description: a cutie lil fic where eddie is just completely obsessed with you. who knew all he needed to bring you two together was jason carver beating his ass?
pairing: yearning!eddie x you (fem!reader)
tags: yearning!eddie, protective!reader, eddie x reader, no y/n, reader insert, slow (ish) burn, first kiss, happy ending, fluff the house down boots, high school romance, so much fucking yearning, eddie's head over heels
WC: 4.5k
TW: bullying, violence, some smoochies
A/N: requested by @midgardian-rogue hope you enjoy!! sorry for the wait! life is kicking my behind. i haven't forgotten about you all.
reblogs are always appreciated my loves<33
hope you all enjoy an ounce of some innocent fluff before final girl pt.2 bc......
People talked about love like it happened all at once. Like it was lightning. Like one look across a crowded room, and suddenly the rest of your life made sense.
Eddie Munson thought that was complete and utter bullshit.
Love wasn't lightning; it was erosion. The kind that wore you down one unnoticed glance at a time until one day you looked up and realized you'd built an entire religion around someone who didn't even know your favorite color.
Everyone knew you.
Not in the way they knew Jason Carver, Jason demanded attention. You never asked for it…it simply just followed you.
Teachers smiled a little wider when you answered questions. Freshmen gravitated toward you on the first day of school like frightened birds, somehow knowing you were safe.
It was infuriating. Not because Eddie disliked you. God, that would've made things so much easier, no. You were kind.
Genuinely, painfully, kind.
The kind of person who remembered birthdays without writing them down. The kind of beauty that had nothing to do with your face. Though...that certainly wasn't hurting anything.
You smiled with your whole body. Your shoulders, your eyes, even your laugh looked warm. Sometimes Eddie wondered if the sun waited for your permission before coming up. Which—
Jesus Christ.
See? This was exactly the problem. He couldn't even think about you without sounding like he'd swallowed a Hallmark card. He'd never even spoken to you. Well, not really.
Sure, there'd been little moments. A borrowed pencil sophomore year. A quiet "thank you" when he'd held a door open. Passing each other in the hallway enough times that nodding became an unspoken ritual.
But conversations? Actual conversations? Those belonged to people who lived on the same planet. You lived somewhere else entirely.
Some place made of honor roll certificates, volunteer hours, and Sunday mornings that probably smelled of pancakes instead of cigarette smoke.
Eddie had long since accepted that there were invisible lines running through Hawkins High. Athletes. Nerds. Burnouts. Band kids. Freaks. You somehow belonged to all of them, while he belonged to exactly one.
Hellfire. The trailer park. The people adults warned their children about.
Wayne always said Eddie had expensive taste. Not in clothes or cars, but people.
"You always go lookin' at things that ain't yours to carry," Wayne had muttered once while Eddie admired an old cherry-red Gibson through a pawn shop window.
At the time, Eddie thought he meant guitars. Now he wasn't so sure. Because every morning, without meaning to, he'd find himself searching the parking lot before first bell. Just to see if your car was there.
And every afternoon, he'd linger exactly thirty seconds too long outside English because he knew your classroom was across the hall. Not enough to be obvious, just enough to catch one glimpse.
Then he'd spend the rest of the day pretending that was somehow enough, though it never was.
The thing about memories was that they lied. Or maybe they just... polished themselves over time.
Eddie couldn't remember what he'd eaten yesterday. Couldn't remember what movie he'd watched with Wayne the week before. But he remembered that afternoon, every stupid, humiliating second of it.
It had been almost exactly a year ago.
The last bell had rung, sending Hawkins High spilling into the hallways in a tidal wave of backpacks and locker doors slamming shut. Eddie had lingered by his locker, stuffing loose campaign notes into a folder while Gareth argued with Jeff about whether dragons were technically reptiles.
He never heard Jason coming. The locker door slammed shut before Eddie could grab it, the metal rattling loud enough to make nearby students jump.
"Well, if it isn't the freak."
Eddie sighed. "Christ, Carver. Don't you ever get tired?"
Jason leaned against the neighboring locker with that smug grin Eddie had grown to hate. Andy and Chance flanked him like loyal guard dogs, each wearing the same self-satisfied expression.
"Nah."
Jason reached out, flicking Eddie's shoulder with unnecessary force.
"I actually look forward to these little chats."
"I don't."
"Funny."
Another shove. Not enough to knock him down, but just enough to remind him who had thirty pounds and varsity sports behind him.
"You know," Jason continued loudly, making sure the people walking by could hear, "I heard you recruited another freshman into your little Satan club."
Eddie rolled his eyes. "You guys are really obsessed with us."
"Just looking out for the town."
Same script, different day. Eddie had learned years ago that fighting back only made it worse.
So he leaned against the lockers and waited for them to get bored. He almost missed the footsteps approaching.
"What are you doing?" Your voice wasn't loud.
Jason turned first. "So, this doesn't concern—"
"It concerns me now."
You stepped between passing students without the slightest hesitation, your backpack still hanging off one shoulder.
"Move."
Jason laughed. "Excuse me?"
"I said move."
Andy scoffed. "You serious?"
Without another word, you planted a hand square against Andy's chest and shoved him back just enough to force him away from Eddie. Not hard, but just enough to make it clear whose space he'd invaded.
Jason stared at you, his jaw tightening. "What the hell is your problem?"
"My problem?" you echoed. "Three against one seems pretty pathetic to me."
"We're talking."
"No." You folded your arms. "You were cornering him."
Jason took one step closer. "I'd be careful if I were you."
Eddie's stomach dropped.
But you didn't move. Hell, you didn't even blink.
Instead, one eyebrow lifted. "What?"
Your voice stayed infuriatingly calm. "You gonna hit a girl?"
Jason's expression hardened. "I didn't say—"
"No?" You tilted your head. "I mean... you've already got one thing in common with your father."
You paused, eyeing him up and down.
"It'd be a shame if you decided to copy the rest of his behavior too."
Jason's face went red. Not from embarrassment, but pure fury. The kind of fury that made his nostrils flare.
"You don't know what you're talking about."
"No?" You shrugged. "Then prove me wrong."
For a moment...Eddie genuinely thought Jason might do it. Might shove you. Might yell. Might finally snap.
Instead, Jason looked around. He couldn't touch you, not here. Not with everyone looking.
Jason just clicked his tongue. "Whatever."
He shot Eddie one last glare. "You're not worth it."
Then to you, "Careful who you stick up for."
You smiled. "I'll keep that in mind."
Jason scoffed before turning on his heel. "C'mon."
Andy and Chance followed without another word.
Eddie realized he'd been holding his breath. "...Thanks."
You turned toward him. For a second, he thought you might say something profound. Something unforgettable.
Instead, you smiled; that warm, easy smile he'd only ever seen from across classrooms.
"Don't mention it." You adjusted your backpack. "See you around, Eddie."
Eddie? Not ‘Munson’? He thought.
Then you just…walked away. Like standing up to Jason Carver was no bigger a deal than holding the door open for someone. Eddie watched until you disappeared around the corner.
He didn't realize Gareth had come back until someone elbowed his ribs. "Dude."
"Hm?"
"You okay?"
Eddie kept staring at the empty hallway. "...yeah."
A year later...Eddie could still tell you exactly where you'd been standing. Exactly what you were wearing. Exactly how your hand had looked when you shoved Andy away from him.
He'd spent three hundred and sixty-five days trying to convince himself it hadn't meant anything. That you would've done it for anybody. It was probably true. But God knows that didn’t help slow his crush on you down in the slightest.
There was a reason Eddie loved the Hawkins Fall Flea Market. Sure, half the vendors were selling ceramic geese in tiny bonnets or dusty kitchenware that should've been thrown out sometime during the Nixon administration.
But every now and then...Someone's grandfather died, and suddenly there'd be a box full of first-edition fantasy novels.
Or vintage dice. Or a stack of Dragon magazines someone didn't realize were worth something. Treasure hunting. That's what Wayne always called it.
"You never know what you're gonna find."
Eddie had been elbow-deep in a cardboard box labeled COMIC BOOKS - 25¢ for nearly twenty minutes before giving up his search for anything remotely Dungeons & Dragons related.
No dice…literally.
With a dramatic sigh, he wandered farther down the rows of tents, hands shoved into the pockets of his jacket as he smiled to himself. It wasn't exactly exciting, but it was comfortable.
He almost walked right past the record stand.
It was tucked between a vendor selling antique fishing lures and another covered in old comic strips and movie posters. Milk crates overflowed with vinyl records while wire racks displayed cassettes in crooked little rows.
Naturally...Eddie wandered over. His fingers skimmed over faded album covers. Thin Lizzy. Rush. Van Halen. Not bad. Then—
"...No way."
He hadn't meant to say it out loud, but there you were. Standing on the opposite side of the rack, your brows pinched together in concentration as you thumbed through a crate marked HEAVY METAL.
You wore an oversized forest-green sweater with the sleeves pushed over your hands, faded jeans, and beat-up Converse he'd never seen you wear to school. Your hair was tucked behind one ear as you carefully flipped through albums like you actually knew what you were looking at.
There was no universe in which this made sense. You belonged in the classical section. Or maybe folk, something acoustic. Not Iron Maiden. Motörhead. Judas Priest.
He blinked hard, almost thinking he was staring at a mirage. Nope, still there.
You looked up and caught him staring again. A smile spread across your face almost instantly.
You smiled victoriously before turning back to the rack. After another moment of searching, your face brightened. "There it is."
You pulled out your own cassette. The Cure: Disintegration.
"See?" You held it up proudly. "I have range."
Eddie laughed. "I'll allow it."
"I appreciate your approval."
The older vendor wandered over. "You kids find everything?"
You nodded. "I think so."
As the man rang up your cassette, Eddie was still standing there holding the Mercyful Fate tape in both hands like you'd just gifted him the Holy Grail.
You paid, tucked the cassette into your canvas tote bag, and looked back at him. "I'll see you Monday?"
He swallowed. "...Yeah."
"Don't wait too long to listen to that." You pointed toward the cassette still in his hands. "I'd like to know what you think."
Before he could ask exactly how you planned to do that...you were already walking away.
You lifted a hand over your shoulder. "Bye, Eddie."
He watched until the crowd swallowed you whole. Only then did he glance back down at the cassette.
"You gonna buy it?"
The vendor's voice startled him. "Huh?"
"You've been holding it for five minutes."
"Oh."
Eddie looked down at the cracked plastic case, then toward the direction you'd disappeared. "...Yeah."
He smiled to himself. "I think I have to."
The cassette wasn't rare. He'd seen three copies of the same album over the last month. It wasn't even his favorite Mercyful Fate record. But this one? This one had your fingerprints on it.
By Wednesday, Eddie had listened to the Mercyful Fate cassette four times. Not because it had suddenly become his favorite album, it hadn't.
But every time King Diamond's voice crackled through the speakers of the van's cassette player, Eddie could picture your smile across that flea market record stand.
"I think you'd like this."
Wayne noticed by Tuesday night. "Ain't this the same tape you played yesterday?"
"...Maybe."
"You finally wear out your Sabbath tapes?"
"...No."
Wayne glanced over the rim of his newspaper. "...Girl?"
Eddie nearly combusted on the spot from how red his face was.
The cafeteria buzzed louder than usual as homecoming week had officially taken hold at Hawkins High. Construction paper streamers hung lopsided from the ceiling.
The student council had somehow convinced the administration to decorate every available surface in orange and green, making the cafeteria look like it had exploded.
Eddie hated it. He hated pep rallies, football, and he especially hated homecoming. And he especially especially hated listening to Jason Carver talk about the "spirit of Hawkins."
"So," Gareth said through a mouthful of fries, "we skipping the pep rally?"
"We're legally obligated to."
Jeff nodded solemnly. "It's in the Hellfire constitution."
Mike frowned. "We have a constitution?"
"We do now."
Laughter bounced around the table. Then Dustin elbowed Eddie. "Dude."
"What?"
"Twelve o'clock."
Eddie looked up. You moved from table to table carrying a thick envelope and a clipboard tucked against your chest. Homecoming tickets, of course.
You stopped at the basketball table first. Jason smiled, and you smiled back politely. Professional and nothing more. Then the band kids. Then the theater kids. Then—
Hellfire...and Eddie's heart immediately forgot how to function.
"Hi, guys."
You smiled at the whole table before your eyes landed on him.
"Hi, Eddie."
God. You always said his name like it belonged in your mouth.
"Uh... hey."
"So," you said, setting the envelope on the table. "I'm making my rounds."
You held up two small orange tickets. "Homecoming tickets. Five dollars."
Jeff snorted, Mike looked horrified, while Gareth dramatically searched his empty pockets.
"We're allergic."
"I figured."
Then you looked back at Eddie. "Oh."
Your smile softened. "Did you ever listen to the cassette?"
His brain completely abandoned him. "...Yeah."
"And?"
"It was..." He rubbed the back of his neck. "...Really good."
"'Really good?'" You looked mock offended. "I thought it'd at least earn a 'life-changing.'"
"I was trying not to sound insane."
"So you liked it?"
"I—" He smiled before he could stop himself. "...Yeah. A lot, actually."
"I knew you would."
Something warm settled in his chest. You knew. Not hoped, not guessed, knew.
Which is why, when he said, without thinking, "I'll take two."
Silence, which even made Eddie freeze. What?
Your eyebrows lifted slightly. "...Two?"
He stared at the tickets. Abort mission. Abort mission. FUCK! Too late.
"Uh..." His hand was already digging into his pocket. "Yeah."
He slapped a crumpled ten-dollar bill onto the table before his brain had the chance to intervene. "I'll take two."
You looked at him for a second longer than necessary, then the smallest smile tugged at your lips. Then, you handed him the two orange tickets.
"Our music committee isn't nearly as good as Mercyful Fate."
"I'll keep that in mind."
"I'll see you around?"
"...Yeah."
You gave the table one last smile. "Have a good lunch, guys."
Then, you disappeared toward the next group of students, and the second you were out of earshot...
Five heads slowly turned toward Eddie.
"...What the hell was that?" Dustin snaps.
"What?"
"You hate homecoming."
"I don't hate—"
"You called it," Gareth interrupted, "'capitalist propaganda with crepe paper.'"
"I stand by that."
Jeff leaned across the table. "So why," he asked carefully, "did you just buy..."
He held up two fingers. "...two tickets?"
Eddie blinked. "...Did I?"
"You were there." Mike snorted. "I'm pretty sure you even paid for them."
Eddie looked down at the tickets in his hand as though they'd magically appeared there.
"...Huh."
Gareth burst into laughter. "'Huh?'"
"'Huh?!'"
"You bought two!"
"I know!"
"Do you?!"
Dustin reached across the table and plucked one from Eddie's fingers.
"'Homecoming Admission.'"
He looked around dramatically. "Guys. I think Eddie the Banished has suffered a traumatic brain injury."
Jeff nodded. "Only explanation."
"You've spent three years talking about how dances are government mind control."
"They are."
"So, who are you taking?"
Eddie opened his mouth, but nothing came out. Because...he hadn't thought that far. He hadn't thought at all. He'd just wanted another excuse or another thirty seconds of hearing your voice.
"...Nobody."
Five skeptical expressions. "Nnnoooobody?" Gareth echoed.
"Nope."
"So you just bought two tickets..."
"Yep."
"...For fun?"
"...Sure."
Mike deadpanned, "That's the stupidest thing you've ever said."
Dustin slowly smiled. "Oh."
"Oh no," Eddie muttered.
"Oh, no."
Dustin pointed across the cafeteria, where you were still making your rounds. "You bought two tickets because you're gonna ask her."
Eddie nearly choked on his Coke. "I am absolutely not."
"You absolutely are."
"I absolutely am not."
Jeff grinned. "Dude."
"You've been listening to that cassette all week."
"You don't know that."
"Wayne told my mom."
Eddie's head whipped toward him. "...Wayne, what?"
"My mom was at the trailer dropping off your uncle's casserole dish."
Jeff shrugged innocently. "He said—and I quote—'Boy's been playing the same damn tape for three days. Must be love.'"
The entire table erupted while Dustin pointed triumphantly. "Called it."
Eddie dropped his forehead onto the cafeteria table with a groan.
By the time Hellfire finished packing up their campaign books in the theater room, basketball practice had just let out. Which meant letterman jackets, inflated egos, and Jason Carver. Perfect.
Eddie spotted them before they spotted him, or so he thought.
"You boys have another séance today?"
Gareth groaned.
"Just keep walking."
That had been the plan. Until Tommy H stuck his foot out, and Gareth caught it too late.
His books were scattered across the pavement, dice bouncing in every direction. One tiny d20 rolled nearly twenty feet before coming to rest beneath a parked truck.
"Oh, my bad," Tommy said without sounding sorry in the slightest.
Gareth muttered a curse beneath his breath as he knelt to gather his things.
Eddie was already moving. "The hell's your problem?"
Jason shrugged. "Gravity."
"You tripped him," Eddie says, pointing between Jason and Tommy.
"I don't know, Munson." Tommy grinned. "Looked pretty clumsy to me."
Jeff and Dustin immediately stepped toward Gareth, helping gather his books. Eddie stood between them and Jason.
"C’mon, man. At least pick on someone with a fighting chance."
Jason smiled as he chimed in. "I am."
The shove came so fast that Eddie barely had time to react, his shoulder slamming into the side of a parked car. The metal echoed.
"Jesus, fuck—" Eddie shoved him back, causing Jason's smile to disappear.
"Oh. There he is."
The first punch caught Eddie across the jaw, causing white to explode across his vision. He stumbled back, so Andy grabbed his jacket from behind. Then, Tommy landed one on his ribs. Someone else kicked the back of his knee.
Three against one, again. He heard Dustin yelling, Jeff trying to pull somebody off, and Gareth shouting Eddie's name.
"...Enough!"
Everything stopped as a familiar voice cut through the chaos like a knife.
"What the hell are you doing?"
Eddie blinked through blurry vision and saw you.
You were marching across the parking lot faster than he'd ever seen anyone move as your backpack swung wildly against your side.
Jason scoffed. "Stay out of it."
"No."
You shoved Andy away from Eddie so hard that he stumbled backward. "I said that’s enough."
Tommy laughed. "Oh, here comes Wonder Woman."
You ignored him completely. Instead, you crouched beside Eddie. "Are you okay?"
He tried to answer, but instead, blood dripped onto his shirt. Your face tightened as you looked back up to analyze the scene: three basketball players, one bleeding boy, and his friend's reactions somewhere between horror and panic.
"You should be proud of yourselves."
Jason rolled his eyes. "He was acting insane. He pushed me for Christ's sake."
"That's bullshit."
Jason took a step closer. "What do you care?"
"I care because you three are acting like a bunch of fucking neanderthals. And for what? What the hell did he ever do to you?"
He laughed. "You really gonna defend this freak?"
You stood slowly until you were eye level with him. "I'm defending someone who can't fight three people at once."
Jason clicked his tongue. "You're wasting your time."
"No." You shook your head.
"You know..." You looked Jason up and down. "For someone who talks so much about honor..."
Your eyes drifted toward the gym. "...you sure need a lot of teammates when you throw a punch."
Jason's jaw clenched. "You should go."
"You first."
You kept your gaze fixed on Jason, putting on the best ‘don’t fuck with me today’ face you could muster.
His eyes dart between you and Eddie, a small and almost sinister grin forming. Then, he scoffed.
"C'mon. This freak show isn’t worth our spots in Friday's game.”
The last of the basketball team disappeared across the parking lot. Jason threw one final glare over his shoulder before climbing into Tommy's truck.
"...Jesus Christ." Your voice was barely above a whisper. Eddie looked up just in time to see you drop to your knees again beside him.
Your eyes darted over his face: the split lip, the scrape across his cheek, the beginnings of a bruise blooming beneath his eye.
"Dustin!" you called over your shoulder. "Go to the nurse's office!"
Dustin looked between you and Eddie before immediately taking off toward the school. "I'll get an ice pack!"
You nodded once before turning your attention back to Eddie. "Can you sit up?"
He managed a small nod even though every rib protested. You slipped an arm beneath his shoulder, helping him lean back against the brick wall of the school.
"So much for keeping your pretty face."
Eddie let out a weak laugh. "...Didn't know I had one."
You rolled your eyes. "Shut up."
Your backpack slid into your lap, frowning as you rifled through its contents. "No..." You dug deeper. "No..."
"Ah! There."
You pulled out an old black T-shirt, faded nearly gray with age. Eddie recognized the logo immediately: Iron Maiden, The Number of the Beast tour.
He blinked. "You just carry band shirts around for fun?"
"My dad leaves them in my car." You shrugged, "Guess they make good makeshift paper towels."
You hesitated. "Can I?"
He nodded before he even knew what you were asking. You folded the shirt into a small square before gently dabbing at the blood on the corner of his mouth; your touch was impossibly careful.
With your face inches from his, he’s embarrassed about how many times he imagined being this close more times than he cares to admit.
"You know..." You sighed, "...That was really stupid."
"Hm?"
"What were you thinking?" You wiped another streak of blood from his cheek. "There were three of them."
"They were picking on Gareth."
"I know."
"So..."
"So you decided to get yourself killed?"
"I wasn't gonna let them jump him."
"I know." You say with an exaggerated sigh.
You make another careful swipe of the shirt across his lip, "You don't always have to be the one who saves everybody."
He watched you instead of answering. Your brows were pulled together, bottom lip tucked between your teeth in concentration.
"Eddie?"
He hadn't realized he'd been staring. "What?"
"You okay? You keep looking at me and, like, zoning out. Do you feel dizzy?"
"Oh." His voice came out embarrassingly quiet, "Uh, no. Sorry."
"Oh." You reply, a tiny smile tugging at your lips.
“Huh?” He swallowed.
His brain screamed at him to say literally anything else. Comment on the weather. Ask about homework.
"I think I really like you."
You froze mid-wipe of his cheek, eyes quickly meeting his.
Eddie groaned and closed his eyes. "Fuck—Forget I said that."
"Oh."
Fantastic. She sounds uncomfortable. Wonderful.
"I didn't mean—"
"No." Your hand gently caught his wrist before he could keep spiraling, "I just..."
He opened his eyes, and to his delight, you were smiling.
"I've been wondering how long that was going to take."
His eyebrows knit together. "...What?"
"I was starting to think you were never going to say it."
"...Say what?"
"That."
You laughed quietly. "I've liked you for over a year, Eddie."
His brain stopped. "No, you don't."
"I do."
"You can't."
"I can."
"You..." He searched your face for the joke, "You've liked me?"
"Since you helped that freshman find the theater room on the first day of school last year."
"...That's why?"
"You spent fifteen minutes walking him around the building."
"He looked lost."
"I know." You smiled, "That's kind of my point."
He stared, then laughed, a disbelieving and breathless laugh.
"I've spent an entire year convincing myself you were completely out of my league."
"I've spent an entire year waiting for you to realize I wasn't.”
His heart nearly flew out of his chest just then.
"But then..." You shrugged, looking almost sheepish. "You bought the second homecoming ticket, so I just assumed you found someone else to ask."
"...WHAT?"
The word exploded out of him so loudly that a flock of birds scattered from the nearby trees.
You blinked. "What?"
"No!" He sat up a little too fast before immediately grabbing his ribs. "Ow—Jesus Christ."
"Eddie! Jesus, would you calm d—"
"No, no, listen." He pointed emphatically toward the school. "I bought the second ticket because you were standing there."
"...I know."
"No, I mean—" He groaned. "I wasn't thinking."
"I've noticed."
"I just wanted an excuse to keep talking to you."
You stared.
"So my brain went..." He mimed throwing something across the parking lot. "'Buy two tickets.' But uh, I didn't have a plan after that."
A laugh bubbled out of you. "So..."
He continued, growing increasingly animated. "...then Gareth asks, 'Who're you taking?'"
"And?"
"And I realized..." He buried his face in his hands. "...I had absolutely no idea what I was doing."
Your shoulders started shaking. "Oh my God..."
"I panicked."
"I can tell."
"I said I bought them for fun."
"You told them..." you managed between laughs, "'for fun?'"
"I know!"
"That's the worst lie I've ever heard."
"I KNOW."
"They believed you?"
"They absolutely did not."
You laughed even harder, and he found himself laughing, too.
"I have spent," he said through a grin, "the last four days wondering who the hell I was supposed to ask because apparently I'd already committed."
Your laughter slowly faded into something softer.
"So..." You looked at him carefully. "...Who were you planning on asking?"
He gave you the most incredulous look. "You."
"Really?"
"You literally just admitted you thought I found somebody else."
"I know, but..." You smiled. "I wanted to hear you say it."
Eddie shook his head in disbelief. "You're evil."
"A little."
"You've been letting me suffer this whole time?"
"I thought it was kind of cute."
"Oh, that's cruel."
"It was a little cruel." You say, shrugging.
He smiles the biggest smile he can muster, considering the pain shooting through what feels like every inch of his body, and releases a deep sigh.
"So..."
"So?"
He reached into the pocket of his denim vest, wincing as his bruised ribs protested.
After a second of fumbling, he pulled out the slightly crumpled orange homecoming ticket, holding it out between two fingers.
"I know this isn't exactly the most romantic timing."
You looked down at the ticket, then back up at him.
"But..." His smile turned nervous, "...would you maybe wanna go to homecoming with me?"
You could’ve just verbally said yes, but fuck that.
You broke the final inches of distance between you, your lips meeting his. He kissed you back instinctively, one hand finding your waist, smiling into the kiss. You smiled too.
"Hss—" Eddie jerked back with a sharp wince, immediately bringing a hand to his mouth.
"Oh, my God!" Your eyes went wide. "Shit! I'm so sorry!"
"No, no—" He laughed despite himself, carefully pressing two fingers against his split lip. "I just forgot I got punched."
"You idiot."
"Yeah..." A grin spread across his face, "...Worth it."
You rolled your eyes, but he caught the smile tugging at your lips.
"This time," you murmured, leaning closer again, "try not to throw yourself into it like you're storming a castle."
"I make no promises."
"I know." You cupped his cheek, much gentler now. "So let me."
This kiss was much slower; you barely brushed your lips against his at first. He practically pulled you into his airspace, completely ignoring any stinging sensation because, hell, he’d thought about this at least a thousand times.
Afterward, he rested his forehead against yours, smiling so hard his cheeks hurt.
"I've wanted to do that," he admitted softly, "for... probably an embarrassing amount of time."
You laughed. "Me too."
He looked at you like he was trying to memorize your face. "So..."
"So?"
"Does this mean you'll go to homecoming with me?"
You pretended to think about it. "Hmm..."
"Don't do this to me."
"I suppose."
He let out the most dramatic sigh of relief. "Thank God."
Before you could tease him for it, he was kissing you again. His hand found your cheek, thumb brushing gently along your jaw as he smiled into it, and you smiled back.
Then you felt the subtle tension in his hand. The way his fingers tightened ever so slightly against your skin. The sharp inhale he tried, and failed, to hide.
You pulled back just enough to look at him. "You're hurting."
"I'm surviving."
"Eddie."
"I'm serious."
"So am I."
He grinned, lopsided because of his split lip. "I've imagined kissing you about a thousand times."
You laughed softly.
"And not once did Jason Carver punch me beforehand."
You rolled your eyes, your thumb carefully brushing beneath the bruise blooming under his eye.
"You are unbelievable."
"I've been called worse."
"I'm sure you have."
His forehead rested against yours, his smile refusing to leave. "I don't think anything could ruin today."
"...Ahem."
The two of you froze and slowly turned your heads.
Dustin stood a few yards away, an ice pack dangling from one hand. He looked from Eddie to you, then to the fact that you were still sitting impossibly close together, practically entangled.
A slow, knowing grin spread across his face.
"...I guess you don't need that ice pack then?"
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warnings/tags: smut, sub! eddie, bossy reader, strangers to something, pining, unprotected sex
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You had always had a crush on Eddie Munson, no matter how hard your best friend Robin tried to deter you.
It was embarrassing how constant it was. A low, stubborn hum under your skin that refused to die no matter how many times Robin elbowed you in the ribs during band practice or muttered warnings under her breath in the cafeteria. You were always the band geek with the clarinet case and the careful posture, the one who sat in the back row of the woodwinds section and tried to disappear into the music.
You were invisible.
And Eddie Munson? Eddie Munson was a goddamn supernova in a leather jacket and denim vest covered in patches, all wild curls and loud laughter and that sharp, theatrical way he moved through the world like he was daring it to look away from him.
Robin knew. She always knew when your eyes lingered too long.
“Stop,” she’d hissed just yesterday, trumpet balanced on her knee as the rest of the band packed up around you. “He’s not… he’s not for you. Eddie’s a lot. Too much. And he’s got his own shit going on- Hellfire, his band, whatever the hell he's up to after school. You don’t want to get pulled into that. Trust me.”
There’d been something tight in her voice, something almost protective layered over something else you couldn’t quite name. But it didn’t matter. The second you caught sight of him in the hallway after practice- leaning against his locker, rings flashing as he gestured wildly at Gareth and Jeff about some new campaign idea- your stomach flipped and your fingers tightened around the handle of your clarinet case like it was the only thing keeping you grounded.
He never looked your way. Not once. You were background noise. The soft, precise sound of a clarinet in a sea of trumpets and drums. He was electric guitar feedback and screeching tires in the parking lot and the smell of cigarette smoke clinging to his jacket when he brushed past. You wondered what those long fingers would feel like if they ever actually touched you instead of guitar strings. Wondered if his voice would drop low and rough if he ever decided you were worth speaking to directly. The thought made heat crawl up your throat and settle somewhere deeper, heavier.
You were so tired of being invisible.
That night, alone in your room with your elbows propped against your desk and homework forgotten, the ache finally tipped into something sharper. You couldn’t keep doing this- watching him from across the cafeteria, heart hammering every time that wild laugh cut through the noise, pretending Robin’s warnings were enough to kill the pull. You needed a plan. Something that would force Eddie Munson to actually see you. Not the quiet band kid. Not the background extra in his loud, chaotic movie.
Something bold. Something stupid, maybe. Something that would drag you out of the safe, invisible corner you’d carved for yourself and straight into his orbit.
Your mind raced through possibilities while your fingers tapped restlessly against your thigh. Join Hellfire Club? God, the thought alone made your pulse jump- sitting at that table under the weight of his attention, having to roll dice while he watched you with those dark, intense eyes. Or maybe something riskier. Corner him after school by his van, music blasting, and just… say something. Anything. Or find a way to make him come to you.
You didn’t know yet how far you were willing to go. But then the decision sparked in your brain like a lit fuse.
No more watching. No more quiet, invisible longing from the back of the band room. If Eddie Munson was going to notice you, it had to be something he couldn’t ignore. Something loud. Something that matched the way he lived his entire life- big, dramatic, impossible to look away from.
So you were going to kiss him.
No words. No explanation. Just shove him back against his locker, fist in that stupid denim vest, and take what you’d been aching for since the first time you saw him. Then walk away like your heart wasn’t trying to claw its way out of your throat.
It was completely insane. You knew that. Robin would kill you if she found out. You might actually die of embarrassment if he pushed you off and laughed in your face. But the thought of his mouth on yours, even for a few reckless seconds, was louder than the fear.
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You waited until the hallway was busy enough to give you cover but not so crowded that someone would physically stop you. Third period passing, right after the bell. Eddie was at his locker like always, rings glinting as he shoved books inside, curls falling into his face while he talked shit with Jeff about something you couldn’t hear over the blood rushing in your ears.
Robin had gone ahead to class. You’d told her you forgot something in the band room. She’d narrowed her eyes but let it go.
Your legs felt unsteady as you crossed the hallway. Every step made your pulse louder. By the time you reached him, your hands were shaking, but the decision had already been made. No backing out now.
Eddie turned at the last second, eyes widening just a fraction when he registered you coming straight at him. “Hey-”
You didn’t let him finish.
Both hands hit his chest harder than you intende. The metal of the locker door slammed against his back with a loud clang that turned a few heads. Your fingers curled into the worn collar of his shirt and vest, yanking him down as you surged up on your toes. And then your mouth was on his.
The world narrowed to the shock of it.
He tasted like cigarettes and the cherry candy he was always sucking on between classes. His lips were softer than you expected, but the second they registered what was happening, they parted on a startled sound that you swallowed whole. You kissed him like you were trying to crawl inside his skin- desperate, hungry, all the months of silent wanting poured into one reckless, bruising press of your mouth. Your body pressed in close, chest to chest, the hard line of his rings biting into your fingers where you gripped him.
For one suspended second, he froze.
Then Eddie Munson kissed you back.
One of his hands came up and grabbed your waist, fingers digging in hard enough to bruise, yanking you tighter against him. The other slid into your hair at the nape of your neck, not gentle, not careful- just possessive, like he was anchoring you there. A low, rough noise rumbled out of his chest and into your mouth. He kissed like he did everything else. Intense, a little wild, all in. His tongue brushed yours and your knees nearly buckled. The hallway, the stares, the risk- none of it mattered. There was only the heat of his mouth, the way his body felt solid and warm under your hands, the dizzying realization that he was kissing you like he’d been waiting for it too.
You almost forgot the plan.
Almost.
With every ounce of willpower you had left, you tore your mouth away. Your lips felt swollen, tingling. Eddie’s eyes were dark, blown wide, lips parted and shiny from your kiss. He looked stunned. Wrecked. Like you’d just short-circuited something in that loud, brilliant brain of his.
You didn’t say a word.
You just let go of his collar, took one shaky step back, then another. Turned. And walked away on legs that didn’t feel entirely attached to your body.
Behind you, you heard the low, disbelieving laugh that was pure Eddie Munson- rough and delighted and a little dangerous.
“Holy shit,” he called after you, voice carrying down the hallway. “Hey- hey, wait- ”
You didn’t stop. Your heart was hammering so hard you could feel it in your teeth. Your mouth still tasted like him. Your hands were trembling. Someone definitely whistled. Someone else muttered “what the fuck just happened.” You kept walking, head high even though your face was burning, the taste of him still on your tongue and the ghost of his hand in your hair like a brand.
You made it around the corner before your back hit the wall and you slid down it, knees finally giving out. A shaky, hysterical little laugh escaped you.
You did it.
You actually fucking did it.
And Eddie Munson had kissed you back.
Now you just had to survive whatever came next.
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By lunch, the entire school was buzzing like someone had set off a firecracker in the middle of the cafeteria.
You could feel it the second you stepped through the double doors. Heads turned. Whispers followed you like a trail of smoke. Someone actually pointed. You heard your name- or at least “that band girl”- mixed with Eddie’s in the same breath. The story had already mutated- you’d shoved him, kissed him like you were trying to devour him, and then walked away like a badass. Some versions had you straddling him. Others claimed he’d grabbed you and wouldn’t let go. None of them were entirely wrong.
Your usual table felt like a spotlight. You sat down with your tray anyway, trying to look normal while your heart did somersaults behind your ribs. Every time the cafeteria doors opened, your eyes snapped up, hoping for wild curls and a denim vest. Nothing. Eddie’s usual spot was empty. Hellfire was there- Gareth, Jeff, and a couple others- but their table was quieter than usual, and Eddie was nowhere in sight. The absence felt louder than if he’d been sitting there staring at you.
You poked at your food and tried to breathe.
Robin found you five minutes later.
She didn’t even sit. She just appeared at your side, grabbed your wrist, and hauled you up with a hissed, “Come with me. Now.”
You let her drag you out into the hallway and around the corner near the band room, where it was quieter. The second you were alone she spun on you, eyes wide and furious and confused.
“What the hell did you do?”
You shrugged, aiming for casual even though your pulse was still racing from the memory of Eddie’s mouth on yours. “I kissed him. That’s it. Shoved him against his locker and kissed him. No big deal.”
Robin stared at you like you’d grown a second head.
“No big deal?” She laughed, short and disbelieving. “You kissed Eddie Munson in front of half the school and then just walked away like it was nothing? People are saying you two were practically making out against the lockers. That he had his hands all over you. That you-” She stopped, ran a hand through her hair, and gave you a look that was half exasperation, half genuine concern. “It is a big deal. You don’t just do something like that to Eddie and expect it to disappear by sixth period. He’s… intense. And he doesn’t do halfway. You know that.”
You shrugged again, but it felt weaker this time. Your lips still tingled when you thought about it. The way he’d grabbed your waist. The rough little sound he’d made when you’d kissed him back. The way he’d called after you. You kept replaying it on a loop and it was getting harder to pretend it hadn’t shaken something loose inside you.
“I just wanted him to notice me,” you said quietly.
Robin’s expression softened for half a second before the worry took over again. “Oh, he noticed. Everyone noticed. The question is what he’s going to do about it.” She glanced down the empty hallway like she expected him to appear any second. “And where the hell even is he? He skipped lunch. That’s not like him.”
You didn’t have an answer. You’d been wondering the same thing since the rumors started. Was he pissed? Embarrassed? Plotting some dramatic revenge? Or was he somewhere thinking about the kiss the same way you were- replaying it, touching his mouth, wondering what the hell just happened?
Robin studied your face for a long moment, then sighed.
“Just… be careful, okay? Eddie doesn’t do casual. And neither do you, even if you’re pretending right now.” She squeezed your arm. “If he finds you later, don’t let him steamroll you. And find me if you need backup.”
She left you there in the hallway with your half-eaten lunch and the weight of a hundred rumors pressing in from every direction.
You leaned back against the cool cinderblock wall and closed your eyes.
The next day was the first official day of spring break, and Hawkins woke up to perfect weather- warm sun, a light breeze off the water, and not a single cloud in the sky. No school. No hallways full of whispers. No Robin giving you that worried, knowing look every five minutes.
Just you, your spot at Lover’s Lake, and the old wooden pier that had become your private sanctuary over the years.
You grabbed your usual supplies- a blanket, your frayed backpack with the good stuff inside, and a lighter- and headed out. The walk down to the water was quiet, the trees just starting to fill in with new green. When you reached the end of the pier, you kicked off your shoes, spread the blanket out on the sun warmed wood, and sat with your legs dangling over the edge. The lake stretched out in front of you, calm and sparkling.
You lit up, took a slow hit, and let the smoke curl out of your lungs as you leaned back on your hands. The weed hit smooth and easy, loosening the tight knot that had been sitting in your chest since yesterday. The kiss. The rumors. The way Eddie had kissed you back like he’d been starving for it. The way he’d grabbed your waist, fingers digging in, that low sound he made against your mouth. You’d replayed it so many times it felt branded into your skin.
You were halfway through your second hit when you noticed it.
Across the lake, parked crooked in the gravel driveway of one of the old houses that sat back in the trees, was a very familiar green and white van.
Eddie’s van.
Your stomach flipped hard.
You sat up straighter, squinting against the sunlight reflecting off the water. There was no mistaking it- the dents, the peeling paint on the side, the way it was angled like he’d pulled in too fast and didn’t care. The house itself looked quiet. No music blasting. No movement visible from this distance. But the van being there meant he was there.
You took another slow drag, the smoke curling warm in your chest as your mind raced.
Of all the places in Hawkins, he was across the lake from your spot. The one place you came when you needed to think. When you needed to get away from everything and everyone. And after what you’d done yesterday- after shoving him into that locker and kissing him like you had every right to- he was right there. Close enough that if you raised your voice, he might hear you on a quiet day like this.
Or maybe he already knew you were here.
The thought sent a fresh wave of heat through you, mixing with the weed and the memory of his mouth. Your lips still felt sensitive. Your waist still remembered the pressure of his hand. You wondered if he was thinking about it too, wherever he was over there. If he’d skipped lunch yesterday because he couldn’t face the rumors… or because he was planning something. You felt delusional with all of these theories.
