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What boggles my mind is that Hearts frequently looks at this doc. I can see her pop up in it every now and again, and it's usually followed by a post on one of these alts mentioning it.

Imagine just. Being confronted by the entire history of your bullshit. And then continuing to add onto it thinking that if you can just make one lie stick, you'll be in the clear and the growing list of alts you're actively contributing to will just be thrown away.

Hearts. Pretending these are trolls is not working. You have too much confidence in skills that you don't have. The few alts you're trying to paint as sympathetic or kinder do not feel that way; your vagueposting and sudden flood of anonymous asks you send yourself with no notes paints every one of those blogs as dubious. This is on the same level of obviousness as when you made Roux and Envy talk to each other with your "main" being the nice one going "guysssss stop we need to get along, I totally don't agree with anything you both are saying..... :(".

Nobody is going to come in, see your misinformation first and stick by your side, even for a little bit. The more you double down, the worse this is gonna get for you because it's becoming more and more obvious that you're a loser spending all their time on this.

I keep telling you that the solution is going to be to sincerely apologize and log off. And I hope you're aware that it has a rapidly approaching expiration date the longer you hold off on doing it. If you keep going at the rate you're going, less and less people are going to be willing to take a sincere apology from you seriously and attempt to trust you again.

If you keep doing this, any attempt at genuine redemption for yourself is never going to be accepted. Because why should anyone believe you this time.

@you-can-eat-hearts. I wish I didn't know you as well as I do now. Because this stopped being about a single sad individual that needs attention so so bad, she makes multiple alts to talk to herself like I originally thought. Ignoring you wasn't gonna be the solution anymore, especially since you proved that it's what you want to happen.

No, I now see you as someone who wants to bully and harass whoever you want without consequences, and the way you try to do that is by making multiple alt accounts in hopes that flooding the feed with a fake majority will either get people to listen to you or overwhelm whoever you want to silence. The difference now is that multiple people are holding you accountable at once WITH RECEIPTS OF EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE and you can't handle that.

So let's debunk your stupid fake post here:

You never fucking left. All you did was make more alts. Here's a whole list of them right here. Whenever you say you're going to go away or take a step back, it's very easy to track you posting on a different alt. Hell, you can't even stay consistent on the same blog. On your most recent alt @lily-critical-confessions you couldn't even be bothered to wait more than an hour to post on it again.

You NEVER apologized. When you purged all of your blogs the other month, what you did instead was have a pity party for yourself and try to shame everyone for "bullying Hearts off the platform"; something you STILL do with all of your currently active alts. The closest thing anyone ever got to an apology from you is this pathetic post you made as @enbycritical where you couldn't be bothered to say what you did wrong and then ruined by having your fake troll alt reblog it with a creepy response. And even then you were running multiple alts at the time you made this post which continued to harass and shit on Britt.

You are lying about people constantly. And you're bad at it to the point where you're so incredibly easy to track. Right now you're trying to lie to everyone and say that your alt @lily-critical-confessions is an 18 year old; a lie you clearly didn't think of until long after you made the blog considering the way you type on it dumbed down the moment you revealed the blog's fake age. And now you're trying to use that blog to mediate your real self who I remind everyone is IN THEIR 30'S. So good job, you lied yourself into a corner there and made it look like you're putting pressure on a teenager.

Lmao. Shut your dramatic ass up. You're not dead. You never changed. The only thing that has changed is the multiple blog handles you choose to hide behind. During the past few months, you have proven that you've learned NOTHING. You've gone back on anything meaningful you could've learned from all of this, and if anything you've doubled and tripled down.

Like god, you're still purposefully misgendering me and reblogging Fennec and now HiddenHeroine out of spite. That alone should show that you never grew the fuck up.

Hearts, you never died. Instead you lived on and lingered and festered in every space you wanted to be a part of like mold. And clearly nobody wants to touch that mold because despite your best efforts to never shut the fuck up and force yourself into every tag imaginable, nobody is communicating with you or reblogging you other than the people making sure you don't lie your way back in.

People have had enough. You ruined any shred of pity or sympathy you could've ever had.

I'm going to listen to the victim and stop posting here. I got a whole bunch of asks left so I'll let them post, but I'm hiding my blog from showing up in tags.

