Sometimes I wonder if I’m supposed to be off on my own.

Take it in the evenings, not the mornings. 😪

My mind says yes but my heart says no.

Why am I such an emotional baby bitch rn. Why does a person give me so much happiness when I see that certain person. Bawling my eyes out thinking about how I won't get to see that certain person on a daily basis at work. Lately we've been connecting more by being goofy towards each other. Then again I'm trying to better my health by leaving my work area. I'm so conflicted rn, I hope when I leave my mind won't think about him so much.

I'm to a point in my life where I am starting to notice people's bullshit. I am tired of being pushed around by people. Wanting attention and using me. Pinpointing who REALLY needs help and who doesn't. I am growing the fuck up.

Dreams, are they a sign or am I just obsessing over it?