You exhaled another lungful of smoke and stared at the van, heart beating a little faster.
You stayed where you were. There was no need to hide now that you've taken the initiative to start something that you have no idea how it'll end.
The pier was warm under the blanket, the sun soaking into your skin, and the lake was calm enough that the only sounds were the gentle lap of water against the posts and the occasional bird. You lit up again, took a long, slow hit, and let it settle in your lungs before exhaling toward the sky. The weed hit harder this time- or maybe it was just everything in life catching up to you. Either way, it made the world feel softer around the edges. Floaty. A little too warm in the best way.
You tried to play it casual. Laid back on the blanket with one arm behind your head, legs stretched out, pretending you were just here to relax like always. But inside, your thoughts kept drifting straight back to him and this new look on life you've adopted. There's no going back now. You won't let yourself be invisible any longer. You crave the adventure. The chaos. The taste of him. The heat of it.
The need was worse now that you were high. It sat low in your stomach, warm and insistent. You kept replaying the kiss on a loop, imagining what would have happened if you hadn’t walked away. If you’d let him keep kissing you. If those hands had wandered further.
You were halfway through another hit when movement across the lake caught your eye.
Eddie stepped out of the weathered house.
Even from this distance you recognized the way he moved- that loose, confident stride, curls bouncing, pins on his vest catching the sunlight. He paused on the porch for a second, stretching, then turned his head like he was scanning the lake. And then he saw you.
You could tell the exact moment he recognized you on the pier. His posture changed. He stood there for a beat, just looking, and even across the water you felt the weight of it.
Then he lifted one hand, pointed at you, and called out, voice carrying clear over the calm surface of the lake.
“Hey! You! Get your ass over here!”
The words hit you like a spark to dry tinder. Your stomach flipped hard. He was smiling- that sharp, crooked grin that always made your pulse jump- but there was something else in it too. Something darker. Interested. Like he’d been waiting for this.
You sat up slowly, the weed making everything feel a little dreamlike as you watched him start walking toward his van. He didn’t wait to see if you’d follow. Just leaned against the trunk like he knew you would.
Your heart was beating too fast. The high made you feel bold and loose and a little reckless, the same way you’d felt right before you shoved him into that locker yesterday.
You stubbed out the joint, grabbed your stuff, and stood up on slightly unsteady legs and crossed the lake path, the weed humming warm and loose through your veins. Every step made the memory of yesterday’s kiss sharper. By the time you reached the van, Eddie was waiting with his arms crossed and a knowing smirk on his face.
He didn’t waste time.
“So,” he started, voice low and rough, “you gonna explain what the hell that was yesterday? Or are you just gonna keep showing up places like you didn’t shove me into a locker in front of half the school and kiss me like you were trying to ruin me for anyone else?”
You stopped a few feet away. The sun was warm on your back. The high made everything feel slow and electric at the same time- the way his rings caught the light, the way his tongue darted out to wet his bottom lip, the faint smell of weed and cigarettes and cologne that smelled so much like pine.
He kept going, stepping closer, voice dropping even lower.
“Rumors are everywhere. People saying you walked away like it was nothing. Like you didn’t just- ” He laughed once, short and disbelieving. “I skipped lunch because I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Couldn’t stop thinking about you. And then I come out here and there you are, sitting on that pier like you own the goddamn lake.” His eyes dragged over you, slow and deliberate. “So what’s the plan this time, huh? You gonna kiss me and run again? Or are you actually gonna tell me what the fuck is going on?”
You didn’t answer with words.
Instead you closed the distance in two steps, grabbed the front of his vest the same way you had yesterday, and shoved him back against the cool metal of the van. The trunk rattled. His eyes went wide for half a second- surprised, impressed?- before you were on him.
You kissed him hard.
This time there was no audience. No hallway. No reason to stop. Your confidence tripled under the taste of him, the way his mouth opened under yours instantly, the rough sound he made when your tongue slid against his. You pressed in close, one hand still fisted in his vest, the other sliding up into his hair and tugging. He kissed you back like he’d been holding back yesterday, all heat and hunger, teeth scraping your bottom lip before he sucked on it.
“Fuck,” he muttered against your mouth, voice already wrecked. One of his hands found your waist and yanked you in tighter while the other slid down to grab your ass, pulling you flush against him. You could feel how fast he was getting hard against your hip. “You’re really doing this again-”
You didn’t let him finish. You kissed him deeper, rougher, biting at his lip the way he’d just done to you. You were bold, every small touch made you want more, made every point of contact feel like it was burning straight through you. Your hands roamed- under his vest, over the thin shirt beneath, feeling the heat of his skin and the way his muscles jumped when your nails dragged lightly over his stomach.
Eddie groaned into your mouth and suddenly he was the one taking control.
He spun you both so your back was against the van instead, one thigh sliding between yours as he pinned you there. His mouth moved to your jaw, then down your neck, sucking hard enough to leave a mark. One hand pushed under your shirt, palm hot against your stomach, fingers spreading wide like he wanted to touch as much of you as possible.
“You started this,” he breathed against your throat, voice low and rough. “Twice now. You keep kissing me like that and walking away and I swear to God-” He nipped at your collarbone, then soothed it with his tongue. “I’m not letting you run this time.”
His hand slid higher under your shirt, thumb brushing the underside of your breast as he kissed you again- messy, deep, a little desperate. The van was warm against your back from the sun. His rings were cool where they pressed into your skin. Everything felt heightened, floaty, and so fucking good you couldn’t think straight.
You could feel how badly he wanted this. How badly you wanted it too.
And neither of you were stopping.
“Van?” Was all that he was able to breathe out.
“Van.”
The back of the van was warm from the sun, the air thick with the lingering smell of weed, old leather, and whatever fast food bags Eddie had tossed in the corner. Blankets and a couple of pillows were already spread out from whatever he’d been doing here. You didn’t hesitate. You climbed in first, grabbed him by the vest, and pulled him after you. The door slammed shut behind him with a heavy thud that made everything feel suddenly very private.
The second you were both inside, it turned into a fight for control.
You shoved him down onto the blankets and climbed over him, straddling his hips as you kissed him hard. Your hands were everywhere- pushing his vest off his shoulders, yanking his shirt up, nails dragging down his chest. Eddie groaned into your mouth and tried to flip you, one strong hand gripping your thigh while the other slid under your shirt to palm your breast. He bit at your lip, trying to take the lead back.
“Nuh-uh,” you breathed against his mouth, grabbing both his wrists and pinning them above his head against the van floor. Your voice came out lower than usual, rough from the weed and the heat. “You were right. I started this. I’m in charge right now.”
Eddie’s eyes flashed dark, a surprised laugh punching out of him. “Bossy little thing, aren’t you?” He bucked his hips up against you, hard and obvious through his jeans, trying to throw you off balance. “You think you can just-”
You cut him off by grinding down on him deliberately, slow and filthy, while you leaned in and bit the side of his neck hard enough to make him hiss. “I said stay still.”
Something in him shifted.
The fight drained out of his body in one long exhale. His wrists went lax under your hands instead of straining against them. His head dropped back against the pillow, curls spilling everywhere, chest heaving. Those dark eyes looked up at you like he was seeing you for the first time- really seeing you- and the sight of Eddie Munson submitting, giving in, letting you hold him down… it sent a rush of pure power straight through you. You loved it. The way his breathing changed. The way his hips twitched like he was fighting the urge to thrust up again. The way he was looking at you now, hungry and a little wrecked.
You kept kissing him, slower but no less intense, one hand still pinning his wrists while the other roamed- sliding down his stomach, popping the button on his jeans, slipping inside to wrap around him. He was already leaking, hot and hard in your fist. Eddie made a broken sound against your mouth.
“Fuck- why?” he asked, voice hoarse between kisses. His free hand came up to grip your hip, not to take over, just to hold on. “Why are you- Jesus, why now? Why like this?”
You didn’t stop touching him. You stroked him slow and tight while you answered, lips brushing his with every word.
“Because I’ve had a crush on you for fucking ever,” you said, voice steady even as your hand worked him. “Because I’ve been the invisible band geek in the back of the room with my clarinet while you walked around like you owned every hallway. Because Robin kept telling me to stay away and I couldn’t. Because I was tired of you never looking at me.”
You squeezed him on the last word and watched his eyes flutter.
“So I made a plan,” you continued, grinding down against his thigh while your thumb circled the head of his cock. “Something big. Something you couldn’t ignore. I kissed you yesterday so you’d finally see me. And now…” You leaned down, biting his bottom lip before sucking on it. “Now I’m not done. I want you like this. Under me. Letting me have you. Unless you want me to walk away again- you just have to say the word.”
Eddie’s breath hitched hard. His hips jerked up into your hand despite himself.
“Fuck,” he whispered, sounding almost dazed. “Okay. Yeah. Fuck, please don't leave.”
He stopped fighting completely.
His hands stayed where you put them. His body went pliant under yours in a way that made your head spin even more than the weed. He looked up at you with blown pupils and parted lips, completely at your mercy and apparently loving every second of it.
Your move.
You stayed right where you were- straddling his hips in the back of the van, one hand still wrapped around his cock, stroking him slow and tight while your other hand kept his wrists pinned above his head.
Eddie was already wrecked. His curls were messy against the pillow, chest rising and falling fast, lips swollen from your mouth. Every time you twisted your wrist on the upstroke he let out a low, desperate sound that went straight between your legs.
“Please,” he rasped after the third time you brought him right to the edge and stopped. His hips jerked up helplessly into your fist. “Fuck- please, don’t stop. I need-”
You squeezed the base of his cock hard enough to make him choke on the rest of the sentence.
“You need what?” you asked, voice low and taunting. You leaned down and dragged your tongue up the side of his neck, tasting salt and skin. “Use your words, Eddie.”
He groaned, long and broken. “I need to come. I need inside you. Please- fuck, I’ll do anything, just let me-”
You laughed softly against his throat and gave him one more slow stroke before letting go completely. His cock twitched hard against his stomach, flushed dark and leaking steadily. You sat back on his thighs and peeled your shirt off, then your bra, letting him look. His eyes went glassy.
“Hands on me,” you ordered. “But you don’t get to fuck me until I say. You touch my clit while I ride you. That’s it. You understand?”
Eddie nodded fast, almost frantic. “Yeah. Yeah, I understand. Just- please.”
You shoved your pants and underwear down and kicked them off, then reached between your legs and dragged two fingers through your own wetness, letting him watch. You were soaked. The teasing, the power, the way he was looking at you like you were something holy and filthy at the same time- it had you dripping.
You lined him up and sank down onto him in one slow, deliberate motion.
The stretch punched a moan out of both of you. He was thick and hot inside you, filling you perfectly. You didn’t move right away. You just sat there, clenching around him, watching his face as he fought not to thrust up.
“Fuck- you’re so tight,” he groaned. His hands came up immediately, one sliding between your bodies to find your clit like you’d told him to. Two of his rings were cool against your skin as he started rubbing tight, perfect circles. “You feel so fucking good. Please move. Please ride me. I’ll be good, I swear-”
You started to move.
Slow at first. Rolling your hips in deep, grinding circles that dragged the head of his cock against that spot inside you every time. His fingers worked your clit in messy, desperate strokes, trying to match your rhythm. The van was already starting to rock slightly with every movement.
You picked up the pace.
Soon you were riding him hard- bouncing on his cock, the wet slap of skin on skin loud in the small space. Every time you dropped down you took him to the hilt. Eddie was babbling now, voice wrecked.
“Please- fuck, please don’t stop- I’m so close, I’m gonna- please let me come inside you, I need it, I need you-”
You leaned forward, one hand braced on his chest, the other fisting in his hair and yanking his head back so you could bite at his throat.
“Not yet,” you panted against his skin. “You don’t come until I do. You wanted me to finish what I started? This is what you get. You take what I give you.”
You rode him faster, chasing your own pleasure while his fingers rubbed your clit in frantic little circles. The combination- his cock stretching you open, his rings pressing against you, the desperate sounds he was making- had you right on the edge in minutes.
When you finally came it hit hard. Your whole body locked up as you clenched around him, a broken moan tearing out of your throat. You kept riding through it, grinding down and using him while the aftershocks rolled through you.
Eddie was shaking underneath you.
“Please,” he begged, voice cracking. “Please, I can’t- I’m gonna-”
You leaned down and kissed him messy and deep, still clenching around him.
“Come,” you ordered against his mouth. “Fill me up.”
He broke with a choked cry, hips snapping up hard as he came deep inside you. You felt every pulse of it- hot and thick, spilling into you while he shook and gasped your name like a prayer.
You stayed on him until the aftershocks faded, both of you panting, sweaty, and trembling. His hands had slid up to grip your hips, holding on like he needed the anchor. You were still in control, still on top, and the look in his eyes when he finally opened them said he had no interest in changing that anytime soon.
Eddie let out a shaky, wrecked little laugh.
“Holy shit,” he breathed. “You’re gonna kill me.”
You smirked, still full of him, and rolled your hips once more just to watch him twitch.
“Good.”
You stayed on top of him while he softened inside you, both of you breathing hard, skin slick with sweat. Then you carefully lifted off and collapsed beside him in the tangle of blankets. The van smelled like sex and weed. Outside, the lake was quiet.
Eddie didn’t let you get far. He immediately pulled you back against his chest, one arm sliding under your head while the other wrapped around your waist like he needed the contact. His curls were a mess against the pillow. He looked completely fucked-out and soft in a way you’d never seen before.
Without a word, he reached over with his free hand, grabbed the half-smoked joint from earlier, and lit it. He took a slow hit, then passed it to you. You took it, the two of you passing it back and forth in comfortable silence for a minute while your heart rates settled.
Eventually he spoke, voice rough and a little shy.
“I’ve noticed you before, you know.”
You turned your head to look at him, surprised. “What?”
Eddie gave a small, self-conscious laugh and rubbed the back of his neck with the hand that wasn’t holding you. “Yeah. In the band room. During pep rallies. You’re always in the back with your clarinet, all focused and serious. I’ve seen you. I just… never said anything.”
You blinked at him. Eddie Munson- loud, dramatic, zero-fucks-given Eddie- was admitting he’d been too shy to talk to you? It didn’t compute.
“You?” you said, half-laughing. “Shy? You? The guy who stands on lunch tables and monologues about D&D and flips off the principal?”
He grinned, a little embarrassed, and ducked his head to hide it against your shoulder. “I know. It’s stupid. But every time I thought about walking up to you I’d get this… I don’t know. Stage fright or something. You always looked like you had your shit together and I was just the freak with the van and the vest.”
You were still processing that when he continued, voice dropping quieter.
“And then yesterday you just… shoved me into a locker and kissed me like that. And today you climbed in here and took control like you owned me.” He let out a breathy laugh, still sounding a little stunned. “You surprised the hell out of me. In the best way. I didn’t think you had that in you.”
You couldn’t help it- you laughed too, the sound soft and a little disbelieving in the small space of the van.
“I didn’t think I had it in me either,” you admitted. “I was just tired of being invisible. Tired of the world telling me what I could and couldn't do. Tired of wanting you and doing nothing about it.”
Eddie lifted his head to look at you properly. His eyes were warm, still a little hazy from the weed and the orgasm. A slow, crooked smile spread across his face.
“Well,” he said, thumb stroking lazy circles on your hip, “mission accomplished. I’m definitely not ignoring you anymore.”
You both laughed again- quiet, fond, a little giddy. The tension from earlier had melted into something easier. He pulled you closer, tucking your head under his chin, and passed you the joint again.
For a while you just laid there together, smoking, skin against skin, the van gently rocking with the breeze off the lake.
Just the two of you.
⛧°. ⋆༺☾𖤓༻⋆. °⛧
You spent almost the entire spring break together.
It started with that afternoon in the back of his van and just… kept going. Eddie brought you inside Rick’s house and you ended up staying the night. Then the next day. Then the next. You smoked on the pier, made out in his van, fucked in the lake at night when no one else was around, and spent lazy mornings tangled up in blankets while he played guitar for you. He showed you his favorite D&D campaigns. You played clarinet for him once, soft and a little shy, and he watched you like you were magic.
By the last night of break you were both a little sunburned, a little sore, and completely addicted to each other.
You were lying on his chest in the back of the van again, the windows cracked to let the cool night air in, when you finally asked.
“So… what are we now?”
Eddie was quiet for a second. Then he let out a dramatic, put-upon sigh and cracked a grin you could feel against your hair.
“Well, I was thinking ‘official van sex partners’ has a nice ring to it. Very professional. We could get business cards.”
You snorted and smacked his chest lightly. He laughed- that loud, bright Eddie laugh- and then his voice softened.
“I’m kidding. I’m all in, if you want me. I’ve been all in since you shoved me into that locker, honestly. So…” He tilted your chin up so you were looking at him. “Will you be my girlfriend? Officially? No more hiding it, big middle finger up to the rumors. Just… us.”
You smiled so wide it hurt.
“Yeah,” you said. “I want that.”
Eddie kissed you like he’d been waiting his whole life to hear it.
Monday morning you showed up to school holding hands.
Eddie’s rings were warm against your fingers. He was wearing his usual battle vest and that stupid grin that said he knew exactly what kind of chaos you were about to cause. You were wearing one of his shirts under your jacket and still smelled like his cologne and weed and last night’s sex. Neither of you cared.
The second you walked through the front doors, the whispers started again- louder than before. People stared. Someone actually gasped. You heard your name and Eddie’s mixed together in the same breath more than once. A couple of the Hellfire guys whooped when they saw you. Someone from the band shot you a wide eyed look like you’d grown a second head.
You didn’t let go of his hand.
Robin found you at your locker before first period. She took one look at your joined hands, then at the matching hickeys you were both definitely trying not to hide, and just sighed.
“I told you he was trouble,” she muttered, but there was a small, reluctant smile tugging at her mouth. “You two are disgusting. I’m happy for you. Don’t make me regret saying that.”
Eddie slung an arm around your shoulders and pressed a loud, dramatic kiss to your temple.
“Too late, Buckley. She’s stuck with me now.”
You leaned into him, smiling so hard your cheeks hurt, and flipped off the next person who stared a little too long.
description: for the sake of the band, the friend group, and his own sanity, eddie keeps his feelings for you firmly to himself. unfortunately, one offhand correction during a hellfire campaign reveals you're just as much of a fantasy nerd as he is. from that moment on, eddie is completely and utterly screwed.
pairing: eddie munson x nerdy!reader (fem!reader)
tags: eddie munson x you, no y/n, reader insert, FLUFFFF, friends to lovers, slow burn, mutual pining, boyfriend!eddie munson, hellfire club, guitarist!reader, gareth's bestfriend!reader, excessive physical affection, domestic fluff, reader gets special treatment during campaigns, gareth gets fed up of the will they wont they bs
TW: NSFW (18+) minors do not interact!!!, PiV, unprotected, some post-campaign fun ;)
WC: 7.0k
A/N: requested by @eddiemunsonspantschain AHHH hello all! requestpalooza has started, so thank you to all who have submitted! i hope you all enjoy!! (i proofread as best as i could, i am utterly exhausted pls be gentle)
reblogs are truly appreciated <33
enjoy some lovely fluff. thought you all would appreciate a palate cleanser after the angst streak.
If anyone had asked Eddie Munson to describe you, his answer would've been embarrassingly simple: quiet, pretty, funny when you actually spoke, and an absolute menace on rhythm guitar.
You'd been Gareth's best friend since elementary school, which automatically made you part of the group years before Eddie ever showed up. Somewhere between band practice in Gareth's garage and late-night drives to nowhere with cheap gas station snacks, you'd just... become one of them.
You usually sat with your combat boots kicked up on an amp, cigarette hanging lazily between your fingers while Jeff and Gareth argued over chords and Eddie rambled about whatever had caught his attention that week.
Sometimes horror movies. Sometimes a new Metallica album. Sometimes some insane campaign he'd spent six straight hours writing instead of doing homework.
You'd just listen, smile every now and then. Throw in the occasional dry comment that made everyone laugh harder than anything else said that evening. Then go back to quietly restringing your guitar.
As far as Eddie knew, that was the extent of it. He knew you liked metal. He knew you preferred your coffee black. He knew you kept a denim jacket covered in patches draped over the back of Gareth's couch because you were over there so often.
He knew you could play Iron Maiden riffs cleaner than half the guys he'd met. He knew he had the most pathetic schoolboy crush on you imaginable. He also knew Gareth would never let him live it down if he acted on it.
So he didn't.
He flirted just enough that everyone thought that's simply how Eddie talked to girls. He'd throw you a grin. Call you sweetheart. Offer you the first beer. Let your shoulder bump against his when everyone piled onto the couch.
Nothing serious, nothing obvious. Nothing that would risk screwing up something that already worked. Because having you around was better than making things awkward and losing you altogether.
You, meanwhile, had somehow convinced everyone you had absolutely zero hobbies beyond music, which was exactly how you preferred it.
Nobody knew about the stack of fantasy novels hidden underneath your bed. Nobody knew about the little notebook full of campaign ideas. Nobody knew about the afternoons you'd spent reading through Gareth's Player's Handbook after he'd accidentally left it at your house when you were fifteen. And absolutely nobody knew that after borrowing it once, you'd gone out and bought your own.
Then another, and then another. By now you owned enough books that your bookshelf looked suspiciously like a tiny game shop. Not because you actually played; you'd never had the courage.
You just liked learning about it. The stories. The worlds. The maps. The mythology. You found it fascinating. But somewhere along the line, quietly reading had turned into quietly memorizing.
Which was why, every time Hellfire met in the theatre room after school, you intentionally sat just far enough away that you couldn't hear very well.
Because if you could hear...You'd start correcting people, and nobody likes that person. So you kept your mouth shut. It worked for months.
Until one rainy Thursday when band practice got canceled because Gareth's parents wanted the garage cleaned out, leaving the entire group with nowhere to be. Hellfire happened to be meeting.
"You should just stay," Dustin insisted.
"You literally sit here anyway."
"I'm not playing."
"You don't have to."
Jeff chimed in from somewhere behind him. "Yeah, just hang out."
You looked toward Gareth; he shrugged, "Might as well."
So you settled into one of the empty chairs against the wall with a comic book you'd barely read a page of while Eddie started spinning another one of his ridiculously elaborate campaigns.
You weren't trying to pay attention; you really weren't. But you couldn't help overhearing bits and pieces. Names you recognized. Places you recognized. Monsters you recognized. And honestly? He was really good.
Animated. Creative. Completely invested. Watching him practically stand on top of the fake throne to voice an evil wizard was charming enough that you forgot to hide your smile.
Then it happened. "So naturally," Eddie declared dramatically, "the basilisk's gaze instantly petrifies all three of you permanently—"
You physically looked up, and your eyebrows pulled together, lips parting. No. No, no, no.
You looked back down at your comic. You could ignore it. You should ignore it. Dustin was already reacting. Mike was planning around it. Lucas looked mildly horrified.
You squeezed your eyes shut. Stay quiet. Stay quiet. Stay—
"...Actually..." The word slipped out before you could stop it.
Every single head turned toward you. You immediately wished the floor would open beneath your chair.
Eddie blinked. "Hm?"
You stared at your comic. "...Nothing."
He tilted his head. "No, c'mon."
You sighed through your nose. "...A basilisk's gaze doesn't permanently petrify you."
Silence. "It can," Eddie answered carefully.
"It can…but not instantly."
You paused, rethinking your life’s choices, but decided to follow through. "It requires you to fail the saving throw."
Dustin slowly looked between both of you like he was watching a tennis match.
Eddie folded his arms. "...Okay."
You already hated this.
"And how exactly do you know that?"
You mumbled the answer.
"What was that?"
"...Monster Manual."
"What?"
You looked up reluctantly. "The Monster Manual."
He stared, and you stared back.
"...Page seventy-three."
Absolute silence. Jeff's jaw slowly fell open. Gareth looked at you, a mix of suspicion and pride forming. "...Since when?"
You rubbed the back of your neck. "I don't know."
"You own a Monster Manual?"
"...Yeah."
Eddie's voice got quieter. "...Anything else?"
You made the mistake of answering honestly. "I've got most of them."
He blinked. "Most... of them."
"The books."
"The books."
"Yeah."
He looked genuinely speechless. Then, very carefully, "...Name five schools of magic."
You frowned. "There are eight."
His eyes got wider.
Without thinking, you started listing them. "Abjuration, Conjuration, Divination, Enchantment, Evocation, Illusion, Necromancy, Transmutation."
By the time you finished, Eddie was staring at you with an expression somewhere between existential crisis and complete infatuation.
He looked over at Gareth, looked back at you, then looked at Gareth again.
"You've been hiding this from me?"
You blinked. "I didn't think anybody cared."
"Cared?"
He sounded personally offended. "Cared?"
You shrugged helplessly. "I don't actually play."
"So?"
"I just read them."
"So?"
"I like lore."
"So?"
"I didn't think it mattered."
Eddie dragged both hands down his face, then looked at you again with something that almost looked pained. "I have spent three years desperately searching for people who voluntarily read sourcebooks."
You looked confused. "...Really?"
"And Gareth has apparently been gatekeeping the coolest girl in Hawkins."
Gareth immediately defended himself. "I DIDN'T KNOW EITHER."
Eddie looked back at you. Then, with complete sincerity, "Please join Hellfire."
You laughed.
"I'm serious."
"So am I."
"No, seriously." He leaned across the table. "I am literally begging you."
You couldn't help smiling. He looked completely smitten, like something had clicked into place. Like the cute girl he'd been trying not to flirt with too much had suddenly started speaking his favorite language.
And judging by the ridiculous grin spreading across his face, you had absolutely no idea what you'd just done to him.
It started small: a little less space between you on Gareth's couch. Conversations that accidentally stretched long after everyone else had wandered into another room. The realization that if Eddie had a campaign idea, your opinion was one of the first he wanted.
At some point, it became completely normal for Gareth to call your house and ask if he could come over to work on music, only to show up twenty minutes later with Eddie in tow and an armful of graph paper, dice, and notebooks.
Band practice would last an hour; campaign brainstorming would last four.
You'd all end up around your bedroom floor or the dining room table with pencils scattered everywhere, Eddie pacing barefoot because he'd inevitably kicked his shoes off halfway through explaining something.
"No, okay, listen," he'd insist, waving his hands around wildly. "Imagine the town thinks they're cursed because people keep disappearing into the woods."
You'd be scribbling notes already. "They're not disappearing."
He'd stop. "No?"
"They're being taken."
"By what?"
You'd chew on your pencil for a second. "They think it's a monster."
"But?"
"It's not."
He'd grin. "But?"
"It's a druid."
His eyebrows would shoot up. "Oh?"
"They're taking people because something older is waking up underneath the forest and they're trying to keep them away from it."
"That's why you're my favorite."
Gareth, without missing a beat, would throw a crumpled piece of notebook paper at him. "You are so unbelievable."
"What?"
"You don't even hear yourself."
"Hear what?"
"'That's why you're my favorite.'" He mocked.
Eddie would look genuinely confused. "I meant campaign-wise."
"Mhm."
"I did."
"Mhm."
Jeff would snort from wherever he happened to be sitting. You'd duck your head to hide a smile while pretending to be very invested in your notes.
Eventually Eddie would wander over anyway, leaning over your shoulder to look at whatever you'd been writing. His hair would brush yours.
His hands would be slightly closer to yours against the table. He'd smell faintly like cigarettes and weed and that cologne you complimented one time, and he refused to wear a different one since.
"Holy shit."
You'd glance up. "What?"
"This is so much better than what I had."
He'd snatch your notebook. "Eddie."
"Nope."
"Eddie."
"This is mine now."
"You can't just steal my ideas."
"I absolutely can."
He'd flip another page. "You drew maps?"
You'd immediately reach for the notebook. "No."
He'd lift it over his head. "You drew maps."
"Eddie."
"You color-coded the districts."
"Eddie."
"You made economic systems."
"Oh my god, give it back."
He'd be laughing too hard to defend himself as you reached for it, nearly climbing over him in the process. Somewhere behind you, Gareth would let out the most exhausted sigh known to mankind.
"Jesus Christ."
Neither of you would even notice. You'd finally grab the notebook back, smoothing out the bent page with exaggerated offense.
"You suck."
"I know."
"You bent it."
"I'll buy you another."
"I don't want another."
"I'll buy you five."
"They won't have my notes."
He'd soften immediately. "...Good point."
Then, almost sheepishly, "I'm sorry."
You'd just smile. "It's okay."
And somehow that stupid little interaction would live in his head for days afterward.
The problem was that spending more time around Eddie wasn't making your crush go away; it was making it catastrophically worse.
It was one thing to think he was attractive from across Gareth's garage while he played guitar. It was another thing entirely to watch him get excited over stories.
To watch him grin when you challenged one of his ideas and immediately start building on yours instead. To watch him get genuinely delighted when you beat him to a fantasy reference. He really listened to you. Like, actually.
Half your conversations started with him saying, "Wait, what do you think?"
Nobody had ever asked you that so often before. It made your chest hurt a little. Then there were the little things.
He always sat next to you. Always offered you the first slice of pizza. Always saved you the root beer because he'd noticed it was your favorite after seeing you pick it out exactly twice.
One afternoon, he disappeared for ten minutes while everyone argued over music. When he came back, he tossed something into your lap. You looked down: a little pewter dragon pin. Nothing fancy, probably from the flea market. Its wing was chipped, and one eye had faded paint.
"I saw it and thought of you."
Your heart nearly stopped. "It's cool."
"I figured you'd put it on your jacket."
You smiled so hard your cheeks hurt. "I will."
He looked suspiciously pleased with himself. Across the room, Gareth watched the exchange happen in complete silence before rubbing both hands over his face.
Jeff noticed. "What?"
Gareth looked at him. "I can't do this anymore."
"Do what?"
He pointed between the two of you. "This."
Jeff looked over. "...They're talking."
"They're in love."
"They're discussing dragons."
"They're discussing dragons in love."
Jeff started laughing, then Gareth stood up dramatically. "Eddie."
"Hm?"
"You know you can just ask her out."
The room went completely still. Eddie looked genuinely horrified. "What?"
"You heard me."
"No?"
"Ask her out."
He immediately looked at you, then away again so quickly it almost gave you whiplash. "I am not asking her out."
"And why not?"
"Because she's your best friend."
"So?"
"What if she says no?"
You looked down at your hands, and Gareth threw both arms into the air. "And what if she says yes?"
Eddie looked personally offended by the suggestion. "Don't mess with me."
"I'm literally not."
Jeff had gone completely silent, clearly realizing something much larger was unfolding.
Gareth pointed at you now. "And you."
Your head snapped up.
"When are you gonna tell him?"
You nearly choked. "Tell him what?"
He stared. "Oh, don't even."
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"You look at him like he personally invented the damn game himself."
Your face instantly went hot. "I absolutely do not."
"You absolutely do."
"I don't."
"You do."
"I don't."
"You literally smile every time he walks into a room."
"I smile at everyone."
"You do not smile at Jeff."
Jeff looked mildly offended. "Hey!"
You buried your face in your hands. "This is awful."
Gareth groaned loud enough to shake the walls. "I swear to God, one of you has got to grow a spine."
Eddie looked over at you. You peeked at him through your fingers. The second your eyes met, both of you immediately looked somewhere else.
Gareth stood there for another few seconds before muttering to himself and grabbing his jacket. "I'm going outside."
Jeff followed. "Me too."
The door shut behind them. You were still looking at the floor while Eddie was rubbing the back of his neck.
Finally, after what felt like forever, he spoke. "...For what it's worth..."
You looked up.
"...I don't think he's completely wrong."
Your stomach did a complete somersault. He looked terrified; you probably looked exactly the same. Then, somehow, despite both of you being objectively hopeless at this sort of thing...
You both started laughing. The nervous, embarrassed kind that comes out when there's nothing else left to do.
"So..."
"So."
Then both of you started talking at exactly the same time.
"I'm sor—"
"I didn't mea—"
You stopped, he stopped, and you both laughed again. Eddie shook his head, looking down at the floor with the kind of smile that only appeared when he was genuinely embarrassed.
"I've fought people with knives, and somehow this is scarier."
That made you smile. "I don't think Gareth was supposed to say all that."
"He definitely wasn't."
"He looked like he was gonna explode."
"He has looked like that for weeks."
Your eyebrows pulled together. "Weeks?"
Eddie looked up, immediately realizing he'd said too much. "...Maybe."
You studied him for a second. "You knew?"
He let out a long sigh. "I knew he thought something."
"And?"
"And I kept telling him he was making it up."
"You did?"
"Mhm."
"And was he?"
He looked at you for a long moment before quietly admitting, "...No."
Your heart gave one heavy, impossible thud. He looked back down almost immediately.
"I just figured..." he started, picking at one of the rings on his fingers. "I don't know."
"You can tell me."
He laughed softly to himself. "I figured I was reading into things because I wanted to."
He shrugged. "You laugh at my jokes."
"They're funny."
"You always sit next to me."
"So do you."
"You remember everything I tell you."
"So do you."
"You still have that stupid dragon pin."
You instinctively looked down at your jacket hanging over the chair across the room. It was still there, pinned right over your heart.
You looked back at him. "...Of course I do."
His ears turned pink as he smiled to himself. "I kept thinking maybe you were just nice."
"And I kept thinking you flirted with everybody."
"I do flirt with everybody."
"I know."
"But not like that."
You looked at him. He was still staring at the floor. Quietly, almost too quietly to hear, he added, "Not like you."
He took another breath. "I didn't want to make things weird."
"I didn't either."
"I didn't want Gareth to think I was making band practice complicated."
"I didn't either."
"I didn't want to screw up the friend group."
"I didn't either."
That earned another little laugh from both of you. It was almost ridiculous, months of overthinking condensed into a handful of matching sentences.
He shifted a little closer on the couch. "...Can I ask you something?"
You nodded, but he hesitated anyway. "If Gareth comes back in here and starts laughing at me, I'm moving to Canada."
You couldn't help smiling. "I don't think you’d make it that far."
"I've got enough gas money to reach Ohio."
"Fair."
Then he just blurted it out. "...Would you maybe wanna go on a date with me?"
No dramatic speech, no rehearsed line, no confidence. Just Eddie, visibly terrified, trying to act like his entire future wasn't hanging on your answer.
Then your mouth betrayed you before your brain could. "...I thought you'd never ask."
His eyes got impossibly wide. "...Really?"
You laughed. "Eddie."
"No, seriously."
"I'm serious."
"You mean yes?"
"I mean yes."
"You actually mean yes?"
"I do."
He blinked twice. Then covered his face with both hands. "Oh, my God."
You could hear him laughing behind them. "Oh, my God."
He dragged his hands down slowly, looking somewhere between relieved and completely stunned. "I had a whole backup speech."
"You did?"
"It was terrible."
"I would've liked to hear it."
"No chance."
"Please?"
"It somehow involved dragons."
You laughed so hard your head dropped forward. "I absolutely believe that."
He looked at you for another second before another thought visibly crossed his mind. "Oh."
"What?"
"So..." He scratched at the back of his neck again. "This is kind of embarrassing."
"What is?"
"I didn't think you'd actually say yes."
"So you don't have a date planned."
"...Not exactly."
You bit back a smile.
"I had approximately seventy-three fantasies and zero logistics."
"I appreciate the honesty."
He thought for a second, then suddenly snapped his fingers. "Wait."
"What?"
"The open-air market."
"The one over by Main?"
"Yeah,” he smiled. "My uncle goes every few weeks."
"I've never actually been."
"You haven't?"
You shook your head.
"They've got old records and books and weird antiques and flea market junk and people selling handmade jewelry and all kinds of random stuff."
He was getting animated now, talking with his hands the way he always did when he got excited. "And this old guy that always has boxes of fantasy novels for like fifty cents."
Your eyebrows lifted. "Oh?"
"And another booth with vintage band shirts."
"Oh?"
"And there's usually a food truck with cider donuts."
"...Eddie."
"What?"
"I already said yes."
"I know."
"I'm just making my case."
"You don't have to."
He grinned. "So..." His voice softened. "Tomorrow morning?"
You smiled. "I'd like that."
"You would?"
"I would."
"What time?"
"Whenever you pick me up."
His grin somehow grew even bigger. "Nine?"
"Nine."
For another second, neither of you moved, just smiled at each other like two complete idiots. Then the front door flew open. Gareth walked in carrying two sodas, took one look at the way you were looking at each other, and immediately stopped.
His eyes narrowed. "...No."
Neither of you said anything. He looked at Eddie, he looked at you, and then he looked back at Eddie once more. "...No."
Jeff stepped around him. "What?"
Gareth pointed dramatically. "They're smiling."
Jeff looked. "...Yeah?"
"The weird smiling."
"They smile."
"No."
He pointed harder. "The smile."
Jeff watched for another second, then slowly grinned. "...Oh."
Gareth closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. "...Did one of you finally grow a spine?"
Eddie looked over with a smile he couldn't suppress if he tried. "...Maybe."
Gareth stood perfectly still, then set both sodas on the coffee table. Then walked over and hugged you. Then hugged Eddie.
Then immediately pushed him away again. "If you break her heart, I'll kill you."
Eddie nodded solemnly. "Fair."
Gareth looked at you. "If you break his heart, I'll kill you too."
You nodded just as seriously. "Also fair."
He looked between the two of you one last time before throwing both hands into the air. "Jesus Christ."
Jeff laughed. "What?"
"I HAVE BEEN WATCHING THIS FOR SIX MONTHS."
He turned toward the ceiling. "THANK YOU."
And somewhere beside him, Eddie's hand quietly found yours for the very first time. He didn't make a joke. Didn't look at you. Didn't say anything at all.
He just laced his fingers with yours like he'd been wanting to for a very, very long time. You squeezed once, and he squeezed back.
The next morning, you were standing on your front porch at exactly 8:58 when you heard the familiar rattle of Eddie's van coming down the street. Not that you'd been waiting by the window or anything…definitely not.
The van pulled into the driveway, and before it had even fully stopped, you could see Eddie leaning across the passenger seat.
The door swung open. "Good morning."
You laughed. "It's nine in the morning."
"And?"
"You look entirely too excited."
He grinned. "I got a date."
Your stomach immediately betrayed you. The stupid thing was that you'd known Eddie for years now. You'd spent countless afternoons with him. Late-night band practices. Movie marathons. Campaign planning sessions.
Yet somehow, the word "date" made everything feel different.
You climbed into the passenger seat and immediately noticed the stack of cassette tapes scattered between the seats. "You cleaned."
"I did not."
"You absolutely did."
"I moved things."
"Eddie."
"The important garbage is still here."
Neither of you had to struggle for conversation. You talked about music, about the campaign you'd been helping him write. About the ridiculous argument Jeff and Dustin had gotten into over whether dragons or vampires were cooler. By the time the market came into view, you'd spent half the drive laughing.
The open-air market occupied an old fairground lot just outside town. Rows of tents stretched across the grass. People wandered between booths carrying coffee cups and paper bags. Music drifted through the air from somewhere. The entire place smelled like baked goods, fresh grass, and sunlight.
"This is cute."
Eddie looked weirdly pleased by your approval. "Right?"
You followed him through the aisles, taking your time. Every booth seemed to have something different. Old records. Handmade jewelry. Vintage books. Antiques. Hand-painted signs. One tent was entirely dedicated to old movie posters. Another sold homemade candles.
A woman was knitting behind a table full of scarves despite the weather being far too warm for scarves.
"This place is amazing."
"I know."
"You come here often?"
He shrugged. "Sometimes with Wayne."
You stopped at a table full of records while Eddie flipped through another crate beside you. Every couple of seconds, one of you would hold something up.