Once the queue runs out, I'm not taking hearts-related stuff anymore.

I need you to understand this. If you're REALLY stupid enough to continue this fake persona that is some teenager that's still in school in late June (good job idiot, you couldn't even think that one through)...

How the fuck do you think it looks when people will see YOU REACHING OUT AND FORCING THIS TEENAGER TO MEDIATE FOR YOU, A GROWN-ASS ADULT IN THEIR 30'S THAT'S NEARLY DOUBLE THEIR AGE???

HOW DOES THIS MAKE YOU LOOK ANY MORE TRUSTWORTHY?? YOU LOOK LIKE A CREEP! YOU LOOK EXACTLY LIKE THE LOSER WE'VE DESCRIBED YOU TO BE!

This is the kind of shit that proves you're an awful fucking liar. This whole spree of tripling down and pretending this alt is a teenager has been weird and pathetic.

And AGAIN. I'm GOING TO KEEP SAYING THIS BECAUSE IT'S GETTING INCREASINGLY RIDICULOUS:

The foxhound blog is a lot like Heart's Roux/Enby account.

Dude goes on and on about alt accounts but owns 3-4 of them.

i'm friends with them both so let me set you straight.

Hato has her main blog and bumbled-bees for Lily stuff, that's it.

Foxhound has that one and hearts-monitor.

Why should anyone believe you without evidence?

Because those accounts are YOU and YOU are LYING. YOU are LITERALLY HERE RIGHT NOW pretending to be some minor.

Let me ask you this: If you're a minor just getting internet access for the first time ever how the FUCK was this the first community you landed in?

LO Crit is layers deep. Like you genuinely (i say this lovingly) have to be chronically online to encounter this niche little tumblr community, and there is so much lore and so many names you'd have to keep track of. So how'd you learn all this in a few days? How do you know all the accounts Hearts used? Only the 3-4 of us who give a fuck about this situation have ANYTHING close to that kind of knowledge.

engage with my argument or leave. answer my questions. if you are truly some random 18 year old then HOW is this the first community you ever came across? HOW do you know the lore and names despite pretending you don't?

The foxhound blog is a lot like Heart's Roux/Enby account.

Dude goes on and on about alt accounts but owns 3-4 of them.

i'm friends with them both so let me set you straight.

Hato has her main blog and bumbled-bees for Lily stuff, that's it.

Foxhound has that one and hearts-monitor.

Why should anyone believe you without evidence?

Because those accounts are YOU and YOU are LYING. YOU are LITERALLY HERE RIGHT NOW pretending to be some minor.

Let me ask you this: If you're a minor just getting internet access for the first time ever how the FUCK was this the first community you landed in?

LO Crit is layers deep. Like you genuinely (i say this lovingly) have to be chronically online to encounter this niche little tumblr community, and there is so much lore and so many names you'd have to keep track of. So how'd you learn all this in a few days? How do you know all the accounts Hearts used? Only the 3-4 of us who give a fuck about this situation have ANYTHING close to that kind of knowledge.

Go in the tags for Hearts or even Lily and easily 75-90% of the posts talking about Hearts are from one of those 'Confession' or 'Critical' blogs. Typically complaining about how people keep talking about Hearts.

The foxhound blog is a lot like Heart's Roux/Enby account.

Dude goes on and on about alt accounts but owns 3-4 of them.

i'm friends with them both so let me set you straight.

Hato has her main blog and bumbled-bees for Lily stuff, that's it.

Foxhound has that one and hearts-monitor.

I've lost my patience with all of this. You wanna sit and act smug and go on this whole revenge trolling marathon on @lily-critical-confessions when all you've done for days is insult victims, platform abusers and insult everyones' intelligence all to save a dying reputation that's not coming back.

Everyone's sick of it. Nobody likes you. Nobody cares to defend you and it's becoming very clear the more and more you dig to prove yourself innocent. I don't care if you wanna make Hearts work again. I don't care if you're trying to move on as another name while never learning a thing and continuing the same behavior. You need to go.

Britt, Tepes, myself and a bunch of other blogs you wanna shit on get sent terrible shit nearly every single day by people defending worse individuals; the least I can say for you is that you haven't tried to touch a child as far as I know. Nobody has spoken up for you, not even in anonymous asks. People will send fucking anything through anon because they know it can't be traced back to them with 100% confirmation, which is why you sent those anons to Mossy. And then proceeded to try and cover your ass on them with another alt like the scummy bitch you are.

