#edgy

hello ssri withdrawal, been awhile

i am once again saying that if there’s a god(s) out there and they made the choice for menstruation to be a thing, i have such a major bone to pick regarding that whole situation

hoar knee

what if. instead of being a person. I died. to death.

I thought I was in a bad place mentally in February, but look at me now !

It’s not that I think one bad interaction will make my loved ones suddenly drop me out of nowhere. It’s that I think each one may be the straw that breaks the camels back. What if they’ve just been putting up with me and this is the think that makes me just not worth it anymore?

sometimes self care is realizing that you can’t do the things you want to and accepting that and having a good long cry and moving on

I only have 2 days left until spring break but I feel like I’m dying right now so. help

what if I self sabotage though

someone make me stop being so chicken shit and anxious and just ask my therapist about how to get too surgery bc I really need it

I’m a disgusting suck up, I need validation 24/7, and if authority figures don’t like me I’ll cry, so today I made chocolate chip cookies for all of my professors

I am fine. But I am also an apple that has been rolling around the floorboards of a car for a week.

you know the depression has you fucked up when you want to lay down so bad, but you can’t, because you’re already laying down

I just feel so weak and tired

I’ve never seen the film Groundhog Day but I assume that the reason te man gets stuck in the time loop is because the titular groundhog cursed him