"What about this?"
"No."
"This?"
"Absolutely not."
"This?"
"Now we're talking."
It felt easy, like everything else did with him. Eventually you reached a booth covered in old band shirts hanging from racks.
Your eyes immediately lit up. "Oh, my God."
You were already digging through them. Most were faded, some had holes, and a few were clearly older than both of you combined.
You found a Black Sabbath shirt and held it up. "Eddie."
His eyes widened. "No way."
"It's my size."
"That's illegal."
You immediately bought it. He found a faded Dio shirt twenty minutes later and looked just as excited.
"You are absolutely getting that."
"I don't know."
"Eddie."
"It's kinda expensive."
It was eight dollars. You stared. "Eddie."
"Okay, when you say it like that."
You rolled your eyes. He bought the shirt, and you continued wandering. At some point, your shoulder started brushing his when you walked.
Then you found the books, a whole tent full of them. Secondhand fantasy novels stacked in crooked towers. Leather-bound collections. Old paperbacks. Forgotten adventures.
You immediately disappeared inside. Eddie smiled before you were even fully gone. Of course this would be your favorite booth. He watched you crouch beside a stack, completely absorbed within seconds.
Your fingers carefully turned pages. Your eyes scanned titles. You smiled when you found something interesting. And God, maybe it was pathetic. But he could've stood there all day watching you be happy.
Instead, he wandered a few booths down, and that's when he saw the flowers. A little elderly woman sat beneath a striped canopy surrounded by buckets overflowing with blooms. Sunflowers. Wildflowers. Daisies. Lavender. Tiny pink roses. The entire booth looked like something out of a storybook.
Eddie wasn't really a flower guy, at least he hadn't been. But then he spotted a small bouquet sitting in a glass jar. Nothing fancy, just a handful of wildflowers tied together with twine. It looked like something someone had picked during a walk.
For some reason, it immediately reminded him of you. The woman caught him staring.
"Got a girl?"
Eddie immediately looked away. "No."
She smiled knowingly. Then glanced toward the book tent where you stood.
"Honey."
He groaned.
The woman laughed. "That one's cute."
He rubbed the back of his neck. "Yeah."
"You should buy her flowers."
"What if she thinks it's weird?"
The woman gave him a look. "Son."
"Yeah?"
"She's here with you at the crack ass of dawn, isn’t she?"
Fair point.
Five minutes later, he was walking back with the bouquet hidden awkwardly behind his back. You still hadn't noticed him. You were standing in front of a shelf with three books pressed against your chest, completely focused.
"Find anything good?"
You looked up immediately. "Look."
You handed him one. Then another. Then another. By the end of your explanation, you were smiling so hard that he almost forgot what he'd been doing.
"Oh."
"What?"
"I got you something."
Your eyebrows lifted. "You did?"
He suddenly felt sixteen years old. "Yeah."
Then he awkwardly revealed the bouquet, and immediately regretted every decision he'd ever made.
"I saw them and—"
You froze. "Oh."
His heart dropped. Maybe it was stupid. Maybe flowers were too much. Maybe—
"Oh, my God." You looked genuinely shocked. "Eddie."
Your expression softened into something so sweet it nearly killed him. "They're beautiful."
The relief that hit him was immediate. "Yeah?"
"Yeah." You carefully took them from him.
"They reminded me of you." The words slipped out before he could stop them.
You looked up, and his face immediately turned red. "That sounded cooler in my head."
A laugh escaped you. "No."
You glanced down at the flowers again, then back at him. "It's actually really sweet.".
The crowd continued moving around you. People walked past. Music drifted through the air. Yet somehow it felt like the entire world had narrowed down to that tiny space between you. And somewhere in the distance, a vendor yelled that fresh cider donuts were ready.
Eddie immediately pointed. "Okay."
You laughed. "What?"
"Before I say something embarrassingly romantic and ruin my reputation—"
"You don't have a reputation."
"I absolutely do."
"You really don't."
He grinned. "Cider donuts?"
You looked down at the flowers in your hands. "Lead the way, Munson."
His smile was so bright it almost rivaled the morning sun. And for maybe the first time in his life, Eddie couldn't think of a single place he'd rather be
The funny thing was that absolutely nothing changed after you and Eddie started dating. And simultaneously, everything changed.
Band practice still happened in Gareth's garage. Hellfire still met every week. You still spent entirely too much time arguing over music and fantasy novels and campaign mechanics.
Eddie still stole your fries. You still stole his jackets. On the surface, very little was different.
Except now Eddie could kiss you whenever he wanted, which turned out to be a problem. Because Eddie Munson was possibly the most physically affectionate human being to ever walk the earth. You discovered this approximately forty-eight hours into the relationship.
It started innocently enough. A hand on your lower back. His arm around your shoulders. His knee pressed against yours whenever you sat together. Normal boyfriend things. Then it escalated…rapidly.
Somehow Eddie always needed to be touching you. Not in an overbearing way, just constantly. If you were sitting beside him, his hand would find yours without him even realizing it. If you were standing next to him, he'd hook a finger through your belt loop. If you were walking somewhere together, his arm would automatically settle over your shoulders.
Movie nights became nearly impossible because he'd slowly slide lower and lower until his head was in your lap. You'd look down halfway through a film to find him completely comfortable, stealing handfuls of popcorn and using your thigh as a pillow.
"Eddie."
"Hm?"
"You have your own seat."
"This is my seat."
"No, it isn't."
He'd just smile, close his eyes, and settle in deeper. Hopeless, absolutely hopeless. Then there were the kisses.
God. The kisses. Eddie kissed you constantly. Not because he was trying to be smooth. Mostly because he genuinely seemed incapable of stopping himself.
The top of your head. Your cheek. Your temple. Your shoulder. The back of your hand. Sometimes he'd walk into a room, kiss your forehead, and then continue whatever conversation he'd been having as though nothing had happened.
The first few weeks, it caught you off guard every single time. Months later, it still made your heart do stupid little flips. One afternoon you were helping him organize campaign notes at his trailer. You'd been focused on a map for nearly twenty minutes when suddenly—
Mwah.
You looked up. "What was that for?"
He blinked. "What?"
"You just kissed me."
"Yeah."
"Why?"
He looked genuinely confused. "You looked cute."
Then immediately went back to writing, as if that was a perfectly normal explanation. Which, for Eddie, it apparently was. Wayne found the whole thing hilarious.
"You know," Wayne had said one evening while watching Eddie practically drape himself across you on the couch, "for a fella who spent years actin' tough, you sure turned into a sap."
"I don't know what you're talking about."
Wayne pointed; Eddie was literally entirely in your bubble.
"And now?"
"I'm comfortable."
"You followed her into the kitchen earlier because she went to get some water."
"I was thirsty."
"You don't even like water."
Eddie opened his mouth, closed it, then looked at you.
"...That's not the point."
The truth was that Eddie had spent so long convincing himself not to cross the line that once he finally could, all that affection had nowhere to go except directly toward you.
And honestly? You loved it. Because underneath all the teasing and dramatics, he was impossibly sweet. He remembered everything, every little thing.
Your favorite candy. Your favorite records. The books you'd mentioned wanting but couldn't find. The exact coffee order you got at the diner. One time you casually mentioned liking a specific fantasy author. Two weeks later, he showed up with a battered secondhand copy he'd found three towns over.
Another time you'd complained that your hands were cold. The next day he brought you a pair of fingerless gloves he'd found at the market. They were hideous and completely ridiculous.
You wore them all winter.
Ironically, your first kiss had been nothing like what you’d expect.
It had happened a couple of weeks after the market, after band practice. Everyone else had left. Jeff had work. Gareth had dinner. You'd stayed behind to help pack up equipment while Eddie finished putting away cables.
The garage had been quiet, just music playing softly from an old radio. You'd been sitting on an amp while he rambled about a campaign idea. Something about dragons, obviously.
At some point, he'd stopped talking, and you'd looked up and realized he was already looking at you.
"Eddie?"
"Hm?"
"You stopped talking."
"I know."
You smiled. "That's unusual."
His laugh had been nervous, which should've tipped you off immediately. Then his eyes dropped to your mouth, only for a second. And suddenly your stomach was somewhere near your shoes. Neither of you moved. Neither of you looked away.
Then Eddie had done something completely out of character. He asked quietly, almost as if he wasn't sure he was allowed, "...Can I kiss you?"
You remembered the way your heart had nearly exploded. The way he'd looked terrified. The way he'd immediately started backtracking when you didn't answer fast enough.
"I mean—you don't have to—I was just—"
You kissed him before he could finish. Mostly because if you'd let him keep talking, he probably would've apologized and fled the state.
For a second, he froze, as if his brain needed a moment to process what was happening. Then one of his hands found your jaw, and suddenly he was kissing you back. Soft and careful, like he couldn’t quite believe it.
Months later, Eddie still brought it up sometimes, usually when he wanted to annoy you.
"You know."
You immediately knew that tone. "What?"
"You kissed me first."
You rolled your eyes. "Here we go."
"I'm just saying."
"You literally asked."
"Technically."
"You were halfway through a panic attack."
"Technically."
"You would've talked yourself out of it."
"Possibly."
"Definitely."
He laughed, then leaned over and kissed your cheek. "Good thing you saved me, sweetheart."
By the time you and Eddie had been dating for about seven months, Hellfire had developed a new problem. Or, more specifically, Eddie had developed a problem. And that problem was you.
"Okay," Dustin said, pointing accusingly across the table. "This is bullshit."
The entire campaign immediately ground to a halt. Eddie looked up from behind his DM screen.
"What is?"
"This,” Dustin gestured wildly.
"Define this."
"You giving her special treatment."
You nearly choked on your soda.
Across the table, Mike immediately nodded. "Thank you."
Lucas pointed. "Finally somebody said it."
Eddie looked genuinely offended. "I do not."
"You absolutely do."
"I absolutely don't."
Jeff snorted. "You absolutely do."
Even Gareth joined in. "Dude."
Eddie looked around the room. "You guys are insane."
Then slowly looked toward you. "...Back me up."
You immediately betrayed him.
"Oh, no." His jaw dropped. "You too? Babe."
The entire table collectively groaned; even the nickname irritated them now.
"Babe?" Mike repeated. "You call her babe in-game too."
"It slipped out once."
"It happened three times last session."
"That's not important."
"It kind of is when you're talking to a barbarian."
Eddie pointed dramatically. "None of you have evidence."
The room exploded. "No evidence?"
"Dude!"
"You literally gave her a dragon."
"It was a baby dragon."
"It was still a dragon."
"It was injured!"
"You let her keep it."
"She nursed it back to health."
"You gave her a dragon."
"...Okay, maybe the dragon thing wasn't helping my case."
"THANK YOU." Dustin practically stood up.
The truth was that they weren't wrong. Eddie tried to be fair; he genuinely did. But every time he sat behind that DM screen, all logic immediately left his body.
You'd mention some random piece of backstory you'd thought of at two in the morning, and suddenly there was an entire side quest dedicated to it.
You'd casually mention that your ranger grew up near the ocean. Next thing everyone knew, there was a mysterious coastal kingdom appearing in the campaign.
One time you'd joked that your character liked collecting shiny rocks. Two sessions later, Eddie had created an entire magical gemstone subplot. The man had no self-control, and everyone knew it.
Especially Gareth, who had spent months witnessing it firsthand. The latest offense had happened approximately twenty minutes earlier. The party had entered a ruined cathedral.
A dangerous encounter, lots of enemies, high stakes. Or at least it should've been. Unfortunately, Eddie had described a hooded traveler sitting alone by the fire.
A traveler who immediately recognized your character. A traveler who apparently knew your character's family. A traveler who had information specifically relevant to your backstory. A traveler who somehow only wanted to talk to you.
The entire table had immediately erupted. "NO."
"Dude."
"Again?"
"This is ridiculous."
Eddie had tried defending himself. "It makes sense narratively."
"No, it doesn't."
"It absolutely does."
"It absolutely doesn't."
Now, twenty minutes later, they were still arguing about it.
"I just think," Mike said, crossing his arms, "that maybe the rest of us deserve emotional character development too."
"You have emotional character development."
"When?"
"You got stabbed."
"THAT'S NOT CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT."
Jeff nearly fell out of his chair laughing. Meanwhile, you were actively trying not to laugh, which wasn't helping.
Eddie noticed immediately. "You think this is funny?"
"A little."
The rest of the session dissolved into more good-natured ribbing until the guys finally started packing up their dice and minis, trading complaints about favoritism all the way out the door.
Gareth shot you both a knowing look as he left last, muttering something about "not wanting to know what happens next."
You started gathering scattered papers and pushing chairs back into place, the faint scent of dry-erase markers and lingering pizza still thick in the air.
Eddie watched you for a moment from the end of the table, that familiar wicked little smile tugging at his lips. Then he rounded the table, coming up behind you as you reached for a stray miniature.
His arms slid around your waist, pulling your back flush against his chest.
"You look like this," he murmured, lips brushing the shell of your ear, "and they still act shocked I can't keep my hands off you." His voice dropped lower.
"Can't really blame me though. Look at you, sitting there all session like you weren't thinking about what I’d do to you once they left."
You shivered as his mouth found the side of your neck. He kissed the sensitive spot just below your ear, then scraped his teeth gently over it, sucking lightly until your breath hitched.
One of his hands splayed across your stomach, fingers slipping under the hem of your shirt to trace slow circles on your skin.
"Eddie," you warned, half-laughing, half-breathless. "We’re supposed to be cleaning up."
"Mm, we are," he said against your throat, kissing lower and more open-mouthed. "I’m just… multitasking."
His other hand slid down to grip your hip, pulling you back against the growing hardness in his jeans.
"Been hard half the session thinking about bending you over this table. You know that?"
You turned in his arms, intending to tell him to behave, but his mouth crashed into yours before you could. The kiss was messy and eager, all tongue and teeth, the kind that always left your lips swollen.
He backed you toward the edge of the massive wooden table, hands roaming under your shirt until he cupped your breasts, thumbs teasing your nipples through your bra.
"Fuck, baby," he groaned into your mouth. "Need you. Right here. Been dying to feel how wet you get for me after I’ve been staring at you all night."
You gasped as he lifted you onto the table, shoving aside papers and a few forgotten dice that clattered to the floor. He stepped between your spread thighs, grinding against you as he tugged your shirt up and off.
His mouth returned to your neck, sucking marks you’d have to hide tomorrow, while his fingers worked your jeans open.
You reached down to palm him through his pants, earning a low, wrecked sound from deep in his chest. "Eddie…someone could come back."
"Let ‘em," he muttered, nipping at your collarbone as he pushed your jeans and panties down just enough. "Let ‘em see how fucking perfect you look when I’m buried inside you."
He dropped to his knees briefly, pressing a hot, open-mouthed kiss between your legs that had your head falling back with a moan. One quick, filthy lick, then he was back up, freeing himself from his jeans and lining up.
He pushed in slow at first, savoring the stretch, eyes locked on your face. "That’s it," he breathed, voice strained. "Take me so good, like you were made for this."
Once he was fully seated, he gave you barely a second before he started moving; deep, rolling thrusts that made the table creak beneath you.
Your hands fisted in his hair, legs wrapping tight around his waist as he fucked you harder, the drama room filled with the wet sounds of skin on skin and your shared, ragged breathing. He kept kissing your neck, your jaw, whispering filthy praise between thrusts.
"Love how you squeeze me… fuck, you’re dripping down my cock already. My perfect girl."
The angle had him hitting that spot inside you with every snap of his hips. You clung to him, nails digging into his shoulders through his shirt, chasing the building heat. Eddie’s rhythm faltered as he got close, one hand slipping between you to rub tight circles over your clit.
"Come on, baby," he panted against your mouth. "Want to feel you come on me. I’ve been so good to you all night."
The combination of his words, his fingers, and the relentless drag of him inside you sent you over the edge with a cry.
He followed right after, burying himself deep and groaning your name like a prayer as he spilled inside you, hips jerking through the aftershocks.
For a long moment, you stayed tangled together, foreheads pressed close, catching your breath in the quiet room. Eddie kissed you softly, peppering kisses all over your face, jaw, and neck.
You laughed breathlessly, tugging lightly at his curls. "We’re never going to finish cleaning up at this rate."
"Worth it," he said, already leaning in for another kiss.
well, hey! hope you all enjoyed ;) i have an inquiry for you all. going forward with requests, would you prefer...
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READ PART TWO HERE
Pairing: Joaquín Torres x Fem!Reader
Summary: When Joaquín visits the Avengers Training Facility, he meets you for the first time and quite literally falls head over heels for you.
Warnings: Mentions of fighting/combat/body slamming,
Word Count: 1.5k
A/N: I got this as a request and I just loved the idea so much. It's different than anything I've written for Joaquín before as none of my readers have been Avengers, so this was a fun challenge. I hope you enjoy!
“Wait, so this is a legit training facility for Avengers?” Joaquin asks, the awe clear in his voice as he and Sam walk side by side into the lobby, trying to take everything in all at once, even though there’s too much to see in one go.
Sam nods. “Yeah, that is why I invited you out here today,” he laughs a little. The kid is always so shocked when it comes to the world of the Avengers and ‘superheroes’. Sam likes it though – it’s like being around his nephews and getting to see the childlike wonder for the world again, just from a grown man instead.
The two men continue walking inside the facility. Sam points things out here and there, making note of important places like bathrooms and the kitchen, until they finally reach the actual training rooms. The second they walk in, Joaquin’s eyes are drawn to you.
You’re in the far left corner of the room, clearly in the middle of combat training. There’s someone else sparring against you but it’s clear that you have the upper hand. You take them down with ease. To Joaquin, it looks like you don’t even think about your moves before you make them. You sweep the legs out underneath your sparring partner and send them falling to the mat. They groan and then laugh as you offer a hand to them to help them stand up again.
Joaquin thinks it’s the most attractive thing he’s ever seen.
“Who is that?” He asks Sam.
Sam follows his gaze and settles on you across the room. He almost rolls his eyes. Of course you are the one that the kid is drawn to straight away. He tells Joaquin your name. “She trained in the Red Room, hence her effortless fighting style. Don’t even try to go up against her unless you want your ass kicked, Joaquin.”
“I sure would let her kick my ass.”
“Joaquin.”
He looks at Sam, a stupidly large grin on his face. “Introduce me? Wait, no. I should introduce myself. I don’t need Captain America to do it for me.”
Sam sighs, then shrugs. “Your funeral.”
Joaquin throws a look at Sam over his shoulder as he walks away from him, heading over towards your sparring mat where you’re now alone, your partner having left. You’re sitting down on the edge of the mat, dabbing away sweat with a towel.
“Hey,” he starts, “I’m Joaquin Torres, I’m the new Falcon.” He extends a hand to you, intending for you to shake it. He’s a classy guy, he thinks. A hand shake is a good place to start.
You surprise him by taking his hand, then moving to stand up. But instead of actually standing up, you pull on his arm and use your strength and technique to flip him over your shoulder and onto the mat. He lands on his back with a groan.
Sam, still watching from the door of the room, almost bursts into laughter.
“Okay, ouch,” Joaquin mutters, pushing himself to sit up. He turns around to look at you only to find you standing up and smiling down at him. The look on your face instantly makes him blush. He’s known you all of five seconds and you’re already making him blush.
“Sorry, was that not what you were offering?” You smile, crossing your arms over your chest. “I mean… we’re in the training room, you’re walking up to me while I’m on a sparring mat… seems obvious to me.”
Joaquin stands, ignoring the pain in his back from the sudden landing. He’s annoyed by the fact that he finds the way you handled him so attractive. “I was actually just offering you a handshake and introducing myself,” he explains, a little sheepishly.
You look at him, amused. The man is cute, you can admit that. You knew full well he was just introducing himself before but you’d seen a chance to throw him off his game before he undoubtedly started flirting with you and it had clearly worked. The red in his cheeks was obvious and undeniably adorable.
“Oh, my bad,” you hum, extending a hand to him again and introducing yourself.
Joaquin looks down at your hand. “I dunno if I trust you enough to accept a handshake.”
You grin. “I promise I won’t do that again. I’m offering a real handshake.”
Tentatively, Joaquin takes your hand and shakes it. Thankfully, he doesn’t get thrown to the mat again. Sam, across the room, seems a little disappointed at the fact. “I, uh, I’m here with Sam– uh– Captain America,” he explains, stumbling over his words a little. Hell, is he nervous around you? Joaquin doesn’t get nervous.
You glance over your shoulder and give Sam a little wave. You’ve met him several times in the past. He’s a good guy and the perfect person to take on the mantle of Captain America. And this good looking man in front of you is his choice to replace him as Falcon. Not bad, Sam, not bad.
“I figured,” you say. “I saw you two walk in together. And Cap and Falcon have always been inseparable, even when Sam was Falcon and Steve was still around. I’ve gotta say, Sam made a good choice in picking you just based on looks alone.”
Joaquin almost raises a hand to his cheeks, as if he’ll be able to tell if he’s blushing by touching his face. Now you’re out here complimenting his looks? Joaquin had not expected this from you… he hadn’t really had any expectations at all, but flirting and flattery was well and truly off the table until now.
He runs a hand through his hair and crosses his arms over his chest. “Oh, I know,” he says, fully aware he’s coming off as incredibly cocky. “My experience in the Air Force was also taken into consideration but my looks obviously came first.”
Ah, you think, two can play at this game.
“Clearly,” you mutter. “I mean, you can’t be an Avenger unless you’re attractive, right? I know we’re meant to save the world and stop the bad guys and all, but it doesn’t hurt for us to be nice to look at… both for the general public and each other.”
Joaquin is pretty sure he resembles a tomato at this point with how much he must be blushing. He can’t remember the last time he was complimented this much. And all from someone who had basically body slammed him as a way of greeting.
He really shouldn’t find that as hot as he does.
He clears his throat and nods. “Uh, yeah– yeah, you are– you’re so right.” He rubs his palm on the side of his jeans, trying to remove the sweat from it. Sweaty palms, stuttering over his words… what kind of person are you making him into?
“Well, Joaquin Torres,” you say, taking a small step towards him. “I suppose I’ll be seeing you around more often since you’re officially an Avenger now, won’t I?”
Joaquin nods, then remember he has to actually reply to you. “Yeah, if Sam lets me come back after embarrassing myself and making a pretty poor first impression on the only other Avenger I’ve ever met before,” he replies with a small laugh.
He’ll definitely be thinking about how embarrassing this whole situation has been for him for many, many days and nights to come.
“Sam and I get along pretty well,” you shrug, “so I’m sure I’ll be able to convince him to let you come back around if he rescinds his invitation because of this first impression. And who’s to say it wasn’t a good one?”
Joaquin raises his eyebrows. “Being body slammed sounds like a bad first impression to me.”
“To me, the fact that you didn’t go running away like a puppy with its tail between its legs after I did that says that you’re willing to learn how to make sure that’ll never happen again,” you explain. “Now, I can’t make any promises that I won’t do that to you again… but, you know… lessons can be learnt.”
He lets out a small, breathy laugh. You can’t promise that you won’t body slam him again? Why does that make Joaquin feel so breathless and hot? Oh, he needs to get out of here before he makes an even bigger fool of himself.
“I’ll see you around, Joaquin Torres,” you grin, stepping back away from him and picking up your gym bag that’s on the ground. You sling it over your shoulder and turn away, walking towards the exit. As you walk past Sam, you fist bump each other.
Joaquin stands on the mat, staring after you. It’s only when Sam appears beside him that he snaps out of it. He meets Sam’s eyes. “She’s my favourite Avenger.” He means every word.
“I thought that was Ant-Man.”
Joaquin pauses. “Don’t tell him I said that,” he says. “Now… when can I come back here?”
summary: you're an ex-assassin trained by hawkeye and black widow, and your old friend sam needs your help on a mission alongside his new protege... but things don't go exactly to plan and you end up indefinitely stuck in a safehouse with joaquín
notes: danny ramirez has me in such a chokehold, he made me write smut!!! kind of... upon reread, i feel like this might flop? and i'm a little extra nervous about it because it's my second first attempt at smut, so i hope it doesn't suck! please, please, please let me know what you think! i need feedback! and also, sorry if it's shitty, i'm so out of practice with marvel, i'm just feral for this man...
warnings: swearing, sexual tension (lots), mention of guns / weapons, very minor descriptions of violence, italics, mention of a toxic ex and toxic behaviour, very out of date marvel knowledge, super horny, and SMUT-ish? (masturbation, dirty talk, thigh riding) so 18+ ONLY MDNI!!!
word count: 15295
“I’m going to do a quick sweep,” Joaquín says. “Make sure we weren’t followed.”
You nod once, doing your best to flash the hottest man you’ve ever seen a cool, easy smile.
“Copy,” Sam says as he walks further into the house. “Echo, you’re with me. Let’s clear this place.”
You roll your eyes and follow Sam deeper into the safehouse, forcing yourself not to glance back as Joaquín slips out the front door.
“That’s not my name anymore,” you mutter, sheathing a dagger in your thigh holster. “And would you slow down?”
Just an hour ago, you were waiting at a secret meet-up spot for Sam to fill you in on this special mission he needed your expertise for. You weren’t keen on coming out of retirement, but he’d practically begged you over the phone—and you had no excuse good enough to say no.
So there you were, waiting, when all hell broke loose. You don’t know who they were, but they came at you hard and fast, raining hellfire just as Sam—and his stupidly gorgeous protege—showed up. You fought your way out and found refuge in this safehouse. Now all you need to do is make sure you’re actually safe before figuring out what the fuck just happened.
“All clear,” you tell Sam as you return to the landing just inside the front door of the old townhouse.
He nods. “Looks like we’re good.”
You tuck your gun away and start fiddling with a strap on the sleeve of your jacket, keeping your gaze locked on Sam beneath a furrowed brow. You’ve always been particularly good at death stares, and if Sam was a lesser man, he’d probably keel over by now.
But instead, he grins. “What’s that look for?”
“You know damn well what this look is for,” you mutter.
He raises his brows, waiting for you to snap.
It doesn’t take long.
“What the fuck is your problem?” you hiss, just in case Joaquín is within earshot. “Two weeks ago you just happen to be in town, we catch up for a drink, and I drunkenly confess that I think your little protege is hot. Then all of a sudden, there’s a mysterious mission that requires both of us?”
He chuckles quietly, eyes sparkling with amusement. “I’d call that a coincidence,” he says. “Oh, and I think your exact words were a walking wet dream with a stupidly perfect smile.”
You narrow your eyes. “Whatever you’re playing at, stop it. I’m here now, so I’m going to help us get out of this mess—but that’s it.”
“Would you calm down?” he sighs, leaning back against the wall—awkwardly, thanks to the shield on his back. “The kid has a thing for you too, so I just thought—”
“What?”
He rolls his eyes. “He’s like... obsessed with you. As soon as he found out I was catching up with you the other week, he wouldn’t shut up about it. Kept saying how he used to track your missions when you were working off-book with Hawkeye and Widow.”
You raise your brows, crossing your arms. “Oh, cool. So he’s a stalker obsessed with a version of me from years ago? When I was training every day and hadn’t just been dragged out of retirement.”
Sam gives you a flat look. “Would you stop calling it retirement? It was an elective hiatus—at most—and you’re still in your physical prime.”
“Yeah,” you scoff. “Tell that to my knees.”
Sam smirks. “I’m sure Joaquín won’t mind if you can’t get on your knees. Laying down would be just as—”
You cross the room in one step and punch him in the shoulder. “Dude! Seriously?”
He chuckles. “Okay, look, I wasn’t lying about the mission. I really do need your help on this. And so what if maybe you find a little love along the way? You’re both into each other and I know you both very well. You’d be great together. Plus, you’re both equally irritating, so really, this is an entirely selfless act. Why would I want to double your annoyingness?”
You sigh and lean back, propping one arm on the post at the end of the stair banister. “It just doesn’t work like that, Sam. Not for people like us. We don’t date—it’s not realistic.”
He rolls his eyes again and pushes off the wall. “Whatever you say, Echo. But I can see the way you’re looking at him. So if you want me out of the house, just say so. I’ll go for a walk or something.”
Then he winks and turns into the small living room, making the cheap furniture look ridiculously tiny compared to his broad, geared-up physique.
After a hot minute of seriously considering whether or not you could get away with ditching this mission entirely, you sigh and follow Sam—stripping off your gear as you go.
You unzip your jacket and shrug it off, tossing it over the back of the couch as you pass through the living room. There’s a narrow archway leading into the kitchen, where Sam is already cracking open the fridge like he owns the place. You stop at the island counter and reach up to slide your weapons harness off your shoulders. It drops into your hands with a familiar weight before you set it on the bench.
Next, you unclip your belt and bend down to unfasten the straps of your thigh holsters, tugging them free one at a time. You reach lower, dragging a short dagger from your boot and adding it to the pile. Then your gloves—peeled off and tossed carelessly onto the heap of weapons—before grabbing the hem of your long-sleeved tactical shirt and yanking it over your head.
You’re down to your compression shirt—tight, unforgiving, and clinging to your body like a second skin—as you lean one hip against the counter and finally let out a breath.
“Damn,” a voice says behind you—Joaquín.
He’s standing just shy of the archway, making it look comically small with the bulk of his gear. His cheeks are flushed, dark curls damp with sweat, and his lips curved into a soft, crooked smirk.
You want to say something snarky—ask if he sees something he likes, maybe point out a non-existent drop of drool on his chin. But you can’t. Because you’re giving him the exact same look—all heat, all want, no shame.
Joaquín isn’t just gorgeous, he’s fucking badass too. You nearly lost your cool when he wrapped you in his arms during the earlier ambush, just before rocketing into the sky. You weren’t scared—just absurdly, wildly horny for the hot guy with mechanical wings flying you to safety.
“Alright, you two,” Sam says, dropping a half-empty bottle of orange juice on the counter. “Save the saucy looks for later. First, we need to get in touch with the Secretary of Defence—see if we can start an investigation into whoever attacked us. Then we’ll figure out how long we’re stuck here.”
Joaquín eyes the juice suspiciously. “How do you know that’s not expired?”
Sam lifts it up. “Oh, it’s very expired.” Then takes a swig anyway, grimacing as he swallows.
“Gross,” you mutter, turning toward the sink.
You twist on the tap and squirt a half-crusted blob of soap from the sad little pump bottle on the windowsill, scrubbing the dirt and dried blood—thankfully not yours—off your hands.
“Alright,” Joaquín says, “how do we contact the Secretary?”
-
Two weeks. It’s been two whole weeks of living in this godforsaken townhouse in bum-fuck suburbia, with barely any information on the assholes who forced you into hiding.
All you do know is that they were after you.
Yep. Someone’s been holding a serious grudge, just waiting for you to crawl out of retirement to make a move. So Sam made the call—told you to lay low at the safehouse, use an alias in case any nosy neighbours came sniffing around, and to simply wait while he tries to dig up more information on whoever sent the thugs.
And the worst part? He assigned Joaquín as your full-time protection detail.
Which means not only are you stuck in this crusty old house, but you’re stuck with one very attractive, very tempting man who apparently has no idea just how goddamn gorgeous he is.
“You finished with this?” Joaquín asks, brows raised as he slowly reaches for the plate in front of you.
You’re standing at the kitchen island, bent forward with your elbows on the bench and your chin resting in your palms. Across from you, Joaquín is washing dishes. Shirtless. Wearing nothing but a loose pair of grey sweats, skin still damp from the shower, curls sticking to his forehead, and looking like every fantasy you’ve ever had come to life.
“Hello?” he says, waving a soapy hand in front of your face. “Anyone home?”
You blink and force your eyes away from the absurd perfection of his body, dragging them up to his equally unfair face.
“Sorry,” you mutter, cheeks warming. “Yeah, I’m done.”
He flashes that boyish grin, picks up the plate, and turns back to the sink—letting you go right back to ogling him in peace.
Your eyes drift over the muscles in his back, watching them roll and flex as he scrubs. You’re nearly tempted to dirty another dish just to keep the view going. Because this? This right here—domestic Joaquín, shirtless and glistening—is enough to keep your imagination busy for a very long time.
Not that you’ve had much opportunity to indulge those fantasies, because Joaquín is here all the damn time. He only leaves when Sam calls him out—usually for groceries, clean clothes, or a quick intel drop.
You’re almost never in the house alone.
Which means your fantasies have been... limited. Mostly to rushed moments in the shower or late at night, when you’re pretty sure—hoping—that he’s asleep.
“You know,” he says, breaking you out of your dazed—and admittedly filthy—thoughts, “if someone told me a few weeks ago that I’d be stuck in a safehouse with the Red Echo, I probably would’ve fainted.”
You frown curiously, a small smirk tugging at your lips. “Really?”
He nods. “Really.”
When he turns around, your breath catches. Yeah, okay, you saw his abs like five minutes ago, but that doesn’t make them any less ridiculously sexy.
“Why’s that?” you ask, determined not to let him fluster you any more than he already has.
His cheeks flush, eyes dropping to the dish towel he’s drying his hands with. “I was, like... obsessed with you. I’m sure Sam mentioned it. Used to track your missions with agents Barton and Romanoff. Thought you were the coolest assassin ever.”
You let out a soft laugh, straightening up and leaning a hip against the counter. “Do I live up to the legend, then?”
His eyes widen as he nods. “Oh, yeah. You’re badass.”
You feel your cheeks heat even more, quickly dropping your gaze to hide the stupid smile trying to sneak its way onto your face—just because he called you badass.
Despite living together for two weeks, you’ve mostly avoided getting too personal. Most of your time has been spent in companionable silence, watching TV or reading. When Sam’s over, you all talk and joke, but when you’re alone, you let the tension do the talking. Exchanging nothing more than heated glances and softly spoken words.
You’re not entirely sure why you’ve kept your distance—maybe because you know this is temporary, and you don’t want to get too attached. But it’s getting harder by the day. Joaquín is charming. And so painfully attractive that playing it cool is starting to feel impossible.
“It wasn’t that badass,” you say, folding your arms. “Working with Clint and Nat, I mean.”
He frowns, unconvinced. “I find that hard to believe.”
“No, really,” you insist. “It was brutal, mostly. I got beaten up, like, a lot. I wasn’t raised an assassin like they were—I had to learn. So if I wasn’t getting my ass handed to me in combat, it was one of them kicking my butt during training.”
He chuckles. “Really? Who was worse?”
You bite your lip to keep from smiling—his grin is stupidly infectious—and tilt your head in thought.
“Hm,” you hum. “I know I should say Nat, but... it was probably Clint.”
Joaquín raises a brow. “How?”
“Oh, he was like a drill sergeant. Had me learning everything, all at once. My hands were bleeding from archery, my limbs were bruised from hand-to-hand, and my head was always throbbing from getting slammed into mats. And he didn’t let up. Told me the enemy wouldn’t, so why should he— unless I was genuinely wrecked. Nat was a little more forgiving. I think her childhood made her more empathetic when it came to training. She didn’t want to push me too far. Clint, though? He needed me to be tough. It was a good dynamic—very good cop, bad cop.”
“Wow,” Joaquín murmurs, eyes a little dazed as he just stares at you.
You pause, brow furrowing. “What?”
He shrugs, tearing his gaze away as he turns to hang the dish towel over the oven handle.
“Nothing, just...” He looks up at you again, all warm eyes and stupidly perfect cheekbones—like he doesn’t realise how dangerous he is. “You’re really cool.”
“You’re pretty cool too, Falcon,” you say, letting a small smirk curl your lips. “With or without the wings—I know you’re a badass too.”
He meets your stare with dark eyes full of challenge. “I am pretty badass. Could probably give you a run for your money.”
The mood shifts, the light teasing between you pulled tighter—tension creeping in, hot and deliberate.
You arch a brow. “You think?”
He nods, arms crossing over his bare chest in a way that makes your thighs clench. “I do.”
“Bold, Torres,” you murmur, narrowing your eyes. “Care to prove it?”
He steps around the kitchen island—two strides and he’s in your space. “Name a time and place, cariño.”
“Right now,” you say, holding his heated stare. “Backyard.”
That panty-melting smile flashes across his face as he leans in. “You’re on.” Then his voice drops—lower, rougher, almost lethal. “Be lying if I said I haven’t been dying to get my hands on you.”
Your heart lurches, then takes off, sending a hot rush of blood straight to your head.
“Professionally, of course,” he adds quickly, and you might’ve believed the cool confidence if it weren’t for the blush creeping up to the tips of his ears.
“Of course,” you echo, your voice soft—breathless.
The air between you thickens, crackling with heat as your eyes lock—tension simmering, slow and dangerous.
Then his phone chimes, and you both flinch.
He moves to check it while you step back, letting out a breath you hadn’t realised you were holding.
“Just Sam checking in,” he mutters, glancing up. “Should I tell him I’m about to kick your ass, or...?”
You roll your eyes. “Try it first. Before claiming victory.”
Then you turn and head into the small living room, taking a right at the front landing and making your way down the hall toward the back door.
The backyard isn’t much—patchy grass, some cracked pavers, and a chain-link fence that barely shields you from nosy neighbours. But right now, with Joaquín standing across from you, shirtless and barefoot in the glow of the setting sun, it might as well be an arena.
“You sure you’re ready for this?” he asks, bouncing lightly on the balls of his feet, all cocky grin and coiled muscle.
You roll your neck and stretch out your arms. “Oh, I’m ready.”
He waits a beat before making the first move—a quick step in, testing you with a light jab. You dodge easily, grabbing his wrist and twisting, using his momentum to spin him around. He grunts, surprised, but recovers fast, sweeping a leg toward yours.
You jump, laughing as you land and press your body into his from behind, locking an arm around his throat in a loose hold. “That all you got, Torres?”
He chuckles, low and warm. “Just getting started.”
He bucks back hard, breaking your hold, and in the scuffle, you both stumble—him catching your waist, you grabbing his shoulder—and suddenly, you're tangled, chest to chest, breathing hard.
“Careful,” he murmurs, his breath hot on your skin, “you might enjoy this a little too much.”
“Speak for yourself,” you shoot back, but your voice is ragged, traitorous.
He smirks and tries to pin you, but you twist at the last second, hooking your leg around his and taking him down—landing right on top of him.
Straddling him.
You both freeze.
Your thighs press against his hips, your palms on his bare chest, heat sparking where your skin meets. His hands hover near your waist, not quite touching, but God, you can feel the tension in his fingers, the flex of restraint.
“Not bad,” he says, voice low and uneven.
You smirk, grinding your hips just slightly—for dominance, of course. “Say it.”
He looks up at you like he’s starving. “You’re dangerous.”
“And?”
His hands finally settle on your hips. Firm. Possessive.
“And you’re really, really hot when you’re trying to beat the shit out of me.”
Your next breath shudders out of you.
And then the back door creaks open.
“Am I interrupting something?” Sam asks, arms crossed as he stands on the porch.
You jump off Joaquín like you’ve been burned, nervously brushing non-existent dust from your knees.
“Nope,” you say, way too fast. “Just sparring.”
Sam raises a brow. “Sure. Sparring. What’s that move called? Cowgirl?”
Joaquín, still on his back in the grass, just grins up at you. “Maybe we could try reverse later.”
You narrow your eyes, pursing your lips to keep from grinning. “Without an audience, preferably.”
“Promise?” he asks, his gaze shameless.
You can’t stop the quiet laugh that slips out as you shake your head, leaning forward to offer him a hand. Joaquín takes it, and you help him off the ground before turning back to Sam.
“So, Cap,” you say. “What’s up?”
“Just checking in,” he replies, eyes flicking suspiciously between the two of you. “I texted Joaquín to let him know I was dropping by.”