Don't pretend you've ever had to go through anything remotely similar to the people you're trying to lie about have. The worst thing you have ever experienced on this website is having a blog like me rightfully call you out on your recorded behavior, and that is nothing compared to the years of abuse, false allegations and pieces of shit like you that someone like Britt has had to face. And you're fucking nothing to her.

You've platformed predators. You've spammed tags trying to spread awareness of said predators for months with your own unrelated bullshit. You've tried playing both sides and a-logged people you pretended to be friendly towards. You've said the most vile shit to victims thinking your words wouldn't be publicized. Over the span of this month alone you have been active on multiple alts including:

@lily-critical-confessions

@hearts-confession-blog

@cdcall-confessions-blog

@cdcall-critical-drama-blog

@foxhound-heart-monitor

@brittanygalaxybrain

@enbycritical

@lo-crit-confessions

@lily-criticals

@sai-scribbles

@cdcallcritical

@anthony-gramuglia

@you-cant-eat-hearts

@critical-heart

@lily-critcal-is-toxic

@hearts-can-eat-my-ass

...and probably more that I'm forgetting. I hope that everyone else reading this has their jaws drop over this list. And this is just blogs that I saw ran by you that posted something this month as of writing this.

Your age isn't an excuse (which is over 30 btw, stop lying about that). Nobody is "attacking" you because you're nonbinary. Nobody is "attacking" you because Britt commanded them to. People are rightfully pissed at you for what's now looking like years of terrible behavior among almost 40 alt accounts.

THIS sort of behavior is why everyone distanced ourselves from you. You wanna sit there and smugly act like none of us tried to have a civil conversation with you from the very beginning? Well for those still keeping up with this fuckin clown show, WE DID. Myself and a few others took it as a sincere misunderstanding, and we tried to calmly explain the situation. Hearts pulled THIS SHIT IMMEDIATELY. Quadrupled down. Refused to listen to anyone trying to explain where the mistake was. Started accusing people of "harassment" and trying to bully them off the platform. Yeah, that pissed Courtney off and sent her spiraling. No, I don't condone everything she said. However, even she gave Hearts multiple chances to understand the issue and Hearts REFUSED and maintained the same holier than thou smug ass attitude they've displayed across all their recent alts.

What was the misunderstanding? It's the "dirty laundry" comment that Hearts STILL brings up to this day with the exact same narrative they crashed out about YEARS AGO now. They still refuse to admit they misunderstood the situation. They still refuse to admit they fucked up. Courtney had gone on a livestream to talk about her history with Lily and their family for the first time, and that included addressing certain points of Lily's medical history that Lily had already talked about publicly multiple times over the years both before and after she transitioned. Courtney didn't just randomly decide to start spilling private medical shit. She was giving further context and correcting details of things Lily had already talked about, as well as giving details about how those medical issues played into what Courtney went through and the sorts of behaviors and incidents Lily had also already brought up in public.

Hearts decided to make a post chastising Courtney for "airing dirty laundry", the dirty laundry being addressing medical shit Lily had brought up her damn self and was no longer private information. We tried to explain that to Hearts multiple times in multiple different ways, and it bounced off their thick fuckin skull every time. They got aggressive with everyone, started throwing harassment accusations, shitting on Courtney for rightfully being pissed off at being scolded for that, and started playing this same damn wawa victim bullshit they're playing now.

They've been doing this for YEARS, and I've personally tried to avoid and ignore them because I don't want to argue with them, and I find them to be completely insufferable. Now the obsessive victim mentality has escalated to making new alts every time one gets blocked, sending DISGUSTING anons to people who either aren't/weren't involved or just make a passing comment about it every so often, and now they're pretending to be a fucking teenager while using an old ass character from Madhouse that most teenagers these days wouldn't even know about.

They've accused someone via anon of potentially lying about being assaulted.

They've thrown out a racist as shit "nickname" for Sheev since Sheev finally snapped and got sick of their shit too.

They've said nasty shit about being "fatherless" to Nicole.

They've tried to frame me as a predator for hooking up with one of my high school classmates.

