pairing: Chan x fem!reader
genre: smau, Forbidden love, Best friends sister trope, Idol x Idol
pov: 1st person texts, 2nd person writing
warnings: Swearing, you being a little out of pocket, mentions of contraceptives and pregnancy tests, lil angsty at the beginning
summary: Chan has a one night stand with a girl he couldn't remember the name of, but he gets the shock of his life when the girl turns out to be his subordinate. Oh, and also she's Felix's older sister.
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word count: 839
screenshot count: 7
Pov: Your pov
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You stood in the Lee know Maknae dorm, watching your members converse with the eight men. Everyone had finished their dinner, eating the food fast like they hadnβt been fed in years, and now they had their little groups. Β
It felt odd, like they were supposed to be like this all along. It was like you had been intruding, watching the large group intermingle. It wasnβt until a warm body was present beside you. You looked to the side, straightening at the sight of the large leader next to you. He had a bottle of an undisclosed sweet drink, watching the group with found eyes.Β
His eyes eventually slid to you, and you quickly looked away to see Yong-mi giving you a smirk, nudging Sun-Hi and Sang-Hee who gave you shit eating grins. Those motherfuckers-Β
βCan we talk?β Chanβs voice spooked you out of your stupor, looking at him from the corner of your eye. He was nervous, the fidgeting fingers and bitten lip made it evident. You nodded, throwing the three dirty looks as you followed Chan to a more secluded spot.Β
The two of you stepped out of the apartment, him closing the door behind you silently. The door let out a soft click, and you both sat on opposite sides of the hallway. Jitters vibrated out from the man, and it reminded you of the day when you and Felix got signed to your respective labels. You both were so nervous back then, and you distinctly remember the tears you both shed that day.Β
βSo...β You spoke first, playing with the strands of your hair. It was fairly healthy, despite the many bleach jobs you put yourself through. Right now, you wanted to put off enough dye jobs until the comeback. βWhat did you want to talk about?βΒ
Itβs funny how you played dumb. You know exactly why, or at least you think you do. It was weird how much more chill you seemed, compared to him. He took a deep breath, closing his eyes for a second, before opening them. He had the prettiest brown eyes youβve ever seen on someone, which was hard.Β
βA few months ago, You and I...β he trailed off, gulping when your stare pierced through him. He took a shaky breath, running his hand through his hair. He shouldnβt be this nervous, it was just a simple talk with you about that night.Β
βFucked?β Your blunt words shocked him. His expression made a giggle bubble up through your lungs. βReally, Chan, you can be crude. Weβre adults, not children. Iβm surprised you hadnβt come to me sooner.βΒ
βWait, you knew?β He cocked his head to the side, reminding you of a curious puppy. You nodded.Β
βOf course I knew, Chan. I had to take a pregnancy test just in case we didnβt use protection. Which, thank you for remembering even though we were both drunk off our asses.βΒ
Something about his expression made a pit form in your stomach. He seemed so hurt that you didnβt talk to him about it, and now you were regretting not taking your memberβs advice.Β
βYou knew and you didnβt talk to me about it?β He whispered, and you wanted to curl in on yourself. You sighed, throwing your head back and thumping your head against the wall.Β
βI wasnβt going to go up to you and say βHey Chan, I got your dick wet when we were black out drunk. Sorry about that.β I didnβt even know that you knew, I didnβt want to seem like a creepy stalker.β You met his eyes, before looking away quickly. The pit grew, and you suddenly wanted to puke.Β
βBut you still could've taken me aside. God, you were making me so nervous that I thought you thought that I took advantage of you.β He groaned, burying his face in his hands. You sat stunned at his confession before growing more confused.Β
βChan, look at me.β You shuffled towards him, putting a hesitant hand on his shoulder. He peeked up at you, and his eyes softened just so. He hummed, setting his hands down on his lap. βWe were both drunk. I could never have thought that you would do that. Donβt think about that, okay?β You added softly. You let out a soft smile when he seemed to visibly relax at your reassurance.Β
βNow, come on. Letβs head back inside before anyone suspects anything.β You stood up, helping him to his feet. He chuckled slightly, allowing you to drag him along. You opened the door, and a couple of cheers sounded from the girls. The rest were screaming, and you could faintly hear Mario Kart in the background.Β
βOkay, everyone!β Yong-Mi yelled, getting a few hums. βLet's go out. It's time for fresh air.β And then there were fourteen people barreling towards the door like dogs. You dodged out of the way as a flying Felix collided with Chan, throwing the two out of the dorm.
You haven't laughed that hard in a long time.Β
