hiyori as your seatmate because you two give off upbeat vibes and seem to be on the chaotic good spectrum of the alignment chart, which makes for some very fun times in and outside of class. Both of you have an eye for beautiful things as well, which is an added similarity between you two.
If you want the latest gossip in school, Hiyori has you covered ;3
the handsome looking silver haired guy whom i like but forgot the name of <333
i was not aware of this development. SINCE WHEN DID YOU BECOME A FAN OF ENSEMBLE STARS INKY
BIMSHS HIII *hug* and i still gotta start the anime but i love the characters ngl :0 i think i will watch it now cuz of you lmao
NO NO NO NO NO NO NOOOOO
FucK THAT'S THE ONE PERSON I DIDN'T WANTED TO SEE THIS FUCK
đ wHy THIS SHOW- IT HAUNTS ME ISTG
im really curious of this anime now đ
and why you also donât want us to see that lskjkl

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Series : 100 WAYS TO SAY I LOVE YOU
Inspired by: 100 ways to say I love you
Fandom: Tokyo Revengers
Pairing: Ran Haitani x Fem!Reader
Tags: phone calls, earthquakes
Tw: slight angst, mentions about anxiety
Word count: 1.2k
Love come as a force. A tug of fate embracing you, blinding you to the rest of the world. A comforting place in the corner of the world, romanticised by many poets, dramatists. But sometimes, this bubble of warmth and love burst. Youâre hit with the reality and the impending truth lurking around you and your lover. So you part ways, wishing best of luck to the other person under the pretext: we arenât meant for each other.
Thatâs how Ran found himself sitting inside his parked car. The world around him moved while he was stuck somewhere in the time, frozen. His hands rested on the (steering wheel??), his eyes focused on the pavement. People moved past him, all strangers. Children clinging to the hands of their parents, lovers holding hands. People engaging in idle chatter. Everything seemed just so normal. He sighed, leaning back against his seat, slipping his eyes close.
Thatâs when the shake happened. Ran opened his eyes and sat down as his car rattled around him. His hand reached for the door instantly but this earthquake didnât seem to be a bad one, for though worried, people outside were not screaming or running in a frenzy. Despite the situation, his mind slipped to Y/n.
Is she okay? His worried thoughts asked.
The shaking stopped. The world around him resumed itâs daily work. An earthquake once in a while was normal but Ranâs thoughts didnât stop. Once remembered, Y/n was a force he cannot stop. The memories of their relationship, the laughs, the cries intermingled inside his mind.
Without realising the male slipped his hand to his phone. Before long there he was, his thumb hovering over the call button, his eyes reading and re-reading her name again. Itâs been so long since he heard his voice. They had separated a year ago. Ran wasnât sure what went wrong. They seemed to be happy, they enjoyed each otherâs company until suddenly they weren't as close as they used to be.
âI feel like somethingâs missingâ She had said to him under the fairy lights in that restaurant.
Ran didnât disagree, he felt it too. The emptiness, the void existed between them. âYeah, maybe we should take a breakâ
Y/n nodded. Ran knew she wanted that too but the tears filling inside their eyes were out of control. They agreed to give each other space, days turned to weeks and weeks turned to months. It had been a year with no contact except for the occasional picture posted on instagram.
Ran always felt they shouldâve tried harder without letting go easily.
The decision to press the call button was an epiphany. He watched numbly as the phone rang. His mind was blank. What was he supposed to say? He did not know. Part of him wondered whether she would pick up the phone. He wished she would. He was giving up hope when the ringing stopped.
âHelloâ Her voice. It didnât take a minute for the familiarity to sink in. The tones and chords were like music to his ears. It was wondrous how you donât realise how much youâre missing a person until you finally hear their voice after years. The horrifying truth of how lonely youâve been.
âHiâ Ran said, his fingers loosely wrapped around his phone. An awkward silence. It had been so long that none of you knew how to continue. âThere was an earthquakeâ Ran gripped the wheel tightly. âI was wondering are you okay?â
Ran could hear Y/nâs breathing. The slight exhale of her lips as she spoke, âYeah. It wasnât that bad.â Ran knew she was lying, Y/n had always been anxious about things that are out of her control.
âAre you home?â
âMhmâ She said. âAnd are you?â
Ran shook his head as he answered, âNo. I came out for some work.â He let go of the wheel and leaned back on the seat. How are you doing? He wanted to ask. But instead he said, âDo you still have the cats?â
Y/n hummed to the phone, a light rustle welcomed Ranâs ears. âYeah. Theyâre still here, and all the plants.â
I want to see you, he wanted to say. âOh, okayâ
Another silence. âOkay thenâ Y/n finally said, âIâll hang-â
âWaitâ Ran didnât know why he said it. But he didnât want to stop talking, not yet. âDo you want me to-â He stopped. âCan we talk a bit more?â
âYes?â She sounded unsure herself, but Ran didnât want this to end. This feeling of not being alone in the world again.