Joaquín scratches the back of his neck, sheepish. “Yeah... not gonna lie, I didn’t fully read the text.”
Sam raises his brows. “Distracted?”
His tone is playful, but you catch the underlying suggestion—it’s a test. Joaquín is still on duty. He’s your protection detail, and he’s supposed to be focused.
“It was my fault,” you jump in. “I bet him he couldn’t take me in hand-to-hand.”
Sam snorts. “Please. All you’d have to do is flash him a smile and he’d be on his knees.”
Joaquín’s jaw drops, his cheeks going a deep, furious red.
You turn to him, grinning. “Is that true?”
He stares at you with wide brown eyes. “I—I mean, well—no, but—”
“Save it, man,” Sam laughs. “You’re just digging yourself deeper.”
Despite the nerves fluttering in your chest, you keep your cool. You pat Joaquín’s bare chest—your palm lingering just long enough to feel the heat of his skin—before turning back to Sam and walking toward the porch.
It takes Joaquín a full minute to remember how to move, but eventually he follows. You all make your way inside and settle into the cramped little living space, listening closely as Sam delivers a brief—and rather disappointing—update.
They still don’t know much about who ordered the hit on you, but they’re not giving up. New leads might turn up in New York, and they’re even considering reaching out to the Winter Soldier and his new team.
“So what does that mean for us?” you ask, gesturing vaguely between you and Joaquín. “We’re surviving just fine, but I’d really like to get back to my life. And I’m sure Joaquín would—”
“Actually,” Joaquín cuts in, flashing that crooked grin that threatens to short-circuit your brain, “I think I’m having more fun here.”
He even throws in a wink for good measure.
You feel your cheeks warm, but Sam keeps talking, mercifully ignoring the exchange.
“I know it’s not ideal,” he says, “but it’s the safest place for you right now. And I’d never forgive myself if something happened to you. I was the one who dragged you back to work, so I’m going to be the one to find these guys and stop them.”
You take a deep breath and let it out slowly, sinking back into the couch. “Alright, fine. But if we’re stuck here indefinitely, I’ve got a list of demands.”
Sam nods. “Anything. Just say the word.”
The next afternoon, Sam returns with everything you asked for. He brings a large duffel packed with the exact clothes you requested, a trunk full of groceries—including all the pantry staples that the house has been lacking—and the box from under your bed containing... personal items.
“I had a Secret Service agent swing by your apartment,” Sam says, setting the box on the coffee table. “No one opened it, but something definitely started... buzzing on the way over.”
Your eyes go wide as you snatch the box off the table. “What the fuck, Sam?”
He chuckles. “Hey, you’re the one who needed it.”
“Yes,” you snap, cheeks burning. “Because it’s got personal shit like tampons and pads—which I’m going to need if we’re stuck here for another two weeks.”
Joaquín’s laugh carries from the kitchen, where he’s putting away the groceries. “What else is in the box?”
You shoot him a look over your shoulder, eyes narrowed and lips twitching. “Wouldn’t you like to know.”
“Cool it, you two,” Sam says. “You might be stuck with each other for a while. Don’t make it weird.”
-
The next week is nothing if not weird. And tense. And so full of heat and frustration, you’re surprised the walls haven’t caught fire.
Because after that little spar in the backyard, something shifted—snapped, like a rubber band pulled too tight. Now, you and Joaquín just can’t seem to stay out of each other’s way, no matter how hard you try.
He’s everywhere. In the kitchen when you’re trying to make coffee—shirtless and smug, all lean muscle and unintentional teasing. He’s always leaning in too close, brushing your waist with his fingertips, pressing his body against yours to reach for something he absolutely does not need that badly.
And the couch. That small fucking couch that leaves no real space between the two of you. His leg against yours. His arm slung casually behind your shoulders. The whole tiny room suddenly suffocating with his heat, his scent, the sheer proximity of him turning your brain to static.
Then there’s the time you turned the corner just as he was grabbing his towel out of the dryer—both of you freezing as you came face to face with damp skin, low-slung fabric, and absolutely zero shame in his smirk.
In that moment, you decided—two could play at this game.
So, you stopped wearing pants. Not all the time—just before bed. Sometimes it’s little booty shorts, or cute boyleg underwear. But mostly, it’s just an oversized tee and nothing else.
And the way his eyes track your bare legs like he’s a man starved? Yeah. You’ve noticed.
But then there was the morning you’d opted for a bath instead of a shower—to deal with the ever-building frustration twisting low in your belly. You were already settled in the steaming tub, surrounded by bubbles, one of your favourite toys waiting on the vanity… when he fucking walked in.
You both froze. Eyes wide. Lips parted. His gaze drifted to the magenta-pink silicone on the counter. And then he grinned—slow, wicked, and impossible to look away from—before dragging his eyes back to yours.
You shouted at him to get the hell out. Which he did. Eventually. Without even pretending not to sneak one last glance at the toy.
That was the final straw.
You need boundaries. Rules. Anything to help you survive this unbearable, unrelenting tension crackling between you. Before one of you snaps and professionalism goes flying out the window.
“I think we need to set some ground rules,” you say, planting both hands on the kitchen island.
Joaquín turns away from whatever he’s stirring on the stove, brow raised and an amused smirk tugging at his lips. “Rules?”
You nod. “Yes. Boundaries. Something—anything—if we’re going to survive this.”
He chuckles under his breath. “Alright. What kind of boundaries?”
“First,” you say, narrowing your eyes at his bare chest, “you need to start wearing shirts.”
His brows lift, brown eyes sparkling with mischief. “Really?”
You nod again, firm.
“Okay,” he says, “then you have to wear pants.”
“Fine,” you mutter.
“Fine,” he echoes, turning back to the pot on the stove.
“And you need to knock,” you add. “I don’t care what room it is, or if you just saw me walk away. Knock.”
He laughs, shoulders shaking as he stirs. “Noted. Must knock.”
“Good.”
You hesitate, debating how to phrase the next rule without admitting just how badly you want it.
“And no—” you clear your throat, “no touching.”
That gets his attention. He turns back around, smirk softer now, more curious than cocky. “No touching?”
“Exactly. If you need to get past me, just say ‘excuse me.’ And we can get Sam to bring over a bean bag or something. That couch is way too fucking small.”
He watches you closely, tongue dragging slowly across his bottom lip before he catches it between his teeth. The sight alone steals your breath—but then he moves. He steps away from the stove and toward you, all heat and intention, bringing with him that warm cinnamon scent that scrambles your thoughts and short-circuits every nerve ending in your body.
“You really don’t want me to touch you?” he asks, voice low.
“There’s…” you swallow, “there’s no need for you to touch me, so…”
He tilts his head. “Nothing you need that might require a little contact?”
You freeze, like your brain just blue-screened—unsure whether to slap him, kiss him, or straight-up combust.
“No,” you manage, though your voice is breathy. Traitorous.
“Okay,” he says easily. “I won’t touch you.” Then he leans in, voice low and smooth. “Not until you’re begging me to.”
Your breath hitches, eyes narrowing. “Excuse me?”
He straightens, grin cocky. “You heard me.”
“You think I’m going to be begging you to touch me?”
He nods once. “Oh, yeah.”
You scoff. “No chance, Torres. If anything, you’re the one who’s going to crack first.”
“That so?” he says, arching a brow. “Sounds like a challenge.”
You take a step back, crossing your arms. “You’re on.”
His gaze tracks your face like he’s memorising it, heat pulsing between you. One wrong move and this whole damn place could go up in flames.
“Any other rules?” he asks.
“Not yet,” you reply, letting your eyes drop to his chest. “Now put on a shirt.”
He arches a brow, gaze dropping as he steps back just enough to get a better look. “Then you better put on some pants.”
“Fine,” you huff, turning on your heel and storming out of the kitchen.
Behind you, he lets out a low whistle, voice pitched just loud enough for you to hear. “You are fine.”
And the worst part? It still makes you blush. That smug little comment sparks something inside of you, heat curling low in your belly—warm, aching, and impossible to ignore.
You’re pretty sure you’ve just made the dumbest bet of your life.
After pulling on a pair of sweats and giving yourself a whispered—but stern—pep talk in the bathroom mirror, you head back downstairs. Joaquín’s got a shirt on now and is ladling something hot and delicious-smelling into a bowl.
“Smells good,” you say, stopping on the other side of the island counter.
He wipes the edge of the bowl with a dish towel before sliding it toward you. “It is good.”
Then he hands you a spoon before fixing his own bowl and standing across from you at the bench, just as you’re gently blowing on your first spoonful.
“Sopa de fideo,” he says. “Mexican noodle soup.”
You take a cautious taste—and nearly moan, just barely stopping the sound from crawling up your throat. But Joaquín isn’t stupid, he sees the way your eyes glaze over and your shoulders ease in quiet bliss.
“Told you it was good,” he says, wearing that infuriatingly smug look.
Your cheeks warm under his gaze—those big brown eyes locked on you as he lifts his spoon to his mouth. It shouldn’t be erotic. And yet, the way his lips close around the spoon before dragging it out again sends heat straight between your legs.
You swallow hard and prepare your next spoonful, letting it cool while praying he can’t read you as easily as you suspect he can.
“So, you cook and you fight. What’s your angle?”
He cocks an eyebrow as he swallows. “My angle?”
“You’re almost too good to be true,” you say, fighting the urge to melt at that stupidly gorgeous smirk. “So why are you single?”
He shrugs, casual as anything. “Just waiting for the right girl.”
Your brows lift. “Oh, really?”
He nods and takes another spoonful like it’s no big deal.
“What’s she like, then?” you ask, trying to match his calm confidence.
He grins—mischievous and warm, with a spark behind his eyes that makes your chest tighten.
“Oh, she’s awesome,” he says. “Total badass. Ex-assassin. Worked with the Avengers. Can definitely kick my ass—it’s super hot.”
You roll your eyes and shovel more noodles into your mouth before your smile gets out of hand.
Your face heats to an impossible degree, and you drop your gaze to your bowl, pretending to study the swirling noodles.
“And she’s smart,” he goes on, completely unperturbed. “Witty as hell. The verbal warfare? Honestly, it’s better than foreplay.”
You almost choke, barely managing to swallow without incident. When you look up, he’s just standing there, all cheeky and red-faced like he didn’t just soak your underwear with three lines of dialogue.
“Wow,” you mutter. “She sounds pretty great. Sure you’re up for the challenge, though?”
“Oh, I’m sure,” he says, leaning forward and bracing his elbows on the counter. “I know her weakness.”
You lean forward too, the corner of your mouth twitching. “Kryptonite?”
He shakes his head slowly, eyes darkening. “Me.”
It’s just one word, but it slides in sharp and smooth—curling under your skin and lighting you up from the inside.
You want to reply—say something snarky, or at least tell him he’s full of shit—but you can’t. Your voice is stuck somewhere in your chest, tangled up with the fire burning hot and bright for the man grinning at you. And goddamn, he might just be right.
You finish your dinner in mostly comfortable silence, too flustered to manage much more than the occasional hum of agreement while Joaquín talks. His smile never fades, and that infuriating sparkle doesn’t leave his eye—not for a second. He knows he’s got you breathless, rattled, right where he wants you. And if you’ve got any hope of winning this bet, you’re going to need to flip the script.
“I’ll wash up,” you say, already rounding the island toward the sink.
He steps aside, placing his empty bowl into your outstretched hand with a note of hesitation.
“You sure?”
“You cooked,” you say with a nod. “I’ll clean.”
He moves a few more steps around the bench, trading places with where you’d eaten your dinner.
You turn to the sink and start the tap, sliding the plug into place before adding a generous squirt of dish soap to the growing pool of hot water. Then you move to the stove, wiping it down with a sudsy cloth and scrubbing at a few stubborn spots where the sauce had dried.
Once the sink is full, you plunge your hands into the bubbly water and start with the cutlery. You keep your head down and your eyes on the task, refusing to give in to the weight of Joaquín’s stare burning into your back.
“So,” he says after a beat, voice laced with something devious, “you clean and you fight. Why are you single?”
You roll your eyes, grateful he can’t see the stupid smile tugging at your lips.
“That’s kind of a long story,” you reply.
He chuckles. “Baby, we’re stuck here indefinitely. No story could be that long.”
Your heart stutters at the pet name. It’s tossed out casually, with no serious intent—but it still leaves you feeling way too warm.
“I guess not,” you say with a breathy laugh. “I’m single because I choose to be—after a series of poor decisions. And I became single after my last boyfriend because... well, apparently my taste in men needs work.”
“How bad are we talking?” he asks.
You shift a handful of soapy cutlery into the empty side of the sink and rinse them under the cold tap.
“Short version? He was a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent turned HYDRA,” you say, glancing over your shoulder. “The long version involves a lot of weird behaviour, some questionable kinks, too many fights to count, and probably one of the most violent breakups in history.”
Joaquín raises his brows. “You kicked his ass, right?”
“Oh, yeah,” you reply, turning back to the sink.
“Good,” he says simply.
You reach back into the water, feeling around for any remaining cutlery when—
“Fuck,” you hiss, yanking your hand out of the sink.
Blood smears across your knuckles and trickles down your wrist in a messy streak of crimson and bubbles.
“What happened?” Joaquín is beside you in an instant, his eyes wide, hands hovering like he wants to help but isn’t sure where to start.
“It’s fine,” you say quickly. “I’m fine. It’s not that deep—it just looks worse with the water—”
“Pause the bet,” he says firmly, cutting you off as he steps in and gently wraps his hand around your wrist.
“Joaquín,” you sigh, “I’m okay. I’ve had worse.”
He doesn’t look up. His eyes stay fixed on your hand, brow furrowed. “I don’t care. I’m helping you.”
He leaves your side for only a second to grab the first aid kit from the cupboard above the stove. Then, without a word, he takes your uninjured hand and leads you to the lounge.
“Sit,” he says, voice low.
You do as you're told, sinking into the cushions as your heart thunders in your chest. He sits beside you—close. Too close. His thigh presses against yours, his warmth wrapping around you like a blanket. And his scent—ugh—like fresh-cut cedar and rain-damp leaves. But there’s heat beneath it, too. Something rougher. Like sweat, smoke, and the kind of trouble that finds you even when you hide.
“You alright?” he asks, opening the kit on the coffee table.
You straighten, quickly realising that you'd been slowly leaning into him.
“Yeah,” you mutter. “I’m good. Sorry.”
He chuckles softly, then takes your injured hand again—holding it in his lap like it’s the most important thing in the world. He works quietly, carefully, seemingly unaware of the tension crackling between you as his fingers graze yours with the utmost care.
It’s almost hypnotic, the way he moves—cleaning the blood, dabbing antiseptic, wrapping your knuckles with gauze. But even when he’s finished, he doesn’t pull away. His touch lingers, his thumb stroking softly over the delicate bone in your wrist.
His eyes flick to yours, then drop to your mouth—lingering there as he leans in.
“You know,” he murmurs, “if it weren’t for this bet…”
His hot breath brushes your lips, and your heart starts to beat so hard you wonder if you’ll survive it.
"You’d what?" you ask, trying to sound steady—but your voice betrays you.
“I’d kiss you,” he whispers.
Your breath catches. Your chest aches. Your pulse is a drumbeat in your ears—so loud you can’t hear a single thought.
You want to let him. You want to close the space between you and let him do every wicked thing he’s thinking. But you can’t. You won’t. You need to win.
Instead, you smile—slow and dangerous.
“Bet’s back on, Torres,” you say, standing as you slide your hand from his.
You head back to the kitchen, steady and deliberate, refusing to let him see just how much he’s gotten to you.
Behind you, he exhales a sharp, disbelieving laugh. “You’re gonna kill me,” he mutters.
You don’t look back, but your grin is smug—and you just know his is cocky. He’s loving the chase just as much as you’re loving the game.
Back at the sink, you crouch down to rummage through the cupboard for the pair of rubber gloves you know you saw earlier. Once you find them, you slide them on with a snap and return to washing up, ignoring Joaquín’s protests.
Eventually, he gives up with a dramatic sigh and grabs a dish towel, falling into step beside you to dry and put things away. The air between you simmers with silence—thick and heavy, like steam clinging to your skin. You exchange the occasional quiet ‘excuse me’, the barest brush of hands, and a few glances that linger a second too long. But mostly, it’s just tension. Hot and unbearable.
The kitchen is too small. The space between counters is too narrow. And Joaquín is far too fucking attractive to focus on anything else. That soft smile. Those gentle, dark eyes. The sharp cut of his jaw, dusted with just a hint of stubble. And his curls—God, those curls. They make your fingers twitch with the urge to sink in and pull.
As soon as you finish wiping down the sink and peeling off your gloves, you open your mouth to say you’re heading to bed—but Joaquín beats you to it.
“I think I’m gonna call it a night,” he says, already edging out of the kitchen. “I know it’s early, but I’m... spent.”
You nod, heartbeat still a little too fast. “Yeah. Me too.”
“I’ll be quick in the bathroom,” he adds, flashing a soft smile. “Good night.”
“Night, Torres.”
And then he’s gone.
You wait a few minutes before following, keeping yourself busy by wiping down the benches—again—and tidying the lounge room. Once you hear the soft click of his bedroom door shutting, you quietly pad upstairs and slip into the bathroom.
You’ve each got a drawer in the vanity now, and you’ve promised not to look in the other’s... though the curiosity is killing you. Not that you really care about toothbrushes and dental picks—because of course he uses them. Have you seen those teeth? No, what you’re more interested in is whether there are any... toys. Or condoms.
Because really, why would he need condoms at a safehouse?
To fuck you, maybe?
God, you hope so.
Barely clinging to your restraint, you brush your teeth, wash your face, and tiptoe into your room.
The house is almost too quiet tonight. And oppressively warm. You’re not sure if it’s the creeping summer heat—or just the tension between you and Joaquín—but either way, you need to let off some steam.
There’s only one thin wall between your room and his, which isn’t ideal for what you’re about to do—but you’re pretty sure you’ll go insane if you don’t. So you suck in a deep breath and quietly slide the box from under your bed, picking out your quietest—you hope—vibrator before climbing up onto the mattress.
Every shift of the sheets and every sharp inhale feels too loud in the dark room. You try to stay still, to keep calm, but your body won’t listen. It’s too wound up. Too eager.
You shimmy out of your underwear and toss them toward the foot of the bed, letting your knees fall open as you move the toy to the apex of your thighs. You’re just about to press the little button when—
A groan.
Soft. Clipped short. But it definitely happened.
“Holy shit,” you whisper, scrambling onto your knees.
You know Joaquín’s room mirrors yours—bedhead pressed against the same wall—so you inch up and press your ear to it, holding your breath. Listening.
There’s the quiet rustle of sheets. Barely audible. The faint whisper of wind—your window, probably. And then—a sigh. Soft and breathy.
Your eyes widen as you lean impossibly close.
Another groan—louder this time. Not stifled.
Oh, God. Is this real?
Then you hear it. The quiet slap of skin on skin. A steady rhythm, fast and getting faster.
Holy fucking shit.
You drop back onto the mattress, toy still in hand, and resume your position. You suck in a breath as you press the cool silicone to your core, hissing it out through your teeth at the contact.
Then—a hitched breath. Sheets shifting. Silence.
Oh. He heard you.
Fighting a wicked grin, you press the button and the toy hums to life in your hand—a soft whimper escaping your lips as you melt into the pillows.
Through the wall, you hear a strangled, “Fuck.”
Your heart leaps—racing now, pounding against your ribs.
You squeeze your eyes shut and picture him. Sprawled on the bed. Eyes dark and dazed. Boxers shoved halfway down his thighs. Hand wrapped tightly around his cock.
It makes your thighs quiver.
Another groan rumbles through the wall, and you arch into the toy, pretending it’s him instead—his hand, his mouth, his breath hot on your skin.
“Oh,” you sigh, all hesitation gone. “Joaquín.” His name slips from your lips like a prayer. Barely audible—but you know he hears it.
Because his rhythm falters—then quickens. His breath is shallow and sharp now, rough and uneven.
Normally, you’d take your time—drag it out until the ache is unbearable. But not tonight. You can’t stop. You won’t. Not with the image of him burning in your mind—eyes squeezed shut, brow furrowed, lips pink and parted as he pants.
You’re already close. So close.
And by the sound of his soft whimpers—threaded with your name—he is too.
You bite your lip to hold in a moan, desperate to hear his sounds over your own, but it escapes anyway—soft and broken.
Then you hear him. A low groan. Raw and wrecked.
You writhe against the sheets, your hand shaking as it clutches the toy. Whispers. Sighs. Soft moans—some his, some yours. At this point, you can’t even tell. All of it winds tight behind your hipbones, pressure threatening to burst.
Then his breath hitches. Stutters. Breaks. And your name—your name—leaves his mouth in a low, guttural groan.
It isn’t quiet.
It isn’t hesitant.
It’s loud. And it’s enough.
You break.
His name tumbles from your lips, over and over, a reverent chant as you fall over the edge—boneless, breathless, and blushing.
-
You wake too hot and far too exposed, sunlight spilling through the blinds you forgot to close. It takes a moment for your eyes to adjust, your thoughts still slow and hazy—
Then you bolt upright, the memory of last night burning fresh in your mind.
Fuck.
The sound of the bathroom door closing—right across the hall—makes you jump. Your head snaps toward your own door, left ajar in your rush to get to bed. God, that was stupid.
After a solid ten minutes of berating yourself for acting like a cat in heat, you finally drag yourself out of bed and pull out some clothes. You wait until you hear Joaquín leave the bathroom before darting across the hall and practically slamming the door behind you.
You spend longer than usual in the shower, one eye on the door through the fogged glass. You’re not sure what you’re hoping for—maybe that he’ll walk in by accident again. Or on purpose. Maybe join you. Show you exactly what he’d been doing to himself last night.
The thought alone makes you ache, your thighs pressing together instinctively.
You shut off the water, dry off, get dressed, and brace yourself to face the man who starred in every hot dream you had last night.
Maybe you need a new house rule: no mutual masturbation through the wall.
“Morning,” Joaquín says the second you step into the kitchen.
He’s leaning against the counter beside the coffee machine, one hand cradling a mug and the other braced casually behind him. His eyes are dark and wicked, glinting with something that makes your heart stutter.
“Morning,” you mutter, keeping your gaze low as you head for the fridge.
“Sleep well?” he asks.
You swallow hard, willing your cheeks not to flush. The asshole knows exactly what he’s doing.
“Yeah,” you say lightly. “Great sleep. You?”
“Best I’ve had since getting here.”
You nod, lips pursed as you pretend to study the fridge’s pitiful contents. “That’s good.”
A beat of silence follows—thick and humming with everything you’re both refusing to say.
Then he breaks it with a simple, “Coffee?”
Your stomach growls in response, and when you glance over your shoulder, it feels like all the air has been knocked out of you by just how downright delicious he looks. He’s in a muscle tee, arms bare and still gleaming from the shower, curls damp and falling over his forehead. His smile is devastating—lazy and knowing—and has no business affecting the parts of your body that it is.
You snap your eyes to the machine instead, clearing your throat. “Yes, please.”
He nods, sets down his mug, and reaches into the cupboard for a clean one. You stay planted on your side of the kitchen island, knowing damn well that you might not make it out of this room with your dignity intact if you get any closer to him.
It doesn’t take long before he sets the steaming mug of fresh coffee on the bench in front of you.
“Thanks,” you murmur, wrapping your hands around it.
He nods, watching as you blow gently across the surface of the liquid.
When you glance up, he raises his brows—a silent question.
“It’s hot,” you say simply.
He chuckles, low and warm. “Like last night.”
Your eyes go wide, and you nearly drop the mug.
“The temperature,” he amends quickly. “Just couldn’t cool down. Summer is definitely on its way.”
You narrow your eyes, carefully setting the mug back on the counter as you drag your tongue along your top teeth. He just stands there—smug and unrelenting.
“What happened to boundaries?” you ask, arching a brow.
He laughs again, and the sound is somehow hotter than the coffee. “What do you mean? A wall is a boundary, isn’t it?”
Then he turns, drops his mug in the sink, and flashes you one last, infuriating wink before strolling out of the kitchen—like he didn’t just fry every nerve ending in your body.
You spend the rest of the day avoiding him.
You can’t so much as be in the same room without seeing mental images of him sprawled naked on his bed, getting himself off to the thought of you.
And God, doesn’t he know it.
The smug smile on his lips hasn’t faltered in hours. Every time you pass him—every time you glance at his stupidly handsome face—there it is. Those pretty pink lips, curled into the most delicious, insufferable smirk you’ve ever seen.
If Sam doesn’t find whoever’s trying to kill you soon, you might just die stuck in this safehouse with Joaquín.
Then it hits you.
You’re out on the back porch, a book in your lap, pretending to read when the idea flashes through your mind like a lightbulb flicking on. Your eyes go wide and you shoot up from the old porch swing, your book dropping to the ground as you sprint into the house.
“Joaquín!” you call. “Joaquín, I think I know who it is!”
You turn into the lounge room—empty.
Then duck into the kitchen—also empty.
When you spin around to double back and check the other side of the house, you run right into him. Chest-first. Firm, warm… and damp.
You glance up. “What the fuck?”
He’s in gym clothes, sweat trailing from his cheekbone to his jaw, curls sticking adorably to his glistening skin. He must’ve been working out. Where? You have no idea. But whatever he was doing was clearly working his body, and it’s probably a good thing you hadn’t witnessed it. You might’ve dropped dead on the spot.
“What’s wrong?” he asks, slightly breathless, a hint of panic in his tone.
You step back quickly, dragging your eyes up to his face—away from the tight gym clothes that are making your mouth water.
“I—I think I know who it could be,” you say.
He frowns. “Who?”
“Whoever’s after me.”
“Oh?”
“Yeah. Remember last night, I told you about my ex?”
He nods.
“Well… when we broke up, it was messy. He tried to get me to join HYDRA. Told me he loved me and couldn’t live without me. Said I didn’t know the whole story, but once I did, I’d want to join them.” You hesitate. “I told him to eat a bag of dicks. Then it got physical. We fought. He almost had me—but I got lucky. I couldn’t kill him, though. So I let him go.”
You feel almost stupid admitting it, but Joaquín doesn’t look even remotely judgmental.
“The last thing he said to me,” you continue, “was that he’d never give up. That he’d find a way to get me back or—”
“Or what?” Joaquín prompts.
“Or he’d kill me.”
His brows shoot up. “Oh. Okay. Yeah, that’s probably something you should’ve told Sam earlier.”
You shrug, sheepish. “I kind of forgot. I didn’t take it seriously. He always said stupid, dramatic stuff like that.”
Joaquín blinks hard, like he’s physically stopping himself from rolling his eyes. “You really need better taste in men.”
You glance up at him through your lashes, dragging your bottom lip between your teeth. “I’ve got much better taste now.”
He inhales sharply, eyes fluttering shut like you’re dangling a drug in front of a recovering addict.
“You’re going to kill me,” he mutters, stepping back. “We need to call Sam.”
You nod, eyes shamelessly glued to his ass as he turns away. “Yeah. Call Sam.”
A few hours later, under the cover of darkness, Sam arrives, and you all gather around the small kitchen island to discuss the possibility that your ex is behind the attack.
It all seems to add up, and Sam quickly calls the contact in the Secretary’s office who’s helping him. He explains the situation, gives your ex’s name, and starts organising a team to locate and apprehend him.
You want to ask if you can come along—this is your mess, after all—but you know he won’t say yes. And a small part of you wants to stay here, in the house with Joaquín, because suddenly this little townhouse feels a lot less godforsaken than it did before. And you don’t really want to leave…
“Alright,” Sam says, sliding his phone into his pocket. “They’re looking for him now. They’ll let me know as soon as they have any leads, and then we’re going in. He’s been mostly MIA for the past few years, but when he’s popped up, it’s been suspicious.”
You nod. “So, he’s still HYDRA?”
Sam shrugs. “I’m not even sure HYDRA is still operating. But whatever he’s up to, it’s definitely nothing good.”
“Why?” Joaquín asks, his eyes locked on you, a playful smirk trying to appear but looking a little forced. “Thinking about getting back together?”
You narrow your eyes, lips pulling into a soft, amused smile. “Torres, are you irrationally jealous of my ex?”
He scoffs. “No. Absolutely not. Just—”
“Oh, man,” Sam sighs, shaking his head. “What the hell have I done leaving you two alone for this long?”
You roll your eyes. “Shut up, Sam.”
Joaquín chuckles.
Sam’s eyes narrow at you, amusement written all over his face. “Did I hit a nerve?”
You ignore him and turn to leave the kitchen.
“You know,” he calls after you, “you have my blessing. If you two want to fuck, I don’t—”
“I’m going to shower now,” you cut in, shooting a lethal glare over your shoulder before disappearing around the corner.
You hear them both giggling as you ascend the stairs, rolling your eyes again when you reach your room. You grab some clean clothes and carry them into the bathroom—only to realize your towel is still in the dryer. You start the shower, letting it heat up, then duck out and begin heading downstairs to get to the laundry.
But then you hear your name and freeze mid-step, leaning over the banister to listen closer.
Sam chuckles. “You sure? Because you can practically taste the sexual tension in here.”
There’s a brief pause, then a heavy breath—Joaquín’s, you assume.
“Something… kind of happened last night.”
Your eyes go wide. No way he’s about to tell Sam—
“We could hear each other,” he says, “through the wall.”
Another pause.
“Doing what?” Sam asks slowly, as if unsure he really wants the answer.
“You know,” Joaquín says. “Getting off.”
“Oh, my God!” Sam exclaims.
You drop your head into your hands, cheeks burning against your palms.
“Shut up, dude!” Joaquín hisses. “I doubt she’d want me to tell you that.”
“Then why did you?”
“You basically asked!”
Sam scoffs. “I asked if you’d slept together. Not if you’d jerked off on opposite sides of the wall. Jesus Christ, how old are you? Eighteen?”
“Shut up,” Joaquín mutters, his voice muffled like he’s covering his face.
You start quietly continuing down the stairs, deciding you’ve eavesdropped enough. Until—
“Okay,” Sam says, “so if you’re into each other, why haven’t you slept together?”
“I don’t know, really,” Joaquín replies. “She’s cautious, I think. And I don’t want to pressure her. But God, it’s so fucking hard.”
Sam chuckles. “I bet it is.”
“Dude,” Joaquín says, deadpan.
“What?”
Joaquín sighs, exasperated. “Look, I really like her. She’s so much cooler than I ever imagined. I don’t want to blow it by—”
“Blowing it?” Sam cuts in.
“How old are you?” Joaquín fires back, and you can almost picture him narrowing his eyes at his mentor.
“Sorry,” Sam mutters, though he’s still laughing softly. “I’ll stop.”
“Good,” Joaquín says, taking a deep breath. “I’m going to ask her out properly once all this shit is over. I want to try actually dating her. Like, romantic-styles.”
Your heart thuds harder in your chest, your pulse pounding in your throat.
“Romantic-styles?” Sam repeats.
“Yeah. Like flowers and dates, stolen kisses, late-night talks, anniversaries, handmade cards—”
“Making love under the moonlight?” Sam interjects, voice dramatically wistful.
“Yes,” Joaquín says firmly. “I want to make love to her under the moonlight, goddammit. I want all the dumb, romantic, cheesy shit you see in movies. Because I like her. A lot.”
Sam whistles under his breath. “Damn, son. I think you’re whipped.”
“Shut up,” Joaquín mutters.
You’re frozen halfway down the hall toward the laundry. Your cheeks are burning, your heart is racing, and you can’t remember how to breathe. Everything Joaquín said is possibly the lamest thing you’ve ever heard—in real life—but somehow, it’s making your head spin and your chest ache.
Then you hear footsteps.
Startled, you hurry down the hall, silently thanking your years of training for lightning-fast reflexes. You duck into the laundry, grab your towel from the dryer, check the hall is clear, and bolt back upstairs.
Then you lock yourself in the bathroom. Panting like you’ve just run a marathon and blushing like a fool in love.
After an intentionally cold shower, you throw on a pair of sweats and an oversized tee before making your way back downstairs. The house smells like roasted garlic with a hint of herbs—rosemary and thyme, you think—and the closer you get to the kitchen, the richer and more mouthwatering it becomes.
By the time you step into the kitchen, you’re practically drooling. And not just because of the drop-dead gorgeous man at the stove, cooking like it’s his own personal brand of foreplay.
“Damn,” you sigh. “That smells incredible.”
Joaquín grins over his shoulder, flipping something in the pan without even looking. “Garlic and herb roasted chicken, with caramelised onion and sweet potatoes.”
You lean forward and rest your elbows on the kitchen island, propping your chin in your hands. “It’s like you walked straight out of some lonely housewife’s favourite sexual fantasy.”
Sam chuckles from across the room, one shoulder braced against the wall. “You sure it’s not your fantasy?”
You roll your eyes. “Why are you even still here? Shouldn’t you be out looking for my asshole ex?”
“I’m off the clock until we’ve got a confirmed location,” he says with a smug grin. “And Joaquín invited me to stay for dinner.”
You stand upright, crossing your arms and scowling at him. “This is a safehouse, Sam. We’re supposed to be undercover, not hosting dinner parties.”
He raises a brow. “If you want to talk about the stuff you’re not supposed to be doing in this house, we can—”
“Okay!” Joaquín cuts in, just a little too loudly. “Dinner’s ready. Let’s plate up.”
You and Sam both glance at him with narrowed, knowing eyes. His cheeks are pink, brows lifted, and his mouth is pressed into a tight smile.
With a sigh, you decide to let it go and start laying out plates and cutlery while Joaquín serves. Each of you gets a full plate of the mouthwatering dinner he’s somehow whipped up, despite constantly complaining about the grocery situation Sam leaves him with. Then you all move into the dining room on the opposite side of the entrance hall from the lounge. You’ve barely used it since hiding out here. It’s small, just like the rest of the house, and wouldn’t comfortably seat more than four people around the circular table.
It’s quiet at first—the only sound the soft scrape of cutlery on plates as you all dig into what is, frankly, an obnoxiously delicious meal. You can feel Sam’s eyes flicking between you and Joaquín, that annoying little half-smirk tugging at his lips.
You can also feel the heat of Joaquín’s thigh brushing close to yours—because for some stupid reason, you decided to sit next to him instead of Sam.
“She’s all tough now,” Sam says, leaning toward Joaquín and eyeing you as you sip your wine, “but just wait until she’s had two more glasses.”
You set your glass down with a little more force than necessary. “I will bury you in the backyard, Wilson.”
Joaquín chuckles, eyes still on you even as he mutters to Sam, “Pretty sure that’s the fourth time today she’s threatened someone with murder.”
Sam raises his brows, that smirk deepening. “And you still want to date her?”
Joaquín grins—all cocky charm and perfect teeth. “Are you kidding? That’s half the appeal.”
Your wide eyes snap to his, heat rising from your chest right up to the tips of your ears.
“What?” he says with a casual shrug. “It’s true.”
You squeeze your eyes shut and pinch the bridge of your nose, silently begging the floor to swallow you whole—just to escape his stupidly perfect face… and Sam’s insufferably smug one.
After a beat of silence—far too brief for your liking—Sam starts up again, eyes locked on you and sparkling with mischief.
“So, what happens if it is this ex-boyfriend of yours?” he asks.
You raise a brow, swallowing your mouthful of food before replying, “Isn’t that your job, Captain America? Last I checked, lowly civilians like me don’t get to decide the fate of the bad guys.”
“But if you could,” he presses, propping one elbow on the table, “what would you decide?”
You bite your lip, gaze drifting to a blank spot on the wall behind him as you consider it.
“I’d probably kill him,” you say simply. “Or send him to the Raft.”
Sam’s brows lift. “Really? That harsh?”
You nod, stabbing a piece of potato like it insulted your bloodline. “He’s an asshole. And obviously a dangerous one. So if it’s between my life and his? I pick mine.”
“Wow,” Sam mutters, glancing down at his plate.
You frown. “Why is that surprising? He’s a dirtbag.”
“I mean, now he is,” Sam says with a shrug, his eyes sliding—none too subtly—toward Joaquín, “but from what I heard, the two of you were pretty serious. Like, real serious.”
“From what you heard?” you echo, incredulous.
“Yeah. Barton and Romanoff used to mention it. Apparently, you were talking marriage. Settling down. Getting out of the game.”
You drop your knife and fork like they’ve scalded you, lips parting in disbelief at the sheer nerve of the man across from you.
Joaquín shifts beside you, visibly tense. His jaw works as he stares down at his plate, knuckles white around his cutlery.
“Seriously, Sam?” you ask, leaning forward. “You’re asking me if I’m still in love with the man we think just put a hit out on me?”
Sam just nods and pops another bite of chicken into his mouth, utterly unfazed.
There’s a beat of silence.
Then—
“Are you?” Joaquín asks.
Your eyes snap to him, brow furrowed. “No, you idiot. I’m not.”
Then you turn back to Sam, who’s clearly seconds away from laughing. “And you—what the hell was that? Just because I once considered marrying someone I was in a committed relationship with doesn’t mean I’m still hung up on him. In fact, if he wasn’t actively trying to kill me, I wouldn’t even be thinking about him right now. Because you know what? The only goddamn thing on my mind lately is this—” you shoot a pointed look at Joaquín, heat blooming in your chest— “this unholy combination of soft curls and filthy intentions—which, by the way, you are one hundred percent aware of.”
Sam makes a choking noise, but you don’t stop.
“So don’t play dumb. Or coy. Or whatever little psychological warfare tactic you think you’re running to stir shit up. We don’t need your help turning up the tension in this house.” You stand abruptly, flustered and flushed. “It is already stifling in here. And I swear to God, I am this close to snapping.”
Then you pick up your plate, turn on your heel, and storm back through the house toward the kitchen—heart pounding in your ears, and face so hot you’re amazed you haven’t already burst into flames.
“What did she just call me?” you hear Joaquín ask.
Sam chuckles. “I believe it was an unholy combination of soft curls and filthy intentions.”
Joaquín laughs quietly, and you hate the way the sound alone makes you smile.
“Damn,” he mutters.
“She likes you, Falcon,” Sam teases. “The big bad assassin lady likes you.”
You roll your eyes and drop your plate on the kitchen island, deciding to finish the annoyingly delicious dinner before cleaning up.
Fifteen minutes later, once you’ve decided you’ve regained enough dignity to face them again, you move your empty plate to the sink and head back to the dining room. Without saying a word, you stack their plates in one hand and grab your wine glass with the other, downing the rest of it in two bitter gulps.
Then you return to the kitchen to start washing up, half-listening as their conversation drifts from the dining room to the lounge.
Once everything is clean, you refill everyone’s wine glasses and join them in the lounge room, dragging a chair in from the dining room since there’s no space left on the tiny couch.
Thankfully, the conversation doesn’t stray far from work. Joaquín asks Sam about the plan once they manage to locate your ex, and Sam reassures him that they—whoever he’s working with—have it covered. You can tell from Joaquín’s steady stream of questions that he’s worried. And it’s not just the standard concern for civilian safety. He’s worried about you.
And damn if that doesn’t make your heart ache a little.
Eventually, Sam flicks on the TV and picks a movie. You can tell he’s had enough of Joaquín’s interrogation, so you play along and pretend to be invested in whatever crappy comedy he’s chosen.
On your way to refill everyone’s glasses, you grab a spare blanket and lay it out on the lounge room floor. Then you steal two cushions off the couch and settle down on the blanket, wine in hand, pretending to watch the screen while trying very hard to ignore the weight of Joaquín’s gaze.