At this point, I have to assume this is out of some petulant sense of revenge. Hearts thinks they're getting back at everybody by being as annoying as humanely possible, and since that wasn't working, they've escalated to being a nasty, vile, racist, sexually harassing, pathetic piece of shit.

If Hearts had at any point just said "hey yeah I didn't have all the information and I misunderstood, that's my bad" NONE of this would have happened. Courtney would have taken it and moved on, and it would have made them seem far more respectable than how they acted then and still act to this day.

THIS is why nobody fucks with you, Hearts. THIS is why nobody wants to be around you, and nobody trusts a damn word out of your mouth. You are a selfish, vindictive, performative, lying, racist, weasely little attention whore fully of your own choosing.

No matter what she wants to try to say, there are no trolls. There are no alts ran by other people. They're all the same unhinged person in her 30's. And I feel like any doubts about it have been quelled by Hearts' persistence, sloppiness and callousness during this whole tantrum.

A tantrum that could've been avoided completely if Hearts would just SINCERELY apologize and step back for once in her god damn life. But I guess it's hard to actually quit when you've been acting like a malicious loser for years with no actual consequences until now.

I'm done having any shred of sympathy or pity for Hearts, especially when this grown adult in their 30's, someone older than me, is spending their whole day on Tumblr between a fuckton of alts purposefully misgendering me, lying about me and flat out insulting me because her wittle ego got hurt.

and before you say “but fennec is a liar!” britt confirmed the screenshots from the doc are real. she apologized or defended herself for some of it and ignored everything else in it that made her look too bad (like distributing CSEM.) if the screenshots were fake, britt would say so but instead she confirmed they’re real by apologizing for it. the reason you didn’t hear about her distributing a link to CSEM is because she didn’t respond to that on her blog because she knew sycophants like you wouldn’t even read it before taking her word for what it said.

Quit calling Britt my master. It's making me VERY uncomfortable.

First of all, why the FUCK have none of you hypocritical ACC dickbags ever once bothered to even TRY to reach out to me directly about ANY of the bullshit yall have tried to accuse me of? Beckett has had chances, YOU have had chances, yet for some reason yall would rather spam anyone associated with me than bother getting the other side of the story. Why is that, I wonder?

To address the """distributing csem""" allegations, it is so fuckin transparent what your angle is given the fact that you refuse to share the posts yall are clearly referring to. The posts in question involved a HEAVILY CENSORED ARCHIVE LINK THAT SHOWED ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AND WAS PLASTERED WITH WARNINGS, purely to show proof that the account was real and belonged to Lily, along with some of the tags that were used most often. NO images or graphic descriptions were visible. You think I would have been stupid enough to share anything like that?! The slightly less egregious one was the e621 account, that had ONE archive link to her profile page, plastered with warnings, and none of the images on that page specifically involved children. I never shared any of the other archived pages of her favorites here, nor have I ever shared the Google drive SOMEONE ELSE MADE of the blacklisted content.

Now do you wanna fuckin tell me why when I tried to show Lio or any of yall any of this the first fuckin time, it "didn't count" as csem and I was MOCKED and BELITTLED for even considering it on the same level, but now all of a sudden since yall collectively decided you don't like me (which totally had nothing to do with Lio getting monumentally assmad that I called his ass a hypocritical liar and pointed out that he ran defense for Lily for WEEKS after I tried to talk to him about this shit), NOW suddenly it all counts as csem and I'M the predator for bringing attention to it as opposed to the person who went fuckin looking for it, created a hoard of it, created written works of it her damn self, and ENCOURAGED minors to look at it.

"Oh but you posted the links so-" AND I POST WARNINGS AND ACTIVELY DISCOURAGE MINORS FROM LOOKING AT IT. I make DAMN SURE I'm clear when I know I'm posting anything blatantly nsfw that minors shouldn't be looking at. I tag that shit, I post bold bigass warnings in the posts and more warnings next to the links. But according to Lio, none of that shit counted as "real csem" in the first place. The only reason he pretends to give a flying fuck now is because I personally pissed him off.

First of all, yes, yes you distribute it. Last one is an extremely censored screenshot of the graphic depictions you reblogged.