âItâs been a yearâ Ran plucked absentmindedly at a discarded packet of snacks.
âYeah, itâs been so long.â A beat of silence until her voice comes back, âDo you ever think⌠that we⌠that we shouldâve tried harder?â
Ran was surprised, he had been walking on eggshells throughout the phone call not wanting to open old wounds, but this is what he wanted to talk about. âSometimesâ He agreed, âSometimes I think maybe we shouldâve tried harder to make⌠this happenâ
âI wonder how it happenedâ The unsure tone in her voice was gone, Ran relaxed himself. For a moment, he could almost delude himself in the bliss of love. Imagine that theyâre together. âI never noticed when everything stopped being exciting. When did our kisses lost its colourâ
âDid it?â
âHuh?â
Ran sighed deeply, âDid they lose their colour?â
Y/n was silent. Ran thought she would hang up, they both knew where this was going. This conversation. Something they have avoided all these years. âRemember that one time when the two of us got too drunk?â
Ran didnât miss the change of topic. But he didnât care. âYeah. There was another earthquake that day, wasnât there?â There was, he remembered how he hugged her so tight. Scared he might lose her. Scared something bad would happen. She was clinging to his t-shirt, anxious to let go.
âRemember how you talked me through my anxiety attack that day?â Her voice had fallen to a whisper.
Ran hummed. He didnât forget. He had never forgotten anything. âY/nâ His knuckles were white from gripping on the phone. It needed to be said, they had been suffering alone for months of time wondering how to mend this broken thing they had become.
âYes, Ran?â
âCan I come over?â He closed his eyes, promising himself not to break even upon rejection. When he asked, he knew any answer was possible.
A broken whisper answered from the other side of the phone. Just a few blocks away. Fingertipâs reach but far away all the same. âYesâ She answered, âPlease come overâ
That was all he needed, he was about to hang up. Race to her apartment, to those familiar arms. âAnd Ranâ He stopped and listened. âWhat is this? What is going to happen?â
He wasnât sure himself. They both didnât know what they would become. Ran himself was unaware of the future, how long they can carry this out. âWeâll figure it out,â He said instead. Pushing off his worries, concerns.
âOkay, see youâ Y/n answered and a second later the line went dead. Ran was already on the road, racing to her house. His mind blank except for the one hope he was desperately clinging onto: theyâll figure it out.
Series : 100 WAYS TO SAY I LOVE YOU
Inspired by: 100 ways to say I love you
Fandom: Tokyo Revengers
Pairing: Shinichiro Sano x Fem!Reader
Tags: anniversary, kissing, fluff, presents, celebrations
Word count: 1.43k
Note: Kinda had to change the one liner from It to They to match into the situation. :DD
You were inside his house, comfortably wrapped up in his blanket, his arms around you. Both of you were thoroughly invested in the movie playing on the TV screen. The house was mercifully quiet. Mikey was out with some of his friends and Emma had a date with Draken. It was one of those rare days that you had the whole house to yourselves. Even gramps had gone somewhere. At some point in the movie, you realised that the two of you have not moved since it started, which was to be expected. Movies were one thing in life you both took seriously. Especially horror or dystopian movies with dark characters.
Shinichiro was one of those people who just walked into your life as if heâd walk away just as soon but chose to stay. The first date was an awkward mess. None of you were at fault though because one, your friends set you two up and two, none of you knew how a date was supposed to go. But miraculously, that didnât stop you. Shinichiro called; at first only for a couple of minutes until they became prolonged chats at night. Talks that lasted for hours until one of you had to go somewhere or eventually passed out. Thatâs simply how you end up here. Another couple of dates and you two decided you two really could swing it the right way. Then, this.
You snuggled to him, embracing his warmth when the male unconsciously leaned against you. The movie was good but today your mind was a mess. Not because you had life changing problems but it was your anniversary. Thatâs why he organised this in the first place. So, your mind kept running back to past memories. How closer you have gotten with him. It was mesmerising to think about. How beautiful and smooth the journey has been.
âY/n, are you okay?â
His words snapped you back from your world of endless love and romance. âYeahâ
He adjusted his body so that he was fully facing you. âNo, youâre thinking so much today.â
You smiled, âWell, I was thinking bout usâ
âUh huh?â
âYeah. Remember the first date?â
He scowled, âI erased that memory, you donât have to bring that up nowâ He gave you a pointed look, feigning irritation. âI was a young lad, not a matured young manâ
You snorted, âRight. That was not at all just two years agoâ
Two years make a huge differenceâ He added his philosophy. It was one of those rare times when both of you ignored the movie playing in the background. You had watched it a couple of times anyway. You could care less about it now.