An hour and almost two bottles of wine later, the movie ends, the screen bathing the dark room in soft white light as the credits roll.
“Alright,” Sam sighs, tipping the last of his wine into his mouth. “No way I’m getting home now. I’ll crash on the couch.”
You and Joaquín snap toward him in unison—eyes wide, lips tight.
“What?” he deadpans. “I’ve had too many drinks and I don’t feel like catching a cab. You two can keep it in your pants for one more night.”
Joaquín takes a long breath through his nose, his jaw flexing with tension. You’re not sure what shifted in the last couple of hours—maybe Sam’s meddling worked—but the tension in the room is unbearable. Your heart won’t slow down, your skin feels too hot, and honestly, if you don’t feel Joaquín’s hands on you soon, you might actually go feral. Claws out, back arched, hissing kind of feral.
“Alright,” Joaquín mutters through clenched teeth. “Take the couch.”
You collect the empty glasses and take them to the kitchen while Joaquín grabs the blanket from the floor and drapes it over Sam, who’s settling into the world’s smallest couch like he owns the place. Then you move quietly back through the lounge room and meet Joaquín at the bottom of the stairs. The air between you is practically humming—so thick with tension one spark might blow the whole house sky-high.
“G’night,” Sam mumbles, entirely too smug.
“Night,” Joaquín replies, clipped.
“Night,” you echo, with a glare over your shoulder. “Hope your back hurts in the morning.”
Sam chuckles behind you, completely unbothered by the two of you stomping up the stairs like thunder.
You head straight for the bathroom, flicking on the too-bright light before stopping in front of the vanity and grabbing your toothbrush from the cup beside the sink.
Your reflection is a perfect mirror of how you're feeling—which is absolutely and completely wrecked. Your hair’s a mess, your lips wine-stained, your cheeks flushed, and your eyes wide and dark with an unrecognisable kind of hunger.
It’s almost laughable, the way your reflection exposes just how utterly undone you are by the man standing beside you.
Joaquín grabs his toothbrush and silently takes the tube of toothpaste from your outstretched hand. Then you both take turns wetting your brushes before wordlessly starting to brush your teeth.
You glance at him in the mirror, shamelessly studying the pretty features of his perfect face—soft curls, straight nose, sharp jaw, and those same wide, hungry eyes staring intently at his own reflection.
His elbow brushes yours, but he doesn’t seem to notice—not in the same way you do, at least. A sharp jolt of electricity shoots up your arm and through your shoulder, making you shiver.
He catches your eye in the mirror and pauses, quirking a brow—just the tiniest, stupidest smirk. But it still sends your heart vaulting into your throat.
The heat in your cheeks intensifies as you duck your head and focus on rinsing. The water is cold as you splash it over your mouth, but it does nothing to cool the fire simmering beneath your skin.
“This is torture,” he mutters.
You dry your mouth on a towel before straightening, frowning at him in the mirror. “What?”
He gives you a flat look. “This. You. Me. Captain fucking America sleeping on the couch.”
Your breath stutters, and you have to grip the counter to steady yourself. “It’s one night. We can do one more night.”
Joaquín blinks, then turns toward you—actually looking at you, not your reflection. “One more night,” he says quietly. “Then what?”
Your eyes drop to his lips, lingering there as his tongue flicks between them. “You know what.”
“Say it,” he mutters, stepping closer.
Your breath hitches, still locked on his mouth.
“One more night,” he repeats slowly. “Then… what?”
You let out a shaky breath and take a reluctant step back. “Then…” You swallow, lifting your gaze to meet his. “Then you fuck me so hard I forget why we waited this long.”
He stops breathing.
His eyes go wide—impossibly dark. His whole body goes still.
Your stomach flips. Your knees wobble. But somehow you keep moving, brushing past him and walking straight into your room.
You feel the heat of his gaze on your back. The phantom drag of his fingers down your spine—even though he hasn’t touched you. Not properly. Not since you made up that stupid, wildly ineffective rule.
You shut the door without looking back, not trusting yourself to survive what you’d see—him, still standing there. Mouth open, eyes black, foamy toothbrush dangling stupidly from his lips.
God, even dental hygiene is sexy when he does it.
You fall face-first onto the bed, groaning into the sheets.
It’s going to be a long fucking night.
You spend an hour trying to fall asleep. Tossing, turning, blankets on, blankets off. One pillow, two pillows, fluffed pillow, no pillow. Nothing helps.
Sleep evades you.
You’re too hot. Too wound up. The wine and the tension are thrumming through your veins like electricity. Your pulse won’t slow. Your breath won’t settle. All you can think about is Joaquín—his stupid smile, his eyes, his lips, his hands. The way all of it would feel against your burning skin. The way he’d unravel the knot sitting low and tight behind your hipbones, slow and deliberate and maddening.
It’s too much. You can barely breathe.
You need to do something.
After what feels like an eternity, you throw the blankets off and lean over the side of the bed, reaching underneath until your fingers find the box. You slide it out and fumble through its contents for your little bullet vibrator. It’s not the quietest, but it’s efficient—and at this point, you don’t care what Joaquín hears. You just need release.
You use your phone’s flashlight illuminate the box, but after a few seconds of empty searching, you remember… it’s in the bathroom drawer.
Of course it is.
With a quiet sigh, you swing your legs off the bed and pad softly to the door, careful not to let the squeaky hinges whine too loudly. You don’t bother with the lights as you tiptoe into the bathroom, stepping up to the vanity and slowly sliding open the top drawer—your drawer.
You quickly find the small vibrator and wrap your fingers around it before gently shutting the drawer. Then you turn and tiptoe out of the bathroom, your bedroom door in sight when—
Joaquín steps into your path. Shirtless. Curls a mess. Nothing but a pair of grey sweatpants slung dangerously low on his hips.
You duck your head and try—feebly—to sidestep him, but he moves with you, crowding into your space until your spine meets the bathroom doorframe.
“Couldn’t sleep?” he asks, voice low and rough.
He steps in closer, slow and deliberate, and the hallway suddenly feels too small. Too warm. His face is cast in soft shadow, but you can still see every perfect line—sharp cheekbones, full lips, that frustratingly elegant nose. The kind of face sculptors dream of and sinners pray to.
But it’s his eyes that undo you.
Dark. Wild. Burning with something untamed. Hunger, yes—but barely restrained. Like he’s holding himself back with a single fraying thread, one you’re both terrified and desperate to snap.
You manage the smallest nod.
He edges even closer, his bare chest now just a breath from your peaked nipples beneath your thin cotton shirt.
“You’re not wearing a shirt,” you murmur, voice embarrassingly breathless.
His jaw ticks as he looks at you—like he’s trying not to do something reckless. Then his tongue slides slowly across his bottom lip. “You’re not wearing pants.”
“Guess we’re both breaking rules,” you whisper.
He lifts a hand to your face, knuckles grazing from your cheekbone down to your jaw. “What’s one more, then?”
Your breath hitches, heart pounding in your throat. “Which one?”
He hums softly, his eyes trained on his fingers as they ghost along your jaw and down the column of your throat.
“Guess,” he says quietly.
Then he grips your chin. Hard. Fingers digging into your jaw, forcing your mouth open.
“You have no fucking idea how hard it’s been not to touch you,” he growls.
Then he surges forward and crushes his mouth to yours, all heat and hunger and pent-up fucking agony. It’s not soft. Not sweet. It’s a collision—teeth and tongue and a groan so guttural it vibrates against your lips. You gasp into him and he swallows it whole, devouring you like he’s starving.
Your head hits the doorframe with a soft thud, but you don’t care. You’re too far gone. His hands find your hips, rough and possessive, gripping you like he wants his fingerprints embedded in your bones.
You whimper—and that’s all the encouragement he needs.
He shoves a knee between your legs, pressing his thigh up against your core. The pressure punches the air from your lungs—hot and perfectly placed—and your hips grind down on him before you can stop yourself.
He groans into your mouth, deep and wrecked, and then his teeth catch your bottom lip in a sharp, punishing bite. Not enough to break skin, but enough to make you gasp.
“Shh,” he murmurs against your mouth. “Gotta keep it down, baby. We’ve got guests.”
Then he kisses you again. Harder. Desperate and possessive. Like he’s trying to brand you with his mouth alone.
You try to lift your hands—to touch him, to feel—but he’s faster. He catches your wrists and slams them above your head, pinning them with one hand as the other slides down and cups your breast, rough and reverent all at once.
You gasp against his mouth, a shocked, breathless sound that he swallows greedily.
Then he stills.
His eyes drag up to where your hands are trapped. To the shape pressed between your fingers—small, hard, and anything but innocent.
He pulls back just enough to uncurl your grip, slow and deliberate. You try to pull away, but he’s stronger—too strong—and within seconds, he’s holding the little vibrator up between two fingers. Right in front of your face.
“This what you came out here for?” he asks, voice ragged, low, thick with disbelief and something darker.
You can’t answer. You’re too stunned. Your breath is coming in shallow gasps, your chest rising and falling like you’ve been sprinting.
He drops his gaze to your lips, then back to your eyes. And smirks.
“Nah,” he murmurs, voice like smoke. “You don’t need that.”
The vibrator drops from his hand, hitting the floor with a soft, humiliating thunk.
For a moment, neither of you move.
Then he’s on you again.
His mouth crashes into yours—devouring, claiming—like he needs you more than air. Like kissing you is the only thing keeping him alive.
You moan into him, fingers twitching with the need to touch, to claw. He releases your wrists and you drop them instantly to his shoulders, then into his curls, grabbing hard enough to make him groan.
His hands find your hips again, rough and greedy, dragging you closer until his thigh slots back between your legs. The pressure is maddening. Perfect. You grind down with a gasp, hips rolling instinctively against the solid muscle.
He pulls back just enough to smirk against your mouth, that dark, cocky glint flashing in his eyes. “Yeah,” he mutters, voice wrecked. “Just like that.”
His fingers tighten on your hips, guiding you into another slow, filthy grind. The drag of fabric against your clit electric. You whimper and drop your forehead to his, your breaths mingling in the heat between you.
Every rock of your hips sends sparks shooting up your spine, the ache between your legs growing unbearable. His thigh flexes beneath you—deliberate, teasing—and you feel his breathing start to match your own, ragged and fast.
“Gonna cum on my thigh, baby?” he asks, breathless but teasing.
You can’t form words. You just whine—a needy, broken sound that ghosts past your lips and makes him chuckle, low and dangerous.
“That’s it,” he mutters, guiding you a little higher on his thigh. “That’s my girl.”
You grind harder, chasing the friction, the pressure, the devastating edge that’s so close it hurts. His hands are locked on your hips, dragging you over him like he wants to leave bruises behind.
“You feel that?” he rasps, mouth brushing your jaw as he speaks. “How fucking wet you are for me?”
You nod—frantic, breathless—but it’s not enough. He growls low in his throat and suddenly pulls you down harder, his thigh flexing beneath you. You bite down on a cry, head tipping back against the doorframe as your body trembles.
“You’re so fucking hot like this,” he breathes, watching your face like it’s the most obscene thing he’s ever seen. “Soak my leg, baby—come on.”
One hand slips up your shirt, calloused fingers grazing the bare skin of your belly before cupping your breast—no bra, just heat and softness and a tight nipple begging for attention. He rolls it between his fingers, rough and greedy, and your hips jerk in response.
“Jesus, you’re so fucking responsive,” he mutters, leaning in to bite down on the soft skin beneath your jaw.
You gasp, nails digging into his scalp, dragging him closer.
“Please,” you whisper, not even sure what you’re begging for—release, more, everything.
He lifts his head, eyes dark and glittering with wicked intent. “You wanna cum for me, baby?” he asks, voice thick and taunting. “Wanna make a mess all over my thigh like a needy little slut?”
You whimper—pathetic and wrecked—and he smirks. “Then take it. Rub that desperate little pussy on me like you mean it.”
He moves his thigh up harder, fingers biting into your hips as he guides you, using your body like it’s his to play with. And it is.
You’re grinding shamelessly now, panting into his mouth, broken noises falling from your lips as the heat builds. You’re close—so fucking close. Muscles tightening, vision going spotty—
“Cum for me,” he growls. “Right fucking now.”
And you do.
With a strangled whimper, you break—hips jerking, thighs quaking, mouth falling open in a silent scream as pleasure tears through you like a live wire. You bury your face in his neck, biting down on a gasp, desperate to stay quiet.
A muffled moan slips out anyway, ragged and breathy against his skin. He groans, low and wrecked, one hand fisting in your hair as your body trembles against his.
“Shh,” he murmurs, lips brushing your temple, even as his thigh flexes beneath you to draw out every last wave. “You’ve gotta be quiet, baby. Sam’s just downstairs.”
But you can’t stop shaking—your orgasm crashing over you in hot, relentless pulses—your nails clawing at his back, your teeth sinking into his neck to stifle another sound.
He holds you through it, breath thick and uneven, a dark smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth as he feels you unravel.
“So fucking good for me,” he whispers. “So sweet when you try to behave.”
He kisses you again—slow, filthy, coaxing you through the aftershocks with soft praise and a hot tongue. His lips drag along yours like he can’t get enough, like he’s trying to taste every noise you made.
“Fuck, you’re perfect,” he breathes, eyes half-lidded and burning. “So fucking sexy.”
Then, without warning, he lifts you—strong arms locking under your thighs, making you gasp as your legs wrap instinctively around his waist. You cling to him, giggling breathlessly against his shoulder as he starts walking down the hall.
His mouth finds your throat again, biting softly as he mutters, “You know I’m not stopping ‘til you’re ruined for anyone else, right?”
You let out a wrecked little laugh, and he grins—dark and dangerous.
“Gonna fuck you so good, baby,” he murmurs against your skin, voice wrecked and wicked. “Gonna make that pretty little mouth scream my name ‘til it’s the only word you know.”
You shudder—helpless, breathless—and he chuckles low in his chest, kissing the hinge of your jaw as he kicks open his bedroom door.
-
The door clicks softly shut behind you as you both step out into the hall, but neither of you move.
Joaquín’s back hits it a second later, pulling you with him—your chest flush to his, breath caught somewhere between a laugh and a moan.
“Joaquín,” you sigh, warning in your voice but no real conviction behind it.
“Mmh?” He leans in, mouth already dragging along the curve of your jaw, his hands low on your hips. “Just one more.”
You bite back a grin, threading your fingers through his messy curls as his lips brush yours—soft, slow, intoxicating. His tongue teases your bottom lip, coaxing it open, and before you can stop yourself, you’re kissing him again.
Deeper this time. Greedy. Sweet. A little wrecked.
His hands wander. Squeezing. Grabbing. Remembering every filthy, delicious way they unravelled you last night.
He trails kisses along your jaw, down the column of your throat, sucking a bruise into the dip of your collarbone as he lowers himself slowly.
Dropping to his knees.
You tip your head back, lips parted and panting softly.
“We—We have to go downstairs,” you murmur, though you don’t try to move.
“I am downstairs,” he mumbles, lifting the hem of his shirt to kiss your stomach.
You let out a shaky little laugh, your breath hitching as his tongue slides over your hipbone.
His hands slip up beneath the shirt, fingertips dancing over your hot skin like he’s thinking about dragging you back to bed. Again.
You’ve been trying to get downstairs for over an hour now. This is the furthest you’ve gotten.
“You’re not helping,” you hiss, voice catching as his knuckles graze the underside of your breast.
“I’m not trying to.”
You thread your fingers through his curls and tug, reluctantly pulling his mouth away from you. He looks up at you through thick lashes, eyes dark and hungry, grinning like a man thoroughly satisfied with his own choices.
“Come on,” you sigh softly, wanting nothing more than to have his head between your legs again like it was twenty minutes ago.
He rises to his full height with a playful eyeroll, slipping one hand into yours and lacing your fingers. Then he uses his free hand to cup your head and pull you toward him, pressing a tender kiss to your temple before turning down the hall.
“Let’s get this over with,” he says with a soft chuckle.
You giggle quietly, biting your lip to stop yourself from begging him back to bed.
Halfway down the stairs, he leans in, lips brushing your ear. “You realise I’m gonna spend all day thinking about what you sound like when you cum.”
You nearly trip, but he catches you easily—smug and warm behind you, his laughter a hot puff of air against your neck.
You elbow him, but you’re smiling, flushed and glowing and absolutely ruined.
You let him lead you into the kitchen, fingers still laced together, cheeks flushed and lips swollen. You try not to look like someone who’s just had every bone in her body melted and rearranged—but the limp in your step and the heat in your cheeks aren’t exactly subtle.
Sam’s already there, leaning casually against the counter beside the coffee machine, mug in hand. His eyes sparkle with that familiar, knowing mischief the moment you enter.
“Well, well, look who finally decided to join the land of the living.”
You pause at the edge of the kitchen, but Joaquín doesn’t.
“Morning,” he says easily, strolling over to the coffee machine like he hadn’t just threatened to make you scream his name five minutes ago. “Coffee?”
Sam takes a long, deliberate sip from his mug. “It’s probably cold by now. Didn’t think you two were ever coming down.”
You press your lips together, fighting back the embarrassed smile tugging at the corners of your mouth. Joaquín just shrugs.
“We got distracted,” he says, opening a cupboard and pulling out a mug. “Important business.”
Sam snorts, shaking his head. “Yeah, I heard. Whole neighbourhood did.”
You choke on your breath. “Oh my god.”
Joaquín turns to you, mug in hand, a smirk spreading across his face—smug and utterly unrepentant. “She’s loud when she’s happy.”
Your eyes go wide, and you’re surprised you don’t implode on the spot.
Sam groans, setting his mug down with a thud. “Jesus Christ. I take it back. You’re officially banned from happiness.”
Joaquín just grins wider. “Too late.”
You drop your face into your hands with a soft groan.
“At least one of you has the decency to blush,” Sam mutters as he walks past you.
You drag your hands down your face and shuffle further into the kitchen, stopping at the island across from where Joaquín is pouring two cups of coffee.
He nudges the mugs toward you, but neither of you makes a move to grab one. Instead, he steps around the island, slips his arms around your waist, and pulls you in—pressing you flush against him as he buries his face in the curve of your neck, breathing you in like he’s trying to memorise every trace of you.
All of it completely shameless, even with Sam just a few feet away on the lounge, sipping his coffee and looking vaguely traumatised.
Honestly, though? You can’t bring yourself to care either.
Your hands drift up Joaquín’s arms to link behind his neck.
“You hungry?” you ask.
His head snaps up, eyes dark with immediate interest. “Yes.”
You roll your eyes, thighs clenching despite yourself. “Not like that. I meant actual food. You know—sustenance.”
“The other thing is sustenance,” he mutters, mouth finding your neck again.
“I’m still here,” Sam calls. “And you’re still not quiet. Do either of you know how to whisper?”
Joaquín lifts his head and glances toward the lounge. “We didn’t invite you to stay. Feel free to leave anytime.”
Sam shakes his head, laughing in disbelief. “You two should be thanking me.”
You frown. “For what?”
“Introducing you,” he says, pausing like he expects applause. Then he sighs and adds, “And tracking down your shady ex.”
That gets your attention. Both you and Joaquín straighten, turning toward him.
“You have a location?” you ask.
Sam nods. “We’re organising a strike team. Intel says he’s been renting this place under an alias. Plan is to hit him when he’s not expecting it.”
“Tonight?”
“Tonight,” he confirms, pushing off the lounge. “Which means I’ve got a team to prep.”
He moves into the kitchen, drops his empty mug in the sink, and glances back at you.
“If your hunch is right and he’s behind everything… you’ll be able to go home soon.”
You nod, trying to ignore the tight knot forming in your stomach. “Great.”
Joaquín slowly releases your waist and lifts his coffee, taking a sip to hide what you know is a frown.
You wait for Sam to gather his things and bid you both goodbye, stepping out the front door with a knowing smirk and muttering something about ‘getting the house fumigated’ after you two finally move out.
When the door clicks shut behind him, you turn to Joaquín, who’s settled on the tiny lounge, elbows resting on his knees and fingers steepled beneath his chin.
“Hey,” you say softly, stepping in front of him.
His hands immediately find your hips, like that’s where they’re meant to be.
“Hey,” he murmurs, tugging you onto his lap.
You straddle his thighs, hands pressed to his chest. “You know,” you say, resting your forehead against his, “if you wanted to stay here a while longer… I wouldn’t be opposed.”
He huffs out a soft laugh, breath ghosting over your lips. “Yeah? You want to stay in this tiny house with paper-thin walls?”
“I’d stay anywhere with you,” you whisper, so quiet it barely registers—as if saying it aloud makes whatever this is feel real. Too real.
His breath stutters. His fingers tighten at your waist.
“Really?”
You nod. “Yeah.”
“What about my apartment in D.C.?” he asks, leaning back to study your face with wide, hopeful eyes. “It’s not much bigger than this, but—”
“Okay,” you interrupt, pressing your lips together to keep from grinning like an idiot.
His eyes go even wider. “Really?”
You nod again, giggling. “Let’s call it an indefinite sleepover. Just in case you get sick of me and want to send me back to my own place.”
He laughs too, the sound rumbling deep in his chest beneath your palms. “I’m never gonna get sick of you.”
“You sure about that?” you tease, shifting your hips to grind down against him.
His breath catches, lips parting in a soft sigh.
“Baby,” he whispers, “we’re just getting started.”
Then, before you can blink, he lifts you, flipping you onto your back and pressing you into the couch cushions. He hovers over you, lips finding yours like they belong there—sliding against yours and stoking that slow-burning flame deep in your belly. The same flame he lit the first day you met. The flame that now blazes so bright, your whole body glows—burning beneath his touch.
He pauses, forehead resting against yours, breath warm and uneven.
“You know,” he murmurs, voice thick with promise, “I plan on making you forget your own name by the end of today.”
You grin, tugging him down for one last kiss—soft, slow, but packed with everything you feel.
“Good,” you whisper against his lips, “because I don’t want to remember anyone else’s.”
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description: eddie’s used to being the one people whisper about. until you walk into the room, and suddenly, he’s not the one being watched. you’re not sweet, you’re not safe, and you definitely don’t scare easy. good thing he’s never been afraid of a little danger.
pairing: eddie x you (fem!reader)
tags: eddie x alt!reader, nancy downs core! reader, eddie's obsessed with you, dom!reader, reader has him wrapped around her finger, "enemies" to lovers (kinda), mutual obsession, she's the moment fr, "boo"
TW: NSFW (18+) minors do not interact!!, PiV unprotected, dom! reader af
WC: 6.3k
A/N: AHH okay this request came in from my beloved @bitterestwillow i hope you love it muahmuahmuah. reblogs are always appreciated<33 also ily all sm thank you for your continued support, it means sm to me🥹okay im done no more mush ENJOYYYYYYYY!!
The rumors about you come in layers.
Not the loud, cafeteria-table kind, not the careless whispers traded between lockers. Yours are heavier, the kind that stick.
The kind people lower their voices for without even realizing it, witchy, bitchy, strange. “Don’t look her in the eye too long.”
Something about the way you smile, like you know something no one else does.
Eddie has heard all of them. And still, he watches you.
It starts small. A glance across the parking lot, your boots crunching gravel like you own the place, headphones slung around your neck, rings glinting when you push your hair back. Then it becomes a habit.
He notices what bands are scribbled across your notebooks, how you tap your pen in rhythm to something only you can hear, how you never rush, never fidget, never fill silence unless you want to.
You don’t orbit Hawkins High; it orbits you.
And that’s the problem. Because Eddie Munson, resident freak, king of Hellfire, professional loudmouth, suddenly finds himself very, very quiet whenever you’re around. He tells himself it’s your reputation, because that’s easier than admitting the truth.
“Alright, Munson and…” the teacher drones, barely glancing up from her clipboard. Even your teacher hesitates over your name, like it might bite.
Eddie’s stomach drops. Of course, of course it’s you.
You don’t react right away. You just close your notebook slowly, like you’ve known this was coming all along.
When you finally look at him, it’s not shy; you’re simply just assessing him for what he’s worth.
Eddie nearly forgets how to breathe. He lugs his chair over, trying to act like this is normal, like he hasn’t spent the last month watching you like you’re some kind of cryptid sighting.
“Uh,” he starts, then stops. Great. Smooth.
You tilt your head slightly, eyes dragging over him in a way that feels almost physical.
“You’re staring,” you say.
Your voice is softer than he expected.
“I—what? No, I’m—this is my natural face,” he deflects, gesturing vaguely to himself. “Very stare-y. It’s a condition.”
You pause for a second, then smile. Not big or warm, but just enough. Eddie’s heart does something stupid in his chest.
“Relax, Munson,” you murmur, pulling the lab sheet toward you. “I don’t bite.”
Your fingers tap once against the paper.
“Unless you give me a reason to.”
Oh. Oh, he’s done for. Working with you is disorienting, to say the least.
You don’t rush through the assignment like everyone else. You take your time, reading each step carefully, jotting notes in the margins that Eddie can’t help but lean over to read.
Your handwriting is sharp, deliberate, with little symbols and sketches mixed in with the chemistry, like it all connects somehow.
“Are you always this intense?” he asks at one point, trying to keep his voice casual.
You glance up at him. “Are you always this distracting?”
He chokes on air.
“Jesus, okay. Sorry, I’ll just—” he mimes zipping his lips, then immediately fails at it. “No, wait, that’s worse, I’m not a quiet person, this is not sustainable—”
“You talk a lot when you’re nervous,” you observe.
“I’m not nervous.”
You raise a brow.
He exhales. “Okay, I might be a little nervous.”
“Why?”
Eddie hesitates because the real answer is ridiculous.
Because you’re terrifying in a way he doesn’t understand, in a way he kind of likes. Because you look at him like you can see right through him, and instead of running, he wants to step closer.
“Reputation,” he settles on, weaker than he’d like.
“People say a lot of things,” you reply, turning back to the experiment. “Most of them are boring.”
“Yeah?” he says, watching you carefully. “What do you say?”
“I say,” you murmur, “that most people decide what they’re afraid of before they ever actually look at it.”
Eddie swallows.
“Lucky for you,” you add, almost as an afterthought, “you don’t seem very afraid.”
He lets out a quiet laugh. “That’s because I’ve been watching you for like a month.”
Shit.
He freezes. “I, uh, okay, that sounded—wow, that sounded so much worse out loud—”
You don’t interrupt. You just watch him spiral.
“You have,” you say. Not a question.
Eddie blinks. “You… knew?”
You shrug slightly. “You’re not subtle.”
“And?” he asks, cautiously.
“And,” you echo, eyes dropping briefly to his hands before meeting his gaze again, “I didn’t stop you.”
Something electric snaps into place. Eddie leans in without realizing it, elbows on the lab table, grin creeping back despite himself.
“Yeah?” he says, voice low now. “Why’s that?”
You don’t answer right away. Instead, you reach for his wrist. Your rings press cool against his skin as you turn his hand over, examining it like it’s part of the experiment.
Eddie forgets every coherent thought he’s ever had.
“Because,” you say softly, tracing the curve of his palm with your thumb, “you look at me like you’re trying to figure me out.”
Your gaze flicks up to his. “And most people don’t bother trying.”
Eddie exhales slowly.
“Maybe I like puzzles,” he murmurs.
Your lips twitch.
“Careful,” you say, finally letting go. “You might not like what you find.”
He leans back, heart still racing, but something steadier settling underneath it now.
“Yeah,” he says, voice rough but sure. “I think I will.”
By the time the bell rings, neither of you has finished the lab, and neither of you seems to care.
As everyone files out, you take your time packing up, slipping your notebook into your bag. Eddie lingers, suddenly unwilling to let the moment end.
“So,” he starts, trying to sound casual and failing spectacularly, “same time next class, partner?”
You glance at him over your shoulder. “Maybe,” you say.
Then, just before you turn away, “If you’re lucky.”
Eddie watches you leave, a little dazed, a little thrilled, and entirely screwed.
Lunch is loud in the way only a cafeteria can be. Trays clatter, chairs scrape, conversations overlap into a steady, shapeless hum that fills every inch of the room. It’s the kind of noise most people get swallowed by.
You don’t.
You sit at the far end of one of the tables near the windows, your friends scattered around you in loose, shifting positions, half-paying attention to whatever story is being told. You’re there, but not fully.
One leg crossed over the other, elbow resting against the table, fingers idly tracing the rim of your drink like you’re following a thought only you can hear.
Every so often, you hum under your breath, barely audible, like a song that hasn’t decided to exist yet.
People notice you, they just don’t approach.
Across the room, Hellfire has claimed their usual table. Loud, chaotic, a mess of half-finished lunches and overlapping voices.
Eddie sits at the center of it, where he always does, all restless energy and sharp edges, talking with his hands as he launches into some dramatic retelling of last night’s campaign.
But he’s not really there. Because every few seconds, his gaze drifts. It pulls, like gravity, back to you.
At first, it’s subtle. A flicker between sentences. A glance when someone else starts talking. But it builds, becomes harder to hide, until he’s fully turning his head, attention slipping clean out of whatever Gareth is saying about a botched spell roll.
And then you look up. It’s not immediate or reactive. It’s like you feel it before you see it, your gaze lifting slowly, deliberately, until it lands on him across the crowded room. There’s no surprise in your expression, just recognition.
Eddie freezes mid-sentence.
For a second, everything else drops away. The noise, the movement, the people. It’s just that look, steady and knowing, holding his in place like a hand at the back of his neck.
Then, you tilt your head slightly. Barely anything, but it’s enough. Enough that Eddie’s mouth goes dry.
“—and then the demogorgon just, like, absolutely wrecked—” Dustin stops mid-rant, frowning. “Dude. Eddie.” No response.
“Eddie.”
Gareth leans over, following the direction of Eddie’s stare, and immediately groans under his breath. “Oh, you’ve gotta be kidding me.”
That does it. Eddie snaps back, blinking hard, like he’s been caught coming up for air.
“What?” he says, a little too quickly.
Gareth doesn’t even bother being subtle. He jerks his chin across the cafeteria. “You’re staring.”
“I am not staring,” Eddie shoots back automatically, grabbing his soda like that proves something.
“You are absolutely staring,” Mike chimes in, twisting around in his seat to look. “At—oh. Oh, dude.”
Dustin’s eyes widen. “No way.”
Eddie follows their line of sight, sees exactly where they’ve landed, and immediately tries to play it off, leaning back in his chair with exaggerated ease.
“Okay, first of all,” he says, pointing at them like he’s about to make a solid legal argument, “I can look wherever I want. It’s a free country.”
“Yeah,” Gareth mutters, “and you chose her.”
“Dude, you know she’s like… resident bitch number one, right?”
“She’s not—” he starts, then stops himself. Because how the hell would he even know that?
He drags a hand through his hair instead, shrugging like it’s nothing. “People say a lot of things.”
“Yeah, and in this case, they’re right,” Mike says, a little too confidently for someone who has definitely never spoken to you. “My cousin had a class with her. Said she, like, made a kid cry just by looking at him.”
Dustin snorts. “That’s kind of impressive.”
Eddie huffs a quiet laugh despite himself, shaking his head. “Or maybe the kid was just weak.”
Gareth squints at him. “Why do you sound defensive?”
“I don’t sound defensive,” Eddie says, immediately defensive.
“You do,” Dustin and Mike say at the same time.
Eddie opens his mouth to argue, and then he looks again. He can’t help it. Across the cafeteria, you’re already watching him, like you knew he would.
This time, you don’t look away. You just hold his gaze, slow and steady, like you’re waiting to see what he’ll do with it.
Eddie exhales, something low and amused curling in his chest despite the attention on him. He leans back further in his chair, dragging his thumb along the edge of his cup, and—very deliberately—keeps looking.
Eddie doesn’t. Instead, he lifts his brows slightly, almost like a challenge.
Across the room, your lips twitch. Not a full smile, not even close. But it’s there. And then, just to make it worse, you drag your gaze down him. Slow and unhurried, like you’re taking inventory.
Eddie’s brain short-circuits.
“OH MY GOD, SHE SAW YOU,” Mike hisses, ducking like that’s going to save him from the situation somehow.
“No shit she saw me,” Eddie murmurs, voice lower now, something steadier settling in.
Gareth is staring at him like he’s lost his mind. “You’re enjoying this.”
Eddie doesn’t answer right away. Because across the room, you finally look away, but not before tapping your fingers twice against the table, a small, deliberate rhythm. The same one from chemistry.
Eddie’s lips curl, slow and certain.
“Yeah,” he says quietly, eyes still on you even as you turn back to your friends. “Yeah, I think I am.”
“Dude,” Dustin says, equal parts horrified and impressed, “you’re gonna get cursed.”
Eddie huffs a laugh under his breath, shaking his head. “Worth it.”
The last note lingers longer than it should.
It hangs in the air, vibrating through the low ceiling of The Hideout, through the sticky floors and half-empty glasses, through the crowd that’s already half turned toward the bar before the sound even fully dies.
Corroded Coffin finishes the set rough and loud, the way they always do, Eddie’s fingers still buzzing from the strings as he pulls back from the mic, breath uneven, curls damp at his temples.
There’s a smattering of applause, some whistles, and a few half-interested cheers.
Eddie barely registers any of it. The second he steps off that stage and heads toward the bar, he sees you.
And everything else just stops.
You’re leaning against the counter, like you belong there more than anyone else in the room. Like the dim lights were built for you.
The black long-sleeve clings to you clean and sharp, the corset pulling everything into a silhouette that feels almost unfair, structured and deliberate, like armor.
The skirt sits just right, layered and soft against the harder lines, fishnets catching the low light in fractured patterns every time you shift your weight.
And the boots; heavy, grounded, unapologetic, plant you firmly in place like you’re not going anywhere unless you decide to.
Your wrist moves as you lift your drink, rings glinting, dark and intentional, every detail curated without looking like you tried.
Eddie forgets how to walk. Like, genuinely forgets. He slows mid-step, eyes locked, brain completely short-circuiting in real time.
“Dude,” Jeff mutters behind him, nearly walking straight into his back. “Why did you just—oh.”
Gareth follows his gaze. “…oh, shit.”
Eddie doesn’t answer. Because you choose that exact moment to glance over, and catch him.
There’s no confusion in your expression. Just that same slow recognition from earlier, like you’ve been aware of him the entire time.
Your lips tilt slightly around the rim of your glass. Eddie’s heart slams against his ribs.
“Okay,” Gareth says under his breath, grabbing Eddie’s shoulder like he’s trying to physically ground him. “We can still turn around. We can still not do this.”
Eddie exhales once, sharp, dragging a hand down his face before straightening slightly.
“Shut up,” he murmurs.
Then he walks over.
Each step feels louder than it should. He’s aware of everything in a way that’s almost irritating: the press of the room, the hum of conversation, the fact that Jeff and Gareth are absolutely trailing behind him like backup he did not ask for.
You don’t move, you just watch him approach. When he finally stops in front of you, there’s a beat. A quiet stretch of space where neither of you speaks, the tension sitting thick and steady between you.
Up close, it’s worse. Or better, he hasn’t decided just yet.
“Hey,” Eddie says finally, voice rougher than he intended.
You tilt your head slightly. “Hi, Eddie.”
There’s something in the way you say his name, like you’ve been waiting to use it.
Eddie lets out a soft breath, half a laugh. “You came.”
Your gaze flicks briefly toward the stage, then back to him. “You played.”
That shouldn’t sound as loaded as it does. Behind him, Jeff shifts. Gareth makes a quiet noise that sounds suspiciously like panic.
You notice, naturally.
Your eyes slide past Eddie, landing on them both, taking in the way they hover just slightly behind him, unsure, wary, like they’ve accidentally walked into something they don’t understand.
Your expression doesn’t change, but something in it sharpens.
“…you brought friends,” you say lightly.
Eddie glances back over his shoulder. “Oh—uh, yeah, these are—”
“Gareth,” Gareth blurts, immediately, like introducing himself might save him.
“Jeff,” Jeff adds, nodding once.
You look at them for a moment longer than necessary. Then, you lean in just a fraction.
And softly, “Boo.”
Gareth physically flinches. Jeff nearly chokes on nothing.
Eddie stares at you for half a second, then lets out a surprised laugh, head dropping as he drags a hand through his hair.
“Jesus Christ,” he mutters, grinning despite himself.
You sit back again, completely unbothered, lifting your drink like nothing just happened.
“They scare easily,” you remark.
“I can see that,” Eddie says, still laughing under his breath. “Don’t worry, they’ll recover. Eventually.”
“Debatable,” Gareth mutters.
You ignore him. Your attention settles back on Eddie.
“You’re better than I expected,” you say.
Eddie raises a brow. “Oh yeah? That a compliment?”
“It depends,” you reply. “Do you want it to be?”
He huffs a quiet laugh, stepping a little closer without fully realizing he’s doing it. “I’ll take what I can get.”
Your gaze drops briefly, dragging down his chest, his hands, the remnants of the performance still clinging to him, then back up.
“You don’t seem like the type who settles,” you murmur.
Eddie’s grin softens, just slightly.
“Funny,” he says, voice lower now, “I was just thinking the same thing about you.”
The noise of the bar fades again, not completely, but enough that it feels like the two of you are standing just outside of it.
You shift your weight, one boot sliding slightly against the floor, close enough now that he can catch the faint scent of whatever you’re wearing, something dark and subtle and impossible to ignore.
“Chemistry went unfinished,” you say, almost casually.
Eddie’s breath hitches.
“Yeah,” he replies. “Tragic, really.”
“Maybe we should fix that.”
His eyes flicker. “Yeah?” he says, quieter now.
Your lips curve, just a little sharper this time.
“Unless,” you add, glancing briefly past him again, “your friends are too scared to let you.”
Eddie doesn’t even look back this time. “Trust me,” he says, holding your gaze steady, “they’re not stopping anything.”
Behind him, Gareth makes a small, distressed noise.
You smile. Not nice, not soft, but just enough. And Eddie? Eddie is absolutely, completely done for.
The corner of your mouth lifts just slightly, like you’ve already decided something he hasn’t caught up to yet.
“Good. Swing around my place tomorrow afternoon, then, partner.” You say, placing your drink down on the counter. It lands with a soft, deliberate clink.
Eddie blinks; once, twice.
“Your place?” he echoes, like the words need a second to fully process.
You nod, already reaching for your jacket, as if this conversation is simply concluded. “We never finished the lab.”
“That feels like a very loose interpretation of academic responsibility,” he says, but there’s no real argument in it, just a crooked smile starting to pull at his mouth.
“Maybe,” you reply, shrugging one shoulder as you slip your arm through the sleeve. “Or maybe I don’t like unfinished things.”
Eddie exhales through his nose, something almost like a laugh caught in his chest.
“Yeah,” he murmurs. “I’m starting to get that.”
There’s a second where neither of you moves, where it feels like something else could be said, something that tips this from flirting into something neither of you can easily step back from.
You don’t let it. Instead, you turn slightly, brushing past him just close enough that your shoulder grazes his arm, the contact brief but very, very deliberate.
“Don’t be late, Munson,” you add, voice softer now, meant just for him.
Then you’re gone, just like that.
Eddie stands there for a second longer than necessary, staring at the space you just left behind, like he’s trying to replay it in real time.
Behind him: “…you’re going to her place?” Gareth says, somewhere between disbelief and concern.
Jeff lets out a low whistle. “Man.”
Eddie drags a hand over his face, then drops it, a slow grin spreading whether he tries to stop it or not.
“Yeah,” he says, almost to himself.
Gareth groans. “You’re not coming back alive.”
Eddie huffs a quiet laugh, already turning toward the door, like staying here any longer suddenly feels pointless.
“Worth it,” he tosses over his shoulder.
