CINNAMON GIRL

Ah, I see we haven't learned I'm a stubborn man. Getting sick of you is physically impossible. Oblivious but you know, sometimes I'm more dazed on how fast they asked to take a photo and suddenly my picture is being taken. I'm glad though, wait other things to worry about? Why is there other things to worry about now? Not a lie, at this point it doesn't matter. You made pie? Alright well I know I'm getting in late but I brought food, and cannot wait to tear into dessert. Can I have two forms of dessert tonight?

Stubborn Stephen — you say that now but what will you think two years from now or even just a year. I guess I can't blame the fans that just swoop in for that moment. You're hot and they want that photo for a memory that they can talk about years from now. Halloween stuff, Stephen! That's what I'm worry about right now. It's what I've been thinking about since after fourth of July, it was interrupted with that whole photo, but now I'm back on track. I won't press into that any further, but if it keeps bothering you, you can always talk to me. I did make pie! The gloomy evening inspired me. So, I hope you enjoy and love it! Two forms of dessert? Hmm, depends — what did you have in mind?

Don't they let people film longer than a minute videos too? Like three or five minutes now? Feel like we can sum this up probably in at least twenty or under? Maybe I'm just picky but there's only so many videos I can swipe through before I'm bored and end up back to my FYP. Does seem accurate for the most part. Shows me that I spend probably far too much time scrolling. Feel like we expect guys to just stick up for their guy friends, turn a blind eye, but it's nice when that pattern doesn't repeat. Evil is a good way to put it. Don't understand it either. Not happy? Break up. Then go do what you gotta do. Glad people aren't cheering for that but probably because he's married and seems like a pretty decent guy. Think in the end it's positive she found out and I'm guess is now living or trying to live her best life?

I think so, but I don't know if that's the case for every creator on there. I get if a person doesn't want to tell the entire story in the first post, since they want to see if people would even be interested in listening. But once you get that engagement? Just go off and keep it in that second video. We're all guilty of scrolling a lot. We just can't help it these days. If it wasn't for the rise of it in 2019 then we wouldn't be here. There are very few men that are willing to break that kind of cycle, honestly. Most men just want to have their cake and eat it too which annoying, but can't be changed for the most part. Rooting for the decent/good guy always. Yeah, she's been living her best life with her kids which I love for her.

Anyone thinking either of those things, don't matter anymore. Don't know if it's bias. Maybe a touch of bias, but for the most part, thinking immediately jumping to those doesn't help anything. Know that it's not a me thing, in that aspect. Really, didn't notice. Don't really pay attention to that, she wasn't pressing up into me or that would have been different - the angles make it look different. Don't worry if I'm talking about you, you'll know. Doesn't matter, it's all good. Admitting now can't wait to just go back to the place and crash. Takeout?

I fear that you're going to be reminding me of that until you finally get sick of me. But you're right, probably doesn't help anything and I'll need to learn how to stop. Consider me shocked that you didn't take notice though, I love that for me. The photo did make me angry when I first saw it, but I'm over it now. Onto other things to worry about! Doesn't matter? Somehow I think that's a lie. Well, when you get home there's going to be a freshly baked pie waiting for you, but yes we can do takeout. Pick up whatever you're craving.

yes, i share with my friends and my boyfriend as i just need someone else to see and need more people to chat about it all with. haha, i get that too when you're texting friends, but also i get happy when they are and we chat for like an hour when we really shouldn't be. definitely much needed sometimes, but how's your break been going ? they're like damn near buying barbie dolls and labubus just to change up how they look and make it look like something else entirely. it's pretty interesting to see actually. i remember i saw someone make i believe it was a pennywise labubu.

I try to round up enough of my friends too that way I can have someone to talk to about the lore. Most of the time I always think I'm the only one wide awake at like two in the morning, but when I get the response I also get excited. Then go on to question why aren't they sleeping. It's been great, I needed it to avoid the comments that people were leaving me, and all that. Also, not having to check it daily? Breath of fresh air. I have seen videos of people decking out their labubus in spooky attire which is honestly really cute. I'm always tempted to join the bandwagon, but they freak me out.

I think I was trying too hard to be a rebel, but it was the 90s, so who could blame me with all of the great rebel influences that were around? I will have to take a listen to that one. I haven't heard of it, but I am always looking for something new to listen to while I'm driving or cleaning. Is the voice relaxing enough to put you to sleep?

It seems like the 90s was certainly a time to be a teen and young adult. Kind of wish I was an adult then and fully live out the dream that everyone likes to talk about. No one could really blame you though, plus..you were a teen sensation then! I highly recommend! She's also on tiktok and sometimes I'll watch her videos during the day. It is! At least for me.

Oh, I needed to learn it that way! Believe it or not, I was kind of a little shit when I was younger. Nothing serious, but I'm glad it happened before it got worse. I do! I love the way they tell each case-- it feels like a story but at the same time they are being great advocates for the victims and their families. I really admire the show.

