A S T R U M

Let me say that one more time:

That’s why you only saw Key break down eventually as he lovingly put his hyung into the hearse.

That’s why you saw Minho’s staggered breath as he approached the hearse.

That’s why Taemin stared at the ground in front of him, one foot in front of the other as if he practiced the steps in his head.

That’s why Onew looked so hallow, as if he were having an out of body experience.

💕A compilation of SHINee doting on Jonghyun, 2016-2017 💕 

Since we should be appreciating him now more than ever, I made a list of ten of my many many favorite Jonghyun moments/things he did in life ❤️❤️

1. When he was one of the first kpop idols to openly support and defend lgbt rights

2. When he encouraged his fans not to diet, telling them that “chubby bodies are also cute”

3. When he made a comment that a fan thought was sexist (it wasn’t) he privately messaged her and explained what he meant by it, and asked her what about it offended her and how he could learn from it

4. In an interview- Q: “did you really cry?” Jonghyun: “Yes, I don’t know why. Maybe I was hungry.”

5. When he talked about how loved his mom and sister so so much!! His dad wasn’t in the picture but he always talked about how much he loved and respected his mom and sister. If you pray, please pray for them right now because they must be going through hell.

6. When people got mad about his Internet War performance with Taemin because it was too gay, so he made his Twitter profile picture a photo of Taemin feeling him up during the performance as a polite and hilarious “fuck you” to the haters.

7. When during said performance, he took his shirt off to reveal he wrote the names of all his fan clubs on his body as a show of appreciation 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

8. Honestly Internet War was just an iconic performance

9. When he was his band mates biggest fanboy, always showing up to their solo events with more enthusiasm and love than one person should be able to have.

I have used this many times.