Science Queen

Actually, guys, I think there is more to Tom's departure than written by admin below, I no longer want to be part of this group as Lilibet was bullied and instead of helping her admin kicked her out due to the fact they a. wanted someone else to take the FC b, she had daily anons telling her to kill herself and that she was a freak because she had dyslexia and instead of being kind a few of you decided that she was a problem as she wouldn't do certain plots with you. May I also state at this point I can show you all of the admin conversations. Which are really not very nice.

I’m not someone who turns my back on some with disabilities and I will defend her against people who do ( admin complained to her about her dyslexia as she kept making mistakes). I know exactly who bullied her and it was all down to a plot which they forced on her. something she felt highly uncomfortable doing. So to the people who have bullied her. Take a look at the cyberbullying thing Tumblr is doing as that is exactly what you have done to her,  You created a witch hunt because someone didn’t want to do as you asked. Emmy Cahill and Winnie’s players have both been difficult and pushy towards her and she has done nothing but be nice to every single one of you. You should be ashamed of yourselves. I have receipts to show that the admin did not give Lilabet actual reasons why they kicked her out but vague comments basically saying you all hated her. This is unacceptable. So for the people who desperately wanted her out ( and I know who you are), You really are bullies and I hope for your sake this never happens to you.

She is absolutely broken by this. She loved being part of this game and loved every single player and character, even the bubble rping ones who ignored her and treated her badly and got away with not being online for weeks because they are friends with admin. I have seen the whole conversation with admin and she did everything requested and then when they spoke to Winnie she was kicked out. I have seen all conversations with the people who have contacted her and I am more than happy to show everyone what's happening  “behind the scenes” I can also show you the three months of dedicated research Lilibet did to her role, something someone didn't like, even though she warned everyone, used Readmore and every single tw:

Like I have said before Lilibet is broken about this, she loved being a part of a group which allowed her to focus on real life situations, but then it turned out that they don’t, Admin and Lilabet had a long chat about Tom’s recently plot and lilabet said multiple times that the plot had now ended and she wanted to remove the plot regarding Winnie as it made her feel uncomfortable and could they ask Winnie to do the same. They were 100% behind this, changed their mind because Winnie and Emmy told them to and now I have to comfort a very upset friend who has done nothing but tried to get on with everyone. It's so disappointing that a group of adults can witch hunt someone like this. I truly believed this group was better than a clique gang who pick on the weak. I worry  for the weaker ones now as you are next. Lilabet was always nice to me and always made sure that eveyone she spoke to either got a starter or a reply, something I can say a lot of you don’t do. @winnieblythe  I literally never want to bump into you online ever again. you are a horrible person and beware of Tumblr politics, you may be able to get the admin to do things now but sooner or later it will backfire on you. @emmycahill your character is highly flawed and a bully both in and out of character. But a huge thank you to @scarlettmontgcmery and @sirenarhall​ for just being really wonderful players and characters.

Yeah, I do. He needs stability in his life, He was married for over ten years so he can do long term. I wished things would have worked out with my mom, but then we wouldn't have Ellie.  It tough to get in a relationship when you have kids so I can imagine its quite hard for him to let anyone in romantically.

Not really, my dad is having a rough time at the moment, but he will get through it. What does get to me is the fact that when its mental health, people assume things and are rude and nasty. The fundamental fact is that as humans, if one person is suffering we should help them, not ridicule them, as being nasty to them when they are struggling, shows the insecurity within us not them. 

The younger girl definitely had the prim and proper look down to a t, so it didn’t come as a surprise that she never had ribs. Stains on her nice clothes probably wouldn’t feel her aesthetic very well. “BBQ sauce? Please tell me you’ve had that at least.” Micah motioned to the seat in front of her, sliding her plate in the middle of the table. “There’s enough to share if you want. I want to see you face when you first taste it.”

Mia looked at the other woman and then at the food. “ Really?” She asked, a wide smile forming on her face. “I haven't had bbq sauce,”  Mia admitted with a shake of her head. “ Ok here goes.” She reached over and picked up a rib and held it, slowly she bit into it and let out a light moan. “ Oh my god, this is good.” Mia said trying to cover her mouth.” Wow.” She grabbed a napkin and wiped her mouth. “ What is bbq sauce? my mom would have gone crazy if I had eaten that as a kid.” She smiled at the other lady. “ I’m Mia, by the way, thank you for letting me try it.”

Rhys let his eyes lift up towards Mia, thinking about Winnie and how he had been pretty lucky to have a guy like that in his life, a small smile came along his lips at her words. “Yeah, he’s a good guy.” It was far more than he deserved but it wasn’t something he wanted to dive into with her especially since the two of them just met and the last thing he wanted to do was open up to someone who didn’t know a single thing about him. “I agree. He somehow always finds a reason to make a joke.” He chuckled, his eyes resting on her as he shook his head. “Actually, he wasn’t. He mostly just talked to me about what he wanted the New Year to be like.” He admitted, there was no reason to lie to her and a part of him wondered about their relationship and he wondered if she had known he was tired of being single. “One of the most humble men you could ever meet,” he teased.

Mia rolled her eyes at him mentioning the humble barman. “ Right.” She smirked. “ I get it. Although... let's be honest here. You work in a bar, so you probably have your pick of women that frequent the place. I’m not dumb.” She chuckled. “ I know what guys my age are like. It’s all about the conquest, then its the oh hey it was nice knowing you.” Mia walked over to a table and started to clean it. “ My dad is like that. That’s how I know how a guy’s mind works” She picked up the empty plates and took them back behind the till. “ My problem is I’m totally judgemental,” Mia said honestly. “ I look at some people and judge the hell out of them. It's not my fault It's my mom’s. She’s a bitch.”