âWell, I guess it doesâ You said, thinking how different you were back then. Good grades, study nights were all you cared about but this guy found a way to crawl in through your tight schedule.
âRemember the first time I invited you to my siblings?â
You smiled at the memory. Of course you remembered. How could you forget the loving and wandering gaze of Emma and the scowl of his little brother turning his judging eyes upon Shinichiro ⸺How in the world you managed to get a girlfriend, he had asked, which more or less told you about his whole love life until you happened.
âThey were so sweet from the beginningâ
âYeahâ Shinichiro said, his voice dripping with sarcasm. âOnly for you that is. The teasing still hasnât stopped.â
âBut you love them Shinâ
He didnât hide his smile, âHow can I notâ
You loved how he openly adored his siblings. True, there were moments he complained for hours at an end about them. But he wasnât the type to hide his love. It was just there, laid out in the open for everyone to see. You loved how he displayed affection and wore it like a jewel. How he wasnât embarrassed to speak about that love. How he comforted his sister, advised his brother. It was like having a parent, a big brother in one and for you, it was like having a best friend, a soulmate and a passionate lover in one person.
âAre you enjoying our little anniversary so far?â
âI amâ You stretched your arms and rolled to your side. âAnd I am going to go get some snacks because some idiot keeps eating themâ
Shinichiro put his hands up in defence, âSnacks are there to eat Y/nâ
âOh I wasnât awareâ You shot back, stalking off to the kitchen with a smile. You rummaged through the cupboards and found some more packets of chips. It was almost impossible to find a day that this house did not have any snacks. Mikey always brought a handful at least three times a week. The kid loved too many sweets, you thought, shaking your head at the amount of candies. But Shinichiro did the same. It was almost a family thing. Shinichiro liked spicy chips and crisps. His choice never failed you though.
You emptied a few crisp bags to the bowl and discarded the packets to the bin. Your eyes lingered a good second on the fridge where Shinichiro has stuck a picture of both of you at graduation. You idly ran a finger through it. How young you looked though it was only two years ago. âY/n?â Shinichiroâs voice rang out.
You drew away from the photo and walked into the living room where both of you were camping but found it empty. You frowned, kicking off a random pillow strewn across the floor. It was only then you realised how chaotic the whole place looked. Crisp crumbs on the floor. Tangled blankets lying on top of others resembling a large cloud.
Right, also your boyfriend was missing. âShin?â You asked, looking around. No answer. You frowned and decided to walk around and find him. In a way both of you found each other because you two literally ran onto each other in the dining room. You raised your brow. âYou asked me to be quick and decided to disappear?â
Shin didnât answer. Instead he took a box and popped it open to reveal two gorgeous earrings resting on the satin cloth. You blinked, shifting glances between the jewels and his face. âHappy two year anniversary, Y/nâ He said, leaning down to kiss your cheek.
You just stood there, stunned. When he asked you to come over, you concluded it was another movie day and snacks to celebrate your anniversary. Like you did last year. You didnât hate it, in fact you love this simple concept of celebrating but this surprise was out of the blue and you did not know how to react. âShinâ You managed, reaching out to touch the earrings in your hands. âTheyâre gorgeousâ
Shinichiro was grinning like a lunatic, âI was worried you wouldnât love themâ
âAre you kidding me?â You hold them up excitedly, âCan I put them on?â
âRight now?â
âRight nowâ
Shinichiro was nodding already, âItâs yours now, go aheadâ
You dashed up to his room like a kid excited to try on her Christmas present. Shinichiro was leaning against the doorframe as you carefully put them on. They werenât too big, nor too small but matched your face perfectly. You spun around and opened your arms. âTadaâ
He walked to you, his eyes fixated on yours. âThey bring out your eyesâ He cleared a stray bang and tucked it behind your ear, his fingertips grazing the new earrings.
No other words were spoken as you both instinctively leaned in. It was the same passion, same heated intimacy driving you through the kiss. When he pulled away, you saw the desire, the love and the affection in his eyes. You wanted to tell him you love him, you could see he wanted to. But no words were spoken. There was not time to speak in between the kisses but you knew from the way he carefully chose the earrings, the thought he put to each and everything. The way he touched you with care and how he knew just the right thing to make you happy.
This man was in love with you and so were you. He didnât need to spell it out or write it down because you knew. You knew from the way he whispered; They bring out your eyes. Knew from the way he held you in his arms, showering you in those compliments; sweet like saccharine.
You knew he was the man you want to spend the rest of your life with.
Thank you for all the love you guys have given to this series! It means a lot to me <333