Havenβt been on in a few months. Itβs been hard recently not only dealing with some mental health struggles but also the loss of my papa. It was unexpected and painful, and it hurts so much now that they are both gone. My relationship with both sets of my grandparents has always been so strong, itβs been hard to cope with.
Aaliyah has been having a hard time not really understanding why we canβt FaceTime him or walk over to his house. Itβs been a month and I still find myself crying when I think about him. I know itβs all a process but wow is it hard