Britt, please. I am asking you for a moment to put your critical thinking cap on and recognize that what you did was INCREDIBLY reckless.

Triggerwarnings aren't going to protect you, or anyone while you're distributing material that classifies as Childporn. You had no business distributing that.

You had no business answering an ask that specifically and in detail describes what kind of childporn imagery was in the file you shared all while you advertise your blog to be important for kids to see.

Children don't care for triggerwarnings. So many children go past warnings because "they think they can handle it" and end up scarred for life.

You going #TW Childporn isn't magically going to make what you did any less reckless.

All you had to do is report that Drive and any adjacent materials and talk about having reported it. Not everything needs to be a public spectacle and if your reputation is as good as you say regarding being a Lily Orchard Critic, people are going to believe you if you say "The drive had CSAM on it".

Please, the fact you fail to recognize why what you did is a problem while you simultaneously advocate for children to look up to you so they can be educated is a massive issue.

I'm asking you to ask yourself "if someone else did what I did - repost links to literal CP and a graphic depictions thereof - would I be okay with that?". Because I'm sure you wouldn't be.

And with no warnings about the things he posts, for shame Hidden!

Or how about how you're trying to defend Fennec, someone who put someone who actively seeks out lolicon material in charge of a server of victimized minors.

Man for someone who's worried about children seeing that kindof material you seem to stand pretty adjacent to people actively spreading that kind of stuff to children with no barriers whatsoever. None of those kids in the Olive Grove ever got any warnings for the shit Warp was into.

But yeah sure keep saying you're trying to point out the real predators. That's why you sent me those anons you're conveniently trying to hide the reblog chain showing huh?

and before you say “but fennec is a liar!” britt confirmed the screenshots from the doc are real. she apologized or defended herself for some of it and ignored everything else in it that made her look too bad (like distributing CSEM.) if the screenshots were fake, britt would say so but instead she confirmed they’re real by apologizing for it. the reason you didn’t hear about her distributing a link to CSEM is because she didn’t respond to that on her blog because she knew sycophants like you wouldn’t even read it before taking her word for what it said.

Quit calling Britt my master. It's making me VERY uncomfortable.

First of all, why the FUCK have none of you hypocritical ACC dickbags ever once bothered to even TRY to reach out to me directly about ANY of the bullshit yall have tried to accuse me of? Beckett has had chances, YOU have had chances, yet for some reason yall would rather spam anyone associated with me than bother getting the other side of the story. Why is that, I wonder?

To address the """distributing csem""" allegations, it is so fuckin transparent what your angle is given the fact that you refuse to share the posts yall are clearly referring to. The posts in question involved a HEAVILY CENSORED ARCHIVE LINK THAT SHOWED ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AND WAS PLASTERED WITH WARNINGS, purely to show proof that the account was real and belonged to Lily, along with some of the tags that were used most often. NO images or graphic descriptions were visible. You think I would have been stupid enough to share anything like that?! The slightly less egregious one was the e621 account, that had ONE archive link to her profile page, plastered with warnings, and none of the images on that page specifically involved children. I never shared any of the other archived pages of her favorites here, nor have I ever shared the Google drive SOMEONE ELSE MADE of the blacklisted content.

Now do you wanna fuckin tell me why when I tried to show Lio or any of yall any of this the first fuckin time, it "didn't count" as csem and I was MOCKED and BELITTLED for even considering it on the same level, but now all of a sudden since yall collectively decided you don't like me (which totally had nothing to do with Lio getting monumentally assmad that I called his ass a hypocritical liar and pointed out that he ran defense for Lily for WEEKS after I tried to talk to him about this shit), NOW suddenly it all counts as csem and I'M the predator for bringing attention to it as opposed to the person who went fuckin looking for it, created a hoard of it, created written works of it her damn self, and ENCOURAGED minors to look at it.

"Oh but you posted the links so-" AND I POST WARNINGS AND ACTIVELY DISCOURAGE MINORS FROM LOOKING AT IT. I make DAMN SURE I'm clear when I know I'm posting anything blatantly nsfw that minors shouldn't be looking at. I tag that shit, I post bold bigass warnings in the posts and more warnings next to the links. But according to Lio, none of that shit counted as "real csem" in the first place. The only reason he pretends to give a flying fuck now is because I personally pissed him off.