Nessa: He did? God, I wish he knew that he couldn't disappoint me for struggling right now.

Nessa: I mean, I'm hurt by some of it, but he doesn't need to know that.

Nessa: Wait, are you trying to say that he's in love with me?

Nessa: I don't know. I can try to see if he'll see me, but I think above anything, we just.. need to let him ride this out. It's a hard situation, and maybe he just needs space, and to know that we're not going anywhere.

Mia: Yeah his exact words were " I can't let her see me in this state."

Mia: Just remember that it's not really him, he is not usually like this.

Mia: I never told you this, but he did say that he loves you. He just said, "I love her." I thought you knew?

Nessa: There's no way I could forget you, Mia.

Nessa: I know he is. I figured he was starting to struggle when he chose someone else on NYE and left me hanging.

Nessa: I want to be able to help him. I hate seeing him like this, and I know how much he's struggling. I had a really hard time in November and he was there for me.

Nessa: But I don't even know if he wants me around.

Mia: He does want you around, he had this hungover rant at me on New Year's day and told me that he really wants to see you but is scared he will disappoint you with the state he is in.

Mia: He told me that every time he falls in love with someone they always leave him and that's why he is avoiding you.

It must be nice to be part of a collective of friends. It was nice. It is nice. He doesn’t know the correct tense anymore. His relationship with his roommates have both fallen on hard times. Emmy despises him. Gray’s withdrawn to lick his wounds after Emmy went for his throat. The house has become a place of glacial silence and careful avoidance. There have always been weak spots in the foundation, he’s aware — when a group of traumatised individuals attempt to build a home, it’s never going to be entirely stable — but it hasn’t felt like this before. Still, it’s hardly Mia’s problem to deal with, and her own feelings of loneliness are infinitely more important to him. “You’re always welcome to come over and hang out with us, you know. Emmy and Gray won’t bite — well, Emmy might. But they’re cool, I promise, and they’d love you.”

He doesn’t feel as though he has to protest, appreciating the open-ended offer to talk about it another time. The time will never be right to say what he needs to say, but being able to prolong a state of grace is enough for now. Her description of a secret lover is whimsy and sweet — Winnie doesn’t have the heart to tell her that, in his limited experience, a secret lover means being taken to bed and then bundled out the door like you’re nothing. Alleyway kisses. Salt spray hitting seaside coves. It’s nicer to think about it like that. “A girl can – and should – dream. There’s no reason why it can’t happen. I’d like to think I wouldn’t date Mr. Bean but, knowing myself, I’d say yeah. I’m not proud of it. We have a neighbour at the beach house who looks like Mr. Bean. I thought I was dissociating the first time I saw him; nobody believed me when I told them.” That’s the problem with being a peddler of nonsense; when you’re actually telling the truth, people seldom believe you. “Would you date Mr. Bean? He could be your secret lover.

“Sure that sounds like fun. Maybe we could go and play pool or something, maybe ask that Rhys guy and Gray has a sister right? maybe she could come. Ohh and Carmen and maybe Vera too.” Mia suggested. “ I never got to have a birthday party in December so maybe we could do something this month?” She asked with a face full of hope. Although she never admitted it, she envied the group and wanted to be a part of it. But Mia was the smart one who had limited social skills. Ask her to recite the periodic table backward in german and she could do it easily, but ask her to start a conversation with a person she wanted to be friends with and she was blank. 

“It seems that all I have when it comes to love. I mean I must take after my mom in that department, as when it comes to my dad, he just blinks at people and they are taking their clothes off, I guess I lack the Carvell sex appeal.” She rolled her eyes and sighed. “Mr Bean... no, but I know what you mean about the neighbor. Is that the guy who is at the end of the block on Wrightsville beach?” she asked nudging his shoulder. “ I think you would.” She laughed. “Ok.. pop quiz hotshot. If you could have a secret love affair with anyone in town who would it be and why? And someone famous too.”

Mia: Hi its Mia, umm I'm not sure if you remember me from Thanksgiving.

Mia: I know you are probably super busy but I have a problem and I could use your advice.

Mia: Its dad. He is off the rails and I don't know what to do to fix him.

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“Angelic?” Rhys questioned but the second she had brought up Winnie, the smile which had crept on his lips without his knowledge faded away. “Ah, I’m sure he has a lot more to say about me than that.” He said softly, wondering if Winnie had told this girl about all the times he had tried to invite him over in only to be canceled on. “I think for the only best friend you have, you picked a good one. He’s got a good heart.” He nodded his head as he lifted his eyes up towards her, finding himself putting the bag of baked goods down so he could stay and talk to her more. “Yeah, I think I’ve seen him there a few times. I am pretty sure I saw him on New Year too.” He thought about how the man asked him if he had any New Years Resolutions but Rhys didn’t really have any. “You should. I heard the bartender is hot.”

“You should give Winnie more credit. I think he is loyal to you.” She said with a small smile. “ Yeah, he does. He is very funny and that is one of the best things about him.”  Mia laughed when Rhys mentioned seeing her dad on New Year's eve. “Was he flossing?” She asked and giggled. “ Family right, can't live with them or without them.” Mia shrugged and chuckled as she cleaned the trays. “ Oh is that right? Is he humble too?” She teased.