The next afternoon settles over the trailer park in that quiet, sun-warmed way that makes everything feel slower than it actually is.
The gravel crunches under Eddie’s boots as he cuts across the lot, past familiar doors, familiar windows, familiar lives he’s never really questioned.
Until now. Because he’s heading somewhere he’s never been before.
He knew you lived here. Hawkins is small, and rumors travel faster than anything else. He’d heard it in passing, half-formed conversations, someone mentioning “the girl on the other side of Forest Hills,” always said with that same tone people use when they don’t quite understand something.
But knowing it and seeing it are two very different things.
Eddie slows a little as he reaches the end of the park. It’s quieter over here. Less traffic, fewer people lingering outside. The air feels still, like even the place itself knows better than to be loud around you.
He finds your trailer easily. Something about it just fits.
Not in an obvious way. There’s nothing over the top, nothing screaming for attention. But it feels intentional.
A few small details that don’t match the rest of the park, a sense of quiet control, like everything is exactly where it’s supposed to be.
He notices the absence before anything else. No extra car, no voices, no movement behind the curtains. You’re home alone.
Eddie exhales slowly, rubbing the back of his neck before knocking twice against the door.
There’s a pause, and then the handle turns. And, Jesus, you look different. Not less, never less.
Just softer, in a way that somehow makes everything else worse. Better. Dangerous in a quieter way.
The structured edge from last night is gone, traded for something more relaxed, more effortless, like you’ve peeled back a layer but kept the core exactly the same. Your clothes sit easier on you now, less armor, more you.
And somehow, still breathtaking. Eddie forgets whatever he was going to say.
“Hi,” you say, like you haven’t just short-circuited his entire brain.
“Hey,” he manages, a second too late.
Your gaze flicks over him once, quick but thorough, before you step back and gesture him inside. “You made it on time.”
“Yeah, well,” he says, clearing his throat as he steps past you, acutely aware of the space between your bodies, “I was told not to be late. Felt threatening.”
The corner of your mouth lifts as you shut the door behind him. “Good.”
The inside of your place is exactly what he expected, and also not at all.
There’s that same sense of intention where nothing feels accidental. Books stacked in uneven but purposeful piles, little objects scattered that look like they have stories attached to them, things he can’t quite place but feels like he should.
It’s quieter in here; the outside world muffled just enough that it feels separate, private.
Eddie turns slowly, taking it in.
“You’ve never been over here before,” you note, moving past him like you already know the answer.
“No,” he admits, watching you. “Guess I never had a reason.”
You hum softly, pulling your notebook from the table and flipping it open. “And now you do.”
“Yeah,” he says, a little quieter.
You glance up at him briefly, something unreadable flickering in your expression, before tapping the open page. “Come on, partner. We have very important academic work to finish.”
Eddie snorts, dragging a chair over and dropping into it across from you. “Right. Science.”
“Try to keep up.”
For about five minutes, it almost works.
You walk him through the steps, your voice focused, explaining something about reactions and measurements that Eddie is absolutely pretending to follow.
He leans in, watching your hands more than anything else, the way you write, the way you underline certain things like they matter more.
He tries, he really does.
But then: “You’re not listening,” you say, without looking up.
Eddie leans back, caught, but not even a little ashamed. “I am listening.”
“Mm,” you hum, finally glancing up. “Then repeat what I just said.”
He opens his mouth, closes it. “…something about chemicals?”
Your lips twitch. “Very impressive.”
“Hey, I never claimed to be a science guy,” he defends, leaning forward again, elbows on the table. “I’m more of a… vibes-based learner.”
You raise a brow. “That’s not a thing.”
“It is now.”
“You were staring at me last night,” you say, like you’re picking up a conversation that never really ended.
Eddie exhales, a quiet laugh slipping out. “Yeah, well. You made it kinda hard not to.”
Your gaze drifts over him slowly, mirroring what you did at the bar, unhurried, deliberate.
“And now?” you ask.
He doesn’t look away. “Still hard,” he says.
Another pause, the kind that stretches. The kind that says this isn’t about chemistry anymore. Your fingers tap once against the table, that same rhythm, softer this time.
“Careful, Munson,” you murmur.
He tilts his head slightly, a grin tugging at his mouth. “You keep saying that.”
“Maybe you should start listening.”
“Or,” he counters, leaning just a little closer, “maybe I like not knowing what happens.”
Your eyes flicker. Something sharper, more interested.
“Yeah?” you say.
“Yeah.”
The space between you isn’t very big now. It would be easy, too easy. The air shifts first.
It’s subtle, but unmistakable. Whatever thin line had been keeping this in the realm of just flirting dissolves the second you lean back in your chair, eyes dragging over him with a little less restraint than before.
Eddie feels it immediately.
“Y’know,” you say, voice softer now, edged, “for someone who talks so much, you get real quiet when you’re being watched.”
He huffs a breath, trying to keep his composure, but his fingers twitch against the table. “Depends who’s doing the watching.”
Your head tilts. “And what if it’s me?”
Eddie swallows. “Then I’m probably in trouble.”
That earns you a real smile this time. Not big, not warm, but sharper, more amused. Like you like that answer.
“Good,” you murmur.
You don’t rush it, that’s the thing about you. Everything you do feels intentional, like you’re deciding each movement before it happens.
You stand slowly, the chair scraping faintly against the floor, and Eddie’s eyes follow you without thinking. He doesn’t even try to pretend he’s focused on anything else now.
You circle the table. Not fast or hesitant, just sure.
Eddie leans back slightly in his chair, like he’s giving you space, but really he’s just bracing, watching you approach with that same steady focus he’s been trying to maintain since yesterday.
“You said you like puzzles,” you remind him quietly.
“I did,” he replies, voice a little rough.
You stop right in front of him. Close. Close enough that he has to tilt his head back just slightly to keep your gaze.
“And you still do?” you ask.
There’s something in your tone. Not challenging. Not quite teasing. Testing.
Eddie’s mouth curves despite the tension coiling low in his chest. “Yeah,” he says. “I do.”
“Good.”
And before he can overthink it, you move. It’s smooth, deliberate, like you’ve already decided the outcome.
Your hands find his shoulders as you step in, and then you’re there, settling into his lap like it’s the most natural thing in the world.
Eddie’s brain completely shuts off.
“Holy—” he breathes, hands hovering for half a second like he’s not sure where they’re allowed to go.
“Relax,” you murmur, leaning in just enough that your voice brushes against him. “I told you. I don’t bite.”
A pause. Then, quieter, “Unless you give me a reason to.”
His hands finally land, tentative at first, then a little more certain at your waist, grounding himself in something real because everything else feels like it’s slipping.
“You’re, uh,” he starts, then huffs a quiet laugh at himself. “You’re not exactly helping the whole ‘not nervous’ thing.”
Your lips curve again, closer now, your gaze flicking between his eyes and his mouth like you’re deciding something. “Good,” you say.
And then you close the distance. The kiss isn’t rushed. It’s slow and intentional, like everything else you do.
You give him just enough to react before you deepen it, one hand sliding from his shoulder to the back of his neck, fingers curling lightly in his hair.
Eddie exhales into it, something soft and surprised slipping through as he finally gives in, leaning into you, hands tightening slightly at your waist.
It’s not messy, not frantic. The kind of kiss that feels like it’s building something rather than burning it out all at once.
When you pull back, it’s only by a fraction. Close enough that your breath still mixes with his.
Eddie blinks up at you, a little dazed, a little wrecked, a grin already threatening to break through.
“…so,” he murmurs, voice low, “we definitely didn’t finish the lab.”
Your thumb traces lightly along his jaw, almost absentminded. “No,” you agree. “Do you want to?”
He keeps your gaze, immediately and frantically shaking his head ‘no’.
You don’t answer with words.
Instead, you roll your hips once, slow and deliberate, grinding down against the obvious bulge already straining in his jeans.
Eddie’s breath catches hard in his throat, his fingers flexing against your waist like he’s fighting the urge to pull you closer and the even stronger urge to let you do whatever the hell you want.
“Fuck,” he whispers, eyes wide and dark, pupils blown. “You’re really… shit, you’re on me.”
You smile, small and sharp, and lean in until your lips brush the shell of his ear. “I am. And you’re going to stay right here, Munson. Hands on my hips unless I move them. Understand?”
He nods so fast it’s almost embarrassing. “Yeah. Yeah, I—Jesus Christ, whatever you want.”
You reward him with another slow roll of your hips, dragging your core along the thick line of his cock through too many layers of fabric.
Eddie groans, head tipping back against the chair, curls spilling over the back of it like a dark halo. His throat bobs when he swallows, and you can’t resist leaning down to drag your teeth lightly along that exposed skin.
“You’ve been watching me for weeks,” you murmur against his pulse point, sucking just hard enough to leave a faint mark. “Staring in the cafeteria. At the bar. Like you couldn’t look away even if you tried.”
“I couldn’t,” he rasps, voice wrecked already.
You sit back just enough to look at him. His cheeks are flushed, lips parted, eyes glassy with pure want. Obsession looks good on him.
You slide one hand into his hair, gripping a fistful of curls and tugging his head back further so he has to look up at you.
“Good,” you say softly.
Eddie’s hips jerk up involuntarily at the praise, a broken little sound escaping him. You press down harder, pinning him in place.
“Stay still. This is my project now.”
You reach between you and pop the button on his jeans, dragging the zipper down with deliberate slowness.
When you palm him through his boxers, he’s so hard it has to hurt, the fabric already damp at the tip. You squeeze once, firm, and watch his mouth fall open on a silent moan.
“Look at you,” you coo, stroking him lazily. “So worked up just from sitting here. Have you been hard for me since chemistry class, Eddie? Since the bar? Since you knocked on my door?”
“Since the first time I saw you,” he admits, voice cracking. “I might have jerked off thinking about this more times than I want to admit.”
The honesty makes the heat pool low in your belly. You slip your hand inside his boxers and wrap your fingers around his cock, skin hot and velvet-soft over steel.
He’s thick, throbbing in your grip, and when you give him one long, slow stroke from base to leaking tip, his whole body shudders.
“Fuck—your hand,” he breathes, eyes fluttering shut for a second before he forces them open again, desperate not to miss a moment of you. “Feels so much better than I imagined. Please don’t stop. Please.”
You stroke him again, twisting your wrist at the head the way you already know will drive him crazy. His hips twitch, but he catches himself and stills, obeying. The effort makes his arms tremble where his hands grip your thighs.
You lean in and kiss him again, deep and filthy this time, tongue sliding against his while you keep working his cock in steady, relentless strokes. When you pull back, a thin string of spit connects your mouths for a second.
“Take my shirt off,” you tell him.
His hands fly up immediately, tugging your shirt over your head. The second your breasts are bare, he stares like he’s been given something sacred.
You guide one of his hands to your chest, and he cups you reverently, thumb brushing your nipple until it tightens.
“So fucking perfect,” he mutters, almost to himself. “You’re gonna ruin me. Use me. Whatever you want, it’s yours, I don’t fucking care.”
You push his jeans and boxers down just enough to free him completely, then stand long enough to slide your own shorts and panties down your legs. Eddie watches with open hunger, chest heaving.
When you settle back onto his lap, this time with nothing between you, the slick heat of your cunt slides along his length. He chokes on a moan.
“Condom?” you ask, even though you already know the answer from the way he’s looking at you.
“Fuck, I have one in my wallet,” he stammers, “but I swear I’m clean, I haven’t…”
You reach down, line him up, and sink down onto his cock in one smooth, relentless motion.
Eddie’s head slams back against the chair again, a guttural groan tearing out of him as your tight, wet heat swallows every inch. “Oh my god—oh fuck, you feel—holy shit—”
You don’t give him time to adjust. You start moving immediately, riding him hard and steady, hands braced on his shoulders for leverage. Every downward thrust takes him deep, grinding your clit against his pelvis on every pass.
“Look at me,” you command.
His eyes snap to yours, wide and worshipful, mouth slack with pleasure. One of his hands stays on your hip, the other slides up your back like he needs to touch as much of you as possible.
“You’re obsessed with me,” you say, voice low and steady even as pleasure coils tighter inside you. “Say it.”
“I’m obsessed,” he pants, meeting every roll of your hips like he was made for this. “Completely fucking obsessed.”
You clench around him at his words, and he whimpers, the sound so needy it sends a fresh rush of heat through you.
Faster now. The kitchen table creaks faintly beneath you. The chemistry notes are long-forgotten, scattered beneath your discarded shirt. You ride him as if you own him, because right now, you do.
Eddie’s close already, you can feel it in the way he throbs inside you, the desperate little thrusts he can’t quite hold back.
“Don’t come yet,” you tell him, slowing just enough to torture him. “Not until I do.”
He nods frantically, biting his lip hard enough to leave marks. “Yes—fuck, yes. Come on my cock, baby, I need to feel it.”
You reach between you and rub tight circles over your clit while you keep riding him, chasing your own peak. When it hits, it crashes through you hard, walls fluttering and clenching around him as you moan low and long, hips stuttering.
Eddie watches you fall apart with something close to awe, lips parted, eyes glassy. The second you start to come down, you lean in, bite his bottom lip, and whisper against his mouth:
“Come for me, Eddie.”
He breaks with a shattered groan, burying himself deep as he pulses hot and endless inside you. His arms wrap around your waist, holding you down on him like he never wants to let go, face pressed into your neck as he rides out the aftershocks.
For a long moment, the only sounds are your breathing and the faint creak of the chair.
Then Eddie pulls back just enough to look at you, flushed, dazed, and still so fucking gone for you.
“We're never finishing that chemistry project,” he says hoarsely.
You smile, slow and satisfied, rolling your hips once more just to hear him gasp.
Eddie’s head tips back again, a weak, wrecked laugh leaving him, like he doesn’t even have the strength to pretend he’s okay anymore.
“Jesus Christ,” he breathes, dragging a hand down his face before it settles back on your waist, grounding himself in you. “You’re—fuck—you’re gonna kill me.”
You tilt your head, studying him like you’re deciding if that’s a real concern. “Maybe,” you murmur.
But there’s no bite to it now, not really.
The sunlight has shifted just enough to creep further across the table, catching the mess you made of your “work,” the open notebook, the pen rolling lazily toward the edge.
Neither of you moves to fix it. Eddie’s hands stay where they are, warm and firm at your waist. His chest is still rising a little too fast, eyes softer now, but no less locked on you.
“You’re trouble,” he says, quieter this time.
You hum, considering that, your fingers tracing absent shapes along his shoulder.
“I told you that already.”
“Yeah,” he exhales, a small smile pulling at his mouth despite everything. “I just didn’t listen.”
“Are you going to now?”
Eddie looks at you like he’s standing on the edge of something, something he knows he shouldn’t step into, and stepping anyway.
“No,” he says.
Something flickers in your expression at that. Not surprised, not quite approval. Something more dangerous than both.
“Good,” you reply softly.
Eddie lets out a quiet breath, shaking his head once like he’s trying to come back to himself and failing.
“So,” he murmurs, glancing briefly at the abandoned lab sheet before looking back at you, “this was… educational.”
Your lips curve again. “Very.”
He laughs under his breath, then leans in just slightly, like he’s testing the space between you again. “Same time tomorrow?” he asks.
“We’ll see,” you say, voice low, deliberate. And then, softer, “If you’re lucky.”
Eddie huffs a quiet laugh, shaking his head, already gone for you in a way he probably won’t recover from. And the thing is, you know, he definitely won't.
description: after a messy breakup, being trapped in the upside down with your ex-boyfriend is the last thing you want. unfortunately, almost dying has a funny way of putting things into perspective.
pairing: eddie x ex gf!reader
tags: eddie x you, no y/n, exs to lovers, second chance romance, hurt/comfort, protective eddie, light(ish) post-breakup angst, satisfying fluff, crawl gone wrong, insisting on changing pairs, robin is sick of their bullshit, steve the relationship counselor
TW: violence, severe injury, blood
WC: 7.3k
A/N: based on a request by @enne02 hope you enjoy:)!! this one had me in my feels idk why LOL. reblogs are a writer's best friend<3 (if you know where this title is from, you know ball)
“Alright,” Steve said, pulling his arms tightly together. “Then it’s decided. Tomorrow, the girls will each wear an article of El and Max’s clothing to throw off the Demodogs.”
“They seem to be gunning for the two of them,” Dustin continued. “El for, well, obvious reasons. And Max, because she has dodged Vecna’s curse like, a thousand times. We add some of their blood to make the scent stronger, and some of Nancy and Robin’s to theirs, so the scent is thrown off. Sound good?”
“Yeah, I love being live bait,” Robin says sarcastically, scanning over to you and Nancy.
Nancy just nods in agreement before looking down at you on the couch.
“What about Will?” You ask, nodding over to the next room. He sat with his back to the group, eyes staring out the window ahead, headphones tight around his head. “Won’t their connection just immediately give this whole plan away?”
Jonathan sighs and closes the door, “He won’t be coming with us. He’s gonna stay at the squawk with my mom and Lucas in case Vecna’s spying. He won’t even be in communication with us.”
You nod once, flashing him a quick sympathetic smile.
“Alright!” Dustin claps his hands together. “Meet at Lover’s Lake gate sunrise tomorrow.”
The room filled with the sound of shifting bodies and tired sighs as everyone slowly stood from their spots around the Byers' living room.
Robin immediately groaned. “Awesome. Another sunrise meetup. Love that for us.”
“You complain every single time,” Steve muttered, grabbing his car keys off the coffee table.
“Because every single time we almost die, Steve.”
“Fair.”
Nancy was already gathering scattered papers from the table, slipping them into her bag with practiced efficiency. Jonathan disappeared toward the kitchen, mumbling something about coffee, while Dustin launched himself into explaining some other part of the plan to Mike for the third time that night.
You pushed yourself up from the couch slowly, exhaustion heavy in your bones. And unfortunately, your eyes caught Eddie’s from across the room.
He stood near the hallway entrance, arms crossed tightly over his chest, fingers tapping nervously against his forearm. His eyes flicked over you for barely a second before looking away just as quickly. Still couldn’t look at each other normally.
Cool. Normal. Totally fine.
You moved first, grabbing your jacket off the arm of the couch. “I’m gonna head out.”
“I’ll walk you,” Nancy offered immediately.
Before you could answer, Eddie suddenly pushed himself off the wall.
“I got it.”
The room went weirdly quiet for half a second. Robin’s eyebrows nearly disappeared into her hairline while Steve looked physically exhausted by the tension.
You stared at Eddie. “I think I can make it to the front door alone.”
“Wasn’t saying you couldn’t,” he muttered.
God. There it was, that sharp edge the two of you had been dancing around for months now.
Nancy glanced between the two of you carefully before stepping back. “Okay then.”
You brushed past Eddie toward the door, hearing his boots follow a second later.
The cold night air hit immediately once the front door opened, damp and sharp against your skin. Crickets buzzed faintly somewhere in the distance while the porch light flickered overhead.
You descended the steps first, and Eddie lingered behind you awkwardly.
“You really think this plan’s gonna work?” you asked quietly.
Eddie shoved his hands into the pockets of his jacket. “Nope.”
You huffed out a laugh despite yourself, and his mouth twitched faintly at the sound.
“But,” he added, softer, “it’s the best shot we got.”
You hated how easy it still was to stand beside him. Hated how your body still recognized him instantly. The smell of cigarettes and leather and that stupid cologne you bought him lingered in the cold air between you.
“You should probably get some sleep,” he said finally.
You glanced over at him. “You too.”
There was a moment of hesitation between you, then Eddie rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly, curls falling into his face.
“Listen, about tomorrow—”
“We’ll figure it out. Night,” you said quickly, opening your car door and closing it just as fast.
“Night,” he muttered to himself, tapping the hood of your car once.
The Upside Down always felt wrong immediately.
The air was thicker here. Wet, heavy with rot and ash and something metallic that clung to the back of your throat every time you breathed too deeply.
The sky stretched above the group in angry shades of red and black lightning, spores drifting lazily through the air like toxic snow, every step squelching beneath your boots.
“God,” Robin muttered, pulling the sleeves of Max’s sweatshirt farther over her hands. “I seriously forgot how much this place smells like a dead animal’s asshole.”
“That is… unbelievably specific,” Nancy replied.
“It’s accurate, though.”
Steve ignored them, flashlight tucked beneath his arm as he unfolded the rough map Jonathan had drawn the night before.
“The crawlspace splits about a mile ahead,” Steve continued. “We cover more ground if we break into pairs.”
“Cool,” Robin nodded. “Dibs on not dying.”
Steve pointed around the group. “Nancy, you’re with Johnathan. Robin, you’re with Dustin and me—” He paused briefly. “Eddie, you and...”
“No.”
The answer left your mouth immediately. Sharp enough that even the distant growls echoing through the Upside Down suddenly felt quieter. Eddie’s head turned toward you instantly.
Steve blinked. “What?”
“I said no.”
You adjusted the shotgun strap harsher than necessary across your shoulder before looking anywhere except Eddie.
“What about Nancy?” you asked. “I’ll go with her.”
Steve shook his head immediately. “Nope. Both sharpshooters can’t be together.”
“Robin then.”
“Also no,” he replied. “You and Robin both have El's blood scent on you. Two El's means a dead giveaway.”
You clenched your jaw. Of course, there was a reason for everything; of course, it made sense. But still...
“No,” you repeated more quietly this time.
Steve sighed heavily like a tired father of six. “Seriously?”
You finally looked at Eddie, and big mistake. Because he looked just as frustrated as you felt, maybe even a little more exhausted from the situation than you were.
“Jesus Christ,” Robin whispered under her breath. “They’re divorced.”
“We were never married,” you snapped instantly.
“Yet,” Dustin mumbled.
You whipped around. “Whatever. Come on, Dustin.”
The kid blinked. “Wait, what?”
“You heard me.”
“Uh—”
“Dustin. Let’s go.”
Your voice cracked through the air hard enough that nearby spores trembled slightly as you shoved past the group toward the forest line. Dustin looked between you and Eddie like a hostage negotiator trying not to die.
Steve slowly lifted both hands. “Hey, Henderson?”
“Yeah?”
“I wouldn’t argue with an angry girl holding a shotgun.”
Dustin nodded immediately. “Excellent point.”
“Seriously?” Eddie muttered.
Dustin pointed apologetically at himself before jogging after you. “Sorry, man! Self-preservation!”
Robin watched the two of you disappear into the foggy tree line before glancing sideways at Eddie. “…So how bad was the breakup exactly?”
Eddie stared after you quietly for a long moment. “Bad enough,” he said finally, “that she’d rather walk into monster-infested hell with a fifteen-year-old.”
The three of them moved carefully through the wreckage of downtown Hawkins, flashlights cutting through the thick haze drifting between abandoned cars and crumbling storefronts.
Somewhere in the distance, something screeched. Robin immediately tightened her grip on the flare gun in her hands.
“Mm. Hate that sound. Really hate that sound.”
“Pretty sure that’s the point,” Steve muttered from the front.
Store signs flickered weakly overhead, vines pulsing slowly up the sides of buildings like veins beneath skin.
Eddie barely noticed any of it. Because every few seconds, his eyes kept drifting back toward the tree line where you and Dustin had disappeared twenty minutes ago.
“You know,” she said casually, “if you stare any harder, I think you might actually burn a hole right through the fog.”
Eddie rolled his eyes. “Shut up.”
“No, seriously,” Steve added. “It’s getting pathetic.”
“I’m literally just walking.”
“You basically broke your neck turning around five seconds ago.”
Eddie scoffed softly and adjusted the strap of the spear against his shoulder. “She’s fine.”
Steve hummed knowingly. “Uh huh.”
The group ducked beneath a collapsed power line before continuing down the street.
Robin glanced between the two boys. “Wait, hold on. I actually don’t know what happened between you two.”
Eddie groaned immediately. “Absolutely not.”
“Oh, come on,” she said. “We’re in hell dimension therapy hour. Spill.”
Eddie kept walking.
“Munson.”
“No.”
“Eddie.”
He sighed dramatically, dragging a hand down his face. “It was stupid.”
“That means it was definitely your fault,” Robin replied instantly.
“One-hundred percent,” Steve nodded.
Eddie shot both of them a glare before finally relenting. “Chrissy needed a ride home after a game one night.”
Robin blinked. “That’s it?”
“I didn’t tell her beforehand,” Eddie admitted.
Steve already looked exhausted. “Oh, my God.”
“I was going to!”
“But you didn’t,” Robin pointed out.
Eddie groaned louder. “Okay, yes, thank you, I gathered that much.”
Steve shoved aside a hanging vine as they entered the shell of an old grocery store. “So she saw you?”
“Yeah.”
Robin winced. “Oh, that’s brutal.”
“It wasn’t even like that,” Eddie argued quietly. “Chrissy was upset. Jason was being a dick. I just drove her home.”
“But from her perspective?” Steve replied. “Her boyfriend disappears for half the night with the prettiest girl in school.”
Eddie looked genuinely offended. “Why does everyone keep calling Chrissy the prettiest girl in school? That's not even half-accurate.”
Robin deadpanned. "Oh."
“You still love her,” Steve said it casually, like he was commenting on the weather.
Eddie kept his eyes ahead, flashlight shaking faintly in his grip. “Doesn’t matter.”
“Kinda does when you look one bad day away from throwing up every time she talks to another guy.”
Eddie let out a dry laugh. “Yeah, well. She’s still pissed.”
Steve crawled up beside him slightly. “Did you ever actually apologize?”
“Shut up,” Eddie snapped, ears turning red beneath his curls.
Robin gasped dramatically. “Wait, wait, wait— is that why she’s so pissed? Because she thinks something happened with Chrissy?”
Eddie’s expression tightened slightly. Because yeah, that was part of it. But not all of it, not the real part.
The real part was that instead of fighting harder for you, instead of explaining, instead of chasing after you when you stormed away crying…He let you go.
And he’d regretted it every single day since.
Meanwhile, somewhere deeper in the woods of the Upside Down, you and Dustin trudged through layers of ash and rotting vines in tense silence. Well, mostly tense silence. Because Dustin physically could not stop talking if he tried.
“I’m just saying,” he continued carefully, trying to keep up with your pace, “from an outside perspective, I really don’t think Eddie cheated on you.”
You climbed over a fallen tree branch without looking at him. “Congratulations.”
“I’m serious!”
“Dustin.”
“No, because you weren’t there after, okay? He was literally miserable.”
You snorted softly. “Please.”
“I’m not kidding!” Dustin insisted. “The guy looked like someone kicked his puppy for, like… three months straight.”
“That’s dramatic.”
“He started listening to sad music.”
You glanced back at him dryly. “He already listens to sad music.”
“Okay, fair.”
Dustin ducked beneath a low-hanging vine before continuing. “But seriously, he didn’t do anything with Chrissy.”
You tightened your grip around the shotgun because it still stung hearing her name, even now. Especially now. Because logically? You knew Eddie probably hadn’t cheated. But emotionally, that night still replayed in your head perfectly.
Waiting for him, watching the clock, then seeing his van pull into the trailer park with Chrissy Cunningham in the passenger seat, laughing at something he said. And Eddie, sweet, oblivious, Eddie, looking happier with her than he had with you in weeks.
“You didn’t see them,” you muttered quietly.
Dustin sighed. “I saw him after.”
“That doesn’t change anything.”
“It should.”
You stopped walking suddenly, sending Dustin nearly crashing into your back.
“You know what the worst part was?” you asked, voice strangely calm.
The spores drifting through the air caught in your hair as you turned toward him.
“I would’ve understood if he just told me.”
Dustin’s expression softened slightly. “He always thought you were too good for him,” he admitted quietly.
That one hit harder than you expected, because yeah. You knew that already, too. Knew it every time Eddie got weird when boys looked at you too long. Every time he joked about you “slumming it” with him. Every time, he acted as if your love for him had an expiration date.
Your chest tightened unpleasantly, but before you could answer, something screeched in the distance. Both of you froze instantly.
Dustin’s face paled. “Uh…” Another screech, but closer this time. Wet. Animalistic.
You slowly lifted the shotgun. The woods around you suddenly felt very, very quiet. Then, movement, fast shadows darting between the trees. One. Two. Three—
“Oh, you’ve gotta be kidding me,” Dustin whispered.
Demodogs, at least five of them. Their slick bodies slithered between the vines surrounding you both, snarling lowly as their flower-like mouths slowly opened.
You grabbed Dustin’s jacket instantly, shoving him backward. “Run.”
“You know what your problem is?” Steve asked as the three of them pushed through the hollow remains of Family Video.
Eddie sighed heavily. “Please enlighten me, Harrington.”
“You think if you screw something up once, that’s it.”
Robin nodded immediately. “Oh my God, yes. That’s exactly his problem.”
Eddie rolled his eyes. “You two done psychoanalyzing me?”
“No,” Steve replied simply.
They stepped over collapsed shelves, boots crunching through broken VHS tapes scattered across the floor. Outside, thunder rumbled through the red sky.
Steve adjusted the nail bat over his shoulder before glancing back at Eddie again. “So...did you ever actually apologize?”
Eddie’s jaw tightened. “…Not really.”
Robin looked horrified. “EDDIE.”
“What?” he defended instantly. “Things got heated!”
“She cried and dumped you, and you just let her walk away!” Robin whisper-yelled.
Eddie scrubbed both hands down his face in frustration. “I didn’t know what to say!”
Steve laughed dryly. “Well, there’s your first issue.”
“I figured if she wanted to talk to me, she would’ve.”
Robin stared at him for a long moment. “Men are genuinely stupid.”
Eddie ignored her. “She looked at me like she hated me.”
“Because she was hurt,” Robin shot back. “There’s a difference.”
Eddie went quiet at that, because deep down? He knew. Knew every sharp comment and glare from you over the last few months felt more like woundedness than hatred.
Steve slowed slightly, expression softening just a bit. “Dude.”
Eddie glanced over.
“When this is over…” Steve shrugged. “Just apologize.”
Robin pointed at him enthusiastically. “YES. Exactly. Thank you.”
“Like a real apology,” Steve continued. “Not one of your weird little jokes where you deflect halfway through.”
“I don’t do that.”
“You absolutely do that,” Robin replied.
Eddie opened his mouth to argue, but static suddenly exploded through Steve’s walkie. All three of them froze instantly. A burst of panicked breathing crackled through the speaker. Then:
“STEVE?!” Dustin, terrified.
Steve grabbed the walkie immediately. “Dustin? What happened?”
More static, heavy footsteps, and your voice somewhere in the background, shouting something muffled. Then Dustin again:
“There’s— Jesus Christ— there’s like FIVE OF THEM!” A deafening screech echoed through the radio.
Robin’s face went white instantly. “Oh, my God.”
“We’re headed east through the woods!” Dustin yelled breathlessly. “They’re right behind us!”
Steve already started moving. “Stay moving. We’re coming to you.”
The radio crackled violently. Then your voice cut through this time, sharp and panicked.
“Dustin RUN!”
Eddie’s stomach dropped instantly. A loud gunshot exploded through the walkie. Then another, then static.
Branches snapped violently beneath your boots as you and Dustin tore through the woods.
The Upside Down blurred around you in flashes of red lightning and black vines, spores whipping through the air every time you shoved past another rotting tree. Behind you, there was screeching.
“LEFT!” Dustin yelled breathlessly.
You grabbed the back of his jacket, yanking him sideways just as a Demodog launched from the trees where he’d been standing half a second before. It hit the ground hard with a wet snarl. You spun instantly:
BOOM!
The shotgun blast echoed through the forest, the flare shell exploding directly into the creature’s chest. Fire burst outward, orange flames illuminating the dark woods as the Demodog shrieked and convulsed on the ground.
“Holy shit!” Dustin yelled.
“No time!” you shouted back. “MOVE!”
The two of you sprinted again. Your lungs burned as another screech split the air, then another. Then three more answered.
Dustin looked back once and immediately paled. “Oh, that is SO many.”
Shapes darted through the fog behind you. Fast, crawling over trees and vines with horrifying speed. One leaped from the side, and you reacted instantly, grabbing Dustin by the shoulders and throwing him down as the creature flew over both your heads.
You hit the ground hard beside him. The Demodog spun immediately, flower-mouth peeling open with a shriek. Dustin scrambled backward, fumbling desperately inside his bag.
“SHIT! SHIT! SHIT—”
The creature lunged, and a Molotov cocktail smashed against its face, fire erupting instantly. The thing screamed horribly, thrashing against the dirt while Dustin stared wide-eyed at the flaming bottle in his hand.
“…That was awesome.”
“Dustin!”
“RIGHT. MOVING!”
You hauled him upright again just as another creature burst from the trees, then another, and another.
Your stomach dropped. “Oh, you have got to be kidding me.”
Because behind the Demodogs, towering above them in the fog…Demogorgons; at least two. Their massive silhouettes moved slowly through the trees, petals twitching open as they tracked the scent of blood soaking into the girls’ borrowed clothes.
“Okay,” Dustin said faintly. “I officially hate this plan.”
One of the Demodogs lunged. Boom. Another flare shell exploded through its jaw. The recoil nearly knocked your shoulder backward as you kept firing. One. Two. Three blasts. Fire illuminated snapping teeth and writhing vines while Dustin hurled another Molotov into the pack.
Glass shattered, and flames erupted across the forest floor. Still, more kept coming.
“Why are there SO MANY?!” Dustin yelled.
“I don’t know!”
A Demodog tackled you from the side before you could reload. You hit the ground hard enough to lose the shotgun entirely. The creature screeched directly in your face, claws slashing wildly as you shoved against its throat desperately, its teeth snapped inches from your face.
“GET OFF!”
You grabbed the knife from your belt and drove it upward into the creature’s neck. Black blood sprayed across your hands as the thing convulsed violently before collapsing on top of you. For one horrible second, you couldn’t breathe.
Then Dustin was there immediately, dragging the body off you. “COME ON!”
The trees ahead suddenly exploded with flashlight beams. Voices.
“THIS WAY!”
Steve. Robin. And then, your heart betrayed you instantly at the sound of his voice. He yelled for you, panicked and terrified; closer now. You turned toward the sound just as one of the Demogorgons burst through the trees.
“LOOK OUT!” Dustin screamed. You barely had time to move.
One massive claw swung forward, and white-hot pain exploded across your side. The force sent you flying backward violently into the dirt.
For a second, everything went silent. No sound. No air. Nothing.
Then warmth poured down your waist, and your hands instinctively grabbed at your sides. Blood, so much blood. Somewhere nearby, Dustin was screaming your name.
And across the clearing, Eddie stopped dead. Because you were on the ground, not moving.
“OH MY GOD—” Dustin’s voice cracked somewhere nearby as the others charged into the clearing.
Steve and Robin immediately started firing at the creatures still circling through the trees, gunshots and screeches echoing violently through the forest while flames spread across the ground from the broken Molotovs.
But Eddie? Eddie only saw you.
Blood soaked through your shirt in horrifying amounts, spilling between your fingers where you clutched desperately at your side. Your breathing came in sharp, uneven breaths against the dirt beneath you.
His stomach dropped so hard it physically hurt. “No no no no—”
He was beside you instantly, collapsing to his knees hard enough to draw blood. Your eyes fluttered toward him hazily, still conscious. Thank fucking God.
“Hey,” he breathed shakily. “Hey, stay with me, alright?”
You grimaced as another cough wracked through your body. Blood splattered across your chin, and Eddie visibly went pale.
“Jesus Christ,” Robin whispered somewhere behind him.
You sucked in a painful breath, immediately trying to push yourself upright. “I’m fine.”
Eddie stared at you in disbelief. “Are you insane?”
“I can still move.”
“You are literally coughing up blood!”
Another wet cough interrupted you immediately, like your body itself was trying to prove his point. You glared weakly at him afterward anyway.
“Don’t,” you rasped.
“Don’t what?”
“Look at me like that.”
Eddie’s face crumpled for half a second before he could stop it. Like that.
Like he was terrified, like seeing you hurt was physically ripping him apart from the inside out.
The sounds of fighting still echoed around the clearing. Steve yelling. Gunshots. Demogorgons screeching somewhere deeper in the woods.
But Eddie barely registered any of it as he pressed, shaking hands harder against the wound in your side. Blood immediately soaked through to his palms.
“You need pressure on this,” he said quickly, voice uneven. “Can you hold this?”
“I can walk.”
“No, you can’t.”
“Yes, I can.”
“You got launched ten feet through the air!”
You tried to sit up again anyway, and immediately regretted it. Pain tore through your side hard enough that a broken sound escaped your throat before you could stop it.
Eddie caught you before you could fall back completely, one arm wrapping around your shoulders carefully.
“There she is,” he whispered shakily. “That’s the stubborn girl I know.”
You clenched your jaw hard, humiliated tears burning behind your eyes. Not now, you refused to cry right now.
“I’m not dying in front of you,” you muttered weakly.
Something about that sentence completely shattered whatever composure Eddie had left. His eyes went glossy instantly.
“Hey,” he said softly, almost pleading. “Hey, don’t talk like that.”
Another scream echoed through the woods. Steve suddenly appeared beside them, blood splattered across his bat. “We need to move. Now.”
“Can she walk?” Robin asked urgently.
You opened your mouth immediately. “Yes.”
“No,” Eddie answered at the exact same time.
“I said I can—”
The second you tried to move again, your entire body folded from the pain, and a horrible gasp tore from your chest. And Eddie finally snapped.
“Jesus Christ, would you stop trying to be tough for five seconds?!”
The clearing went quiet for a second, and even you looked startled. Eddie’s breathing shook violently as he stared down at you, terrified and furious and heartbroken all at once.
“Please.”
That one word hurt worse than the injury. Before you could argue again, Eddie slid one arm beneath your knees and the other around your back.
You instinctively grabbed onto his jacket as he lifted you carefully against his chest. Pain exploded through your side immediately, making you gasp sharply into his shoulder.
“I know,” he whispered quickly. “I know, sweetheart, I got you.”
Sweetheart, your eyes shut briefly at the nickname, because he hadn’t called you that in months.
Eddie adjusted his grip tighter around you before looking toward the others. “Move.”
Nancy’s house in the Upside Down looked even worse from the inside.
The wallpaper peeled in blackened strips from the walls, vines crawling through cracks in the ceiling while spores drifted lazily through the stale air. The entire place creaked softly around them as if it were breathing.
Steve slammed the front door shut behind them while Robin shoved an overturned bookshelf against it.
“Are they following us?” she asked breathlessly.
“I don’t know,” Steve answered. “I don’t hear them.”
Eddie barely registered the conversation. The second they got inside, he lowered you carefully onto the couch and immediately dropped to his knees in front of you again. Your blood stained almost everything now.
The couch. His hands. Your shirt. The floor beneath your boots. It just kept coming.
“Okay,” Robin said quickly, trying to stay calm. “Okay, okay. Nancy keeps medical supplies upstairs, right?”
“Yeah,” Steve nodded immediately. “Bathroom closet.”
The two of them disappeared upstairs instantly. Dustin crouched nearby, frantic fingers fumbling with his walkie.
“Nancy? Jonathan? Come in!” Static answered him.
Your breathing hitched painfully again, and Eddie’s head snapped back toward you immediately.
“Stay with me,” he whispered.
You leaned weakly against the couch cushions, face pale beneath the layer of grime and blood smeared across your skin. Every breath looked harder than the last. Still, you forced out a weak, sarcastic smile.
“Pretty sure… this ruins the mission.”
Eddie let out something halfway between a laugh and a broken sound. “Yeah,” he choked out. “Yeah, sweetheart, kinda.”
Your eyes flicked toward the blood covering his hands, then back to him. He looked terrified, like absolutely terrified.
