this post was good but also i’ve since realized (i think @heartslobbf pointed it out to me first) that saionji isn’t just the same height as touga, he’s actually taller than touga. only slightly, but still. saionji is, very slightly, better than touga at everything. he won anthy in a duel before utena gets involved, and that duel was most likely against touga (since juri and miki were vocally opposed to getting involved in the duels before anthy manipulated them into it). he’s the captain of the kendo team, not touga. touga has a fanclub of adoring brunettes, saionji has a bigger fanclub. he’s also just, generally, far more attractive on a visual level (obviously they both have rancid vibes, but the appeal of saionji’s beautiful broccoli hair is undeniable). despite being an uncouth, pathetic clown, there is a certain charm to saionji that touga lacks. and touga definitely knows it, in the same way that tomwambs (succession) decides to project his own castration anxieties onto the tallest man he can find (greg the egg). he likes positioning saionji below him specifically because he does resent the fact that they are ostensibly equals, and yet saionji is, in many ways, naturally superior. so if he cannot exceed saionji through his natural gifts, he will use the conditional power he is granted to artificially debase and exploit him.
and despite looking stupid as fuck in that gay little sidecar, and the fact that in his pathetic refusal to wear a helmet, saionji actually appears to be wearing a collar (rewatch this scene, it’s very funny on top of being quite fucked up), saionji is giving touga major side eye. like he’s actually embarrassed for touga. yeah he’s technically the one being humiliated here, but they both look stupid. (plus saionji has plenty of experience embarrassing himself; i think at this point he’s developed an immunity, so he’s basically impervious.) touga wants the power to exploit and dominate, but he lacks the tools and advantages akio has cultivated over time. much like how pathetic tsuwabuki’s attempts to be him appear (and the cycle cycles…) touga is so clearly just a boy pretending to be a man, and when he plays at being akio, he just looks desperate and foolish. (just as akio himself is only acting chairman, is only acting as anthy’s father. it’s a cycle of hollow signification, a russian nesting doll of mimesis with nothing in the center. and still, the machine demands blood.)
touga is not an adult, he’s not actually in a position of power over saionji, and he can’t make saionji false promises to lord over him. he can do that with nanami, because he is genuinely more empowered than she is. he is taller and older and more experienced and a man (well, boy) and her older brother, her “prince.” and nanami, unlike saionji, does buy into his act wholesale, and goes to desperate lengths to obtain his approval and the conditional power it grants her, even as touga is the one disempowering and harming her, much in the same way that he acts with akio. but saionji cannot be another nanami. saionji sees touga far more clearly, even if he’s not clearheaded enough to simply leave for good. because saionji is here as a friend — you know, that thing that is famously for fools only?? as much as touga keeps claiming that he’s too jaded and cynical for friendship (perhaps), it’s also the only reason he actually gets to keep saionji around. not the stupid shiny red motorbike or the illusory promise of eternity, but the fact that they were once gentle and kind to each other, and saionji is still holding out the foolish hope that someday touga might regress into someone who once more believes in friendship. so he puts up with their strange, perverse anti-friendship, that awful, hateful charade. but it isn’t because he buys into touga’s facade; it’s with the intent to shatter it.