mrs. styles

written this back in 2019. i remember those times when i suddenly felt so lost. but i endured it, still enduring it till now :)

you're not busy

you just didn't let them know

how your day went

whom you're talking to

what upset you the most

why you're always awake at the middle of the night

because believe it or not, sometimes people just grew apart

suddenly, you feel like you don't have to tell them what's going on in your world

you go with your life without telling them anything

and when you do it feels surreal

like there's a part of you didn't like the idea of them knowing who you are now

because you don't want your walls to crumbled down again

the last time you've saw the signs you still continue to let them in

and it still the same

it'd always been

so now you didn't

then they tell you they miss you and somehow you've changed

but really, they just don't know you anymore

maybe they are not your constant

and funny how you still wish they are

sadly they never were

that they are just merely a chapter in your life that you have to close now.