Don't we all go through our own little phase of being a shit? Some of us would create chaos being a rebel while others created it by being sneaky as hell. At least it wasn't anything too serious though. I love when a good podcaster takes time to describe things and aren't rushing through a story either. Another good podcast to listen to is The Bourne Investigation. It's about true crime as well, and I could easily fall asleep to it.

I’d never, dear! Ohh thank you! I’m gonna give it a go on my next day off. I’ll drag Niall to settle down with me and watch it too haha oh now are you a Diet Coke lover? I know it’s a very strong following haha I’ll join you on this manifestation! You’ll be a great female version of the god father. Pitch it and see where it goes, you never know!

That sounds like a perfect day to me. You can even order some take-out and just have a nice day in. I am a diet coke lover...it's gotten to the point where I even bought the diet coke merch from Target when they released it this year. No shame in my game. Thank you for joining in though. Once I wrap this season of 'Off Campus', I'm going to see what I can do.

Girl, bring me all the tea. Please! The first time he used the word tea I was so proud of him. It's because I have younger siblings! My sister was born in the 90s, and my nephews are in their late teens, but most of it comes from my sister, and I have a lot of friends who are either Drag queens or working the Ballrooms. I made a lot of friends when I worked clubs in the 90s.

I will be doing just that, don't you worry. So, in advance? Forgive me if I ever end up spamming you with so much tea. Have you taught him anything else aside from tea? Ahh, that makes a lot of sense then. Your sister and nephews are keeping you hip and young! I remember hearing about that, but wasn't sure if it was true that you worked in clubs. How was that though?

the way tiktok can just take over our lives right? i've seen so many stories like that i needed updates on. last i recall was one about a body cam footage at a walmart and the tiktoker who uploaded it was sharing how more context outside the body cam. it was very interesting and i believe it was 3 or 4 parts. how was the cheating one? and girl, same! tea finds me all the time too!

It's insane, but it's not like we're all actively trying to keep it from taking over. Or at least, I'm not. The worst part of it is when people don't update or take ages to post part two. Like are you trying to rage bait your audience?? What exactly were they trying to show in Walmart though? The cheating one was insane, but she ended up leaving her ex-husband and is living her best life now!

Fair enough, I’ll stop talking about it so it doesn’t come on your feed haha oh the god father! I haven’t seen that movie in so long. Is it streaming anywhere? Because now you’ve made me want to watch it haha I can see you being the god father. You should do a remake of it but have you be the godfather. That’d be really cool.

Thank you, I appreciate you not jinxing me any further! Hmm, it should be streaming on Paramount+ — that's where I last watched in. If you watch it within the week or so, make sure you watch it with some buttery popcorn and a crisp diet coke. Do you really think so? Because you saying that has boosted my ego. I will be the best and also give the best resting bitch face while making everyone kiss my hand. Lets manifest that this happens for me!

I'm not going to get mad, or think you're dumb. It's human emotions that sometimes we can't control, and I know you know this, but I'm going to say it anyway before you roll your eyes. There is nothing that is going to sway me to be interested in a fan over you. Nothing. Doesn't matter what she's wearing, or does. It was late, I didn't even realize how close she was to me, you know I've always tried to keep it respectful, she was a little drunk. You seem to know what she was wearing a lot better than I do because I can say I don't remember anything like that. But I can't fix it if I don't know, but I got my own aggression out on the weights so it worked out. Basically, it's nice to have someone around that isn't going to jump down my throat - no. I don't mean you.

You're the only person to not think either of those thing about me. And I think it's because you're so biased. But you're right, I tried controlling them but then that just ended up being...well you know. I still rolled my eyes you know! But sigh, yes I know I know. I trust you, so I hope you know it's not that at all. I'm going to be snarky for a second here, so I apologize — you didn't realize how close she was?! She's lucky I wasn't there to give her a stank face. Well yeah, cause when I saw it...it wasn't hard to miss the tank and the boobs. I'm glad that it worked though. I was about gasp in disbelief, but...who are you talking about? Who pissed you off?

Thankfully, I had to learn that reality the hard way. Guess you can say that it's growth. I couldn't believe the lies he told that poor woman. I felt really bad for her. You truly never know someone, really. I actually learned that from Crime Junkie, but I like to think the ones I love and trust are the ones that I truly know the best, even if Ashley and Brit would disagree.

Man, I'm so sorry that, that was the case. On the...well I don't think bright side, but that's how we all typically learn things. Growth is always good though. I couldn't either. Just when I thought the story was going to end, it just kept getting worse. No literally, you never do. People can hide so many secrets and it's always discovered because they slipped. You listen to Crime Junkie?! Me too! We would hope right? Even then though...one just never knows.