And it hit you suddenly that Eddie Munson looked like he was watching the worst thing that had ever happened to him unfold in real time.
“You can stop looking at me like I’m dying,” you muttered weakly.
The second the words left your mouth, Eddie’s face crumpled completely. “No,” he whispered instantly. Your chest ached at the sound.
Eddie pressed both shaking hands harder against the wound in your side, trying desperately to slow the bleeding.
“You can hate me later,” he said shakily. “Just don’t leave me first.”
Something in your expression broke, because he sounded serious. His eyes glistened under the dim flickering light, curls stuck damply against his forehead, while blood soaked through his rings and sleeves.
And suddenly, all you could think about was Dustin’s voice earlier.
"He always thought you were too good for him."
Your vision blurred slightly. “Eddie…”
“Don’t,” he interrupted immediately, voice cracking. “Please don’t do the thing where people start talking all soft because they think they’re dying, okay? I can’t—”
His breath hitched sharply. Then…Oh. Oh God. Eddie was crying.
Not loud or dramatic, just silent tears slipping down his face while he tried desperately to keep pressure against your side.
You weakly grabbed at his wrist. Instantly, his other hand wrapped around yours.
“I’m here,” he whispered quickly. “I’m here.”
Upstairs, cabinets slammed open while Robin shouted something about peroxide. Dustin was still trying the walkies. But for a second, the rest of the world faded out entirely. It was just Eddie, holding your hand like letting go would kill you.
Your thumb brushed weakly across his knuckles.
“I don’t hate you,” you admitted quietly.
Eddie froze. His watery eyes snapped up to yours so fast it almost hurt to look at. “What?”
You swallowed painfully. “I tried to,” you whispered. “But I don’t.”
Eddie stared at you like the words physically knocked the air from his lungs. Then suddenly, the house went strangely quiet.
Dustin slowly lowered the walkie. “…Wait.”
Steve reappeared at the top of the stairs with Robin right behind him, carrying supplies.
“What?” Robin asked.
Dustin frowned toward the windows. “Do you guys hear that?”
Everyone went still, and there was nothing. No screeching. No snarling. No pounding footsteps outside. The Demodogs were gone.
Steve moved cautiously toward the window, peeling back the curtain slightly. “…Holy shit.”
“What?” Eddie snapped immediately without taking his eyes off you.
Steve looked back slowly. “They stopped.”
Robin blinked. “Stopped what?”
“Following us.”
Everyone went quiet, then Dustin’s eyes widened. “Oh shit.”
Robin looked at him. “‘Oh shit’, what?”
Dustin pointed toward you carefully. “The blood.”
Eddie frowned slightly, and then realization hit all at once. The creatures weren’t tracking El’s scent anymore, not Max’s either. Your blood threw them back to tracking the real deal.
“Oh, that is dark,” Robin muttered quietly.
Steve looked back out the window one more time before letting the curtain fall shut again. “Doesn’t matter. We still gotta move.”
Eddie’s head snapped up immediately. “She can’t move.”
As if on cue, another painful cough tore through your chest. Blood stained the corner of your mouth again, and Eddie visibly flinched.
Robin quickly knelt beside the couch with the medical supplies, hands moving fast as she peeled back the blood-soaked fabric around your side.
“…Oh.”
Steve’s face tightened instantly. “Bad?”
Robin looked a little pale now, too. “Very.”
You glanced downward weakly. Honestly, you kinda wished you hadn’t.
The slash across your side was deep, way deeper than you originally thought. Blackened blood smeared across torn skin while the edges of the wound pulsed faintly with Upside Down spores and grime.
Robin pressed fresh gauze against it carefully, and you hissed sharply through your teeth.
“Sorry,” she muttered quickly.
“It’s okay.”
“No, it’s not,” Eddie said immediately, everyone turning to look at him.
He was still kneeling in front of you, one hand locked tightly around yours like he physically couldn’t let go. And somehow he still looked angry at himself, like this was his fault too.
Steve crouched beside Dustin near the walkie.
“We need everyone back here. Now.”
Dustin nodded immediately, adjusting the frequency with shaky hands. “Nancy, Jonathan, Mike— anybody copy?”
Static crackled loudly, then Jonathan’s voice finally pushed through.
“Dustin?”
“Get back to Wheeler’s house now,” Steve ordered quickly. “We have a situation.”
“What happened?”
Steve hesitated briefly, but Eddie didn’t. “She’s hurt.”
Jonathan swore immediately. “How bad?”
Nobody answered fast enough, and that was answer enough. Dustin swallowed hard before grabbing the walkie again. “Guys, seriously, we need everyone here now.”
Robin kept trying to wrap the wound tighter, but every fresh layer of bandages turned red almost instantly. Steve’s expression shifted subtly from worried to straight-up scared.
“Hey,” he said carefully, crouching closer to you now. “Stay with us, okay?”
You let out a weak laugh. “Everybody keeps saying that.”
“Because you look like shit,” Robin replied automatically.
“Robin,” Steve hissed.
“What? I’m motivating her.”
Your eyelids suddenly felt heavy, and your head tipped slightly against the couch cushions.
Instantly, Eddie tightened his grip on your hand. “Hey.”
“I’m awake.”
“No sleeping.”
“I’m literally just resting my eyes.”
“Absolutely not.”
You would’ve laughed if breathing didn’t hurt so badly. Robin exchanged a quick glance with Steve. Then, he stood abruptly.
“We’re getting out of here.”
Eddie looked up sharply. “What?”
“She needs a hospital.”
“In the real world,” Robin added quickly. “Like yesterday.”
Steve nodded toward the ceiling. “Nearest gate’s at the trailer park. We move fast, we can make it.”
“And if the Demogorgons come back?” Dustin asked nervously.
Steve tightened his grip around the nail bat. “Then we fight.”
Eddie looked back down at you again. You looked exhausted now; blood loss had drained almost all the color from your face.
“Okay,” he whispered shakily. “Okay, we’re moving.”
Then softer, mostly to himself as he brushed blood-matted hair carefully from your face, “You’re not dying here.”
The trip back to the trailer park was brutal; every movement hurt. Every step Eddie took with you in his arms jolted painfully through your side, forcing weak gasps from your throat, no matter how hard you tried to hide them.
“You still with me?” he asked quietly after a while.
You hummed weakly against his shoulder.
“Words, sweetheart.”
“…Unfortunately.”
That earned the tiniest huff of laughter from him. Good. You liked hearing him laugh, even now.
Especially now.
The trailer park gates finally came into view ahead through the fog, and relief instantly loosened the group.
“We’re close,” Steve called quietly. “Gate’s right up—”
A screech exploded overhead, and everyone froze. Eddie’s entire body locked up beneath you instantly. Because he knew that sound, all too well. Demobats.
Robin looked upward first. “Oh, you’ve gotta be kidding me.”
The sky above them suddenly erupted with movement. Dark shapes poured through the red clouds in violent shrieking swarms. Dozens, maybe more.
“No, no, no,” Dustin whispered.
Eddie visibly went pale; you could feel it immediately. The way his arms tightened around you, the way his breathing changed to sharp, uneven, panicked. Because last time, these things nearly killed him.
“MOVE!” Steve shouted.
The swarm dove all at once, and chaos erupted instantly. Robin started firing upward while Steve swung the bat wildly at the creatures swooping down around them. Dustin hurled another Molotov skyward, flames bursting violently across the dark sky.
Still, more kept coming. One of the bats shrieked directly beside Eddie’s head. He ducked sharply, nearly dropping you. Another latched briefly onto his jacket, and suddenly he wasn’t here anymore, not fully.
Your stomach twisted painfully as you watched it happen in real time. The fear. The memory. His eyes looked exactly like they had that night in the Upside Down trailer. Terrified. Overwhelmed.
A bat swooped downward fast.
“EDDIE!” you shouted weakly. Too late.
The creature slammed directly into him, and the impact knocked both of you sideways violently, causing you to slip from his grasp. Pain exploded through your body as you hit the ground hard, tumbling through ash and dead vines.
Your vision blurred immediately, and everything spun. For one horrible second, you almost blacked out. Then you heard Eddie release an agonizing scream. Your head snapped upward weakly.
The bats swarmed him instantly, exactly like before. Clawing. Shrieking. Dragging him toward the ground while Steve and Robin tried desperately to fight them off. And suddenly, you weren’t in the present Upside Down anymore. You were back there, watching Eddie nearly die.
Watching him bleed out while everyone screamed. Watching his body go limp in your arms. No, absolutely fucking not.
Adrenaline slammed through your body so violently it almost made you nauseous.
You forced yourself upward with a broken gasp, fingers scrambling desperately through the dirt until they found the shotgun lying nearby. Your side screamed in protest, but it didn’t matter. You cocked the gun shakily.
One of the bats wrapped around Eddie’s throat while another clawed at his back. His eyes met yours across the chaos, terrified. And that? That did it.
BOOM
The flare shell exploded directly into the swarm, and fire erupted violently across the sky. Shrieking filled the air as the Demo-bats ignited all at once, peeling away from Eddie in flaming screeches. Another shot, then another.
Explosions of orange fire illuminated the dark woods around you while burning creatures dropped from the sky one after another.
Steve grabbed Eddie immediately, hauling him backward. “MOVE MOVE MOVE!”
Robin ran toward you instantly. “Jesus Christ!”
Your arms finally gave out. The shotgun slipped from your fingers as the adrenaline vanished just as quickly as it came. Everything tilted sideways, and Eddie reached you before you hit the ground again.
His hands grabbed your face carefully. “Hey,” he breathed frantically. “Hey, hey, hey, look at me.”
Your vision blurred around the edges, but you still managed the weakest smile.
“Told you,” you whispered faintly. “Not letting you die.” Eddie looked absolutely wrecked by that sentence.
The first thing you noticed was the beeping, soft and steady. Then the smell of antiseptic hit next, clean hospital air replacing the rot and ash of the Upside Down.
Your body felt heavy and warm, and pain throbbed dully through your side the second you tried to move.
A small sound escaped your throat before you could stop it. Immediately, a chair scraped harshly beside you.
“Hey.”
Your eyes blinked open slowly. Hospital room. Dim lighting. And Eddie, kneeling beside your bed so fast it almost looked like he hadn’t moved in hours. Because honestly? He probably hadn’t.
His curls were a mess, dark circles bruised beneath his eyes, while dried scratches still marked his neck and jaw from the bats. One of his hands clutched yours tightly enough to hurt a little.
“Oh, thank God,” he breathed shakily.
Your throat felt raw. “You look terrible.”
A watery laugh escaped him instantly. “Thanks.”
You smiled weakly. Eddie immediately leaned forward in the chair, still gripping your hand like he thought you might disappear if he let go.
“You scared the absolute shit out of me,” he admitted quietly.
“How long was I out?”
“Day and a half.”
Your eyebrows lifted weakly. “Seriously?”
“Mhm.”
“Wow. Kinda dramatic of me.”
Eddie let out another broken laugh, but this one dissolved quickly. You glanced down at your intertwined hands, noticing how he still hadn’t let go.
“…You stayed?”
Eddie looked almost offended. “Obviously, I stayed.”
Something warm twisted painfully in your chest. You swallowed carefully. “The others okay?”
“Yeah.” He nodded quickly. “Everyone’s okay. Couple scratches, Henderson won’t stop bragging about his Molotovs, Robin cried for like twenty minutes after you passed out—”
“Robin cried?”
“She threatened Steve when he laughed about it, too.”
That earned a small laugh out of you. God, he’d missed that sound.
Eddie stared at you for a second too long afterward, like he was making sure you were real, and alive.
His expression slowly crumbled again. “Listen,” he started quietly.
You already knew from his tone that this was gonna hurt. Eddie rubbed shakily at his eyes with his free hand before looking back at you.
“I am so sorry.”
Your chest tightened immediately.
“I should’ve told you about Chrissy,” he continued, voice uneven now. “I should’ve explained, and I should’ve come after you that night instead of letting you walk away.”
Tears burned visibly in his eyes again. “But honestly?” He laughed weakly at himself. “I think I was just waiting for you to realize you were too good for me.”
Your face softened instantly. “Eddie—”
“No, let me say it.” His voice cracked slightly. “Because I need you to know.”
His thumb brushed carefully across your knuckles.
“You are the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen in my life,” he whispered shakily. “Like… stupid beautiful. And smart, and funny, and everybody loves you, and I just kept thinking eventually you’d wake up and realize you didn’t wanna be stuck with some freak in a trailer forever.”
Your eyes immediately stung.
“And then when you saw me with Chrissy…” He swallowed hard. “I don’t know. Part of me almost figured maybe this was it. Like maybe I finally ruined the best thing that ever happened to me.”
Silence filled the room softly. Then finally, “You idiot.”
Eddie blinked, and you squeezed his hand weakly. “I never cared about any of that.”
His face crumpled all over again. “I know that now,” he whispered.
“I’m sorry too.”
Eddie frowned immediately. “For what?”
“I should’ve listened.”
“No, sweetheart—”
“I was hurt,” you admitted softly. “But I think part of me already knew you didn’t cheat.”
Eddie’s eyes went glossy again instantly.
You sighed weakly. “You’re too obsessed with me to cheat on me.”
That startled a laugh out of him so suddenly he actually snorted.
“Well, yeah,” he whispered again.
You smiled faintly. Then after a small pause, “So…” you murmured. “What now?”
Eddie looked at you carefully, like he was scared to answer wrong.
Then slowly, he brought your hand carefully to his lips and pressed the softest kiss against your knuckles.
“Whatever you want,” he whispered.
Your heart melted a little. “…I think,” you admitted quietly, “I’d like my boyfriend back.”
Eddie actually stopped breathing. “You mean that?”
You nodded once, and that was all it took.
Eddie surged forward carefully, terrified of hurting you, one hand cradling your face while he kissed you like he’d been dying to do it for months.
Soft at first, shaky. Then emotional enough that you felt tears hit your cheeks before realizing they were his. When he pulled back, his forehead rested against yours.
“I love you,” he whispered immediately. “Like, embarrassingly bad.”
You laughed softly. “I love you too, you idiot.”
Neither of you noticed the door cracking open. At least, not until:
“Oh, thank fucking God.”
You both startled apart immediately. Robin stood frozen in the doorway holding two vending machine coffees and an open bag of chips, staring at the two of you with pure exhausted relief on her face.
Behind her, Steve physically sagged against the doorframe.
“FINALLY,” he groaned dramatically. “Jesus Christ.”
Your face burned hot instantly while Eddie still hovered halfway over you, one hand on your waist. Robin pointed between the two of you accusingly. “Do you understand how insufferable you both have been?”
“Robin—” Eddie started.
“No. No, I’m serious.” She walked fully into the room now, setting the coffees down aggressively on the bedside table. “The sexual tension alone almost killed me before the interdimensional monsters even got the chance.”
Eddie groaned, dragging both hands down his face. “Can we have like… one emotional moment? Alone?”
“No,” Steve answered immediately.
Robin nodded. “Absolutely not.”
Then her expression softened slightly as she looked toward you lying in the hospital bed. “You scared the hell out of us, by the way.”
Your smile faded a little. “Sorry.”
“Don’t apologize,” Steve said quickly, pushing off the doorway. “Just stop getting mauled by alternate dimension creatures. It’s becoming a weird habit in this group.”
“You first,” you shot back weakly.
Robin’s eyes flicked back and forth between you and Eddie again before narrowing suspiciously.
“So…” she dragged out slowly. “Are we all emotionally repaired now or what?”
Eddie looked toward you, and you smiled faintly before intertwining your fingers with his again.
Robin gasped dramatically. “OH, my GOD.”
Steve pointed immediately. “I knew it.”
Eddie rolled his eyes, but he was smiling now, actually...no. More like beaming at the fact that your fingers were laced with his.
description: after an impending threat from Doctor Doom puts Franklin Richards in danger, you’re assigned as his security detail at the Baxter Building. unfortunately for you, Johnny Storm is immediately obsessed after you kick his ass upon arrival. while Johnny spends every waking moment trying to get under your skin, your past with the red room keeps you from letting him get too close.
pairing: johnny storm x black widow!reader (fem!reader)
tags: johnny storm x reader, johnny storm x you, no y/n, black widow!reader, red room trauma, protective reader, protective johnny storm, soft johnny storm, johnny is obsessed bc why wouldn't he be, forced proximity, fighting as foreplay, reader's a BADDIEEEE, letting yourself be loved, slow burn haha
TW: violence, injury, smooching
WC: 5.6k
A/N: requested by: @midgardian-rogue hope you love it! okay so pls be gentle this is my first johnny storm fic and i am JUST beginning to get more into marvel. (i was a DC girlie, sorry!) i hope you all enjoy:)) i actually love writing johnny, he's lowkey like eddie but more confident? idk reblogs are always appreciated <3
The conference room is already full by the time you arrive.
Nick Fury stands at the head of the table, one hand braced against the surface while holographic files flicker blue across the glass.
A few of the Avengers are scattered around the room, quiet in the way people get when the situation is bad enough that nobody feels like joking.
You stop near the back wall, and Fury doesn’t waste time.
“Three separate HYDRA channels intercepted chatter about Franklin Richards,” he says. “Two mentions of latent reality manipulation. One mention of Doom.”
That gets everyone’s attention. A holographic image of Doctor Doom appears over the table.
“Victor Von Doom’s been searching for ways to increase his hold over interdimensional energy,” Fury continues. “If he gets his hands on that kid, best case scenario is a planetary incident.”
“Comforting,” someone mutters.
Fury ignores it.
“The Fantastic Four already have building security, but that’s not enough. Doom doesn’t do frontal assaults unless he’s making a statement.”
You cross your arms loosely. “So what’s the ask?”
Fury finally looks at you. “You’re going to the Baxter Building.”
You stare at him. “You’re assigning me protection detail?”
“You’re the best close-quarters operative SHIELD’s got access to.”
“I’m not a nanny.”
“And Franklin Richards isn’t a normal kid.”
The room goes quiet for a second. Fury taps the table, pulling up more files.
“Doom’s people are already in New York,” he says. “I need someone who can identify a threat before it happens.”
You glance at the file again before exhaling slowly through your nose. “…Fine.”
The Baxter Building scanner flags you before the elevator even reaches the top floor. You hear the security system shift immediately.
Threat detection.
You barely step into the penthouse before a streak of fire comes flying toward your head, and you duck on instinct.
The blast scorches the wall behind you. Seriously?
“Little aggressive for a greeting,” you call out.
Johnny Storm drops from above a second later in a flare of heat, landing hard in front of you. And annoyingly enough, he’s hot.
Like, offensively hot. Which, paired with the fact he’s currently trying to light you on fire, feels unfair.
“Hands where I can see them,” he says.
You glance around the massive apartment. “You always attack guests before asking questions?”
“Usually only the ones that trip every security alarm in the building.”
Fair.
Before you can answer, movement flashes from your left, and an invisible force slams toward you. You twist sideways just before Susan Storm tries to pin you against the wall with a force field.
Johnny launches forward again. You catch his wrist before he can grab you, using his momentum to yank him forward and slam him directly onto the floor.
Hard. The breath leaves him in a rough oof. Okay, maybe a little harder than necessary. Johnny stares up at the ceiling for half a second in genuine shock.
Did this random woman just body him in his own living room?
And unfortunately, his first coherent thought is:
Of course, the insanely hot girl breaking into our apartment is evil.
He twists quickly, flames sparking up his arms again, but you’re already moving. You duck under another burst of fire, grab the back of the couch, and vault over it smoothly.
Johnny actually loses sight of you for a second, which should not be possible.
“What the hell—”
You appear behind him. A sharp kick to the back of his knee sends him stumbling.
“Director Fury sent me,” you say flatly.
Johnny turns quickly enough to catch your next strike, but the impact still rattles up his arm.
Strong. Very strong. Susan throws another invisible field toward you, trying to trap you between the kitchen island and the wall.
You plant one boot against the counter and push off, flipping cleanly over it before the field can close.
Johnny actually blinks. Okay, that was kinda cool, he thought.
“You could’ve opened with that!” he says.
“You attacked me before I got the chance!”
“You looked suspicious!”
“You set me on fire!”
“A little!”
You grab his arm again when he lunges, twisting sharply enough to send him crashing face-first into the couch cushions.
“Mmph—”
Susan stops abruptly, because now she’s trying very hard not to laugh. Johnny lifts his head slowly from the couch, hair a mess.
“…Suze, seriously?”
You finally pull a SHIELD badge from your jacket and toss it onto the coffee table.
“I’m here because there’s a credible threat against Franklin Richards.”
That gets their attention immediately. Johnny pushes himself upright more seriously this time while Susan steps closer to the badge.
“Fury sent you?” she asks.
You nod once. “He believes Doctor Doom has taken an interest in Franklin.”
Johnny’s expression shifts immediately, and a tiny voice pipes up from the hallway.
“Mommy says no fighting in the house.”
All three of you look over. Franklin stands there in little dinosaur pajamas holding a stuffed triceratops, completely unimpressed.
Johnny points vaguely toward you from the couch. “She started it.”
Franklin looks at the scorch marks on the wall. Then at Johnny, then back at you.
“And she beat you.”
Johnny’s still halfway draped over the couch when heavier footsteps echo from down the hall.
“Why does it smell like smoke?”
Ben rounds the corner first, stopping short at the sight of: the scorched wall, overturned cushions, Johnny looking personally victimized, and you standing calmly in the middle of the living room like none of it happened.
Ben looks at Johnny. “…You lose another fight, hotshot?”
Johnny points at you immediately. “She’s freakishly fast.”
“I heard yelling,” another voice says distractedly from farther back.
Reed appears next, tablet still in hand, like he was working up until the exact second he walked into the room. He barely glances up at first, then he sees you.
“You’re a Widow,” he says plainly.
Johnny looks between the two of you. “A what now?”
You cross your arms. “Former.”
Reed nods once, already understanding more than he says out loud.
“Red Room training,” he explains to the others. “Espionage. Close-quarters combat. Psychological conditioning.”
Johnny slowly turns back toward you. “…Oh.”
That suddenly explains why he got his ass kicked in under two minutes.
Ben lets out a low whistle. “And Fury sent her?”
“He did,” you answer.
Reed finally sets the tablet down fully, expression sharpening into something more serious.
“If Victor is targeting Franklin, this is exactly the kind of protection we need.”
Susan folds her arms loosely. “You knew about her?”
“Not personally,” Reed says. “But I know the program.”
You hate the way people always say that. The program, as if there weren’t real people inside it. Franklin, meanwhile, has wandered closer completely unnoticed. He stares up at you curiously from beside the couch, dinosaur plush still tucked under one arm.
“You flipped Johnny.”
Johnny groans. “Why is everyone focused on that part?”
You glance down at Franklin finally. Up close, he looks impossibly small for someone apparently capable of rewriting reality.
“…He attacked me first,” you tell him.
Franklin considers this very seriously, then nods once like that’s perfectly reasonable.
“Okay.”
Ben barks out a laugh.
Johnny throws his hands up. “Oh, so we’re ALL against me tonight?”
And despite yourself, just briefly, the corner of your mouth twitches, and Johnny notices immediately. And oh, he is absolutely screwed now.
“Alright,” Sue says after a moment, breaking the tension. “If Fury assigned you here, we should probably get you settled in.”
You nod once, professionally and simply. Like you haven’t just physically humbled one of New York's most recognizable superheroes in front of his family.
Johnny pushes himself fully off the couch with a dramatic sigh. “I’ll show her around.”
Susan gives him a look immediately. “Johnny—”
“What?” he says defensively. “I live here too.”
Ben snorts loudly from the kitchen. You almost decline on principle alone, but Johnny’s already walking backward toward the hallway.
“C’mon, Spy Girl.”
You stare at him. “…Spy Girl?”
“Yeah, that’s not gonna stick,” Ben says instantly.
Johnny ignores him. “Unless you’ve got a cooler nickname.”
You brush past him into the hallway. “I don’t.”
“See? Spy Girl it is.”
The Baxter Building is quieter away from the main living area. Modern and expensive, with floor-to-ceiling windows looking out over Manhattan. Johnny walks beside you with his hands shoved in his pockets while you silently clock any exits, blind spots, camera placements, and potential entry points.
“You do that all the time?” he asks.
You glance over. “Do what?”
“The weird assassin scanning thing.”
“Security assessment.”
“That sounds less cool.”
“It’s not supposed to sound cool.”
Johnny grins slightly. You’re pretty sure he grins at literally everything.
He points down another hallway. “Labs are Reed’s territory unless you like hearing the phrase ‘quantum fluctuation’ for six hours straight.”
“I don’t.”
“Smart woman.”
You ignore that, but he keeps trying anyway.
“This is the east wing. Kitchen’s back there, game room downstairs, Franklin’s room is closest to Sue and Reed’s—”
You stop walking briefly near one of the windows. “Too exposed.”
Johnny pauses. “What?”
“The glass.”
He looks around. “Bulletproof.”
“Still exposed.”
There’s no judgment in your tone, and Johnny studies you for a second. You really do see everything. Not casually either, but constantly. Like your brain never shuts off.
He gestures farther down the hall instead. “Your room’s over here.”
The guest room is bigger than most apartments in Manhattan.
You step inside, automatically checking the window locks, vent access, sightlines, and distances to adjoining rooms. Johnny leans against the doorway, watching you do it. “You always this friendly?”
You don’t look at him. “You always this talkative?”
“Yes, actually.”
That finally gets a tiny reaction. Not quite a smile, but close enough that he catches it. Victory.
“You know,” he says, “most people introduce themselves before throwing me into furniture.”
You unzip your duffel bag and start removing weapons without any warning. Johnny watches a knife hit the dresser. Then another, then a handgun. Then somehow, another knife.
“…Jesus Christ.”
You finally glance at him. “You asked.”
He lets out a laugh before he can stop himself.
“You know, this whole cold, mysterious thing would work better if you weren’t secretly funny.”
“I’m not funny.”
“You kinda are.”
You slide open the bedside drawer, automatically checking its depth. Johnny watches you for another second before speaking again.
“What should I call you then?”
There’s a pause, and you almost tell him not to bother. Instead, you give him your name quietly.
Johnny repeats it once like he’s testing it. Then smiles. “Yeah,” he says. “Way better than Spy Girl.”
A second later, Franklin appears, clutching his dinosaur plush to his chest. He looks between the two of you curiously, then directly at Johnny.
“Mommy said you’re not allowed to fight the security lady anymore.”
Johnny places a hand over his chest. “First of all, rude.”
Franklin ignores him completely and walks right into your room like he’s known you for years. You straighten slightly on instinct, watching as he studies the knives laid out on the dresser with intense four-year-old seriousness.
“Are those real?”
“Yes.”
Johnny immediately cuts in. “No touching.”
Franklin sighs dramatically like he’s heard this speech a thousand times.
You crouch slightly instead of towering over him. “Good listening skills keep people alive,” you tell him evenly.
Franklin nods once, very seriously. Then he points at one of the smaller blades. “That one’s pretty.”
Johnny blinks. Most adults react to your weapons with fear, but Franklin reacts like he’s looking at cool rocks.
“You should see her fight,” Johnny mutters. “Humiliating experience for me personally.”
Franklin gasps softly. “Did she really throw you?”
“Oh my God,” Johnny groans.
You look down at Franklin. “He started it.”
Franklin thinks about this carefully before nodding.
“Okay.”
Johnny points accusingly at him. “You’re supposed to be on my side.”
Franklin climbs up onto the edge of the bed beside your duffel bag, as he belongs there. And weirdly, you don’t mind.
“You staying here forever?” he asks.
The question catches you off guard for half a second. “Just until things are safe.”
Franklin accepts that answer easily.
Then: “Will you cook for me? Uncle Ben is busy, and Uncle Johnny burns my grilled cheeses all the time.”
Johnny narrows his eyes. “You are unbelievable.”
A tiny smile tugs at your mouth before you can stop it.
Dinner is louder than you expected. Ben and Johnny argue over something stupid within the first five minutes.
Reed gets distracted halfway through explaining something scientific and starts talking to himself absentmindedly. Susan keeps the entire table functioning through sheer force of will.
And Franklin sits beside you like that decision had been made without consulting anyone. You’re halfway through the meal when Ben gestures toward you with his fork.
“So what kinda missions did Fury have ya doin’ before this?”
Susan gives him a look. “Ben.”
“What? I’m curious.”
You take a sip of water calmly. “Mostly extraction. Intelligence recovery, threat elimination.”
Johnny nearly chokes on his drink. “Threat elimination?” he repeats.
You glance at him. “You say that like you didn’t try to light me on fire three hours ago.”
Ben laughs loudly.
Johnny points at you. “In my defense, you looked evil.”
You deadpan: “And now?”
Johnny opens his mouth, then stops. Because honestly, still, a little, just in a different way. Susan hides a smile behind her wine glass.
Franklin leans toward you conspiratorially. “Uncle Johnny likes pretty girls.”
Johnny nearly drops his fork. “Franklin!”
“What?” Franklin asks innocently. “You said it.”
Johnny points across the table. “Okay, nobody talk to the child anymore.”
Franklin turns back toward you. “One time, he spent two hours doing his hair before a date.”
“DUDE!”
You finally laugh softly under your breath. Actual laughter this time, and the entire table goes weirdly quiet for a second. Because it’s the first genuinely relaxed thing they’ve seen from you all night. Johnny stares a little too long, then grins slowly.
And somehow, against all logic, you’re almost comfortable. Then every alarm in the Baxter Building starts screaming at once. The sound cuts through the room immediately, and red emergency lights flash across the walls.
Franklin startles beside you. Johnny’s already on his feet before the system voice even speaks.
“Threat detected in Midtown Manhattan. Multiple casualties reported.”
Reed’s tablet lights up instantly.
Susan stands so quickly her chair nearly tips over. “What happened?”
Reed scans the incoming data, expression tightening fast. “…Energy signatures match Latverian tech.”
Johnny’s joking expression disappears as flames flicker faintly beneath his skin. Ben’s already moving toward the equipment hall.
“Doom?” he asks.
“Possibly,” Reed answers grimly.
Another alert flashes across the screens. Civilian evacuation failure. Structural collapse risk. Hostile entities confirmed.
Johnny curses under his breath. Franklin grabs onto your sleeve instinctively at the sudden tension. You look down at him briefly before standing.
“What’s protocol?” you ask.
Sue’s eyes immediately go to Franklin, then to you.
“Protect him.” Simple as that.
The others are already moving. Johnny pauses only long enough to look back at you while pulling on part of his suit.
“Security system’ll lock once we leave,” he says quickly. “Nobody gets in without Reed’s clearance.”
You nod once. “Go.”
Another explosion rattles faintly through the distant city outside the windows, then they’re gone.
Franklin presses closer to your side, and you crouch slightly in front of him.
“Hey,” you say evenly. “You know where the safe room is?”
He nods once, smaller now than he was earlier. You move quickly after that, checking windows, securing entry points, loading your weapons, and muting unnecessary alarms
Outside, flashes of orange and blue light flicker against the skyline. Too far away to assess clearly, but too close for comfort. Franklin sits curled into the corner of the couch, hugging his dinosaur while you monitor the security feeds.
Ten minutes pass, then twenty. Then, the balcony doors burst open in a rush of heat. You’re on your feet instantly, gun already raised, before you recognize Johnny landing hard against the floor.
His suit’s scorched, and there’s blood near his lip, not all of it looks like his.
“Easy,” he says quickly, hands raising slightly. “It’s me.”
You lower the gun immediately. “What happened?”
Johnny runs a hand through smoke-singed hair, breathing harder than before.
“There’s more of them than we thought,” he says. “Doom sent Doombots all over Midtown as a distraction.”
Your expression sharpens immediately. “For Franklin.”
Johnny nods once. Another explosion rumbles faintly somewhere outside.
“We need you out there,” he says. “Ben and Sue are handling evacuation, Reed’s trying to stop whatever Doom’s actually building, and these things just keep coming.”
Your brain’s already moving ahead of the conversation, and you turn towards Franklin immediately
“Hey, buddy,” you say, kneeling in front of him. “Need you to do something important for me.”
Franklin looks up from the couch, dinosaur plush tucked under his arm. “Like a mission?”
“Exactly like a mission.”
That gets his full attention instantly. You guide him quickly through the hallway toward the panic room while Johnny follows behind you.
The reinforced door slides open with a mechanical hiss. Franklin steps inside before turning back toward you.
“You’re coming too?”
Your chest tightens slightly.
“No,” you say gently. “You stay here until we come get you.”
Franklin frowns immediately. “But the bad guys are outside.”
“I know.”
“Then you should stay too.”
Johnny goes quiet behind you.
You crouch fully in front of Franklin, smoothing back a piece of hair from his forehead before you even realize you’re doing it.
“The whole reason I’m here,” you tell him softly, “is to make sure nothing happens to you.”
Franklin stares at you seriously for a second.
Then, “What if something happens to you?”
Something in your expression flickers. Before you can answer, Johnny leans lightly against the doorway.
“Then I punch the bad guys for her,” he says.
Franklin considers that, then nods once. “Okay.”
You hold your pinky out automatically.
“Stay in here until one of us comes back. Promise?”
Franklin hooks his pinky with yours immediately.
“Promise.”
The panic room seals shut a second later. Then Johnny looks toward the balcony doors.
“We gotta move.”
You follow him quickly back into the main living area, already checking the ammo in one of your handguns.
“Closest access point?” you ask.
“Forty-third and Lexington.”
You nod once. Johnny moves toward the balcony before pausing. Right, flying. He turns back toward you, holding his hand out. You hesitate, giving him a once-over.
“I won’t burn you,” he says quietly.
And annoyingly enough, you believe him. You slip your hand into his, and his fingers close around yours carefully. Warmer than a normal person should be, but nonetheless gentle. Then flames burst around him as he pulls you close and launches both of you into the night sky.
The city rushes beneath you in streaks of gold and red. Wind tears past as Johnny flies fast enough to make most people panic, one arm secured tightly around your waist while flames trail behind him across the sky.
You, somehow, stay perfectly calm. Johnny glances down at you briefly. “You do this often?”
“Fly through Manhattan with human torches?”
A grin flickers across his face despite everything. “Cute.”
You roll your eyes, but your grip tightens slightly when he drops altitude sharply between buildings. Below you, Midtown is chaos: smoke, fire, screaming, metal tearing through streets. And moving through all of it, Doombots. At least twenty, from what you can see immediately.
“Jesus,” Johnny mutters.
Your eyes track the street instantly. “Too organized.”
“What?”
“They’re herding civilians.”
Johnny looks again. The Doombots aren’t attacking randomly; they’re funneling people into specific streets.
“Reed was right,” Johnny says darkly. “This whole thing’s coordinated.”
A blast of green energy suddenly shoots toward you from below, and Johnny jerks sideways instantly. The shot narrowly misses.
“Okay!” he shouts. “Guess they noticed us!”
You’re already pulling a handgun from your thigh holster.
“…You carry that while flying?”
You fire twice before answering. Both shots hit the same Doombot directly in the faceplate, and it stumbles backward into a parked car. “Yes.”
Johnny laughs once in disbelief before diving. The landing nearly cracks the pavement. Heat explodes outward around him as civilians scatter away from the intersection. Three Doombots turn immediately.
You barely hit the ground before the first one charges. You duck under a metal swing aimed directly at your head, sliding across the hood of a destroyed taxi before driving a knife straight into the gap beneath its jaw plating. Electricity sparks violently, and the bot collapses.
Johnny whistles low. “That was hot.”
“Focus.”
“Trying to.”
Another Doombot lunges toward him from behind; you see it first. “Johnny!”
Too late. The machine slams into him hard enough to send him crashing through a bus stop. You move instantly; gunfire rings through the street as you unload into the Doombot’s exposed spine joints.
Then Johnny erupts out of the wreckage in a burst of flame so bright it forces you to shield your eyes briefly.
“Okay,” he says, voice echoing slightly with heat. “Now I’m annoyed.”
Fire tears across the street. Three Doombots melt almost instantly. The fourth survives long enough to aim directly at you.
Your stomach drops. The blast fires, and suddenly, heat wraps around you as Johnny grabs you around the waist and yanks you backward against his chest. The energy blast misses your face by inches. You both hit the pavement hard behind an overturned car.
Johnny’s breathing heavier now. “You good?” he asks quickly.
You stare at him for half a second. “…You saved me.”
Johnny blinks. “Yeah? That generally tends to happen during teamwork.”
Another explosion shakes the block nearby. You start to move again, but a sharp metallic cable suddenly snaps around your ankle from behind. Your body slams hard onto the pavement, pain shooting through your ribs instantly.
Before you can react, another Doombot pins you down. Its arm shifts mechanically into a weapon, charging.
Johnny sees it. “HEY!”
The street erupts into white-hot flame. It’s not controlled anymore; his anger takes over instead of strategy. The Doombot barely has time to turn before Johnny hits it full-force, tackling it clean through the side of a building. The explosion rattles the entire block.
You shove yourself upright roughly, breathing harder now. Then Johnny comes flying back out through the smoke and debris, landing in front of you.
“You hurt?” he asks immediately.
You shake your head once despite the pain. Johnny looks at the blood running down your arm.
“…That’s a lie.”
You glance down briefly. Huh, didn’t even notice that.
Johnny grabs your wrist before you can brush it off. “You have GOT to stop doing that.”
“Doing what?”
“Acting like almost dying is mildly inconvenient!”
Another explosion shakes the street hard enough to rattle the windows above you. Then a familiar voice cuts through the chaos. “Johnny!”
A massive orange shape crashes through two Doombots like a freight train. Ben lands in the middle of the intersection, grabbing one machine by the head and slamming it directly into the pavement.
“Kid, you look awful.”
Johnny points toward you while catching his breath. “She got stabbed by a robot.”
“I did not get stabbed.”
“You are literally bleeding.”
Before you can argue further, an invisible force field snaps around the remaining civilians nearby as Sue lands beside you.
“You’re hurt,” she says immediately.
“It’s superficial.”
Susan gives you a look that clearly says, "I don’t believe you for a second."
Then Reed Richards speaks through the comms in Johnny’s suit. “Johnny, get her back to the Baxter Building.”
You straighten immediately. “I can still fight.”
“That wasn’t a suggestion,” Reed replies calmly. “We’ve identified Doom’s signal source. We can handle the rest from here.”
Johnny crosses his arms instantly. “See? Science Dad said go home.”
You glare at him and he grins despite the soot covering half his face. Sue steps closer, lowering her voice slightly. “Franklin needs you.”
And that, annoyingly, is what finally gets you moving. Johnny keeps one arm around you as he flies, noticeably steadier this time. Probably because there’s blood on your sleeve now.
You try ignoring the ache in your ribs as Johnny keeps glancing down at you anyway.
“You’re shaking.”
“I’ve had worse.”
“That is not comforting.”
The Baxter Building balcony comes into view a few minutes later. The second you land, the apartment security unlocks automatically. And before you can even fully step inside, small footsteps sprint across the floor.
Franklin Richards crashes directly into your legs. “You came back!”
You steady yourself carefully so you don’t fall over from the impact. “Told you I would.”
Franklin pulls back just enough to look up at you properly. “You’re hurt.”
Johnny shuts the balcony doors behind you. “Yeah, because she’s apparently allergic to taking cover.”
“I was taking cover.”
“You were standing in front of laser fire!”
Before the argument can continue, a robotic voice chirps from the hallway. H.E.R.B.I.E. rolls quickly into the room, carrying a medical kit almost half his size.
Franklin points dramatically at you. “She got attacked by robots.”
“Thank you, buddy,” Johnny says dryly. “We gathered that.”
