I'm sorry that I ruin everything I come across

on a related note, thank you to all my life-ruiners who made me into the cold bitch i am today

I’m so terrified of good things happening because the comedown always hurts so fucking much but I can’t stop aching for them anyway

Why does no one understand that it’s easier to sleep all day than to be awake with my demons.

I’m so tired of feeling alone. It doesn’t matter who I’m around, how much they tell me they love me, how much time we spend together. I still feel completely isolated from everyone else.

I’m unlovable, apparently

I’m falling faster than I’ve imagined before.

I hate that I need to be insured that people care about me, but I’m too afraid to ask for it.

None of us is really alive.

love can go to hell

Can I fucking be numb now please? I’m soo tired of crying & crying and crying .not more emotion please…

Do you ever feel like literally everything pisses you off? Like the wind could blow wrong and you’re instantly enraged?