Not long after

I come to see and listen to

His mumbled words I can not hear

The music is played way too loud

I would like to watch a movie

I've heard this song too many times

You get what you give

Oh the irony

A great message in that song

If only he would listen

I've been here for 30 minutes and

It's already time to go home

I've listen to him cry and listened to him pout

Argues with his parents then says

I am going to kill myself

But he doesn't see a doctor or a therapist

To talk about his wish of death

He'd rather tell all of his friends

Even ones he dont respect

And he is so great

It's everyone else that loves attention right

It's everyone else

He talks about that leaves a bad taste

in his mouth

All the books and all the knowledge

Stunted by his lack of humility

Everyone of my close friends is a retard

Is something he would say

If you could make it out over the phone

Bonafide ingrates

An amalgam of people I have met in the last little bit

The world is their oyster

and they are allergic to shellfish

Take and take and take

Give kindness and they treat you even worse

Queens and Kings of presumption I would call them

And he stayed there

Thanks for the trinket

and

I don't owe you anything

Your givin judgmental judging people

You have never met and now your judging me

I don't want to be your friend

Our friendship has retired

Don't cross the street to talk to me

Angry eyebrow stare stare as much

As you like

Stones came down from the sky in a way

Fists of hail

My whole family hid under a picnic table

My sister and me were scared

I caught a fish that day

A worm with inner turmoil

It joins you in the rain

And dances in the soil

When it’s broken in two

It grows into another

If you could love a worm

Then we can love each other

A worm it doesn’t speak

It’s feelings go unheard

Let me be your worm

I am nosebiter

I've got your nose for real

This is not a joke

I will bite your face

Now I've got your nose

and I nose no boundaries

I don't want to fight

I want to nose what

My foes nose

Wounds have been wrapped, sewn shut and seared

But I still bleed hatred when I'm thinning my blood

I'll turncoat great times into poor ones

Make quick enemies of someone I could call a friend

My blood thinning is the reason no one wants to party with me again

Around the corner from a graveyard

Not far from a round highway

You wore short blue shorts that day

Then on another day you flipped your bike in an alleyway

you met me at the bike racks, you met me at the bike racks again and you met me at the bike racks again

One day you kissed me on my mouth

You kissed me on the couch

Kissing in the dark

I felt loved when you kissed me for two hours in the park

One day you kissed me on my private parts

Kissing kissing like it was an art

You walked like ur always on ur toes

I can tell it's you even if I wasn't close

I would see u rollerblading

On another day, I was very quiet because I was too afraid to say

Something stupid like I do now, lucky for me

Kissing was the quiet solution

Kissing kissing kissing maybe

That I harass empty words to an empty phone

My sorrow in great detail delivered to an empty email

You do not know what it is like to be alone

I am major depressed

Lieutenant obsessed

But not with goals of love or harm

A private of self control

I outcry and I moan

Not when I'm awake but

Only when I sleep

I am commander of my hate

Poor at expressions of my pain

I am not major bipolar

I'm seargant angry when I'm tired

Decorated general dropping bombs

Of how I feel in the wrong ways

I am master melancholy

Terrifying and sad

Im great at starting fires

But I can't put them out

I'm first leuitenant riffin mad

No I'm not major bipolar

I'm colonel cryer