You sit reluctantly on the edge of the couch while H.E.R.B.I.E. starts scanning your injuries with a series of concerned electronic noises. Franklin immediately climbs up beside you, close enough that his little shoulder presses against your arm.
Johnny crouches in front of you while H.E.R.B.I.E. disinfects the cut along your arm. You don’t even flinch.
“You seriously don’t feel pain normally, do you?”
“I feel it.”
“You just ignore it.”
“That too.”
H.E.R.B.I.E. sprays something cold against your ribs, and you tense slightly this time.
Franklin gasps softly. “Did that hurt?”
You glance down at him. “…A little.”
Franklin thinks about that carefully before holding his dinosaur plush out toward you. “This helps me when I get scared.”
Johnny watches your expression soften almost imperceptibly as you carefully take the stuffed dinosaur from him, like you’re handling something fragile.
“Thanks, buddy,” you say quietly.
Franklin nods once, satisfied. Then curls against your side while H.E.R.B.I.E. continues patching you up. And Johnny, completely exhausted, covered in soot, adrenaline still running through him, looks at the two of you sitting there together and realizes he’s in serious trouble.
The Baxter Building is quieter by the time you leave your room. Most of the damage downtown has been handled. Reed and Sue still aren’t back yet, but Ben’s somewhere downstairs with H.E.R.B.I.E., loudly complaining about “tin can dictators.”
You’ve showered, scrubbed the blood off your skin, and washed smoke out of your hair. Still, your ribs ache.
You towel-dry your hair absentmindedly as you step out onto the balcony connected to the upper rooftop access. The city stretches endlessly around you, lights flickering against the dark sky. Helicopters still move in the distance.
You sit on the edge of the rooftop ledge, elbows resting on your knees. For the first time all day, it’s quiet. Then heat settles nearby, you don’t even need to look over.
“You know,” Johnny says, “most people say thank you after I heroically save their lives.”
“You tackled me into a car.”
“It was a protective tackle.”
You snort softly despite yourself, and Johnny grins immediately at the sound. He sits beside you, one knee bent up toward his chest, while the wind pushes loose strands of damp hair away from your face.
“You feeling okay?” he asks after a second.
“I’m fine.”
“That’s your answer to everything.”
“Usually works.”
Johnny studies you quietly for a moment. “You scared me back there.”
That gets your attention. You glance over at him. Johnny shrugs a little awkwardly under the weight of your stare. “Robot almost blew you in half. Kinda killed the mood.”
“The mood?”
“Yeah. We had a whole thing going.”
You roll your eyes lightly. “We did not.”
“We absolutely did.” There’s that grin again, the one that should annoy you more than it does.
Johnny leans back on his hands slightly. “Franklin really likes you, by the way.”
Your shoulders tense almost invisibly. “He’s a good kid,” you say shortly.
“Yeah, but he doesn’t warm up to people fast.” Johnny bumps your shoulder lightly with his. “You’re good with him.”
Your jaw tightens. “Don’t.”
Johnny frowns slightly. “Don’t what?”
“Say things like that.”
“Like what?”
You stand abruptly, gripping the towel tighter in your hands as you move a few steps away toward the railing. Johnny watches the entire change happen in real time. The walls going back up, the distance.
“You’d make a really good mom.”
The words hit harder this time, because now he means them. You let out a humorless laugh under your breath. “There it is.”
Johnny stands too, confused now more than anything. “Okay, clearly I missed something.”
“You did.”
You stare out over the city instead of at him. “You don’t know me.”
“I’m trying to.”
“No,” you say sharply. “You like the version of me you made up in your head.”
Johnny’s expression shifts immediately. “That’s not fair.”
“You flirt with anything that breathes.”
“Wow.”
“You don’t like me, Johnny.”
The words come out colder than you mean them to. But once they start, they don’t stop. “You like the fighting and the attitude and whatever fantasy you’ve built around me in your head, but you don’t actually know what I am.”
Johnny steps closer slowly. “Then tell me.”
You laugh again quietly, but there’s nothing amused about it. “The Red Room sterilized us.”
Silence.
The city noise suddenly feels very far away. Johnny blinks once. “What?”
“When we graduated,” you say flatly. “They made sure none of us could have children. No attachments. No families. Nothing that could interfere with missions.”
Johnny just stares at you. When you finally look at him, there’s no pity on his face. Just pure horror.
“They took that choice from us before we were old enough to understand what it meant.”
Your throat feels tighter than you want it to.
“So when you say things like I’d be a good mother…” You shake your head once. “You’re talking about someone that doesn’t exist.”
Johnny’s quiet for a second. “That’s bullshit.”
“They hurt you,” he says firmly. “That’s what happened here.”
“It’s not that simple.”
“It literally is.”
You look away again immediately. Johnny steps closer until he’s standing directly in front of you. “You think that makes you unlovable or something?”
You don’t answer, which is answer enough. Johnny exhales sharply through his nose before gently taking the towel from your hands and tossing it onto a nearby chair.
Then he looks back at you. “No one hears that story and thinks there’s something wrong with you.”
Your chest tightens painfully. “You don’t get it.”
“Then explain it to me.”
“You want kids someday.”
Johnny blinks. “Did I say that?”
“You’re normal, Johnny.”
He actually laughs softly at that. “Baby, there is nothing normal about me.”
Despite yourself, your mouth twitches faintly. Johnny’s expression softens immediately when he sees it. “You really think I only want you because you’re hot and mysterious?”
“You said it. Not me.”
“I mean, you ARE hot and mysterious.”
You groan quietly, covering your eyes for half a second.
Johnny smiles a little before lowering your hand carefully away from your face. “I like you,” he says simply. “Like… a lot.”
“You’re mean to me constantly, you almost broke my shoulder earlier, and you scare me a little if I’m being honest.” He tilts his head slightly. “Still like you.”
Your eyes drop briefly to his mouth before you can stop yourself.
His voice softens. “C’mere.”
You hesitate, not because you don’t want to, but because that’s the problem. You’ve wanted to since he smiled at you in the living room after you threw him through a couch. Johnny gives you an out when you don’t move right away. His hand loosens slightly against your face.
But then you lean in first, barely. And Johnny’s restraint snaps almost immediately.
His hand slides fully against your jaw as he kisses you properly, warm and firm and entirely too easy to melt into. The rooftop wind pushes through your still-damp hair while he steps closer instinctively, one hand settling carefully at your waist like he’s worried you’ll disappear if he lets go. You kiss him back before you can overthink it.
Johnny makes a quiet sound against your mouth when your fingers curl into the front of his shirt, and suddenly the kiss deepens without either of you really meaning for it to. Heat radiates off him in waves, not enough to burn, just warm enough that you can feel it through the thin fabric of your shirt.
One of his hands slides up your spine slowly before stopping at the base of your neck. If anything, you kiss him harder. Johnny lets out a breathless laugh into your mouth at that.
“Oh, so this is why you keep threatening me,” he murmurs between kisses. “You’re obsessed with me.”
You huff out the smallest laugh against his lips. “You’re unbelievably annoying.”
“And yet—”
He kisses you again before you can finish the sentence. When you finally pull back, Johnny rests his forehead lightly against yours for a second, both of you still catching your breath a little.
Then he grins. “So…” he says. “Think this means I win?”
You stare at him flatly. “I literally beat your ass this morning.”
Johnny nods once thoughtfully. “Yeah,” he says. “But emotionally? Huge comeback for me tonight.”
okieeee hope you all enjoyed!!! I wasn't sure with the tag list if you guys want to be tagged in content not related to Eddie, so I didn't put one this time.
description: dustin convinces you to let hellfire take over your house for the night, and when lucas bails for a basketball game, you get dragged back into a world you swore you retired from. turns out, you’re still very good at keeping a party alive, and eddie notices. cue one meddling little brother, a very persistent dungeon master, and a “one-time favor” that quickly turns into something a lot more.
pairing: eddie x henderson!reader (fem!reader)
tags: eddie x henderson!sister, no y/n, brother's best friend, hellfire club, dnd nerds, slow-ish burn, fluff with a little spice, she's the boys original dm btw, she taught them everything they know, dustin is their biggest stan, soft!eddie, he brings her flowers (shocker), little sheep mention, dustin wants eddie as a brother-in-law so bad, quarry date, caught in the (almost) act
TW: nothing really besides heavy fluff and a tease of a makeout scene (sorry!)
WC: 5.6k
A/N: requested by @midgardian-rogue i hope you love it!! this weekend wasn't actually as bad work-wise, I was being dramatic LOL. reblogs are always appreciated <3 enjoy a dose of sugar after 'Tough Luck' hehe.
Knock knock...knock knock knock.
“Yeah?” you call. It opens slowly, your brother peeking his head in just slightly.
“What do you want, Dustin?”
“Heyyyy,” he says, his smile of mischief plastered ear to ear.
“No.”
“What! I didn’t even say anything!”
“Your face says enough. Out.”
“Can you at least listen before you say no?”
You tilt your head, pretending to think about it. “No.”
“Come on! Fine, okay. I know Mom left you in charge for the weekend, but Mrs. Wheeler says their basement needs to be ‘fumigated.’ Something about us stinking up the place, I dunno, anyways, I was wondering if you’d let me host Hellfire here?”
You let out a long, exaggerated sigh. “What’s in it for me?”
His eyes widen, smirk growing back. “I’ll do your chores for a week.”
You hum, raising your eyebrows.
“Fine. A month.”
You nod once, satisfied, then flop back on your bed.
“Fine, you can have your stupid club over.”
“Hey! Hellfire is not stupid! You used to love D&D, remember?”
“Oh, I remember,” you say, rolling onto your side to look at him properly. “I also remember teaching you everything you know.”
Dustin scoffs, pushing the door open wider as he steps fully into your room. “Okay, first of all, rude. Second of all, you retired. That’s on you.”
“I didn’t retire,” you correct, pointing at him. “I evolved. Some of us moved on to bigger, better things.”
“Like what?” he challenges.
You pause. “…Having a life.”
He stares at you, unimpressed. “Good one.”
You grin, completely unbothered. “I know.”
He tilts his head, bouncing slightly on his heels. “So that’s a yes?”
You sigh dramatically, even though you’ve already agreed. “Yes, Dustin. You can host your little nerd gathering here.”
“It’s not—”
“Out,” you cut him off, pointing to the hallway.
He beams anyway, backing out of the room. “You’re the best! Seriously, I’m gonna tell everyone, this is huge!”
“Close the door!” you call after him.
Yet another knock at your door snaps you out of whatever half-focus you were pretending to have.
“Yeah?” you call.
It swings open without hesitation, and Dustin and Mike appear in the doorway.
You don’t even sit up. “No.”
“Hey!” Dustin protests immediately. “I didn’t even say anything yet!”
“You didn’t have to. I can see it on your face. Out.”
Mike crosses his arms. “You’re being dramatic.”
“I’m being preventative,” you correct, finally pushing yourself upright. “What do you want?”
Dustin steps forward, already launching into it.
“Okay, so, minor issue. Lucas ditched.”
You blink. “Ditched?”
“For a basketball game,” Mike says, clearly offended on principle.
“Unbelievable,” Dustin adds.
You snort. “Sounds like he made the right call.”
Dustin pushes past that, clapping his hands together. “Anyway! We need a sub.”
You narrow your eyes. “Absolutely not.”
“Come on!”
“No.”
“You didn’t even hear the full—”
“I heard enough. No.”
Dustin groans, dragging his hands down his face. “You love combat strategy!”
“I love not being roped into your chaos on my weekend.”
“It’s not chaos,” Mike argues. “It’s a structured narrative experience.”
You stare at him. “…It’s chaos.”
From down the hall, you hear the low murmur of the others: dice clinking, someone laughing, and then a voice you definitely recognize.
“Oh man,” Eddie calls out, loud enough to carry. “What’s taking so long? Did she already say no?”
“Yes!” you shout back. “And it’s staying that way!”
“Ouch,” Eddie says. “Didn’t even hesitate.”
You can practically hear the grin in his voice.
Dustin whips back to you, desperate now. “Okay, fine. New deal.”
You sigh. “Dustin—”
“I’ll do your chores for a month and a half.”
You pause.
Mike looks at him. “A month and a half?”
Dustin doesn’t even look away from you. “I’m serious.”
You tilt your head, considering him now. “…All of them?”
“All of them.”
“Laundry?”
“Yes.”
“Dishes?”
“Yes.”
“You’ll clean the bathroom, too?”
He hesitates. “…Yes.”
You sit there a moment longer, letting the silence stretch.
“…Fine.”
Dustin loses his mind. “I KNEW IT! YOU DID MISS IT!”
“Don’t make me regret it,” you cut in, already standing. “And if you slack off even once—”
“I won’t! I swear, I’ll be the best chore-doer you’ve ever seen!”
“That’s not a high bar,” you mutter, brushing past them toward the living room.
Eddie’s sitting at the head of the table, rings glinting as he lazily spins a die between his fingers, and the second he sees you, he straightens just a little.
“Well, shit,” he says, grinning. “They actually convinced you.”
“Don’t get used to it,” you reply, crossing your arms. “I’m here under duress.”
“Sure you are,” he hums. “Whatever helps you sleep at night.”
You glance at the table setup, then at the map. Then, at the absolute disaster of positioning they’ve managed in your absence.
You scoff. “Jesus. This is what you’ve been running?”
The boys immediately start protesting.
“Hey!”
“It’s not that bad!”
“We had a plan!”
“You had a terrible plan,” you correct, already stepping closer. “If Lucas were here, he’d be telling you the same thing.”
Eddie leans back in his chair, watching you with open amusement. “Oh? And you’d do better?”
“Oh, Munson,” you say, reaching for the spare sheet. “I taught these boys everything they know.”
Dustin beams like this is the greatest moment of his life. Eddie’s eyebrows lift, interest clearly piqued now.
“Did you, now?” he says.
“Mmhm.”
You take Lucas’s spot, scanning the board once more before pointing.
“Move here,” you tell Mike.
“That puts me in range—”
“Exactly,” you cut in. “Which means they’ll take the bait, and then,” you tap another spot, “we hit them from the side.”
“…Wait,” Dustin says slowly. “That’s actually—”
“Smart,” Mike finishes.
You sit back, satisfied. “I know.”
Eddie lets out a quiet laugh, shaking his head.
“Jesus,” he mutters.
“MY SISTER,” Dustin says proudly, like he personally invented you.
Eddie looks back at you.
“Alright,” he says. “Let’s see what you’ve got.”
You meet his gaze, unfazed. “Oh, you will.”
Eddie leans forward slowly, elbows resting on the table, fingers steepled like he’s about to deliver something devastating.
“Alright,” he says, voice dropping into that dramatic, DM cadence. “As you step into the corridor, the torches along the stone walls flicker, unnaturally, and you feel it before you see it…”
Dustin’s already leaning in. Mike’s gripping his pencil.
“…a presence,” Eddie finishes, eyes sweeping the table. “Something watching you.”
“Cool,” you say. “It’s a trap.”
Eddie squints at you. “You don’t know that.”
You tilt your head. “I do.”
“Oh yeah?” he challenges, a little grin creeping in. “And how’s that?”
You gesture lazily at the map. “You’ve been herding them this direction for twenty minutes. Narrow corridor, low visibility, creepy buildup speech? You’re practically begging us to walk into something.”
Dustin slowly turns his head toward Eddie. “…He has been doing that.”
“Hey! Don’t break the immersion,” Eddie shoots back.
You just shrug. “Also, you only get that theatrical when you’re about to screw them over.”
Mike points. “That’s actually true.”
“Okay, wow, I’m feeling very attacked right now,” Eddie mutters.
You lean forward slightly, tapping the board again. “There’s something ahead. Probably above us or in the walls. We trigger it from a distance.”
“…We can do that?” Dustin asks.
You look at him. “Did I teach you nothing?”
He lights up. “You did teach me that!”
“Thank you,” you nod.
Eddie exhales through his nose, shaking his head, and a slight bit of an impressed expression looming over his face.
“Alright,” he says, sitting back. “Go ahead. Ruin my fun.”
“Oh, I plan to,” you reply easily.
A few rounds later, it’s not even subtle anymore. Every time Eddie tries something, every little twist, every setup, you catch it.
“You hesitate too long before describing that,” you point out at one point.
“That’s called building suspense,” he argues.
“That’s called you deciding if you want to be mean or really mean.”
“…I’m always really mean.”
“Exactly.”
Mike just mutters, “We’re never surviving this.”
But you are. Because you keep adjusting, redirecting, calling things out just early enough to give everyone a fighting chance.
Eddie’s watching you again, and not even pretending not to, at this point.
There’s a moment where you’re mid-sentence, explaining something to Dustin, hands moving a little as you talk. And when you glance up, you catch him already looking.
He doesn’t even look away, just lifts his brows slightly, like, yeah, I got caught. What about it?
“Focus, Munson,” you say. “You’re supposed to be destroying us, remember?”
“Oh, I am,” he says, a little quieter. “Just taking notes first.”
You blink at that. “…That’s ominous.”
“It should be.”
By the time the encounter wraps, the table’s a mess; papers everywhere, dice scattered, Dustin halfway out of his chair from excitement.
“That was insane,” he says. “We actually outplayed you.”
“Let’s not get ahead of ourselves,” Eddie replies. “You survived. Barely.”
“We survived because of her,” Mike says, gesturing to you.
You lean back in your chair. “Correct.”
Eddie huffs a laugh, shaking his head again.
“Yeah,” he says. “You’re something else.”
You raise an eyebrow. “Good something, or—?”
“Annoyingly good,” he answers without hesitation.
You grin. “I’ll take it.”
Dustin’s looking between you both again. That little squint. That slow, creeping smile, like something’s starting to click into place.
“…Huh,” he mutters under his breath.
“What?” Mike asks.
“Nothing,” Dustin says quickly. “Nothing. Just…”
He glances at you, then at Eddie. Then back at the board, like he’s trying really hard not to say whatever thought just popped into his head.
“…this is working out really well,” he finishes instead.
The game winds down in a mess of overlapping voices and half-finished arguments.
“Okay, but technically…”
“No, that doesn’t count!”
“It literally does.”
“Guys,” you cut in, standing, “I’m getting a drink before I listen to any more of this.”
No one stops you. Mostly because Dustin and Mike are already bickering their way down the hall toward his room, voices fading as they go.
You shake your head, smiling to yourself as you step into the kitchen.
You grab a glass, filling it at the sink, leaning your hip against the counter.
“You always make an exit like that?”
You don’t turn right away, just take a sip before glancing over your shoulder. Eddie’s leaning against the frame, arms crossed loosely, watching you like he’s been waiting for a second alone.
“You always follow people into kitchens?” you shoot back.
“Only the interesting ones.”
You snort softly, turning back to the counter. “Flattery again. Bold strategy.”
“Hey, it worked earlier.”
You glance at him. “Debatable.”
“So,” he says, nodding slightly toward the living room. “You’ve been holding out on us.”
You hum. “About?”
“All of that,” he gestures vaguely, meaning the game, the table, you. “You could’ve been saving these idiots this whole time.”
“I wasn’t aware I’d signed up as their personal lifeline.”
“Still,” he says. “You’re good.”
You shrug, like it doesn’t matter.
“It’s just D&D.”
“Yeah,” he says, watching you. “But you’re not just playing.”
You meet his eyes at that.
“…What’s that supposed to mean?”
He tilts his head, considering you for a second before answering.
“You read the room,” he says. “You don’t just react, you’re already thinking three steps ahead. You know when someone’s about to screw up before they even do it.”
“…You’re giving me way too much credit.”
“I don’t think I am.”
“I used to DM,” you say, a little more casually. “Before you.”
Eddie’s brows lift. “Yeah?”
“Yeah, when they were younger.” You nod toward the hallway. “Dustin practically lived at that table. Mike took everything too seriously, as usual.”
“I still do,” Mike yells faintly from the other room.
You smile a little. “See?”
Eddie laughs under his breath.
“So what happened?” he asks. “You just stopped?”
You shrug again. “Got busy. Grew out of it, I guess.”
“You don’t look like you grew out of it,” he says.
You glance at him. “What does that mean?”
“You lit up in there,” he replies simply. “That’s not a ‘used to’ thing.”
You huff a quiet laugh, shaking your head. “I’m retired.”
“Retired,” he repeats, like he’s testing the word.
“Retired,” you confirm. “Don’t try to recruit me, Munson.”
He smiles a little at that.
“Wasn’t planning on it,” he says.
You narrow your eyes. “You’re lying.”
“Okay,” he admits easily. “Maybe a little.”
“You should come by more,” he says, softer now. “Not even to play. Just, uh, hang out.”
You look at him, searching his face a little. “…Why?”
He shrugs. “’Cause it’s better when you’re there.”
You look away first this time, reaching for your glass again just to have something to do.
“…I’ll think about it,” you say.
He grins slightly. “I’ll take it.”
The next morning is quiet. Sunlight spills through the kitchen window, catching on the rim of your glass as you pour orange juice, the soft clink the only sound for a moment.
Dustin sits at the table, already halfway through a bowl of cereal, flipping absentmindedly through a notebook. You slide into the chair across from him, grabbing a piece of toast.
“…You owe me,” you say, taking a bite.
He doesn’t even look up. “Month and a half. I know. I’m a man of my word.”
“We’ll see.”
“You had fun.”
You glance at him. “Don’t start.”
“I’m just saying—”
A knock at the door cuts him off, and both of you freeze.
Dustin frowns.
“I’ll get it,” you say, already pushing your chair back.
You’re not expecting anyone, which is probably why you hesitate for half a second before opening the door. And then, yeah. Of course.
Eddie stands on your porch, hands shoved into his jean pockets and looking entirely too pleased with himself for nine in the morning.
You blink. “You’re kidding.”
“Miss me already?” he says easily.
You lean against the doorframe, unimpressed. “It’s been, what, twelve hours?”
“Longest twelve hours of my life,” he replies without missing a beat.
Your cheeks slightly pinken despite yourself. “What do you want, Munson?”
He lifts a shoulder. “Left my jacket.”
You glance past him, like you might somehow see it sitting on the porch.
“…Did you?”
“Nope.”
You narrow your eyes and he grins.
“Okay, yeah, I did,” he admits. “Inside, probably. Thought I’d come grab it.”
Dustin is absolutely clocking the vibe the second Eddie walks in. He doesn’t say anything at first, just watches as Eddie makes his way into the kitchen.
“Morning, Henderson,” Eddie says.
Dustin squints at him. “Why are you here?”
“Missed me?”
“No.”
Eddie laughs, glancing at you as he passes. “Wow. You guys are brutal.”
“Runs in the family,” you say.
“Explains a lot,” he murmurs.
You nudge him with your elbow. “Find your jacket and go.”
“Working on it.” Although, he doesn’t move immediately. Instead, he grabs the mug sitting on the counter, peering into it like he’s inspecting something important.
“You drink coffee?” he asks.
“Sometimes.”
“Didn’t peg you for a coffee person.”
“You don’t know me that well.”
“Working on that too.”
You glance at him. “…You’re annoying.”
“Yeah,” he smiles. “But you let me in your house, so what does that say about you?”
“That I’m easily manipulated.”
“Or,” he counters, a little softer, “that you don’t mind me being here.”
Dustin’s spoon very slowly lowers back into his bowl.
“…Oh,” he says.
You ignore him. Eddie, unfortunately, does not.
“Oh?” he echoes, glancing over.
Dustin looks between the two of you; once, twice. Then his eyes go wide.
“Oh,” he repeats, louder this time.
“Dustin,” you warn.
“No, no, no, I’m just,” he gestures vaguely between you and Eddie, words failing him for once in his life. “This is…”
“Breakfast?” Eddie offers.
“Not that!” Dustin says. “You—he—what is—”
You grab a napkin and toss it at him. “Eat your cereal.”
“I am eating my cereal!” he insists. “I’m also observing!”
Eddie leans back against the counter, clearly entertained now.
“Observing what, Henderson?”
Dustin points at him. “You came here for your jacket.”
“Correct.”
“You never forget your jacket.”
Eddie opens his mouth, then closes it.
“…Okay, that’s, uh, yeah, that’s actually a solid point,” he admits.
You sigh, already stepping in before Dustin can spiral any further. “Oh my god, relax. Let’s just go look in the living room.”
Dustin narrows his eyes. “It’s not in the living room.”
“Wow,” you say flatly. “It’s almost like I didn’t ask.”
You brush past Eddie, nudging him lightly as you go. “C’mon.”
You move toward the back of the couch like you’re actually looking.
“You’re unbelievable, you know that?” you say, not turning around.
“Me?” Eddie replies, tone innocent. “I’m just a guy trying to retrieve his lost property.”
You glance over your shoulder. “You literally admitted you didn’t even know where it was.”
“So?”
You huff a small laugh, turning to lean back against the arm of the couch.
“Your commitment to the bit is impressive.”
“Thank you,” he says, stepping a little closer. “I work very hard at it.”
“So,” you say, crossing your arms loosely. “You really came all the way over here for a jacket you have ‘no idea’ where it might be?”
“…Not exactly.”
You raise an eyebrow. “Yeah, I figured.”
He exhales a small laugh, rubbing the back of his neck for a second before looking back at you.
“I was gonna ask you something,” he says.
Your stomach does a little flip. “…That so?”
“Yeah.”
“I didn’t really get the chance last night. Y’know. With your brother threatening my life and all.”
“He was not threatening your life.”
“He pointed at me,” Eddie insists. “That’s a threat.”
You smile a little despite yourself. “You’ll live.”
“Good,” he says, softer now. “Because I’d like to take you out.”
You don’t speak right away. He’s scanning your face, trying to gauge which direction you might lean.
“It’s nothing fancy,” he adds, quickly but still sincere. “I mean…well, actually, it could be fancy if you want, but I was thinking, there’s this spot out by the quarry, good view, I can bring music, maybe steal some food from home—”
“Steal?” you repeat.
“Borrow,” he corrects. “Temporarily.”
You shake your head, a quiet laugh slipping out of you.
“You’re unbelievable.”
“I’ve been told.”
“…You’re asking me on a real date?” you say.
He nods, no hesitation this time. “Yeah,” he says. “A real date.”
“…Okay,” you say.
His face lights up; just a little, but it’s there. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
You shrug, like it’s not a big deal. “Quarry sounds fine.”
“Cool,” he says quickly. “Cool, yeah, uh, that’s…great.”
You tilt your head. “You nervous, Munson?”
“Never,” he lies.
“AH-HA.”
Dustin’s voice cuts through the moment like a siren, and you both turn. He’s standing in the doorway, arms crossed, looking entirely too pleased with himself.
“I knew it,” he says.
You groan. “Dustin—”
“I knew it,” he repeats, pointing between you both. “You didn’t come here for your jacket!”
Eddie lifts a hand. “In my defense, I did find it.”
Dustin ignores him completely. “You’re asking her out.”
“…Yes,” Eddie says.
Dustin’s face splits into a grin. “Oh my god.”
Eddie chuckles, crossing his arms lightly. “Do I have your blessing, Henderson?”
Dustin nods slowly, like he’s considering. “Be easier on us next campaign.”
You blink. “That’s your condition?”
“Yes,” Dustin says immediately. “If you’re gonna be around more, you can’t keep trying to kill us every session.”
Eddie huffs a laugh, slipping his jacket on. “Absolutely not.”
“Eddie!”
“I will consider,” he amends, holding up a finger, “slightly reducing the level of psychological torment.”
“That’s not reassuring.”
“It’s the best you’re getting.”
Dustin squints at him. “…I’ll take it.”
You shake your head, already heading back toward the kitchen. “You’re both ridiculous.”
“Runs in the family,” Eddie calls after you.
At the door, Eddie pauses, glancing back once.
“Hey,” he says.
You look over.
“Saturday?” he adds.
You nod. “Saturday.”
He grins, and then he’s gone.
Saturday comes quicker than it should. You go about your day like normal, ignore the way you check the clock more than once, ignore the fact that you changed your outfit twice before settling on something that definitely looks like you didn’t try.
By the time there’s a knock at the door, you’re in the kitchen with Dustin, who’s hovering in a way that’s already suspicious.
“You’re pacing,” he says.
“I’m not pacing.”
“You’re pacing internally.”
Knock. Knock.
Dustin gasps like something monumental just happened. “He’s here.”
“Relax.”
“You relax!”
“I am relaxed.”
“You’re lying.”
You point at him. “Don’t make this weird.”
“I’m not making it weird,” he says, already halfway to the door. “He’s making it weird.”
“You don’t even know what he’s doing...Dustin!”
Too late, he yanks the door open.
“…Awwww.”
You freeze.
“No,” you say immediately.
Dustin doesn’t move, just stands there, staring.
Because standing on your porch is Eddie, and he, in fact, is holding flowers. Just a simple bunch, slightly awkward in his hand like he’s not entirely used to it, but still. Flowers.
Eddie clocks Dustin’s expression instantly.
“Don’t,” he says flatly.
“I didn’t say anything,” Dustin replies, grinning.
“You made a sound.”
“It was a supportive sound.”
Eddie leans in slightly. “Henderson, I swear to god, I will make your next campaign so psychologically devastating you won’t recover until graduation.”
Dustin lights up. “That’s not a threat, that’s your normal behavior.”
“…Right,” Eddie mutters.
You step into the doorway, crossing your arms as you take him in.
“…You brought flowers.”
He glances at them, then back at you, suddenly a little less smug.
“Yeah,” he says. “Felt like the move.”
Dustin makes another noise.
Eddie doesn’t even look at him this time. “I’m serious.”
“Okay, okay,” Dustin says, backing up with his hands raised. “I’m gone. I’m disappearing. I was never here.”
He turns, then immediately leans back in toward Eddie as he passes.
“Bring her back alive,” he stage-whispers.
“Get out,” you shove his shoulder. He disappears down the hall, laughing.
When you and Eddie walk towards the van, he opens the passenger door for you without making a big deal. Even though he practically sped-walked to beat you to the door.
“Your ride, m’lady,” he says.
You roll your eyes as you climb in. “If you bow, I’m getting out.”
“Noted.”
He shuts the door, jogs around to his side, and the engine rumbles to life.
The quarry is quiet when you arrive. Sun dipping low, sky all warm colors, the air just cool enough to feel good. Eddie grabs a blanket from the back, shaking it out on a flatter patch of ground.
“Told you,” he says. “Nothing fancy.”
You look around, taking it in. “…It’s nice.”
He glances at you, clearly pleased with that. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
You sit, tucking your legs under you, setting the flowers carefully beside you. He drops down next to you, not too close. At first, anyway. Music hums softly from the van, something low and warm.
For a while, it’s just easy, basically talking about nothing. Besides Dustin, mostly.
“He’s gonna tell everyone,” you say.
“Oh, absolutely,” Eddie nods. “I’m expecting a full interrogation next session.”
“You deserve it.”
“For what? Being charming?”
“For threatening him with emotional damage over D&D.”
“That’s how I show affection.”
There’s a point where the conversation dips, and you both end up looking out over the water. His hand brushes yours, barely. But you leave yours resting there, and he does too.
“…So,” he says, a little softer. “This counts, right?”
You glance at him. “What?”
“This,” he gestures loosely. “Date. I didn’t accidentally kidnap you into hanging out.”
You huff a quiet laugh. “Yeah, Munson. It counts.”
“Good,” he says.
There’s that small smile again, the one he doesn’t overplay.
“Was hoping it did.”
Music hums low from the van, something warm and easy. You’re both stretched out on the blanket now, closer than when you started, close enough that your shoulders brush every so often, neither of you bothering to move.
Eddie’s on his back, one arm tucked behind his head, staring up at the sky.
“You look good.”
You blink, turning your head toward him. “That was subtle.”
He shrugs, glancing over at you. “Didn’t feel like being subtle.”
“…Yeah?”
“Yeah,” he says, like it’s obvious. “You always do. Just figured I should say it out loud at least once.”
You study him for a second, like you’re trying to decide if he’s messing with you. (He isn’t.)
“…You clean up okay,” you say finally, nudging his arm with yours.
“Okay?” he repeats, offended. “That’s what I get?”
“You wore a different shirt.”
“It’s a good shirt.”
“It is,” you admit, a little softer. “Looks good on you.”
He grins, just a little, like he’s trying not to make a big deal out of it.
“I’ll take it.”
Then he rolls onto his side, propping himself up slightly so he can look at you properly.
“You’re also kind,” he says.
You raise an eyebrow. “Oh?”
“You’ve got this whole…” he gestures vaguely, “Thing.”
“That clears it up.”
“You know what I mean,” he says. “You act like you don’t care, but you do.”
You scoff. “I don’t—”
“You do,” he cuts in. “You look out for them.”
You roll your eyes. “It’s called not letting them die immediately.”
“Yeah,” he nods. “But it’s more than that.”
He tilts his head, a slow grin pulling at his mouth.
“You herd them around,” he says. “Keep them in line, steer them out of trouble.”
You let out a short laugh. “Oh, my god.”
“What?” he grins. “It’s true.”
“They are not my responsibility.”
“They are absolutely your responsibility,” he says. “You treat them like your…” he pauses, “your little sheep.”
You stare at him. “…My sheep?”
“Yeah,” he nods, clearly pleased with himself. “You’re like, what’s it called? A shepherd.”
“That is the worst thing you’ve ever said to me.”
“You love it.”
“I don’t.”
“You do,” he insists. “It fits.”
You shake your head, but you’re smiling. “…You’re ridiculous.”
“Yeah,” he says, softer this time. “But I’m right.”
There’s a long pause where the teasing becomes a settled silence. His hand scooches, just slightly, until his fingers brush yours.
“Hey,” he says.
You look at him. “Yeah?”
He leans in just a little, not closing the distance completely, but giving you space to stop him if you wanted to.
“Can I—?”
You don’t let him finish, so you lean in first. It’s soft. Not rushed, just warm and real, like it’s been building there the whole time.
His hand finds yours properly this time, fingers curling just slightly as he leans into it.
When you pull back, it’s slow and close enough that you’re still in his bubble.
“…Still hate the sheep thing,” you murmur.
He smiles, barely pulling away. “Liar.”
Eddie’s fingers tighten around yours, then slide up your arm, slow like he’s memorizing the path. You feel the way his breath catches, the way his other hand finds your waist and pulls you closer.
You tilt your head, deepening the kiss, and he makes this quiet sound in the back of his throat that sends heat rushing down your spine.
His tongue brushes yours, gentle at first, then bolder. You shift closer, swinging a leg over so you’re straddling his lap, knees pressing into the soft blanket. His hands settle on your thighs, sliding up under the hem of your skirt.
“Fuck,” he breathes against your mouth, half-laugh, half-groan. “You’re gonna kill me out here.”
You smile into the next kiss, rolling your hips once just to hear that sound again. His grip tightens, one hand slipping higher under your shirt until his palm is warm against your bare back.
You tug at his vest, then the hem of his tee, and he helps you yank it up and off in one messy movement. Your fingers trace the tattoos on his chest, and he shivers under your touch.
“Been thinking about this,” he murmurs, voice rough as he kisses along your jaw, down your neck. “You, me, stars… way too much.”
“Yeah?” You tilt your head to give him better access, fingers threading through his messy curls. “Prove it.” He does.
The next kiss is deeper, wetter. Your shirt joins his on the edge of the blanket. His hands roam down your back, over your ribs, thumbs brushing sensitive skin until you’re both breathing hard and laughing breathlessly between kisses.
You grind down against him again, feeling exactly how much he wants you, and his head falls back against the blanket with a quiet curse, eyes half-lidded.
He rasps, hands gripping your hips to still you for a second. His eyes are dark, pupils blown. “If we don’t slow down—”
Voices.
Laughter and footsteps crunching on the gravel path that leads down to the quarry’s edge. Multiple people, and they’re getting closer, quickly.
Eddie’s eyes snap open, and yours do too.
“Shit,” you both whisper at the same time.
You scramble off his lap, heart racing. He lunges for your shirt and tosses it to you while yanking his own back on inside-out.
You’re both half-dressed, flushed, and still breathing hard when the group’s flashlight beams sweep across the rocks nearby.
Eddie catches your eye. His hair is a total disaster, his lips kiss-swollen, and he looks so ridiculously guilty that you start laughing.
Quiet, helpless giggles that turn into full laughter when he pulls you against his chest to muffle the sound. His shoulders shake with it, too.
“Real smooth, Munson,” you whisper, still catching your breath. “Almost got us caught half-naked at the quarry.”
“Worth it,” he says, pressing one last quick kiss to your forehead, grinning like an idiot. “C’mon. Let’s get out of here before they decide this spot looks fun.”
He grabs your hand, fingers laced tight, and helps you up. You shake out the blanket together, still snickering as you hurry back up the path toward his van.
The engine rumbles to life. Eddie glances over at you, still flushed and smiling, and reaches across the console to squeeze your thigh once.
You’re still a little flushed, still a little giddy, and every time you glance over at him, you have to fight the urge to laugh again.
“You’re laughing at me,” he says, not even looking over.
“I’m not—” you start.
He glances at you, and you immediately break.
“Okay, I am,” you admit, grinning. “You should’ve seen your face.”
“My face?” he scoffs. “You were the one giggling like we just committed a crime.”
“We almost got caught half-naked, Eddie.”
“Almost,” he emphasizes. “Keyword.”
You shake your head, smiling to yourself as you look out the window.
“…Still worth it?” you ask.
He doesn’t even hesitate, “Yeah, definitely."
You glance back at him, and he’s already looking at you. Your stomach flips yet again.
“…Yeah,” you quietly echo.
When you pull up and park in the driveway, neither of you moves right away. You both just kind of sit there for a second, like neither of you wants to be the one to end it.
“Well,” you say finally, unbuckling your seatbelt. “You didn’t get us arrested.”
“Big win,” he nods.
“Minimal public humiliation.”
“Debatable.”
You laugh, turning to face him.
“Thanks for the flowers,” you say.
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. They were nice.”
He smiles a little.
“Good,” he says. “I’ll add it to my list of successful moves.”
“You have a list?”
“Oh, absolutely.”
“Terrifying.”
“Hey,” he leans a little closer, resting his arm on the back of your seat, “it’s working, isn’t it?”
You raise an eyebrow. “…Don’t get cocky.”
You both kind of lean in at the same time, and the kiss is softer than before, like neither of you is trying to prove anything now. When you pull back, you don’t go far.
“…You’re still annoying,” you murmur.
“Yeah,” he says. “But you like me.”
You huff a quiet laugh. “Don’t push it.”
“Not pushing,” he says. “Observing.”
You roll your eyes, but your hand lingers on his arm for a second longer before you pull away.
“I should go before Dustin’s waiting at the window with binoculars.”
“He absolutely is.”
“Yeah.”
You reach for the door, then pause.
“…see you tomorrow?”
He nods, easy. “Tomorrow.”
When you make it inside, the house is way too dark for how you left it. You know Dustin, and being home alone usually means leaving almost all of the lights on for “protection purposes."
Then the lamp clicks on, and there he is, sitting in the recliner like a concerned parent, waiting for your arrival.
“…Well?” he says.
You freeze. “…Go to bed.”
“You’re smiling.”
“I am not—”
“You are,” he insists, sitting up straighter. “That’s a smile.”
You drag a hand over your face. “Dustin!”
“You kissed him.”
You stare at him. “…You have no proof.”
“I don’t need proof,” he says, grinning. “I have instincts.”
“Your instincts are wrong.”
“They are never wrong.”
You walk past him. “Goodnight, Dustin.”
“Goodnight,” he calls after you, way too pleased with himself. “…future Mrs. Munson!”
“SHUT UP.”
His laughter follows you down the hall. And despite your protests, you don’t stop smiling.
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